I'm sitting here by myself, sitting until the store closes.

From knowing Shen Mo to now, we have experienced a lot together, each other has each other's secrets, secrets that are unknown and cannot be known, and even we have experienced life and death together, once it is me, and once it is him...... However, we are not like other couples, the more we experience, the more intimate the relationship becomes. While we are getting more and more familiar with each other, more and more with each other, we are getting farther and farther away from each other.

It's not his responsibility, it's not even mine, I want to vent, I want to find a scapegoat, but I can't find it. There is nowhere to vent this frustration, and I don't know where to vent at all, which makes me want to bang my head against the wall.

The waiter reminded me again and again that they were closing.

I glanced at him, got up, left blankly, and then drove all the way home, looking at the opposite headlights, watching a car overtake my car, I didn't feel anything in my heart.

The arrival of Lin Leyi and his wife let me know that in the eyes of Shen Mo's friends, I was the woman who kicked the ladder away after climbing high. Yes, it does!

I didn't expect to see Cheng Siyan and his wife waiting for me as soon as I opened the door of the living room, and they smiled very gently when they saw me entering the door and asked, "Have you had dinner?" Would you like to have another late-night snack? ”

The more they cared about me, the more I couldn't get up and down in Cheng Zi's position, I didn't have the courage to say everything, I could only act more and more.

"You've eaten, you've had a meal with friends, what about you?" I put my bag down and asked in a relaxed way.

"I've eaten early, and I've left you something to eat, if you're not hungry, wash up and sleep well, and I'll have to go to work early tomorrow morning, it's hard enough." Guan Yunzhu's face was full of love, and after speaking, he asked, "Did you eat fruit today?" ”

They are very good to me, and what I said about them includes Cheng Siyan, Guan Yunzhu, and Cheng Mo. Their kindness to me made me feel empty-hearted, as if they wanted to make up for what they owed Cheng Zi for more than ten years, basically every week, one by one, piled up at home, taking care of me every day, eating, drinking, using, everything is exquisite and suitable, and it is also expensive.

I enjoyed it all, feeling weak and uneasy, but I couldn't say a word of rejection.

"Thank you, Mom, I don't eat, I'm just a little sleepy, and I want to rest early." I said to Guan Yunzhu.

Lin Leyi didn't wait for my answer on the phone, and hung up the phone in disappointment. I comforted myself in my heart, Shen Mo must be fine, maybe he was in a bad mood and went abroad to relax, maybe he took the money from the store to live for a long time, or maybe he went to a small city to choose a city and died old......

She smiled and said, "Also, eating so late and sleeping right away is also a heavy burden on the stomach." With that, she brought the fruit into the kitchen.

Now, the Cheng family has more opportunities to take care of me, and I suspect that if I continue to be taken care of like this, my IQ will regress.

Looking at her back, my eyes were a little sour.

"I didn't doubt it, she is my sister, here in my Cheng Mo." He said.

"Go upstairs and rest, your brother hasn't come back yet, I guess I have to take stock today." Cheng Siyan said.

The voice was very soft, it was Cheng Siyan and Cheng Mo chatting.

I said yes, said goodnight to them, and went upstairs to bed.

Day by day, I am really treated like a princess, and I should be satisfied with all this, but I always feel that something is lacking in my heart, very empty and empty.

Shen Mo broke up with me, which caused me to be a little in a trance and often forgot about it.

Now, the Cheng family has more opportunities to take care of me, and I suspect that if I continue to be taken care of like this, my IQ will regress.

However, I have to admit that the warmth given by my family can indeed make people heal emotional wounds quickly, and after two weeks, I don't seem to feel so uncomfortable in my heart, and I don't have the feeling of shortness of breath, I don't dare to speak loudly, and I even feel that my heart will suddenly stop beating for a few seconds at some point.

Even, my recovery ability and speed make me wonder if I really love Shen Mo. Back then, I was forcibly divorced by Fang Jianguo and left the house, and it seems that my recovery is much slower than this time.

Cheng Mo may have listened to Cheng Siyan and Guan Yunzhu's instructions, and he stopped mentioning Shen Mo in front of me, and his days became dull, but there was always some uneasiness in the dullness.

In addition to work, I went home for dinner normally, and for a moment I seemed to lose interest in other things, basically went to bed at half past nine every night, and woke up countless times in one night, but I would wake up on time at six o'clock the next morning. One night two weeks later, I suddenly woke up and felt very thirsty, so I went downstairs to pour water. When I walked to the corner of the stairs on the second floor, I suddenly heard a soft conversation in the living room. Subconsciously, I was standing there.

I could hardly suppress the impulse in my heart and wanted to call Lin Leyi, but after thinking about it, I didn't dial it out. I slept like a roller coaster overnight, waking up after a while, and when I looked in the mirror the next morning, I had bigger bags under my eyes.

The voice was very soft, it was Cheng Siyan and Cheng Mo chatting.

"In the past few days, I will find an opportunity to save up and take your sister to relax." Cheng Siyan said.

"I know, my mother told me a few days ago, let me find some elites with clean family backgrounds, good character, handsome, and young age." Cheng Mo's tone was a little helpless, "Mom is obviously looking for a partner for her sister, blind date, and group blind date, this is too old-fashioned." Now everyone uses their mobile phones to make an appointment with P, and what kind of blind date is they doing. ”

"Just do what your mom says, there's so much nonsense." Cheng Siyan interrupted him.

"Dad, let me ask you, even if other people's arguments are true, you don't have any doubts," Cheng Mo asked suddenly, his voice light and clear.

"No, we have also done DNA testing, everything is proved to be right, why am I bothered because of a few words from others, not to mention that now my living daughter is standing in front of me, I don't believe it, believe in other people, isn't it asking for trouble." Cheng Siyan said.

"I've eaten early, and I've left you something to eat, if you're not hungry, wash up and sleep well, and I'll have to go to work early tomorrow morning, it's hard enough." Guan Yunzhu's face was full of love, and after speaking, he asked, "Did you eat fruit today?" ”

Their words were like needles that pierced my most sensitive nerves.

I can hear it clearly, and they can also understand it, it turns out that Cheng Mo has always been suspicious of me, but Cheng Siyan has been insisting.

"Okay, I'm sorry for you." Cheng Mo didn't ask anymore.

"What about you, suspect that you still coax her like a baby every day?" Cheng Siyan asked.

I could hardly suppress the impulse in my heart and wanted to call Lin Leyi, but after thinking about it, I didn't dial it out. I slept like a roller coaster overnight, waking up after a while, and when I looked in the mirror the next morning, I had bigger bags under my eyes.

"I didn't doubt it, she is my sister, here in my Cheng Mo." He said.

I didn't understand what he meant, but when I heard him finish speaking, I stood up, as if I was stretching and said, "Sleep, I'm sleepy too, and I'm going to prepare for the little princess to play tomorrow, it's just that." ”

The first floor of Cheng's house is just the living room, kitchen, sun room and garden, and the bedrooms are on the second floor. After I heard the movement downstairs, I immediately walked upstairs lightly, if Cheng Mo saw that I was eavesdropping on them, it would be bad.

Hurried back to my room, closed the door, and I leaned against it and listened to my heart beating fast and fast.

It turned out that they didn't have doubts, but they just didn't want to take it seriously. I thought about it all night, and since they don't break it now, I don't need to say it. If I have the opportunity in the future, I will definitely repay the people of the Cheng family. I thought about it for a while, and now to break through all this, the one who can't stand the stimulation the most should be Guan Yunzhu.

Thinking of this, I was stunned.

From the beginning, I was afraid that my identity would be exposed, and now I am afraid of it too. But the object of fear is completely different, at first I was afraid that after my identity was exposed, the Cheng family would trouble me or retaliate against me; Now I'm afraid that after my identity is exposed, Guan Yunzhu can't stand the stimulation of losing her beloved daughter again.

I glanced at him, got up, left blankly, and then drove all the way home, looking at the opposite headlights, watching a car overtake my car, I didn't feel anything in my heart.

Slowly, I sat on the ground, listening to Cheng Mo's very soft footsteps and going upstairs, then closer and farther away, followed by the sound of the door closing softly.

"I've eaten early, and I've left you something to eat, if you're not hungry, wash up and sleep well, and I'll have to go to work early tomorrow morning, it's hard enough." Guan Yunzhu's face was full of love, and after speaking, he asked, "Did you eat fruit today?" ”

I sat on the ground for a long time, and suddenly realized that I needed to breathe with Shen Mo. Now, even though my relationship with his lover is gone, at least the relationship is still there, and I don't want to get him into big trouble because of myself.

Looking at the time, it was exactly half past twelve at night, and I thought about it for a while and sent a message to Shen Mo.

Unexpectedly, after the message was sent, a few seconds later, there was a red exclamation mark after the message, indicating that I was not sending a friend.

Lin Leyi didn't wait for my answer on the phone, and hung up the phone in disappointment. I comforted myself in my heart, Shen Mo must be fine, maybe he was in a bad mood and went abroad to relax, maybe he took the money from the store to live for a long time, or maybe he went to a small city to choose a city and died old......

I almost spurted out a mouthful of blood, and I secretly thought to myself that Shen Mo would not blacklist me in order to break up with me completely. So I clicked on the friend list without giving up, and found the end from the beginning to the end, among my more than 20 friends, there was really no name of Shen Mo.

My heart was originally very calm, but I couldn't breathe, was Shen Mo so ruthless? I'm not a dog skin plaster, and I can't break up with him without breaking up.

Women are probably the kind of breed that goes down the line sensibly with a pack, and I dialed his number without thinking about it, and I wanted to ask him what he was doing, but I didn't expect that after calling, the voice that came out of the microphone was that the phone number I dialed did not exist.

I put down the phone and double-checked the number I dialed, no problem at all, it was Shen Mo's mobile phone number, I don't know how many times I memorized these eleven numbers in my heart, it is really impossible to dial the wrong number.

I could hardly suppress the impulse in my heart and wanted to call Lin Leyi, but after thinking about it, I didn't dial it out. I slept like a roller coaster overnight, waking up after a while, and when I looked in the mirror the next morning, I had bigger bags under my eyes.

When I arrived at the company, as soon as I put down my handbag, I called Lin Leyi, her number existed, and it was quickly connected, when she heard me say that Shen Mo's mobile phone was empty, she was speechless for a few seconds, and then said to me: "Don't hang up first, I'll try." ”

I heard her turn on the speakerphone on the landline over there, and dialed Shen Mo, and like me, the prompt tone that came out was still that the number was empty.

"What the hell!" She was a little anxious, hung up the landline and said to me, "I'm going to the Nameless House now, are you going?" ”

Lin Leyi didn't wait for my answer on the phone, and hung up the phone in disappointment. I comforted myself in my heart, Shen Mo must be fine, maybe he was in a bad mood and went abroad to relax, maybe he took the money from the store to live for a long time, or maybe he went to a small city to choose a city and died old......

"Maybe he doesn't want to see me, can you let me know if you have any news from him? I want to know how he's doing. I said.

"I didn't doubt it, she is my sister, here in my Cheng Mo." He said.

Lin Leyi paused for a moment, and finally said, "Okay." ”

"I've eaten early, and I've left you something to eat, if you're not hungry, wash up and sleep well, and I'll have to go to work early tomorrow morning, it's hard enough." Guan Yunzhu's face was full of love, and after speaking, he asked, "Did you eat fruit today?" ”

She hung up the phone before the voice fell, I looked at the phone and waited anxiously for an hour and a half, when Lin Leyi called me again, her voice changed: "Cheng Zi, Shen Mo sold the nameless residence to his brother, Shen Qiu only knew that his brother was going to a foreign country for a vacation, and said that he didn't want to run a hotel in the future." ”

I don't know when I stood up, I only know that when I heard Lin Leyi's words, my brain was blank at first, and then I heard a bang, and I subconsciously looked down to find that the phone had fallen to my feet.

picked up the phone and continued to listen to Lin Leyi's voice on the phone: "Can you tell me what happened between you?" ”

What can I say? I can't say anything.

"No, we have also done DNA testing, everything is proved to be right, why am I bothered because of a few words from others, not to mention that now my living daughter is standing in front of me, I don't believe it, believe in other people, isn't it asking for trouble." Cheng Siyan said.

Lin Leyi didn't wait for my answer on the phone, and hung up the phone in disappointment. I comforted myself in my heart, Shen Mo must be fine, maybe he was in a bad mood and went abroad to relax, maybe he took the money from the store to live for a long time, or maybe he went to a small city to choose a city and died old......

Unexpectedly, after the message was sent, a few seconds later, there was a red exclamation mark after the message, indicating that I was not sending a friend.

These are the plans he had told me about in his old age, and perhaps now he has advanced these plans. However, this reason could not convince myself, and I don't know when the tears flowed down my face.

Shen Mo, you did everything really well, since you want to break up, you will completely disappear from my world, you played this trick so well!

I didn't know where to look for him, or whether to look for him or not, but his sudden disappearance really made me uneasy, let alone eating, and even drinking water with an empty cup in my mouth.

"I didn't doubt it, she is my sister, here in my Cheng Mo." He said.

I lived like the end of the world on this day, and when I finally couldn't help it in the evening, I made a decision in my heart, no matter how I found Shen Mo, as long as it proved that he was good, I would leave, and I would definitely not pester him for a second more.