His words hit me like a hammer to my heart, and I looked at him fixedly for a moment and nodded, "Yes." ”

I could guess that what he said might have something to do with it, but I didn't expect to be right. It turns out that everything written in the book is right, when a man is about to leave you, it is about to break up with you.

Shen Mo's eyes showed an expression that was really like this, I didn't explain, I looked at him. I know it's not for nothing that he said that, but it's not for me to say it.

"I'm already her now, what's the difference between being happy and not being happy to do it?" I asked.

"Don't you think it's strange and want to ask me what's going on?" I asked.

Shen Mo didn't speak, I asked him. I can get to where I am today, and he has an irreplaceable role in it, and if it weren't for him, I would have died a year and a half ago.

None of this is what I imagined.

He looked at me for a moment, sighed, and then pulled out a box of cigarettes and started smoking.

"That's all?" I asked.

The overhead light was not on, and he deliberately looked out the window, and from my point of view, I could only see his clear side face.

He smoked three cigarettes in one sitting, then extinguished the cigarette butt on the table, and looked up at me with a slight redness in his eyes.

"Cheng Zi, let's break up."

I didn't look up, and I didn't want to know who it was, but I knew it must not be Shen Mo, so I shook off that hand and said, "Get out of the way, leave me alone!" ”

Shen Mo word by word, his tone was calm, his eyes were sincere, and he didn't mean to dodge when he looked at me.

I could guess that what he said might have something to do with it, but I didn't expect to be right. It turns out that everything written in the book is right, when a man is about to leave you, it is about to break up with you.

When he said this, his tone was very fierce, and with that kind of unstoppable expression, he actually asked the bartender to obediently take the wine away.

For some reason, when I heard his words and saw his appearance, I felt a sense of relief. I have finally come to this point, and it turns out that a woman who has experienced like me has no future after taking the wrong first step.

I subconsciously went to take the cigarette case that Shen Mo put on the table, and I couldn't stop wanting to smoke.

I don't know how to smoke, and when I picked up a cigarette and a lighter, I found that my hands were shaking terribly. I didn't dare to look up, I focused all my attention on the cigarette in my hand, and finally I didn't know that after trying it a few times, I lit the cigarette and took a sharp puff, and my lungs were like a needle being sprinkled into it, and it hurt so much that I coughed hard, and after coughing for a long time, tears rushed out, and the sour and spicy taste was choked by the smoke - yes, it was choked by the smoke.

Subconsciously, I hoped that Shen Mo could reach out and snatch my cigarette at this time, and then reprimand me with a straight face, telling me not to be reckless, but no.

He sat across from me and watched as I finished my cigarette with coughing and tears.

I smoked the cigarette butt tremblingly and looked up to see his deep eyes.

"Shen Mo, do you have anything else to say?" It is not easy for me to say this sentence completely at such a time.

"Do you want to seal the nameless residence, or smash the Xishan Tea House in a fit of anger, as long as you are willing to do it, I will help you achieve it." He said.

"You have to take care." He said.

When he had finished speaking, he closed his mouth again, and did not even have the expression of wanting to say anything.

"That's all?" I asked.

"Hmm." His eyes flickered, and he seemed a little afraid to look directly at me.

"Why?" I asked.

He didn't expect me to ask like this, so he was stunned for a moment, and looked at me for a while before he said: "What I like is Lin Jingyan, not Cheng Zi, so the more handy you are in Cheng Zi's identity, the more I can't be with you, is this reason enough?" ”

I don't have anything to say, and that's a pretty good reason.

He looked at me for a moment, sighed, and then pulled out a box of cigarettes and started smoking.

"That's enough." I say.

In my imagination, if I broke up with Shen Mo, I thought I would definitely cry, but I didn't.

He drank another glass of wine, stood up and said to me: "Cheng Zi, I'm really happy to be able to send it back to Cheng's house, you have to be good in the future, I still have something to do, go first." ”

He didn't wait for me to say anything, turned and left.

It wasn't until his back completely disappeared from sight that tears welled up in my eyes.

None of this is what I imagined.

I sat there and began to drink the rest of the wine that Shen Mo had drunk, without raising my head, cup after glass, until the bottle bottomed out, I looked up to the waiter and said to him, "Another bottle!" ”

He glanced at me and turned to get the wine.

After opening the second bottle, I suddenly felt better, poured myself a glass and drank it. I don't know who came and who left, what time it was. Only the stimulation of the spicy wine brushing into my throat made me feel very relaxed.

I picked up my glass to pour another glass, and one hand grabbed my wrist, and someone said, "Don't drink it." ”

I didn't look up, and I didn't want to know who it was, but I knew it must not be Shen Mo, so I shook off that hand and said, "Get out of the way, leave me alone!" ”

However, I didn't succeed, so I had to look up and see Cheng Mo.

"What's crazy, it's just a man, and if you break up, you break up." He said lightly.

"It's not you who broke up, get out of the way!" I yelled at him.

Cheng Mo refused to let go, but sat down beside me, not only snatched the wine glass from my hand, but also handed the wine bottle to the bartender on the side, and said to him: "Take it away, I'm her brother, let me see you sell her wine again, I'll kill you!" ”

When he said this, his tone was very fierce, and with that kind of unstoppable expression, he actually asked the bartender to obediently take the wine away.

I looked at him with a smile: "Cheng Mo, what kind of majesty are you playing here, you have the ability to find ......"

I suddenly didn't know what to say about him, he was playing prestige, but he wasn't just playing prestige here, he dared anywhere.

He knew that I couldn't go on, so he smiled and said, "Say a place, as long as I go to play prestige, you can be good, let's go now." ”

"It's boring." I say.

"Do you want to seal the nameless residence, or smash the Xishan Tea House in a fit of anger, as long as you are willing to do it, I will help you achieve it." He said.

"I want Shen Mo, I want to reconcile with him." As I said this, tears welled up after a long pause.

"It's not productive." Cheng Mo ignored my words, and said after a while, "Let's not bring this, let's live well, a lot of good men......"

"I don't want a lot of good men, I want ......"

"Cheng Zi, are you enough?" Cheng Mo stood up suddenly, "Since you don't want to break up with him, what kind of generosity did you pretend to be just now, why don't you keep him with tears." ”

He looked at me for a moment, sighed, and then pulled out a box of cigarettes and started smoking.

"I ......" I wanted to say that I didn't have the courage, but I found that in the face of Cheng Mo's questioning, I couldn't say this.

I didn't look up, and I didn't want to know who it was, but I knew it must not be Shen Mo, so I shook off that hand and said, "Get out of the way, leave me alone!" ”

When he roared like this, I suddenly understood that I really thought of myself as Cheng Zi, and dared to play a temper in front of Cheng Mo, if I were Lin Jingyan, what qualifications would I have to make such an unreasonable move in the face of Cheng Mo.

Cheng Mo didn't say anything, just looked at me like this, and after a long pause, he said: "Okay, go home, sleep, you can have a good chat with him tomorrow when you calm down, if you can reconcile, it will be reconciled, and it is not a big deal if you don't reconcile." ”

At this point he paused, didn't know what came to mind, looked at me with a very strange look and said, "Actually, feelings are changeable, except for blood kinship. For example, when you were young and ignorant, you once jumped back to the building for Hua Yuanshu, and now it is normal for Shen Mo to be like this. ”

His words made my heart move, did he have any doubts?

When I got home, Guan Yunzhu looked at me like this and wanted to ask something, but Cheng Mo shook his head to stop me, and when I went up the stairs, I heard him whisper to Guan Yunzhu: "Mom, don't pay attention to her, the little girl's family is out of love, or it's awkward, no one knows if they will be reconciled in two or three days." ”

Guan Yunzhu laughed softly: "Are you scolding her, otherwise Cheng Zi is not like this." ”

"Don't you scold her and let her borrow wine to drown her sorrows?" Cheng Mo asked.

I didn't listen because I couldn't always stand up the stairs and not go up. After I went upstairs, I heard that the whole family was resting one after another, and my heart warmed, because the whole family was waiting for me to go home and rest.

In my room, I wanted to cry when I thought of Shen Mo.

He's right, I really don't know who I am now, but what can I do? If I don't think of myself as Cheng Zi, how can I survive in the Cheng family? He also once said that if the Cheng family knew that I was a fake, neither of us would end well. Now, he's withdrawn first.

I shouldn't blame him, it's not his fault for all this.

After a night of entanglement, the sun rose as usual the next day, and I was in a trance for a moment when I looked at the golden sunshine. It turns out that the world is a cold thing, and whether you are doing well or not, it follows its own trajectory.

When he said this, his tone was very fierce, and with that kind of unstoppable expression, he actually asked the bartender to obediently take the wine away.

After a week of confusion, I didn't even receive a call from Shen Mo, but on Friday, Lin Leyi suddenly called me to ask for dinner, and I thought about it for a while and should come down.

"Don't you think it's strange and want to ask me what's going on?" I asked.

When she made an appointment with the green tea fairy tale, I saw her and He Liancheng there, and I was a little puzzled, but I guessed that they should have known about my breakup with Shen Mo, so they pretended to sit calmly opposite the couple.

"Don't you think it's strange and want to ask me what's going on?" I asked.

Lin Leyi nodded: "I really shouldn't be nosy, but Shen Mo and I have an unusual relationship, so I'm not nosy, what's the matter with you two?" ”

"Le Yi, thank you, and thank you, Mr. He." I told them that the smile on my face was a little reluctant, and I couldn't hold it anymore, and I was so tired after a week. It turns out that pretending to be okay is also a matter of mental effort.

"I don't know why I broke up, Shen Mo proposed to break up, and then I thought about it, maybe it's because the relationship is gone, we have experienced too many things together, and all the good things have been worn out, before becoming a family relationship." I said with a wry smile.

Lin Leyi saw that I was not in a good mood, and immediately said: "I know, but I also know Shen Mo's character, he refused to say a word this time, I conclude that there is something between you that is hidden from me." ”

"That's enough." I say.

"Perhaps, there should be, but I don't know what it is." I gave Lin Leyi an ambiguous word, "If you have a chance to ask Shen Mo, he should tell you." ”

"Your identity?" He Liancheng asked.

He Liancheng was very observant, and when he asked about the punctuality, I shook my head with a wry smile, unable to say a word.

After thinking about it for a long time, I felt that since they had helped me, and Shen Mo and Shen Mo were indeed good friends for many years, I said seriously: "Actually, all the fault is on my side, probably because I returned to the Cheng family, Shen Mo felt that the pressure from my family was too great, and you also know that I have an elder brother, he is very angry and big-tempered, he can't accept Shen Mo, and he is very different from us being together, and even misunderstood Shen Mo for some things." I think he's too tired in this environment. And I wasn't good enough to know how to get along with him at such a time, which also put pressure on him. Speaking of this, I paused, looked up at Lin Leyi and said, "Really, everything is my responsibility, for feelings, I either use too much force, or I dare not use force, and I can't grasp the degree in the middle." ”

When I saw Lin Leyi and his wife leaving, I was disappointed when I looked at me, but I didn't have the courage to explain it anymore. Shen Mo, you let go of my hand first, but everything is my fault, how to explain all this?

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Today, the baby suddenly had a fever, came back from the hospital, turned on the computer and wrote it in one go, the typos were not corrected, and I went to sleep!