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I don't know how long I was asleep, and when I opened my eyes again, I saw Xu Ziyan, I thought I was dreaming, but he sat on the edge of the bed and held my hand, I immediately sat up and threw myself into his arms with red eyes, he hugged me tightly and whispered, "I'm back!" Mumu! I'm here! ”

I cried so much in his arms, he lifted my face and kissed my tears, and it wasn't until I calmed down that he came in with his meal and said with some reproach, "I'm not here for you to treat yourself like this?" No matter what happens in the future, you can't go on a hunger strike anymore, you're not alone now! ”

Her words finally warmed my broken heart, and I nodded earnestly, and he fed me porridge.

I fell asleep for a day and a night, it was dark, Xu Ziyan didn't tell me why he came back suddenly, nor did he ask me why I fainted, but that night, after he put down the bowl, he got on the bed and took me into his arms and said to me: "Mumu, I'm not going anywhere." ”

I leaned my head into his arms and held him tightly, and he sighed softly.

After that, Xu Ziyan helped me ask for leave and took me out of the country directly, during that time I was very depressed, often distracted alone, and I always tossed and turned at night and couldn't sleep.

During the day, Xu Ziyan pulled me around to stop and go, he showed me the places I went like a competent tour guide, and at night he hugged me to sleep, when I couldn't sleep, he told me about his affairs abroad, and would tell me the experience of his friends around him like a story, I slowly realized that people live in the world, and it is not difficult to live without anyone.

We traveled for more than half a month, and I thought he would take me back to China, but I didn't expect him to take me directly to his former university, McGill University in Montreal, Canada, with a plane ticket.

Canada's oldest university is like a huge museum, which has the largest library in Canada, Xu Ziyan also took me to see McGill's famous ice hockey and rugby games, when he first arrived, the captain of the rugby team trotted towards him, bumped each other's shoulders, and greeted him warmly, and then Xu Ziyan told me that he played rugby very well when he went to school, and was once a legend of their school, these students have heard of him, and he is very proud to introduce me to the game of rugby, Later, the two of us cheered on like children.

When his story overlapped with this ancient school, I, like him, felt a special feeling in my heart to revisit the old place.

During that time, Xu Ziyan and I stuck together every day, eating, sleeping and traveling, I have never trusted a person so much, it is hard to imagine that if he was not by my side, if he didn't take me out of the country directly, I don't even know how to face the rest of my life.

In this way, I became more dependent on him, and even walked by his arm, for fear that if I let go, I would lose myself in this strange country.

Our relationship has also become more and more intimate, I don't know if it's because when I go abroad, the atmosphere is different, my body and mind are relaxed, he will hug me in a crowded place without scruples, and he will kiss me in the afterglow of the sunset, he said to me: "Mumu, it's hard for me to let go of you." ”

The night before returning home, I took a shower, Xu Ziyan had already gone to bed, I lay on the other side of the bed as usual, he turned off the light and pulled me over, I got into his arms, mustered up the courage to raise my head and kiss his lips, this is the first time I took the initiative to kiss a man, Xu Ziyan bowed his head and responded to me.

I climbed up to his body, and he seemed to be breathing for a moment, and said with some uncertainty: "Mumu? ”

I leaned on his chest and my voice was entwined. Mian said, "I want to be your wife, not in name." ”

Xu Ziyan stared at me for a few seconds, it seemed that my waist tightened in an instant, and I was unsuspectingly pressed under him, his narrow eyes narrowed slightly, and then he smiled evilly: "You still have a little conscience!" ”

I was stunned: "Huh? "Yes.

He leaned down and hugged me, I immediately felt something strange somewhere, and immediately turned red, he leaned over my ear and whispered: "I've been sleeping with you for so many days, but I'm also a normal man, you sometimes move around in my arms, I don't dare to breathe." ”

I said a little shyly, "Then you didn't say it earlier." ”

He also showed an aggrieved look: "What do you want me to say about this kind of thing, in case you push me away like last time, it will be embarrassing." ”

I hurriedly explained: "It's not that I don't want to be with you..."

"So you've always wanted to be with me?"

"It's not!" I was so ashamed that I quickly denied it.

"Not? You're kidding me again? He propped himself up.

I was speechless by him: "Yes! It's not, it's anyway..."

Before I could finish speaking, he smiled and closed my lips, perhaps it was the strange country that made me forget those disturbing troubles, my whole body and mind relaxed, and when my body was fully presented to him, I was nervous and speechless.

He took the initiative to climb my lips, rolling and teasing, and the smell that belonged to him raged in my mouth, bewitching my primitive ** in the dim and unfamiliar room.

His hand went all the way down my neck, I could feel that he was an experienced man, he could grasp my every small reaction, his fingers seemed to touch the sensitivity in my body everywhere he went, and those tingling sensations passed through the body to the brain, teasing the heart, making the heart that was already full of him beat for him.

I tried to clear my mind of distractions and let my eyes be full of him, so I didn't resist in the slightest, and he soon made the throbbing between us gradually rise, and I asked him, "Do you love me?" ”

He said, "I like you. With that, he stopped, as if hesitating.

I smiled and hugged him: "It's okay, I love you." ”

His eyes looked at me brightly, and he said with some uncertainty: "Mumu? ”

I kissed him again, he seemed to be confirmed, I closed my eyes, felt the pain that went straight to my heart, even though he was already very light, he suddenly said to me, "Mumu, open your eyes and look at me, do you feel pain?" ”

I buried my head in his chest, he kissed my hair, the bewitching aura and obsession around me enveloped me, the collision between my bodies, made me gradually difficult to breathe, felt his endless love, and gradually lost under him...

I seemed to see myself out of the woods, he took me and flew to a very high place, my eyes were full of this addictive man, he drove away my darkness, brought me into his world, we both... Completely integrated.

When he got up and saw the blush on the bed, he looked at me in shock: "You, the first time?" ”

I was a little puzzled by his question: "What's wrong?" ”

He immediately came back to his senses: "I thought..." looked at me again: "It's nothing! ”

The last thing Xu Ziyan said to me before going to sleep that night was: "I will protect you in the future!" ”

Later, he added: "For a lifetime." ”

I fell asleep sweetly...

During the time we were abroad, Xu Ziyan never asked me what happened, and I never mentioned it to him, I really don't know how to talk about this kind of thing!

After returning to China, I needed to face those familiar environments, I was a little at a loss, but Xu Ziyan arranged everything, he prepared the things he brought back from abroad, and personally accompanied me back home, he still chatted with my father as usual, but he always took me with him, fortunately so that I don't have to face my mother alone, otherwise I really don't know what attitude to treat her.

Dad saw that we were very good, and he was happy, not long after eating, Xu Ziyan took me away, I finally breathed a sigh of relief when I got in the car, he held my hand and said to me: "Mumu, we are a family, you have to remember that we are going to live a lifetime." ”

I suddenly understood Xu Ziyan's words, his implication made me pretend that I didn't know anything, even if my home was unbearable, but I now have my own home, so, many things, Gao Qi can't change, I can't change it, and Xu Ziyan is right, my life is still very long, he is the one who wants to accompany me through a long life, no matter what, I still have him!!

Since our relationship sublimated, he seems to be more attentive to me than before, he often takes me everywhere, and he will naturally call me wife in front of outsiders, but in fact, we haven't been together since that night, and we slept separately after coming home, he likes to hug me and kiss me, but it will come to an abrupt end after a certain step, I don't know what he is thinking, because what makes him unable to get over the heavy obstacles in his heart.

One day before going to bed I asked him, "Do you think I'm not good enough?" ”

He pulled me into his arms a little nervously: "What are you thinking in this head?" On the contrary, I feel that you have given me everything, and I must do the same to you, otherwise it will not be fair to you. "I don't quite understand what he's saying.

It didn't take long for me to be back in the library, life was back to normal, everything was going well, and although he might not have fallen in love with me yet, I was sure that he wouldn't leave me behind.

I thought that such sweet days would last forever, but only two weeks later, I suddenly received a call from Chaochao.

After that evening, Xu Ziyan suddenly answered a phone call, and then his face was solemn, and he said that he was going out with his coat, and I chased him to the door and asked him what was wrong?

He turned around and held my hand and said anxiously: "Something's wrong, I'll take a look, don't wait for me if you go to bed early, good!" ”

After saying that, I got into the car without looking back, and the car drove fast as soon as it smoked, and I had a bad premonition in my heart.

It wasn't until about nine o'clock that Chao Chao called me and asked me, "Meng Yao Xialin, Xu Ziyan is not at home, right?" ”

I frowned and said, "You're looking for him?" He went out. ”

Chao Chao chuckled on the phone: "Do you want to know where he is now?" ”

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