The rain seemed to fall heavily in an instant.

I cried while looking for my needle, my hand kept touching the sewer along the flowing water, "This is the needle I worked hard to raise in my body, how can you not cherish it......"

Turn your face. I couldn't see his back clearly, but I didn't want to stop him anymore, but I felt that he was gradually walking into the rain, and at the same time, he was gradually walking out of my life.

Standing up, I shouted at his back, "I said it! You don't want to be my lifesaver! Who do you think you are! Who do you think you are! And how! I'm a yin-yang person!! I swear! I don't want to see you again in my life!! Never see you again!! I hate you!! ”

After shouting, the blood in my heart seemed to explode in an instant, I felt dizzy, and fell directly to the ground, the rain was still falling head-on, and I raised my face. My eyes can't be opened by the rain, come on, what else I can't bear, because, therefore, I should die, I should be treated by my family, I should not be able to grasp anything, I can't grasp anything.

The raindrops fell on me like stone particles.

At this moment, I seemed to suddenly sober up a little, and finally understood why my sister-in-law had been gone for an afternoon that day, because my heart really hurts, and you don't know how to vent the pain, I really want you to hate, but I really hate. I just want to hate myself, I hate that I was born like this.

When Xu Meijin called me, I was already stunned, and I was touching the ground with my hand near the surging sewer, I must find my needle, in this life, I will not raise a second one, so even if Zhuo Jing doesn't. I can't let this needle just go away.

"Jiaolong!!" Xu Meijin shouted at me with an umbrella, ran in front of me in a few steps, and quickly propped the umbrella on my head: "What are you doing here, it's all drenched!" It's going to get sick!! ”

I shook off her hand holding me: "Don't move me, I'll look for the needle again, find my needle ......"

"What needle?" Xu Meijin was a little inexplicable: "Let's go home, I told you a long time ago, Zhuo Jing doesn't treat you sincerely, why are you doing this!" ”

"Don't talk!!" I glared at her: "I'm looking for a needle, my needle." Even if Zhuo Jing doesn't want it, it's my needle!! ”

As I spoke, my hand went down again. I really understand the idiom of the needle in the sea now, but what I was thinking about at the time was to find the needle, otherwise, I didn't know what would happen next.

Xu Meijin gritted her teeth and looked at me, and suddenly threw the umbrella away: "Okay, I'll help you find it!" If you're sick, then I'll be sick with you! I have to let you know that I'm going to be with you all the time!! ”

I was touching the needle in the water and suddenly paused, turned my face to look at her: "I beg you, don't say such things, okay, let me walk quietly alone, I just want to find my needle, nothing else, I don't want to listen to anything......"

"Can't find it! It's raining so hard, it's such a dark day, where can I go to find a needle, Jiaolong, I beg you not to be stupid anymore, okay, the two of us are as good as before, look at you like this, I feel more distressed than anyone else!! ”

I started to feel cold, really cold, I didn't have the strength to continue touching like this, I raised my eyes and looked at her: "If you really feel distressed to see me, then how can you let me end up like this, get out, I really don't want to see you anymore, go away......"

Xu Meijin's expression seemed to be crying, but the rain was too heavy, and her tears would be replaced by the rain like me.

She knelt down beside me and stretched out her hand to hug me: "Jiaolong, I beg you, I beg you not to talk to me like that, I really just want you to be good, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, even if I die for you, Jiaolong, I can always take care of you, really, I really like you very much, I don't want you to become a man, as long as you are like this, it's okay, I really can't do without you......"

The rain was very loud, and I couldn't hear what Xu Meijin said clearly, but I instinctively wanted to reach out and push her away, but suddenly I couldn't use any strength, my body went soft, and I fell down directly.

"Jiaolong !!"

Xu Meijin cried loudly and called my name, pulled my hand and pulled me up, squatted in front of me and wanted to carry me, "Jiaolong, you hold on, I will send you to the hospital immediately, you are fine, you must be fine, I will definitely be able to send it to you." ”

I'm weak, teeth? The cold shivered slightly, am I going to die, I secretly thought, die, I've lived enough.

"Jojo !!"

The sister-in-law's voice rang out next, "You hold an umbrella, and someone will give it to me!! ”

Before I was about to lose consciousness, I felt myself being picked up all of a sudden: "What the hell is going on, Jojo, what happened to you and Kirin!" ”

Finally there was no rain, I hate rainy days.

"I lost my needle......"

I opened my mouth, muttered a few words, and then I didn't know anything.

I've lost my needle, I've lost people, I've lost everything.

There were people coming in and out of the room, my mind was groggy all the time, as if someone had given me another injection, saying something like a fever, and Xu Meijin, she was calling my name one by one, I didn't want to wake up, in the blur, I seemed to see Zhuo Jing push open the door and come in, he sat on the edge of my bed, looking at me quietly.

Finally, there was no anger in his eyes, and he was as peaceful as he used to be.

"You're not mad at me anymore?" Death in the form of longitude.

I asked.

He didn't speak, just shook his head, reached out and gently touched the hair on my forehead.

"What time is your plane? I'll send you. ”

I struggled to sit up, his hand pressed against my shoulder: "You have a good rest, I'm not leaving." ”

Not leaving?! _. c I am a yin-yang person

I looked at him with some surprise, but I was very happy in my heart: "Really, what about your studies." ”

"No, you take care of your illness, we will always be together."

I grinned and looked at him, "Really, don't you think I'm disgusting." ”

"No, it won't." He replied softly, "Sleep." ”

I closed my eyes, but I couldn't control my desire to cry, I knew faintly in my heart that this was just a dream, how could Zhuo Jing talk like this, but, it was a dream or not, I didn't want to hear those decisive words anymore, even if I became a passerby, I didn't want to remember those words that hurt people's internal organs and tore their internal organs.

"Don't cry, Grandma is back to see you......"

Suddenly a voice came from my ears, my heart tightened, and then I opened my eyes, "Grandma? ”