"On February 19, 2017, my situation was much more serious than I imagined, all my senses were gradually lost, no laughter, no crying, no pain, like a walking corpse, the tranquilizer rose from four tablets at a time to eight tablets at a time."

"On February 21, 2017, when I ate today, I couldn't taste the taste, and more importantly, when I was in a meeting today, I simply dispersed two words, and I couldn't say it for a long time on the tip of my tongue, after I lost my sense of taste, am I going to have aphasia next?"

"On February 23, 2017, I was very scared that I would suddenly fall, I couldn't support her marriage, Song Menghua's death, I couldn't support me to leave Beijing, I increased the dose of tranquilizers, but even so, I still felt very anxious and bored, and I actually tore up a contract of tens of millions. I agreed to Song Menghua's proposal and met a girl for the second time, because I wanted her to know that I was really working hard to fulfill the promise I had promised her. ”

"In 2017, on February 25th, today, I didn't say a word, and when I got home at night, I tried hard to let myself talk to myself, I was really afraid that I would suddenly not be able to speak, I found that the four words Tingting and youth, I read it as smooth as ever, tonight's tranquilizer, I ate a lot more than before, and slept very deeply at night, I knew that it was not a deep sleep, but fell into a coma." The pinnacle of star refining

"On February 27, 2017, I was immersed in the dream that I had woken up, and I refused to wake up, so I wanted to sleep like this for a long time, because only in the dream can I fall in love with her."

"In 2017, on March 3, I found a lawyer, divided the shares in my name, divided into two shares, 30% to her, 20% to my mother and Song Menghua, the property was divided into two, my mother and her half each, after the lawyer left, I stared out the window for a long time, I once knew that one day I would lose her, even if I never got her, but from her marriage is getting closer and closer, from my complete loss of her closer and closer, I found that I am far from being as strong as I imagined, it turns out, That night in Hainan, I gave her a sweet dream, a confession, and when I said goodbye, that Su Zhinian had already died on the beach that night. "Between the leaves

Liars, big liars...... Obviously, at the beginning, he was the one who proposed to leave a sweet dream for each other after a date, and each returned to the world to live a sunny life, but he was the one who rebelled in the end.

He always lied to her like this, but she was always so stupid.

Big liar, big liar......

Song Qingchun sobbed and turned the page again, only the last diary was left.

"On March 5, 2017, I brought the girl who had met three times back to Song's house, Tingting was also at home, she chatted with the girl very well, it was funny, I didn't even say a complete sentence with that girl, in fact, I really didn't want to smile at that girl, but I still forced myself to smile at her, because I wanted to laugh at Tingting, I promised to come, the two of them let go of the bad fate and started to live a normal life, so I want to show her, even if it's just pretending, I have to show her, Because I want her to marry Qin Yinan with peace of mind. ”