All Chapters_Chapter 179 Lose both

"Zhuo Jing!!"

I was blindfolded, and after reacting, I chased after him in a few strides, and raised the umbrella above his head: "Even if you break up, you have to tell me why, is it luck because I lied to you, then I apologize to you." I didn't mean to lie to you, really, I'm sorry! ”

I don't know if it's rain or tears on my face, I look at Zhuo Jing's eyes full of anger and forbearance, I would rather he tell me clearly, what is this, it's over?

Zhuo Jing looked at me straight, and for a while, he actually stretched out his hand and pushed it directly to my shoulder, not very strongly, but I staggered back two steps, my mind was stunned for a while, and the umbrella in my hand shook with my body. Falling to the ground, or pouring the rain, my brain will be a little clearer, and I will feel it clearlyβ€”he pushed me away.

"Don't get too close to me, the last thing I can do for you is to let what happened on TV be forgotten from now on, from this moment on, you are Lin Qiao, not the Ma Jiaolong in my heart, she is a girl who has been concerned about me for so many years, not you."

He just has this ability, he never needs to speak too loudly, but he can cause me a deafening effect, I am not Ma Jiaolong, so who am I?

"I'm Lin Qiao?"

Maybe my expression at the moment is a little crying and laughing. The rain flowed down his face and straight into his mouth. It's so salty: "Zhuo Jing, what do you want me to do, I didn't mean to lie to you, if you just dwell on the fact that I lied to you, then the fault is on me, I won't let go, but if you say, you can't accept that I'm a yin and yang person, and you can't accept it from the beginning." Even if you can't accept it after I have surgery in the future, then please tell me, I won't be pestering you. ”

Zhuo Jing's eyes made me a little unable to see clearly at the moment, but the cold voice still came into my ears clearly, and the words pierced my heart: "You asked me in that environment, how to accept the truth that you are a yin and yang person, if you want to hear something, then I will tell you, at that moment." I'm ...... Disgusting. ”

Disgusting?

My body trembled uncontrollably, I knew that this was the case, what I was most afraid of, it was also like this, lowered my eyes, all the blood vessels in my body contracted and tightened, my heart was swollen and painful, and nodded: "Are you disgusting, then I understand, don't you just care about this, what lies to you is an excuse, you might as well tell me clearly, in fact, in your eyes, I am now a freak, intersex, a shemale, a ......"

"Shut up!!"

Zhuo Jing suddenly became angry, reached out and clamped my chin violently, and at that moment I felt that the bones of my jaw were about to shatter: "What the fuck do you want!" I was afraid of falling off in my hand, holding it in my heart for fear of melting, and I couldn't wait for a person to offer at the tip of my heart, not only gave me a shocking gift but also let the audience see it! You are mine, do you know it! What do you want me to do! My woman is not only a man, but the whole audience witnessed it with me! If I can fucking act like nothing happens, then I'll admire myself! Lin Qiao, let me tell you, I don't want to see you again in this life. ”

I have never seen Zhuo Jing like this, I looked at his red eyes, he was crazy and wanted to eat me, I really collapsed, before I could open my mouth, Zhuo Jing stared at me and took a step closer to me: "I warn you, this face, don't let me see it again in the future!" ”

After speaking, I felt that my numb jaw was loosened, and the whole person immediately seemed to twitch my muscles and bones, and an indescribable sadness and indignation gushed out: "Zhuo Jing! You asshole you !! ”

I shouted hoarsely, and my eyes were stinged with tears: "You're a bastard!! ”

I didn't mean to let so many people see it, my shame is higher than anyone else's, anyone can rub salt on my wounds, and humiliate me with whatever you want, but Zhuo Jing can't, he can't be like that!!

Zhuo Jing gritted his teeth and looked at me: "I don't care what I do, isn't that Cheng Baize rushing up to hug you, does he already know what your body is like, you think disgusting, is I the only one." ”

'Smack'!!

I slapped him directly, and the rain on his face was also slapped by me, this is not the first time I have slapped someone, but the tip of my heart hurt the moment I hit it, and the water droplets splashed on his face, as if this slap was on my face!

"Bastard......" I didn't have any momentum after beating him, and there was a little uncontrollable choking in my voice: "Zhuo Jing, you are a bastard......"

Didn't you say that you hurt a thousand enemies and eight hundred, I just want to know if Zhuo Jing's heart hurts when he says these words again.

Zhuo Jing didn't move, his face was expressionless, but his eyes were already alive, "Finished fighting?" ”

My heart was tightly twisted together, my eyes were confused, and I kept reaching out to wipe it, but I couldn't say anything except the staccato cry from my mouth.

"Remember, don't let me see you."

Throwing down a hard sentence, he turned around and left, but I directly stretched out my hand and grabbed his wrist: "Wait a minute......"

Zhuo Jing didn't look back, still with some disgust, he pulled my hand off his wrist, "What else to say, isn't it already a lose-loser." ”

My heart had already hit rock bottom with the moment he first pushed me, and I whispered as quietly as I could, "I have something for you." "Wood is bloody.

As I spoke, I pulled my hand hard into my already soaked trouser pocket, took out the box, and stretched out my hand: "You keep this, you keep this to ward off evil spirits, I won't appear in front of you in the future, I have nothing to do with you, and I won't disturb your life, but this, you must accept it, it's me, thank you, thank you for taking care of you during this time......"

I know that I can't love someone very hard, otherwise, that person will leave me, the more afraid of losing, the more I can't have it, my world, God only let me accompany myself.

Zhuo Jing still didn't respond, picked up the box in my hand, opened it, looked at it, and pinched out the needle and measured it carefully.

My mood eased a little, at least, he didn't reject the needle. "This is the sunning ......" Before I could speak, I saw Zhuo Jing's hand thrown to the side, and together with the box containing the sunning needle, they were thrown into the stagnant water flowing from the side of the road to the sewer.

"Hey! No!! ”

I tried in vain to reach out to pick it up, but I only saw a small splash of water smashed by the box, my brain was blank for a while, I ran over in a few steps, knelt on the ground, and picked up the box and kept touching it in the water: "Where is my needle...... What about my needle......"

Zhuo Jing just glanced at me coldly, raised his feet, and walked away without looking back.