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Gao Qi leaned on the yellow sports car, seemed sure that I would go out, and when he saw me, he showed me an indifferent smile, and then opened the passenger door, I walked up to him in a few steps and hesitated, he put on a gesture of please, and I gritted my teeth and sat down.

Along the way, Gao Qi lazily leaned on the steering wheel and said to me: "If you had more strength last time, I would have suffered a skull fracture, maybe a brain contusion, intracranial hemorrhage, and I would be stupid or paralyzed!" ”

I leaned my body against the door, looked out the window and ignored him, but he continued: "I haven't beaten a woman since I was so old, even my mother couldn't bear to touch me when she was a child, you are the first!" ”

After speaking, he stared at me very evilly: "I can't see that you are quiet and quiet, and you are quite barbaric, are you doing the same to Xu Ziyan?" ”

I said coldly, "Of course not, it will only be like this to you." ”

He didn't laugh angrily: "Then I'm quite honored." ”

I turned my head and saw him grinning, and I was very unhappy!

Later, he drove the car to the entrance of a neighborhood that belonged to the wealthy area, and there was a curfew at the gate, and there were several security guards.

I asked Gao Qi, "What are you bringing me here for?" ”

He dropped the window and lit a cigarette: "What's the hurry?" ”

After speaking, his eyes kept falling on the gate of the community, and he said in a low voice: "My mother left when I was twelve years old, and I have been suffering from chronic diseases for eight years, I remember when I was a child, she often changed different hospitals, at that time I asked her why she always lived in the hospital, and she said that she was not cured."

It wasn't until I grew up that I learned that myocardial hypoxia doesn't kill people. ”

I turned my head to look at him puzzled, "What do you mean?" And she... It can't be a victim, right? ”

Gao Qi squinted and took a puff of cigarette, slowly exhaled out the window, his eyebrows seemed to be covered with a touch of sorrow, I always saw in him a very complex human nature, fragile and fierce, warm and cold, good and evil, counting, we have seen him many times, but I am still very defensive of him, very afraid, sometimes a little sympathetic to him, very strange feeling.

He looked into an unknown distance and his voice was melancholy: "Killed? Sort of. ”

My heart was shocked, and I asked Gao Qi in disbelief: "How can this be?" ”

A sarcastic smile spread across his lips, and he looked ahead with his chin slightly raised: "The answer is there!" ”

As soon as he finished speaking, I turned my head sharply to look ahead! I saw two figures walking out of the community, the man hugged the woman, very intimate, the two talked and laughed, the woman's face showed a trace of coquettishness, I have never seen such an expression!

I suddenly felt like the world was spinning, and I even suspected that I must have seen it wrong, how could it be! I don't believe it, it won't! No, it won't!

I rubbed my eyes and saw clearly that the purple dress on her body was bought by me at the counter with her!

A huge blow hit my heart hard, she was none other than my mother, and the man who was holding her was Gao Qi's father!

I froze, both physically and mentally, as if I had fallen into an ice cellar, until they walked out of my sight, and I still sat there, unable to utter a word!

Gao Qi closed the window and turned on the heating, and said with some sadness: "When she left, she described it as withered, have you ever seen what the real skin and bones look like?" It turns out that if a person is depressed for a long time, the brain cells will accelerate aging, the internal organs will decline, no matter how many drugs and supplements are useless, the spirit will collapse, and the person will be gone. ”

Tears were dripping down my cheeks, my hands propped up in front of the car and gasping for air, my head buried between my arms.

"My mother was very beautiful when she was young, her family was kind to my family, and then her family had an accident, my grandfather took her to the house, and planned to let her marry my father when she grew up, and my father asked her for her when she was a teenager, and my grandfather didn't interfere, thinking that she would get married in the future anyway.

Later, my dad came to Shanghai to study in college and met her, the two of them fell in love to death, my grandfather disagreed, so he had to go home and marry my mother, otherwise he would never want to enter the Gao family for the rest of his life!

You also know your mother's mother's family, how could she marry my father when she was in Shanghai at that time.

Later, my dad married my mom, your mom married your dad, the two broke off for a few years, my grandfather was old and didn't care about anything, my dad resolutely decided to come to Shanghai to develop, this house is the beginning of my mom's nightmare! ”

I saw my tears falling on my pants and slowly fainting, my mind flashed like a movie from childhood to adulthood, my memory of my mother often took me to various specialty classes, learning painting, piano, flower arrangement, at that time I almost had weekends, all my rest time was arranged, and she always told me that she went to the beauty salon and came to pick me up when I was finished, my dad was very busy, never seemed to notice, or he didn't know at all, just kept the surface harmony and kept me alone.

The car started slowly, until it reached the front of my house, Gao Qi spoke again: "In this world, only my grandfather and my mother are good to me, after my grandfather left, my mother's health is getting worse and worse, that year I ran to Shanghai to find my father, begging him to go back to see my mother, at that time my father has been blocking the car door with his body under the car, let me go back first, he is very busy!" I saw the woman in the car as I turned to leave!

My dad didn't come back, and my mom didn't wait for my dad to leave!

Meng Yao! That's why I wanted to destroy you back then, I'm not reconciled! I hate that woman, but you're her daughter! She's obviously married! Why do you want to seduce my dad! She knew that my dad couldn't let her go! She still pestered my dad and wouldn't let him go back to see my mom! She's so ruthless! Meng Yao! Do you know how much I hate her? ”

I sniffed my nose and looked up at Gao Qi, he opened the window, the cold wind blew in, in the silence of the night, only a fragmented sound sounded, exhausted all the joys and sorrows of the day and night, the cold wind mixed with the coldness of a knife crossed his fragile eyes, and the corners of his bitter mouth were overflowing with the resentment of falling flowers.

I finally know why he hates me so much, I finally know why he refuses to let go of this hatred for so many years, it turns out that his most important person is gone because of my mother!

I pulled open the car door like a walking corpse and groped my way home, I don't know when Gao Qi left that night, but from that day on, I was completely depressed, I couldn't face anything else, and locked myself in my house all day.

My mother has been telling me since I was a child, Meng Yao, you can't be tempted by anyone, because there will be no results.

So since I was a teenager, I have carefully buried my feelings for Xu Ziyan, I have always listened to her, it turns out that she has a deep understanding that in such a family, she can't follow people's wishes at all, so, is she resisting in this way? So, doesn't she want me to be like her?

Therefore, many years ago, when Gao Qi first appeared at my door, she would be so nervous to let me go home, and she would tell me to stay away from Gao Qi, because she was also scared, and she knew that Gao Qi hated her!

Therefore, after my accident, she would blame herself so much, be so sad, stay with me all day long, and often shed tears at me.

During that time, I always felt that I was most sorry for her, because because of my business, let her worry about it, gradually losing weight, how ridiculous!

In my growth trajectory, she has always been my role model, born into a famous family, gentle and elegant, virtuous and virtuous, she does everything and every action reveals everyone's demeanor.

Many times, I asked myself why I couldn't break through the world, but every time I saw her, I felt that I should live like her! Nothing can go wrong!

I once asked her why we didn't have a child anymore in this situation in our family, and I still remember her obscure expression at the time.

All this is now like a sharp knife into my heart, and I can't accept that the virtuous, noble, and knowledgeable woman in my heart should hurt another family like this!

This completely subverted my perception for more than 20 years, how could the person I used to trust so much, how could he betray his family, betray me and my father like this!

My uncomfortable tears have not stopped, in the past, no matter how difficult it was, I could hide home, but now, I can only be alone and heartbreaking, I can't tell anyone about this big scandal!!

Three days later, there was a knock on the door of my house, from a small noise to a frenzy, the door seemed to be knocked apart, I dragged my tired body to open the door, Gao Qi just broke in, he nervously held my shoulder, and said with a worried eye: "I went to the library to look for you, they said you haven't been there for several days!" You..."

"Isn't that what you want to see?"

Gao Qi's eyes were filled with pain, and he called me in a deep voice: "Meng Yao! Then he rubbed me into his arms.

Like a soulless puppet, I said lightly: "Gao Qi, I hate you!" You've made my world fall apart! I hate you! ”

I felt Gao Qi's body tremble slightly, and he hugged me tighter, and there was a deep pain in his voice: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”

For the first time, he apologized to me for what he had done, and after all these years, is there still less thing he is sorry for me!

He let go of me, held my face, and said distressedly: "I regretted it that night, I should have been hiding it from you, how many years did it take to accept this fact after I knew about that incident, I shouldn't have let you know the truth, it's too cruel to you!" ”

I sneered and opened his hand: "You also know cruelty? You've always been like that, selfish, murderous! ”

I didn't want to argue with him anymore, I cried enough, I was tired, I was too tired, the moment I turned around, Gao Qi hugged me from behind again, his head buried in my neck and said to me: "Meng Yao, don't do this, we are not wrong!" ”

"Yes, since there is nothing wrong, why are you still pestering me?"

After saying this, the things in front of me began to shake, and I kept shaking, and I said weakly: "Gao Qi, let's go, this is my home, my home and Xu Ziyan's home..."

After saying this, my eyes went completely black...

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