Chapter 189: Ice and Snow Melt Love

Seeing General Tie guarding the door, I couldn't help but be depressed, it was still early, and I didn't want to go to work in the company for the time being, so I simply walked alone on the noisy street in the morning.

It's just that I have some worries after all, and I am a little depressed after all, plus I didn't sleep well last night, and while walking, when I passed a staircase, the soles of my feet were weak and I almost fell to the ground.

Just as I was about to fall to the ground, a familiar warm arm held me strongly.

I looked up and immediately collided with the gaze of a pair of affectionate eyes, this person was none other than An Lan.

I asked him in surprise and joy, "Why is Anlan you, what a coincidence!" ”

"Unfortunately, because I've been silently paying attention to you, from the time you went to look for me, to the absent-mindedness of walking just now, it's all in my sight, Lingyun, what sad thing have you encountered, you have become so lost and depressed, even the smooth road, you almost fell down."

An Lan's eyes are as caring and loving as ever, and the hands he held me were still so warm, so warm that I couldn't help but recall the days when I walked with him in the past, I would always curl up in his arms like a bird, holding hands with him, snuggling in his arms and walking side by side with him.

"I, I'm nothing." Although I said it so lightly, my eyes betrayed me, and I thought that there must be unspeakable sadness and bitterness on my face, on the tips of my brows, and at the corners of my eyes.

"Lingyun, stop deceiving yourself, I know you too well, from your eyes, I can read your heart, you are unhappy, you are very depressed, right? That Jia Qing didn't bring you happiness, right? ”

He grabbed my arm so hard that I couldn't break free, and he pulled me toward a quiet café around the corner.

"Go, come with me, I think the two of us should sit down together and have a good talk. Ling Yun, I can't watch you go down and be sad like this anymore.

You know, I've always loved you, it's just that you have a family, and I no longer have the opportunity and qualification to say the word love to you, but now, seeing your stomach full of sadness and displeasure, I want to say to you bravely, come back, Lingyun, come back to me, if you still love me and still have me in your heart, let us forget about those unpleasant things and those ties with each other. ”

An Lan's affectionate words full of love made me can't help but wet my eyes with tears, I thought that he had completely faded out of my life, and completely stopped caring about my life and death, I didn't expect that in the dark night, in the corner of no one, there was always a pair of warm eyes watching me, silently loving me.

One of his hearts was mine, and it is still mine.

Seeing his burning eyes of care for me, I was sent by the gods, and I was sad and helpless, and I was powerless to refuse this warmth and this extravagant feeling.

I walked alone, lonely for a long time, hurt for a long time, and depressed for a long time, Jia Qing has abandoned me in a no-man's corner, leaving me to fend for myself, he went to the scene of fun by himself, but he left me alone to trek in the desert and wilderness of feelings.

At this moment, I saw that fascinating oasis and saw a life-saving straw stretched out to me, and finally couldn't resist the temptation in my heart and compromised.

I no longer tried to break free from An Lan's hand, so I let it go, and let him help me walk forward.

It's been a long time since I've walked side by side like this, I felt the warmth in my arms, and then I looked up at the familiar man next to me, and I couldn't help but blush and my heart was hot when I saw him leaning over and looking at me with affectionate eyes.

"Anlan, I, I still can't forget you, forget our past......" I choked up and said, when I told my true words like this, the sadness that was once frozen in my heart turned from ice to water in an instant, slowly flowing in my heart, and the feelings that I deliberately hid in the past are now like scenes after the ice and snow melt, one by one.

An Lan heard my choked confession, took my cold hand with a warm hand, squeezed it hard, looked into my eyes, and said firmly and affectionately, "Lingyun, no matter the past, present or future, whether you love me or not, I love you, and my heart beats only for you."

Lingyun, at this moment, when I know that you haven't forgotten me and are still loving me, do you know how happy I am?

Let's go to the store for a drink or two to celebrate this beautiful occasion.

Today, I am so happy, Ling Yun, this kind of happiness and happiness cannot be bought by any amount of money, and this sweetness and happiness make me happier and unforgettable than winning the jackpot and being admitted to a prestigious university.

It's worth it with your words, all the sadness and pain that I silently endured alone in the past can be turned into a cloud of smoke.

Ling Yun, since Jia Qing doesn't love you, then come back to me, I will always wait for you, waiting for you to come back to me. ”

"Well, I promise you." I was full of contradictions, but I answered him with a lot of desire.

In this way, the two of us are like lovers who have been reunited for a long time, moving forward silently in each other, and saying love words to each other that have been hidden in our hearts for a long time.

After we walked into the quiet coffee shop and sat down, Anlan ordered me a cup of cappuccino that I had loved to drink in the past, and he himself ordered another one, and he and I sat silently on the soft sofa, silently watching each other, slowly sipping the bitter coffee in the cup.

The silky and rich coffee, when it is first tasted, is bitter and difficult to swallow, but after a short stay and taste in the mouth, the bitterness gives birth to an indescribable mellow and silky smoothness.

That kind of bittersweet and beautiful feeling is very similar to the relationship between me and An Lan.

Drinking the coffee in the cup, I couldn't help but recall our past college days, when Anlan was still very poor, but for me, he was willing to spend the only one yuan left in his pocket, and bought me my favorite small gifts and foodies at all costs.

Compared with the Anlan in front of me, compared with the past Anlan, it doesn't seem to have changed much, his eyebrows and eyes are still as handsome as ever, his smile is still sweet and handsome, I stared at his familiar face, looked and looked, and realized that I had never discarded and forgotten him.

"An Lan, I, I don't want to live with Jia Qing anymore, but right now, due to business and emotional matters, I have no choice but to continue the nominal relationship with him, so even if I turn back, I can't give you a proper title, you know?" I thought about it and said bitterly.

"It's okay, Ling Yun, as long as you love me, everything is worth it, I don't care about any fame and honor, just let all false morals and rules and regulations that bind us go to hell.

I want to get back everything that was good with you, I want you to come back to me, and continue to live our wonderful life with me.

For your sake, I don't care what others say, and I don't care what other people's eyes think. An Lan stared into my eyes and confessed affectionately and firmly.

He used his hands to grasp my slender hand on the table, not allowing me to withdraw it.

"Okay, I'm willing to return to you, from now on, you and I will be grasshoppers tied to a rope, and the two of us will share the same fate in order to survive, and bear those gossips and flying short and long together.

It's just that in order not to anger Jia Qing, the two of us will get along with each other in the future, okay, let's try not to let Jia Qing bump into the time the two of us spend together. ”

I'm still a little worried about the current situation, although I waited and waited, and looked forward and waited, and finally waited for An Lan to open his mouth and say that he loved me, I still decided to wrap this love as tightly as possible, so as not to let others peep and not let Jia Qing find out. ”

On this day with Anlan's company, the two of us lived so freely and happily.

When the two of us came out of the café, the haze left in each other's hearts was gone, and my heart and the corners of my eyes and eyebrows were full of joy, and Anlan was not.

He happily like a teenager, pulled me to visit the park we hadn't been to for a long time, we sat side by side on the bank of the small river as in the past, sat on the green grass, listened to the breeze blowing, listened to the murmuring of the flowing water, watched the willows dance gracefully like a girl, watched the couples walk hand in hand, the long-lost love, little by little resurrected, little by little into the hearts of me and An Lan.

When a gust of wind passed, I couldn't help but shiver, and An Lan immediately pulled me into his arms with pity, and wrapped most of me in warm arms.

I heard his cheerful heartbeat again, and saw the affection and longing in his eyes again.

At this time, there was no one else, and he leaned down irrepressibly and lightly imprinted an affectionate kiss on my forehead.

This kiss made me shudder involuntarily, as if this kiss was the first step for me and him to cross the thunder pool, and with the first step, I wanted to take the second step.

An Lan and I walked step by step towards the insurmountable but so longed-for field of hope.

An Lan accompanied me and guarded me, for a whole day, he was inseparable from me, we ate together, walked together, went shopping together, and watched movies together, as if everything that belonged to lovers should be done, we all tried to find it back.

Originally, when An Lan and I were walking on the street, I was still scared and afraid that Jia Qing would see it, but when An Lan and I were shopping in a supermarket shopping mall, I accidentally saw Jia Qing and Guo Rui's Qingqing and me, which made me feel a trace of heroism and courage out of thin air.

The two of them, in broad daylight, are neither humble nor arrogant, and do not hide their intimate relationship with each other, but An Lan and I have to avoid him like thieves, I think it's really funny.

Since he Jia Qing dared to show me the first year of junior high school, I Xiao Lingyun dared to show him Jia Qing in the second year of junior high school.