Chapter 43 The gull is like snow, the water is like the sky, and the old years are remembered
Chapter 43 The gull is like snow, the water is like the sky, and the old years are remembered
It's like a dream, and the memories are like a beautiful rendering. The white gull, the clear water, the blue sky, and the crescent-like eyebrows and eyes of the young man are paved into an old landscape, which resounds vividly in every sleepless dream, and gradually precipitates into the freehand of life.
Can the past really be blown away by the wind? I don't know the answer. The sky where the first quarter moon hangs is again flowing with mysterious starlight, and what about the man who promised to send me a bright moon?
Let go of sadness and strive to move forward, that little bit of fluorescence is just like the final expectation in his starry eyes.
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Just finished the May Day holiday, and the students who returned to school were full of exhaustion. This morning I have a class on ancient Chinese. I arrived late to the classroom, but I was surprised to find that I could still grab a seat at the front. If everyone is really making up for sleep, skipping class has become inevitable.
After waiting for a while, the young ancient Chinese teacher couldn't hold his breath, patted the table with his hand, and said in a loud voice: "Is this how you students come to learn self (knowledge)?" Today I want to kill (famous), and the grades of this semester that I didn't come will all fail! In the female teacher's high-decibel shouts mixed with local dialects, many students were shocked and discussed strategies.
I took advantage of the chaos and looked around. First I found the eldest Xiaohong in front of me, and then I saw Lu Xue sitting with my eldest brother, and finally caught a glimpse of Susan, who was staggering and just entering the classroom. A hanging heart finally landed. As for Yu Haibin, such a boring class must be warped, and if you think about it with your little thumb, you can know that you don't need your brain at all.
The teacher began to roll call. Everyone is obviously bullying the young good-natured teacher, and some students shout three or four "to" in a row, and they can still make different sounds, which is really amazing. The teacher apparently found out as well.
"Yuxia!" "Here!"
"Are you Yuxia? Your name was not Li Qingyun just now? ”
Everyone laughed, this guy is so talented, and the male voice and the female voice can still be fake and true, this is a goof. In the laughter of everyone, the anger of the female teacher also disappeared.
At the end of the three classes, everyone was groggy. If it's such a boring class, everyone can't be interested. But I think the teacher is very detailed in preparing the lesson, and he should listen carefully. After class, I asked the teacher about the variants of the word "on" from oracle bone to regular script and how many images there are in this character. By the time the teacher finished explaining, the students were almost gone.
I packed up my textbooks and notes, grabbed the kettle, and thought about catching up with Susan and asking her to invite me to dinner. She promised me to come back and invite me to dinner before May Day, and I reiterated it this morning that she ran so fast after class! I walked indignantly and quickly, only caring about the road under my feet, unguarded, and suddenly I was pulled by someone, and the force was too great, and I happened to collide with the person who pulled me. raised his head, but saw Lin Ziqian's cold raised eyebrows because of anger.
"Hit me to death, what are you pulling me for?" My head hurt a lot, my arm hurt so badly that I was angry.
"Hey, you hit me, what are you angry at me?" He straightened his slightly wrinkled clothes, which had been knocked out. A dark green casual kaftan jacket and a white thin windbreaker made his skin as white as snow.
"You are unreasonable, obviously you pulled me first!" I stroked my reddened arm to tell him whose fault it was.
"Well, then...... Hoshuang, I'm sorry! His eyes were full of apologies. The eyebrows and eyes softened.
"My name is He Qingyin!"
I pouted, a little angry and a little aggrieved. I really don't know why every time we meet, it always starts with a fight and ends with his apology that makes me angry even more.
"Let's go, your teacher is out!" Hearing this, I immediately quickened my pace and walked forward. "He Shuang, He Shuang!" I don't care if he calls me in the back. He tried to hold me, but this time he didn't dare.
"He Shuang, let's go to the beach to play together today!"
I immediately froze. I thought that the no-show to see the sea on New Year's Day was his Lin Ziqian's usual cold style, I thought that his apology, his promise to see the sea again in the spring was just his usual coaxing trick, and I thought that he was as busy as he had already forgotten about this matter......
"You don't have a class this afternoon, do you?"
"There are no classes in the afternoon, and there is an elective in the C building in the evening." That's what I said yes.
Lin Ziqian is not the kind of talkative person. He was mostly silent along the way. Instead, I'm racking my brains to provoke a reason to speak.
"Are you home on May Day?" I asked.
"No, the club and the student council are very busy, and I have to take courses in the business school and complete the assignments assigned by Professor Kim...... "As I expected, he was indeed busy. He walked forward with soothing steps, the white trench coat was already in his hand, and his leisurely posture had an elegant masculine atmosphere lingering around his body.
"Lin Ziqian, what is your greatest wish?"
"He Shuang, are you interviewing me?" The curvature of the corners of his mouth in the sunlight is even more charming.
"Do your best to do the best you can."
"What business?" When I looked at him, I saw a shallow sadness on his face.
“……”
"What about you, what is your greatest wish?" This time it was his turn to ask me.
"There is a house by the sea, facing the sea, and the spring flowers are blooming."
"Cut! It's so earthy! "He saw me and quickly ran away.
"Hmph, he still claims to be the number one talent in the department, and he doesn't even know such a famous poem as Haizi."
The sun was a little strong near noon, shining through the shade of the trees and on the ground.
"I was in too much of a hurry, and I didn't bring a parasol." I say.
Suddenly, I felt something white fall from the sky and cover my head......
"I think you've been tanned by the Marina City sun, and you don't need a parasol at all, just help me with my coat, hehe......" with a wicked smile on his face.
"Lin Ziqian, you ......" In the face of his ridicule and ridicule, I was really speechless, and every time I bowed down.
There are trees on the side of the road in the small fishing villages I passed along the way, but I am afraid that the sun will be very strong when I go to the sea. At the beginning of May, it has entered the twilight of spring, and the small flowers on the roadside are blooming freely at this time. When the wind blows, the clumps seem to beckon. Lin Ziqian was also attracted by this beautiful spring flower, I saw him lightly cross the stone cliff of the road, bend down, squat on the ground, pick a few yellow wildflowers, and his hand suddenly hesitated a little, is it better to pick pink or purple? Raising his head, the sunlight shone on him, blurring a dark green halo.
"What color do you like?" It is rare that he has a smile on his face at this time, and the smile at the corner of his mouth is perfectly curved but with a familiar cold arrogance.
"Don't pick wildflowers on the side of the road!" I stomped my foot on the side of the road and said, hatefully.
"You're not my wife, what do you do with so much, beware that you can't marry for the rest of your life! Oh, I forgot, you don't like flowers, even daffodils are so easy to raise can be killed by you, really too lazy to do it, ancient and modern......" Seeing my face turn from red to white, he just rightly stopped making fun of me.
So he smiled tactfully along the way, and I didn't want to pay attention to him. After more than twenty minutes, the sea was already visible. I don't know how many times I've been to the beach, but it's the only time I've seen the sea with Lin Ziqian.
"It's a lot closer, it's so soon." The first time I came to the beach from this road, it was different from the original over-developed Mingyue Bay beach, and it was actually a fresh style. When I saw the gray sea in the blue sky, the sand gulls that flew and stopped as white as snow, and the smell of the sea in the wind, I forgot all the unhappiness just now.
As soon as my feet stepped on the soft sand, I couldn't wait to take off my shoes and have a close contact with the beach and the sea.
"Don't go too deep, it's going to be dangerous!" Hearing Lin Ziqian's thick magnetic voice, I threw a handful of seawater on him at once, and I laughed out loud when I saw his embarrassed appearance: "Haha, finally revenge!" ”
Strangely, he didn't even fight back, but stood there in a daze, looking dazed for a long time.
When I was tired of playing, I sat on the beach, with his white trench coat on my head, piling up the soft sand with my hands, and quietly listening to him tell his story. Some of them I know, such as his solid family background, such as the bits and pieces of his high school years. Some I don't know, such as his mother's arrogance and coldness, and his stepfather's strictness.
In order to dispel his sorrow, I had to find a new topic.
"Lin Ziqian, do you remember the big trees between the teaching building and the dormitory of our Qingcheng No. 1 Middle School?"
"Well, it seems to be impressive." He was a little absent-minded.
"Hey, what do you remember, under those five big trees is the favorite place for school girls."
"Where to fall in love?"
"Be serious......"
A picture suddenly appeared in his mind: in the early morning, under the tall and rich tree, there was a girl sitting on a stone bench under the tree to memorize English words, and the light of the rising sun in the east in the meager red glow suddenly illuminated this small world, and a leaf fell from the tree, she leaned over to pick it up and quietly hid it in the book......
"That tree is Acer truncatum, and the seeds are like small ingots, which is very cute. This tree is the loveliest tree I've ever seen. And when we do exercises, a piece of acacia tree above our heads is also very good, and when it blooms, it looks like a red cloud in the distance...... Not. A flowering tree. I always felt that trees are better than flowers, and the flowers wither quickly, and the trees can be evergreen. I said to myself, and I don't know if he heard it.
"Hungry, huh? Let's eat! After he reminded me, I realized that my stomach was indeed empty. Lin Ziqian found a small restaurant by the beach and ordered some seafood without my permission. Looking at the crabs, prawns, etc. on the table, I kept frowning, carefully peeling the crabs, and accidentally scratched my hand.
"Does it hurt? You're not used to eating this kind of stuff? In the face of his rare gentle questioning, I couldn't say a word, I could only nod with tears, and I was aggrieved, eager to scold him, but I didn't even ask me...... Suddenly, he handed over a peeled crab with a smile on his eyebrows. I was stunned. I admit that the gentle Lin Ziqian is incredibly handsome.
"Aren't you going to eat?" "I'm full!" "Eat so much, and now men also lose weight!"
"It's not to lose weight, it's to eat a little and be full." He lowered his head, unable to see his look.
"There's so much left, Susan likes seafood, bring it back to her!" I've also made my own decisions. Imagine that Susan may be sleeping with her head covered at this time, and the matter of inviting me to dinner has long been in Java, and I still think about her like this, hey, I probably owe her too much affection in my last life.
After eating, it was still early, and Lin Ziqian and I walked along the coast. "Look, there's a reef over there!" Without waiting for Lin Ziqian to speak, I even jumped and climbed onto the reef in the water that had just reached my calf. A large dark brown reef stood there, and I found a small rock and tapped for the oysters. Lin Ziqian followed behind me, and when he was tired, he lay on the reef.
"Lin Ziqian, why are you fighting with Shan Ruoshui?"
"What did you say?" I guess he's playing dumb.
"Why and Shan Ruoshui!"
"Oh...... Senior brother's business, junior sister don't care. ”
"Don't talk about him left and right!"
"It's no fate, don't you think she's good with the handsome guy in the sports academy now?"
"That's because you never accepted her, you are really ruthless, she has been chasing you for three years, heh, it is worthy of a cold-faced Xiao Lang!" I mention his nickname.
When he turned around, he instantly saw his sorrow tightly locked his eyebrows, and his good-looking brows crumbled into spikes. The sea breeze blows, and there is a whistling sound, and listen, the sound of the sea crying......
"Fool!" After being silent for a long time, he suddenly burst out with such a sentence.
Lin Ziqian's brain suddenly appeared He Qingyin's bright eyes, when was it? Everything about her gradually took over her heart. Is it the sparkling eyes when she hands herself a packet of homemade honeysuckle after bleeding, the figure leaning over to pick up leaves under the Acer truncatum tree, the shyness and timidity of the teacher when she reads her composition, the sad and lonely back after falling out of love, or the cute demeanor and intoxicating pear vortex when she is slightly angry? Fool! She didn't even know anything. She's not pretty, she's not in good shape, and she's stupid. Stupid, I only took a junior college after repeating a year in high school, cough ......
"Who do you say is a fool! Fool...... Camera Oh, ah, by the way, don't you have a phone, take a picture of me! I said with a pleading look. There are very few people in the school who have a mobile phone, which shows that he is indeed a rich kid.
After a while, he slowly got up, and was about to look down to pick up his phone, but saw the waves splashing on the reef and wetting his shoes.
"Oh no, it's high tide!"
Only then did I realize that the sun had set in the west, and the sea breeze was getting cooler.
"What should I do?" Looking at the waves that were gradually raging, I was terrified. I'm afraid that I will gradually be swallowed by the sea, and I won't be able to swim! Seeing that Lin Ziqian quickly pressed the two numbers of 11, he immediately gave up and put the phone back. "It's too late!" When it was too late, I saw him jump off the reef, turn back to me and say, "Come here, I'll carry you!" By this time the water had reached his waist, and the splash hit his chest.
"I ...... I ......"
"What are you stunned about, come here!" There was an irrepressible anger in his tone.
I lay obediently on his back, the water still covering my calves. He walked four or five steps in the sea with great difficulty, and he carried me on his back at a distance of four or five steps, but at this distance his body had begun to tremble, and the beads of sweat on his head were shining in the setting sun, I think I was too heavy and he carried me too hard. Reaching out to wipe the sweat from his forehead for him, he continued on his way.
Suddenly, I felt like I was about to fall into the water, but I had a false alarm, and my arms were tightly wrapped around my legs. I think he must have stumbled on the bottom of his foot.
"There's a ...... Pit ......," he said, panting.
"I know...... Be careful! Every four or five steps he stopped, and he stopped, and as he drew closer and closer to the shore, he saw that the water was below his knees.
"Lin Ziqian, let me down!" Without waiting for him to agree, I broke his arm and jumped off, strangely enough, his arm was no longer so powerful, but constantly shaking. When I walked in front of him, I saw that he was pale and his eyes were misty.
"Lin Ziqian, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me! ”
"I didn't ...... ...... thing," he spat out the words on his pale lips.
He and I walked to the shore with each other's arms and sat on the beach, frightened. I found my schoolbag that had been soaked by the sea, and the textbooks had already soaked up the seawater, and thanks to the heavy kettle, the bag was not swept away. I don't know where the leftover seafood is gone.
"Come, drink some water, thank you, Lin Ziqian, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been drowned by the sea, and I would have been scared to death by the sea. It's all my fault, I want to go to the reef to play, and it hurts you......" I felt very guilty looking at his pale face.
He kept his head down and was silent for two minutes. In a deep voice, he said, "As long as you can...... Happy, I can ...... Protect you, that'...... It's nothing. ”
For a moment, his deep, slightly hoarse voice was blown away by the evening sea breeze......
"What do you say...... Nothing? "I don't seem to hear clearly.
"Let's go...... Blowing again...... I just caught a cold. "Indeed, I forgot that his clothes were drenched all over his body.
When I got up again, I saw that he was walking staggeringly, so I quickly chased after him and supported him, and he did not refuse as if acquiescing. He seemed to be very tired, and he didn't want to say anything, just walked one foot deep and one foot shallow, and I only heard the sound of the kettle in the school bag, clang, bang......
Suddenly, something occurred to me. Reach out and touch him on the forehead. Yikes! It's hot!
"You have a fever, why didn't you say it earlier!" I'm anxious. Thinking that he still had a mobile phone, I wanted to call 120, but when I found out his mobile phone, I found that the mobile phone filled with seawater could not be turned on. "Broken phone, drop the chain at the critical moment!" I was indignant. Eyes caught a glimpse of a motorcycle coming not far away. I can't care so much...... The motorbike took us to the university town at a high speed. I sat at the back and hugged Lin Ziqian closely, wanting to give him a little warmth......
Ten minutes later, I was so cold that I walked into the door of the Ping An Clinic with Lin Ziqian, who was boiling hot......
No one knows what kind of thrilling sea viewing we have experienced. Under Ziqian's repeated urging, I reluctantly went back to the dormitory, changed my clothes, and went to take elective classes. When I returned to the clinic after class, Lin Ziqian was gone. I think he's probably gone back to his dorm room to rest. The next day, I called his dormitory again and learned that he had asked the counselor for a week's leave.
When I saw him again, it was more than ten days later. He plays on the basketball court outside the restaurant. I wanted to say sorry to him, but I didn't know how to say it. "Hi, Lin Ziqian!" "Hey, Hoshuang!" It's such politeness, such a light breeze.
It was such a light breeze that I ignored his inadvertent gentle affection.