Chapter 779: A Diary for One Person (9)

"I am willing to be alone, even if I lose my life, even if I have to give up everything, I just want her to live a beautiful and clean life in the world."

"In the evening, I heard her phone call with Qin Yinan, and made an appointment to try on the dress the next day, all I thought about was the appearance of seeing her wearing a wedding dress in the Red Garden, at three o'clock in the morning, the mood was so dull that it exploded, and when I went downstairs to take medicine, I was bumped into by her, a little panicked, when I was talking to her, I simply drank water, I stumbled a little, and then I said it completely, and finally found a reason, left in a hurry, and heard her say good night to me, I really want to reply to a good night, night is the night of the world, and Ann is an Ann for her alone, But in the end, I could only say one word of An. ”

"When I returned to the room, a lot of tranquilizers didn't seem to calm my mind, and the lights in the room were all on, and the dazzling light stabbed my eyes, but I felt that the whole world was dark and hopeless, and there would never be a beam of light into my life like the autumn of October 8, 1996, and there would never be a beam of light into my life again......"

Never again will there be a ray of light in my life like the autumn of October 8, 1996......

There will never be a ray of light in my life again...... My ghost ex-husband

It seemed that there was a knife that stabbed Song Qingchun's heartache fiercely, and the feeling in her whole body suddenly became cold and piercing to the extreme.

She held the hand of the diary, trembling extremely much, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes one after another, smashing on the diary, smearing Su Zhinian's handwriting shortly after writing in the early morning.

From the moment she knew that he loved her, she had never doubted his love, but she didn't know that he loved her so much.

All along, she felt that she had suffered a lot of grievances in order to love her, and it was only now that she knew that her grievances were not worth mentioning at all in front of him.

She used to be so hurt and cold that he rejected her confession, he was so resentful of giving her birth control pills, and she was so hated for humiliating her in the office...... Only then did she know that it was he who hurt himself before hurting her......

He is a liar, an out-and-out liar, he has been lying to her from the beginning, and has been lying to her until the end, but she can't hate him at all, and some of them are distressed...... Tricks

She's his light...... She's his light...... She's his light...... He knew that he couldn't do without her, but he still tried his best to pretend that he was doing well in front of her, in order to let her live well in the world, and he, behind no one knowing, was struggling, desperate, and crazy in the dark abyss......

She always thought that she had been miserable in the month since she came back from Hainan, but she never thought that the man who seemed to be indifferent and indifferent all day long had a dead heart...... He's dead...... He's dead......

He once said that he loved her for a whole youth, but in fact, no, he loved her again with his whole life......

The diary fell off Song Qingchun's fingertips and slammed into the ground.

Song Qingchun couldn't help crying, his body slipped off the leather sofa, and he sat on the cold floor, crying heartbroken.