Therefore, I don't want to spread the private things that happened last night, and I will explain them to Jia Qing little by little.

In the frozen atmosphere at this moment, I have to admit that between me and Jia Qing, at some point, there has been an emotional gap that I can't tell clearly, but I can feel in my heart.

He always suddenly lost control of his emotions and suddenly became angry with me, which made me feel lost and sad.

In the past, when encountering contradictions and disputes, I always like to actively find solutions to problems, actively communicate, and eliminate contradictions, even if it is for this purpose, it is worth it for the two to quarrel again, but now I have lost the passion in my heart and gradually extinguished the fire in my heart, I no longer expect Jia Qing to understand me and understand me as always, he wronged me and wronged me, I would rather bear it silently than bother to defend it.

After this incident, for a long time, Jia Qing was estranged from me a lot, living under the same roof, but the two of us were as polite and lively as male and female colleagues.

Gradually, Jia Qing moved into the study alone under the pretext that he was busy with work and was afraid of disturbing my rest.

And he himself often holds his mobile phone without losing it, chatting eagerly with people inside, and when I accidentally walk into the room and bring him some tea or fruit, I can always feel that he is deliberately hiding and hiding something.

Soon, I found out that Jia Qing had been obsessed with overtime and business trips recently, and coincidentally, the people who accompanied him couldn't escape Guo Rui.

I saw that Guo Rui was standing beside Jia Qing at some point, looking at him that his eyes and speaking attitude had quietly changed, and that expression was full of admiration and intimacy.

The inadvertent discovery made me feel very sad in my heart, but then I had to comfort myself, these are all work needs, these are just Guo Rui's wishful thinking, because from Jia Qing's calm face, I didn't perceive too much joy, anger and sorrow.

I thought maybe I was too sensitive, which is why I had that weird feeling.

However, followed by an enthusiastic old employee in the office, a female accountant took advantage of the report to my office to report to me, and reported the gossip to me, saying, "Chairman, you must pay attention to your husband's movements, be careful not to be unknowingly hung away by a female goblin, once the man is empathetic and don't fall in love, he can no longer be relied on, he will quickly devote himself to the woman who throws himself into his arms, as the saying goes, women chase men, interlayer yarn, so ah, chairman, you still have to be careful."

No matter how busy and tired you are at work, you can't neglect your family, you can't neglect your other half, you know, sometimes an oversight will cause irreparable losses. ”

The female accountant's enthusiastic words did attract my attention, and I had to face up to the problem between me and Jia Qing.

I found that the small crack between me and him, at some point, had become two cliffs that did not meet each other, and they could face each other, but it was very difficult to bravely cross to the other side.

I tried to communicate with Jia Qing and look for opportunities to stay with him, but he always looked absent-minded.

The two of us also went to the cinema to watch a movie together, but Jia Qing's heart was not on the movie, he either went out to make a call, or tilted his head to the side, dozing off boredly, but he didn't want to accompany me to say a word.

I was left cold and felt lost and sad.

When I found out that I had unconsciously become an ornament around him, I didn't know how sad and sad I felt in my heart.

But these loneliness and sadness are bearable, and when I saw him and Guo Rui go out of the mall hand in hand, my heart stabbed violently in an instant.

Originally, I just thought that Jia Qing was deliberately fighting with me for revenge, but when I saw him and his assistant Qingqing holding hands and going out of the mall to shop, I realized that the man in front of me had changed, he had become so strange and alienated, and I could no longer enter his heart.

His heart had crept into another woman he loved.

What exists between me and Jia Qing is just that cold marriage contract, if it weren't for the fear of a flash marriage, which will affect the group's business and shame my parents, I really want to end this marriage with Jia Qing immediately, but, considering all the helplessness of reality, I can only swallow my anger, continue to live under the same roof with him.

It's just that the reluctant love life makes my face always depressed, every time An Lan and Qiao Yu see me, they will always feel distressed and unhappy for me, how can the two of them not know that all this is caused by Jia Qing having an affair.

But I didn't know from beginning to end that Jia Qing was becoming more and more alienated from me because there was a terrible promoter behind me, and that was Linna.

Until one day, the truth is revealed.

This vicious woman, after she couldn't make a plan, she had a poisonous plan, in order to take revenge on me, she secretly told Jia Qing what happened that night, but she added fuel and vinegar to Jia Qing and said something, I don't know.

When I had an argument with Jia Qing one day, I accused Jia Qing, saying that he was out with other women Qingqing and me in the evening, regardless of the love between husband and wife, he didn't feel guilty at all, but retorted me with words, "Xiao Lingyun, don't think that you yourself are clear and perfect, I have long known the dirty things you do, so from now on, our well water will not interfere with the river water, and the road will face the sky, and we will go one way."

I have a woman I like, and you can go and find the man you like, I don't care about it at all, and I won't care about it, as long as the two of us are okay.

As for you want to divorce me, it's not that simple, your father's marriage involves the inheritance and division of many of the company's property, and at present, the business is in a critical period, and we really can't spread the news that your marriage and I are not harmonious, so we have to continue to play husband and wife.

However, you can rest assured that I will not interfere in your private life, and please do not interfere too much in my private life in the future. ”

"What dirty things did I do?" I asked him in amazement, because it was because of his coldness and ruthlessness to me all along.

"Don't act anymore, that night a long time ago, you went out with someone to open a room at the Seven Star Hotel, don't you know? The hotel's accommodation registration book still has your name, Miss Ling Yun. Jia Qing said in a weird manner.

"I, I didn't, you wronged me, in the past, I was kidnapped by bad people, and I was not violated by bad people." I excused myself hoarsely.

"Really? I'm not interested in that at all, and it's none of my business whether you're innocent or not. ”

Jia Qing's words were cold and ruthless, making me feel like I was in an ice cellar, there were cold and sour tears that slipped down my cheeks and rolled down to my mouth, it was so bitter, so sad, I no longer defended, I humiliated myself, since he believed what others said, didn't want to trust me, and splashed sewage on me, why should I seek his comfort and care.

I went back to my bedroom alone, lay on the soft bed, closed my eyes and thought about the past.

The happy married life I once longed for, I don't know when, has become messy into a mess, which makes me feel distressed, poor me, in order to maintain this relationship, I have to freeze myself, let myself be isolated, but sigh in this painful time, I can't even find a confidant to confide in.

Once, in order to maintain this marriage, I tried to maintain a certain distance from An Lan and Qiao Yu, and I tried to alienate the two of them, the purpose was to tie Jia Qing's heart and make him more confident and persistent in our feelings, but now I am sad to find that everything I have done has become useless, and the bamboo basket is empty, I did not keep Jia Qing's heart, did not manage my marriage and love well, and at the same time alienated my best friend, so that I lost both.

I don't know when, the two handsome guys who used to surround me have disappeared, and it turns out that they are also trying to fade out of my life.

But at this moment, when I felt aggrieved, I realized how much regret and helplessness I had.

There are a thousand and ten thousand small voices in my heart protesting, I don't want to live such a hypocritical life, I want to pursue my happiness, I want to pursue my freedom, I want to have a different life.

Since there is only one time in this life, how many people dare to squander their lives at will.

Since love is far away, why do I still have to exile myself, running and crying in the desert of feelings, I want to escape, escape, find my true love, find my own way out, I want to let go of my dreams, let go of my soul, and give myself a beautiful spiritual habitat.

In this silent night, in this night of tears, I struggled and pondered, until dawn I made a bold decision, I wanted to go back, to my young prince Ann Lan, to regain all the good things that had been between me and him.

My heart is like a dead heart, after the pain, because of the thought of Anlan, I can't help but burn out a lot of magnificent flames and hopes.

Since Jia Qing no longer likes me and no longer regards me as the treasure in his heart, there is no need for me to stick to chastity and loyalty for him.

The next day, I got up early, washed away the remaining tears on my face, carefully dressed myself like a proud princess, I put on a pure white gauze dress that I hadn't worn for a long time, tied a spiritual ponytail, put on a light makeup, and then went to find An Lan alone.

just came to An Lan and Qiao Yu's residence, but found that the door was locked, and the two of them were not at home early in the morning for some reason.