Chapter Eighty-Seven: Memories
Lin Shuang, where did the scar on your wrist come from? I haven't asked you. How could such a weak little woman as you have such a tragic scar on her body? Ouyang Lie lay flat on the bed, with a force of his left hand, he hugged Lin Shuang tightly to his chest, and stared at Lin Shuang with sharp eyes.
Lin Shuang followed Ouyang Lie's posture and had to lie down on Ouyang Lie's broad chest. Lin Shuang used her two arms to prop up her body, and her face was as red as a piece of delicate red cloth. She lowered her eyes, her heart pounding, trying to break free, but she couldn't.
Speak, Lin Shuang. We've been together for so long, are you still so easily shy? Ouyang Lie gently stroked Lin Shuang's tender cheeks, smiled helplessly, and stretched out his slender index finger to support Lin Shuang's pointed chin. Look into my eyes, Lin Shuang.
Lin Shuang looked back at Ouyang Lie's sword-like gaze, and there was no way to escape. That scar was left by me when I was younger. It was after Luobei's suicide that I couldn't forgive myself, so I wanted to end myself. Luo Bei was only 18 years old when he committed suicide, and he died because of me. If I hadn't misunderstood the relationship between him and Xiaoli at the time, if I had been willing to calm down and listen to his explanation, if I hadn't broken up with him so resolutely, he wouldn't have committed suicide.
It must have hurt at the time, right? Silly boy. Ouyang Lie stroked the scar on Lin Shuang's wrist with pity.
At that time, I just felt that my heart was bleeding constantly, and my whole body became very numb. So, I didn't feel any pain. During the period after Luobei's suicide, my heart was always cramping, and the tears seemed to have dried up in the end. When I created this scar for myself, the pain in my heart suddenly lessened, so I became obsessed with this pain. Some pains, like drugs, can be addictive to your heart. When I smell blood, it feels like the juice of crushed petals, sticky and fragrant.
It's just that the self-healing function of your skin is amazing, and some small scars will not leave traces. Ouyang Lie seemed to know herself better than Lin Shuang.
Well, yes. My skin is strange and the wound heals quickly. It's just a wound in the heart, I can't see or touch it, but it hurts all the time. The wound on the wrist also healed quickly, leaving only an indelible scar. It is the imprint of my youth and will grow old with my years. It was ugly, full of humiliation and pain, and reminded me not to forget that chaotic youth.
Lin Shuang, you still have the imprint of my Ouyang Lie on your body. That's what I left for you when I first met you. That's those whip marks on your back. Back then, I could have kept you from leaving those scars. However, I just want to engrave the mark of my Ouyang Lie on your body. Because you are so beautiful, I want to declare my sovereignty over you in this way, so that you will never forget me for the rest of your life.
As soon as Lin Shuang thought of those whip marks, his body couldn't help but tremble. Although she wasn't very scared in her heart, her body had already developed a deep fear of Ouyang Lie. The human body has a memory, and Lin Shuang's body remembers Ouyang Lie deeply. I remembered the tragedy and brutality of this man, the invincibility of this man, and the domineering and irrepressible nature of this man.
Lin Shuang, you don't know how sexy those whip marks on your back are. Every time I see them twisted on your white back, I feel passionate. I even want to crush you so hard that you will merge into my blood and never be separated.
Lin Shuang screamed in pain. No, Ouyang Lie, the injury you gave me last time hasn't healed yet.
Is it? In this way, you will not forget me, no matter who you run to, your body will be conspicuously displayed with the mark of my Ouyang Lie. You are a woman who has been marked by my Ouyang Lie, so you have no way to escape, and you have no way to avoid it. Ouyang Lie's breathing became heavier and heavier. Touching a beautiful and delicate woman like you is the most ecstatic thing in the world. I just want you now, what else do you think you can do? Ha ha.
Ouyang Lie fell into his usual madness. The white gauze tent was instantly ripped off by Ouyang Lie, covering the surrounding area of the bed tightly. Only the beautiful legs of a fair-skinned and slender woman suddenly stretched out of the tent, sometimes curled up suddenly, sometimes tightly straightened, and even the lovely toes were tensed to the maximum. There was a woman's cry of pain from inside the tent, and the beautiful legs, which were as smooth and shiny as satin, suddenly fell to the ground fiercely, trying to escape. However, a thick and solid man's thigh followed, and with just a light roll, the woman's weak and beautiful leg was roughly rolled into the account.
After a long, long time, the sun was setting and the sun was shining. The roar in the room, and the shouts accompanied by weeping, all came to an abrupt end. The man in the account came to his senses, and a gentle smile appeared on his face again. Lin Shuang, you can always satisfy me to the maximum to fill me. You are the medicine that heals my gaps and wounds, and I don't know if I would have survived without you.
Lin Shuang collapsed weakly on Ouyang Lie's chest, feeling the powerful heartbeat of this man. Ouyang Lie's body was like a warm and fiery sun, shining on Lin Shuang's helpless body.
Lin Shuang, my mother almost left a scar on her wrist at the beginning, but fortunately I found it in time. After graduating from college, my mother went to my father's company for an internship. My mother's beauty and kindness attracted my father. So, my father pursued her relentlessly, and finally achieved his goal. But at that time, my father already had a family, and his wife was arranged for him by the family. All arrangements are for the benefit of the family business, and the wife's family is also a prominent family. In this way, the union of the father and the woman could make the two families at that time join forces and be invincible.
However, my father did not love his wife, and there was no affection between them. Although they have been married for many years, they have never had children. My mother soon became pregnant with me, but my father could not give my mother a name, so he could only take care of my mother's life silently. My mother took me to live in a dilapidated alley, and she refused to live in the luxurious villa my father had arranged for her. Her mother didn't want others to think that she was with him because she was greedy for his money. In fact, when the mother faced the strong and dashing father, she had no choice at all.
Zhang Shuai's family also lives in that alley. He is the only one who can best understand my situation, because his family is also incomplete. Zhang Shuai's father was an alcoholic and messed with flowers and grass outside. Zhang Shuai's mother was weak and bullied, and she took care of Zhang Shuai and her sister alone. Since Zhang Shuai's sister was born, Zhang Shuai's father has intensified his abuse of Zhang Shuai's mother. Because, when Zhang Shuai's mother came home from work late one night, she met a gangster and raped Zhang Shuai's mother. Later, Zhang Shuai's younger sister was born. Therefore, Zhang Shuai's father suspected that Zhang Shuai's sister was not his own child, and often beat and scolded Zhang Shuai's sister.
Let's move on to my business. Since I was born, my mother has stopped interacting with my father. But in order to live, the mother had to accept the father's child support. My father's wife also knew that my mother and I existed, but they did not divorce, and it was also for the sake of their respective families. On more than one occasion, his father begged his mother to accept him again, but he was determined not to be close to him. After a long time, my father's patience with my mother came to an end, and he began to love and hate him very much, and asked my mother to go to his house every month to ask for living expenses.
Later, when I grew up, I went to my father's deep house compound to ask for living expenses. Every time I walked to my father's house, I felt like the road was so long, as if it was full of mud and swamp. I had to trample on my self-esteem and my mother's dignity in order to get to the place and the person I didn't want to see. After Zhang Shuai and I became good friends, every time I went to my father's house again, I was no longer alone, but Zhang Shuai accompanied me through the most difficult journey in the world.
Zhang Shuai cried with me, laughed with me, and bleed and cried with me. That time, I fell off the wall of my father's house, and it was my father's wife who deliberately let the dog out and bite me. That night, Zhang Shuai carried me on his back and sent me home. From this incident onwards, my father began to feel a deep sense of guilt for our mother and son, and he was also angry at his wife's cruelty. In addition, my father's wife never gave birth to an heir for my father, and my father's family has no heirs. So, my father took me to his side and began to nurture me with my heart, because my father's huge family business needed a future heir.
From then on, my mother could not see me often, thinking about it day and night, and became ill from hard work, and died of illness in her thirties. I became a motherless child. I am determined to make myself a great person, I must make myself strong one day, and my mother will be proud of me. Later, I did, and I climbed to a height that ordinary people can't reach, and I have a lot of success and wealth that others dream of. However, my mother could never return to me.
Zhang Shuai's situation is not so good. Zhang Shuai's father became increasingly violent towards his mother and sister. Late one night, Zhang Shuai's father, drunk, actually put a knife on his mother's neck, saying that he would kill his mother. At that time, Zhang Shuai's mother had been beaten by his father and was covered in blood, and Zhang Shuai's young sister was also covered in bruises. Zhang Shuai finally couldn't bear it anymore at that moment and broke out completely. He rushed forward frantically, trying to snatch the knife from his father's hand. The knife was very sharp, and in the battle between father and son, Zhang Shuai accidentally inserted the tip of the knife deep into his father's chest and abdomen.
Zhang Shuai's father died on the spot. Zhang Shuai was sent to prison, and he was already an adult at that time. Since then, the lives of Zhang Shuai's mother and sister have been funded by me. Later, many years later, Zhang Shuai was released from prison. I put him in my company. Zhang Shuai's younger sister also went to the best medical university with my sponsorship. Zhang Shuai's mother has always been alive, never complaining, and has repeatedly been grateful for her worry-free life.
Ouyang Lie, no wonder Zhang Shuai's brothers and sisters have such unusual feelings for you. Especially Zhang Shuai, his loyalty to you is touching. Every time he looks at you, the way he looks at you is different, as if he were looking at his own faith as holy and inviolable. I finally understand today why is that? Lin Shuang said softly.
Lin Shuang, I really can't let you go. If you leave, I will feel that my mother has completely left me. If you are with me, I can feel the gentle and loving breath of my mother in you. You'll now understand why I'm going to do anything to get you, right? My biggest fear is that someone will snatch you away from me. So I couldn't wait to carve the mark that belongs to me Ouyang Lie on your body, and I want everyone all over the world to know that you Lin Shuang is my Ouyang Lie's woman.