Qin Feide's Afterword 13: Afterword: Childhood Memories (6)

Qin Shijin saw that the portrait was torn up, and his whole person suddenly froze, and he didn't react. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Qin Yihuai only thought that he had finally vented his anger today, he tore the portrait to pieces, and then threw it into the air.

Those fragments, like snowflakes, fell one after another, falling in Qin Yihuai's eyes, and also in Qin Shijin's eyes.

Qin Shijin still didn't react, just watched those fragments fall to the ground.

"I'm torn now, what can you do?" Qin Yihuai raised his chin and said.

"I'm going to kill you!" Qin Shijin was extremely vicious.

Qin Yihuai was frightened, Qin Shijin was many years older than him, and his height was much taller than him. But at this time, Qin Yihuai was not allowed to retreat cowardly, he simply shouted, "Kill me? Okay, if you kill me, you're a murderer! ”

The words did not fall, but who knows, Qin Shijin's expression made Qin Yihuai stunned. Ever since Qin Shijin appeared, he was always expressionless, almost indifferent to the point of being speechless. But now, there was an unprecedented anger and despair on his face, which Qin Yihuai had never seen before, which shocked him.

Qin Yihuai suddenly felt that this portrait must be very important to him!

Now that he's torn up the portrait, he's going to kill him!

At this moment, a gust of wind blew the debris from the ground into the grass.

The emotions on Qin Shijin's face also immediately converged, he didn't pay attention to him at all, he was like a robot, he just turned around and ran into the grass, he bent down to pick up those pieces.

Qin Yihuai looked at him in a hurry, and he didn't feel half happy in his heart, only extremely depressed and guilty. He gritted his teeth, swallowed the guilt, and said the hurtful words again, "I tell you, you deserve it, who asked you to come to the Qin family!" You're not welcome here! You'd better get out! ”

Qin Shijin still ignored him, just picking up those fragments.

"Did you hear that? You leave me out! This is not your home! Seeing that he had returned to his indifferent posture, Qin Yihuai asked angrily.

Qin Shijin picked up some fragments, turned his head violently, and said indifferently in a ruthless tone, "You think I want to stay?" ”

Qin Yihuai was stunned and shouted again, "Since you don't want to, then you go!" Why stay! ”

Qin Shijin looked at him silently and stared at him for a long time. Qin Yihuai thought he would say something, but he just remained silent and continued to bend down to pick up the pieces.

Qin Yihuai only felt bored, and he no longer argued with him, turned around and went back to the side hall.

Tong An saw that he was the only one who came back, and couldn't help asking, "What about Jin?" ”

Of course, Qin Yihuai didn't want to tell the truth, so he just replied, "He ignored me." ”

Tong An simply took a piece of watermelon, "I'll bring it to him." ”

Tong An took the watermelon and came to the back garden. When she arrived, she saw Qin Shijin bending over, seemingly picking up something in the grass, but it was a little dark at night, so she didn't see it clearly. Tong An walked forward and said with a smile, "Jin, chilled watermelon, eat a piece." ”

Qin Shijin turned his head, his indifferent handsome face was shocked in the moonlight.

Tong An was startled, Qin Shijin didn't say a word, ignored her at all, walked past her without saying a word, and walked to his room.

Tong An was still holding the iced watermelon in her hand, and the cold temperature made her palm a little cold.

I always feel that today's Qin Shijin is more weird than usual.

But I can't tell what's wrong.

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On the night of that day, the Qin family was in chaos.

Before going to bed, everyone found that Qin Shijin was gone, and they didn't know where he went.

In the evening, Qin Yaozong and Qin Jiangxun both returned from attending an important banquet. And Guan Yi and Qin Jiangqi, the husband and wife, went to see a musical and came back. When a few people came back, they found that Qin Shijin had disappeared.

The servants searched the entire Qin family, but they couldn't find Qin Shijin.

"Did you find it?" Qin Jiangxun asked anxiously.

"Nope."

Seeing that Qin Shijin had almost evaporated from the world, Qin Jiangxun immediately took out his mobile phone and made a phone call to ask.

As a result, the news from the other end of the phone was that Qin Shijin was not with his mother!

Qin Jiangxun asked Fang Xian again, what happened, this morning was fine, why was it just a daytime, he ran away from home.

Fang Xian is also inexplicable, since this period of time, the relationship between her and Qin Jiangxun has been in a state of ice cracking. Their marriage has long since ceased to exist in name only. Fang Xian only said that she didn't know, because she also thought that Qin Shijin was fine and nothing would happen. As for why he ran out, he didn't understand why.

Qin Jiangxun began to ask the children who was the last to see Qin Shijin.

Tong An raised his hand, "Uncle Qin, I've seen Qin Shijin." ”

"Tong An, what did you tell your uncle?"

Tong An said truthfully, "Aunt Xian prepared chilled watermelon for everyone, and before Jin came, I took a piece of watermelon to him." But he didn't ask for it, he ignored me, and left on his own, thinking he was going back to his room. ”

Getting such a result, Qin Jiangxun did not breathe a sigh of relief, but was more worried.

Qin Yihuai was also a little panicked at this time, and he couldn't help but say hurriedly, "He doesn't like to talk in the first place, and he doesn't like to be here, maybe he is going home!" ”

Qin Jiangxun immediately called Qin Shijin's mother again, but he still didn't see anyone.

Qin Yaozong asked Fang Xian to arrange for the children to sleep peacefully, and not let them be in the hall.

So, Fang Xian took the children upstairs.

Qin Yihuai walked very slowly, he walked at the end of the last one, and when he walked up to the top of the stairs, he vaguely heard Qin Jiang ask, "Forget it, I'll go to Los Angeles." ”

"Big brother, it's so late now, how are you going to get over?" The person who spoke was Guan Yi, Guan Feifei's father.

"I'll drive over."

"I'll go with you, it's dangerous to drive at night, and I'll take care of you too." Guan Yi said.

Then, Qin Yihuai vaguely heard footsteps.

After that, nothing is known.

This night, Qin Yihuai didn't know if others were asleep, but he didn't fall asleep himself. Qin Yihuai was very worried, he was afraid that something would happen, he was afraid that something would happen. Qin Yihuai lay on the bed, couldn't fall asleep with his eyes closed, so he could only wake up, look at the ceiling with his eyes open, and just spend the night.

The next day, Qin Yihuai stood up with two panda eyes.

He hurriedly went out of the room, too late to brush his teeth and wash his face, too late to tidy himself up.

He immediately wanted to find someone and ask about the situation.

But as soon as he went downstairs, he found that some people had gathered in the hall.

Qin Yaozong, Fang Xian and Qin Jiangqi were there, as well as uniformed policemen.

Qin Yihuai heard the policeman who took the lead say, "I'm sorry, Mr. Qin, at one o'clock in the morning last night, there was an accident on the highway in Los Angeles, resulting in casualties, one of the deceased may be your son Qin Jiangxun, as for the critically ill person, it may be your son-in-law Guan Yi." ”

"What did you say?" Qin Yaozong was startled, and his face turned pale.

"Please follow us to Los Angeles to verify ......" Before the policeman's words were finished, Qin Yaozong fainted directly.

And Qin Yihuai felt that his heartbeat had stopped moving, and he felt as if he was dead.

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The Qin family was in a mess for a while, and Qin Yaozong fell ill.

And Fang Xian and Qin Jiangqi immediately rushed to Los Angeles.

The children didn't know what the situation was, but they also sensed the crisis.

At the same time, the police contacted the Qin family, and under questioning, they said that Qin Shijin had news.

The police sent Qin Shijin back to Qin's house, and the police officer said, "We found him at the long-distance bus station, and a child was sitting in the hall, looking pitiful." We went to talk to him, and he ignored us. Later, I had to take him back to the police station, but he was still unwilling, he said that he would wait for the first bus, and we forcibly took him back. Then rummaged through his bag, learned about his school, and only found out his address after contacting the school, so he was sent back. In the future, you can't let a child stay outside for a night like this, what if something happens? ”

At this time, the adults of the Qin family were long gone.

It was the housekeeper who took over Qin Shijin from the police.

And Qin Yihuai later learned from the housekeeper's uncle that he and the other children were sent to school at that time.

It's just that everyone has no intention of going to class.

On that day, they collectively skipped class and returned to Qin's house.

And Qin Yaozong was forcibly discharged from the hospital and returned to the Qin family. He sat in the hall, holding the microphone in his hand, talking to Fang Xian. I learned the news from Los Angeles that his daughter-in-law and his daughter went to identify people. He didn't know what the outcome would be, but his hands were shaking, "How is it! ”

"Dad......" Fang Xian cried all of a sudden, unable to cry.

Qin Yaozong's hands trembled, he couldn't say a word, his face turned red after turning white, he obviously couldn't accept this fact, "Impossible, this is absolutely impossible!" ”

was so angry, too sad, Qin Yaozong dropped the phone and slammed it to the ground.

There was a loud bang, startling a group of children who had just returned.

Qin Yaozong, who is over half a hundred years old, cried in front of the children for the first time, crying with tears, "I don't believe it, prepare the car immediately, I want to go to Los Angeles, I want to see it in person......"

In that September, Qin Yihuai felt unprecedented pain. In September of that year, Guan Feifei lost his father, Qin Yihuai also lost his father, from his birth to the present, in the end, he has not been recognized by his father. In that September, the Qin family fell into a trough and gloom, and there was no laughter for a long time, some were just tears, just crying, just sadness.

Qin Jiangxun and Guan Yi were finally buried.

And the source of all sins points to Qin Shijin. Many people are asking why he ran out that day and why he did it.

If he hadn't run away from home, then that night's events wouldn't have happened.

Then, they wouldn't have died.

……

There is a story about this past, as if it has been sealed in shackles, and it gradually fades away with the passage of time.

But it left an imprint in everyone's heart.

Especially in Qin Yihuai's heart.

That is, the imprint of sin.

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