Qin Feide's Postscript 12 Afterword: Childhood Memories (5)

That was the first time Qin Yihuai saw Qin Shijin. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Qin Shijin was brought into the Qin family by his father Qin Jiangxun, and that woman, that is, Qin Shijin's mother, did not appear.

The Qin family had already made a fuss before, and in the end, it was probably Qin Yaozong who couldn't resist Qin Jiangxun, and only agreed to let the child enter the door, but that woman was absolutely not allowed to come in. So, Qin Shijin appeared like this. Qin Yihuai remembers clearly that Qin Yihuai was eleven years old that year, and Qin Shijin was fifteen years old.

Fifteen-year-old Qin Shijin is already very bright and handsome. His facial features are so much like his father.

Qin Yihuai always thought that Qin Duyun was the most like his father.

At this moment, when I saw Qin Shijin, I realized that he was the child who was most like his father.

Except for the shallow pear vortex that appeared on the side of his mouth as soon as he spoke, which did not belong to his father, the other facial features were almost carved out of a mold.

I also know that the pear vortex must have inherited his mother.

From the moment he appeared, he just stood there quietly, not speaking, not speaking, not greeting others.

He was silent, not like a fifteen-year-old boy should be.

"His name is Qin Shijin, and he is your eldest brother. In the future, he went to school with you and lived here. Xiangyang, Nishiki is as big as you. Qin Jiangxun introduced him with a smile, his hand on Qin Shijin's side.

Qin Shijin was still silent and did not say anything.

Ji Xiangyang was the first to speak, "Hello." ”

Tong An also said, "Hello, Jin. ”

Ji Lin also immediately followed, "Brother Qin is good. ”

Guan Feifei is a ghost, and she doesn't dare to squeak when she is suspicious.

Qin Duyun's always smiling face lost his smile, but he still greeted politely, "Hello." ”

Only Qin Yihuai was left, and he stood alone at the back, his gaze swept over Qin Jiangxun and fell on Qin Shijin's body. His unruly gaze was unruly, unwilling to pay attention to him, just indifferent.

"Yihuai, why don't you call someone?" Qin Jiang asked.

Qin Yihuai opened his mouth, "I don't know him." ”

"Did Dad introduce you to you? He's your big brother! Qin Jiangxun said again, Qin Yihuai just pursed his lips and resolutely refused to call anyone.

At this time, the housekeeper came, and only said that the master asked Qin Jiangxun to go to the study.

Qin Jiangxun had no choice but to leave, and said to the children before going upstairs, "You guys talk to Jin." ”

As soon as Qin Jiangxun left, there was only a group of children left in the side hall.

Ji Xiangyang took the initiative to ask, "Jin, where did you go to school before?" ”

Qin Shijin was silent, his deep eyes were old and unsuitable for his age.

His reluctance was exchanged for embarrassment, and even Ji Lin didn't dare to speak.

On the contrary, Tong An was bold, she grabbed a handful of candy and came to him, spread her hand, and said with a smile, "Do you want to eat candy?" ”

Qin Shijin glanced at the candy in his hand, and coldly resumed his posture, still not speaking.

Guan Feifei didn't know him, she just felt that this young man was a little too much, she pouted and said, "Sister Tong An, if he doesn't eat it, you don't give it to him." ”

Qin Shijin was also indifferent, as if nothing mattered to him.

It's as if they weren't taken into account at all.

When the children saw this, they didn't know what to say, and the atmosphere suddenly froze to the extreme. At this time, Qin Yihuai suddenly opened his mouth, "Hey, are you dumb?" ”

Everyone looked at Qin Shijin, who was just standing like this.

Qin Yihuai's eyes tightened, grabbed the apple in the fruit bowl, and slammed it into him.

"Ah&mda;&mda;" someone exclaimed, only to see the apple fly towards Qin Shijin.

Seeing that he was about to hit Qin Shijin, he dodged with one turn of his head, and the apple skimmed his ear and smashed on the ground behind him.

Qin Yihuai gritted his teeth and said, "You're not a big brother!" Come on! ”

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The children all stayed away from this big brother who suddenly appeared, but Qin Shijin still stayed in the Qin family.

The originally happy Qin family, because of the appearance of Qin Shijin, suddenly became very depressed.

The children also know how to read words and colors, and they dare not speak loudly and laugh loudly anymore.

After a period of silence and depression, the children can be regarded as adapting to this strange big brother.

Teenage children, no longer ignorant, they have thoughts.

Even Ji Lin knew that Qin Shijin was the child born by Uncle Qin and other aunts outside.

Later, Qin Yihuai knew from the conversations of the adults that the woman outside his father was surnamed Lin. And this Aunt Lin is my father's favorite woman. Back then, because of her grandfather's opposition, her father would separate from her and marry her mother. And her mother, Fang Xian, has never been the person her father loves deeply.

Even with him, he and his brother Qin Duyun are of course not the children that their father loves deeply.

Qin Yihuai thought so.

The father asked them all to call Qin Shijin "brother", but no one spoke.

Ji Xiangyang is as big as Qin Shijin, so he doesn't need to be called that. Ji Lin didn't dare because of Qin Shijin's indifference, and Guan Feifei was silent, making her unhappy about the oppressive atmosphere brought by Qin Shijin's arrival. And even Qin Duyun, who has always been gentle and polite, has some rejection of Qin Shijin.

Qin Yihuai looked at him more and more unpleasantly.

Father's love for Qin Shijin is simply more than everything he has had for more than ten years.

My father, who has always had a lot of overtime and business trips, came back for a few days in a row, accompanied Qin Shijin every day, and talked to him a lot. The care for him is simply meticulous. From time to time, I will stay with them and play with them. This was never the case before.

But why?

Why can Qin Shijin have such love from his father?

Why could his mother take away his father's love?

Why, my mother, did not get anything?

And he, and he is even more nothing!

What is the reason for all this?

Qin Yihuai is not convinced, he is so unconvinced!

One evening, when everyone was walking towards the restaurant to eat, Qin Yihuai blocked Qin Shijin's way.

Qin Yihuai looked at this strange boy who suddenly appeared, with a vicious gaze and a vicious tone, "Let me tell you, don't think that you are a child of the Qin family when you enter our house!" You're nothing! Your mom is a bad woman! You were born of a bad woman! We don't like you at all! And I hate you even more! You and your mom shouldn't come back! Aren't you gone? Come back and do what! ”

Qin Yihuai was extremely angry, and those suppressed emotions made him almost collapse. He was incoherent, and roared anxiously like that.

After roaring, he just glared at him viciously.

And Qin Shijin has always been the same indifferent and handsome face, Qin Yihuai couldn't be angry, he picked up his fist and punched it, "You pretend to me!" ”

As a result, Liangzi was thus concluded.

And Qin Shijin was indifferent.

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Since that day, Qin Yihuai has become even more disgusted with Qin Shijin.

Qin Yihuai only felt that Qin Shijin was pretending, pretending to be very old-fashioned, pretending to be indifferent to everything, pretending to be obedient and sensible, in fact, he was a treacherous and cunning person. Qin Yihuai didn't know how to unmask him, he didn't have a good face towards Qin Shijin.

In Qin Yihuai's heart, his mother's sorrow and his own unfavorability were all caused by his mother and him.

Without them, my mother would be happily with my father, and I wouldn't have shed tears of sadness.

If it weren't for them, then how could he not be loved by his parents.

Even they consider themselves to be a child born without recognition.

He shouldn't have existed!

At that time, Qin Yihuai learned to hate, hate Qin Shijin!

The days were spent in the derivation of hatred, and September of this year also ushered in.

In September, the impatiens bloom, and it is the beginning of a new semester of the year.

The wind was hot at night, and everyone was playing in the side hall. Fang Xian prepared chilled watermelon and sour plum juice for them to eat. Everyone was so happy, all of them were hungry cats. Tong An looked around and didn't see Qin Shijin, so he asked, "Who saw Jin?" ”

"Sister Tong An, I saw it, he was in the garden." Ji Lin raised his hand.

When Tong An heard this, he said, "Then I'll call him to eat watermelon." ”

Tong An was about to go, but was blocked by Qin Yihuai.

"I'd better go, I'll run fast." Qin Yihuai interrupted her, and as he spoke, he got up and walked to the garden one step ahead of her.

"Let him go." Fang Xian didn't care either, and said.

Qin Yihuai bypassed the cloister and came to the back garden. As soon as he turned the corner, he saw Qin Shijin sitting on the steps, and he was still holding a piece of something in his hand, looking down.

Qin Yihuai was curious, so he walked over.

Qin Shijin didn't even notice his approach, and still looked down at the thing in his hand seriously.

Qin Yihuai took a few steps closer and quietly came behind him. He looked down and saw that he was holding a portrait in his hand.

It's a sketch, black pencil ink.

The portrait is very expressive, and the little people on it are very realistic.

It was a little girl, about ten years old, cutting the student's doll's head. His hair is dark, his eyes are watery, and he wears a school uniform. And the school uniform is not like the costume of Qin Yihuai's school.

This made Qin Yihuai contemplative, probably a classmate whom Qin Shijin knew in school before.

Qin Yihuai suddenly got angry and had a bad idea. Taking advantage of Qin Shijin's inattention, he suddenly stretched out his hand and snatched away the portrait in his hand.

His hand suddenly emptied, which made Qin Shijin stunned, and he quickly came back to his senses.

The whole person also got up from the ground, and when he turned around, his eyes were cold, and Qin Shijin shouted, "Give it back to me!" ”

Seriously, Qin Yihuai was also stunned, you must know that these days, Qin Shijin has rarely spoken, if it weren't for the voice he had heard, almost everyone thought he was a mute. But in fact, he is not. But now, for the sake of a portrait, he actually paid attention to himself, which made Qin Yihuai stunned and a little angry.

"Why should I give it back to you?" Qin Yihuai snorted coldly.

"I'll let you give it back to me!" Qin Shijin drank again, "If you don't give it to me again, don't blame me for being unkind!" ”

"Haha, you think I'm going to be scared of you?" Qin Yihuai laughed, almost out of whims, but even more so to be competitive, he tore the portrait left and right.

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