All Chapters_Chapter 181 has its own fixed number
Grandma stood at the door, looking at me with a worried face: "Don't cry, what can I do if I cry badly." ”
"Grandma!" I immediately lifted the quilt and chased after me, and my grandmother actually came back to see me!
But my grandmother saw me chasing after me. I turned around and left, I was a little anxious, "Grandma, don't go!" Shouting, I strode out and saw my grandmother directly enter the house where I lived in the house where the old fairy was enshrined, "Grandma! I shouted again, chased to the door of the house, and when I opened the door, I found my grandmother sitting with her back to the front of the hall.
"Grandma......
"Don't come, come closer. You won't be able to see grandma. ”
My mouth was deflated, and I knelt down directly on the spot with a 'poof' sound: "Grandma, I was wrong, I shouldn't have disobeyed you, it's good if I don't come here, so that I won't be so uncomfortable, grandma, even if you beat me, blame me, and be angry with me, you take me away, I'm really tired alone." ”
Shouting, I kowtowed a few times: "Grandma, I beg you." I don't want to be a man in the future, it's too hard to be a man, I don't want to go on like this, grandma......"
Grandma slowly turned her head, looked at me and sighed softly: "Jiaolong, everything is cause and effect, and grandma is wrong." When grandma is here, I always like to look at your future, but grandma now knows that she is wrong, and your current fruit is the cause of grandma's misplanting at the beginning, everything has a fixed number, how can I change it as a mortal. ”
I looked at my grandmother with tears in my eyes: "Grandma, I don't care what cause and effect it is, what is the certainty. I don't want to live like this anymore, I'm really tired. Grandma, I'm really tired. ”
"Ugh."
Grandma looked at me: "If you want to blame, then blame grandma, you remember, you are Jiaolong, all the calamities in this world are fate, debts, in order to train you, if grandma just took you away, can you be willing to let your grandpa be alone in this world, your road is long, grandma didn't want to see you suffer when she was there, but now grandma is gone, but suddenly everything is seen through, the heavenly machine is leaked, and the fixed number of people will naturally change, it is grandma who was selfish back then, and it is grandma who harmed you......"
I shook my head: "No, grandma, you and grandpa are the only people who are good to me, I won't blame you, everything you do is for me." ”
Grandma slowly stood up: "Remember grandma's words, it's yours after all, it's not that you can't ask for it, hey, don't let grandma worry anymore, take good care of yourself, you can take care of grandpa, remember, Jiaolong has to go through hardships before it can be released into a real dragon......"
"Grandma...... Don't leave! Don't leave!! “
As soon as I opened my eyes, the sunlight pierced my eyes, and then I heard the sound of the curtains being drawn: "Okay, you can open it." ”
When I opened my eyes again, the slightly dark bedroom made me slightly adjust.
Cheng Baize walked in front of me: "I thought you could feel the sunshine as soon as you opened your eyes, it rained for so long a while ago, and people were going to get moldy." As he spoke, he sat down next to me and handed me a tissue: "Dream, I heard what you kept muttering, crying, half a pack of tissues was wasted." ”
I took the tissue and wiped my face, feeling that I hadn't reacted yet, and glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was ten o'clock in the morning: "I slept all night?" ”
Cheng Baize smiled helplessly: "It's been three days, you really don't scare people to death." "It's especially longitudinal.
Three days?!
I was shocked, and sat up with my soft arms: "Why is it so long, then...... Zhuo Jing......"
"He's gone."
Cheng Baize looked at me, and the smile on his face retreated: "When I came, I saw that your empty box containing the needle was still in your hand, what about the needle, did you give it." ”
"Lost ......" Speaking of this, my heart tightened again.
Cheng Baize nodded: "He didn't ask for it, I had long expected that you were asking for hardship, but no one can stop this kind of thing, you can only soberly understand when you hit your head and bleed, Zhuo Jing is a high-minded and arrogant person, of course, he also has proud capital, he has been sought after since he was a child, and naturally developed the habit of seeing no one, you have such a thing, for him, it is tantamount to his beloved things that make people look at it, he ......"
"Don't talk about it." I interrupted him directly: "We've broken up. ”
Cheng Baize looked at me carefully: "It's so happy to be divided?" Can you put it down in your heart? ”
I lowered my eyes, and the thought of his name was uncomfortable now, "There's nothing I can't let go, I don't want to see him anymore." ”
"Against your will."
I didn't pay attention to Cheng Baize's words, I didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, since he went abroad without hesitation, then why should I feel sorry for myself here, just like my grandmother said, what is mine is mine, not mine, I can't force it.
Although I feel uncomfortable, but I miss my teeth? I don't have to swallow it in my stomach, who am I crying and making trouble and hanging myself?
When my grandmother left, I lost my soul for a few days, thinking that I couldn't live, but didn't time still drag me, so that my footsteps couldn't stop, uncomfortable things, just put it in my heart, he left, it's good, it's really good.
"Why don't you speak?"
I looked at him: "What do you want me to say......" ^^☆
"Okay, anyway, I won't mention the things that make you upset, you will want to open it yourself after a long time, who has never fallen out of love, we have to have hope, and there is a bright future."
I know that Cheng Baize is pretending to be relaxed and wants to make me feel better, but I really don't have the heart to joke now, my mouth can be hard, but my heart can't deceive others.
As I was talking, the door was pushed open, and when I looked over, my heart immediately tightened, and when I looked at Xu Meijin who came in, I suddenly remembered what she said to me before I lost consciousness, which made me feel a little uncomfortable looking at her now.
If I'm not mistaken, she actually said she liked me?
Isn't this a joke, the thought of if the friendship with Xu Meijin rises to the level of love between men and women, I feel inexplicably uncomfortable and get goosebumps all over my body.
Xu Meijin looked at me and smiled softly: "Wake up." As he spoke, he put the bowl on the cabinet at the head of my bed: "Don't worry, I've already called your grandfather and asked him not to worry about you, by the way, and your sister-in-law also called you, I told them not to worry, my sister-in-law said that your body is too weak, and the Chinese medicine prescribed to you will let you drink it after you wake up, so that you can make up for it." As he spoke, he looked at Cheng Baize again: "You talk, I'll go and do something else first." ”
Cheng Baize nodded, and waited for her to go out before looking at me: "Hey, your girlfriend is good, she took care of you when I came here in the past two days, a typical good wife and mother, much gentler than you look." ”