Chapter 44: Willing to be the general of Pingshan (1)

The beauty of love, the smile knows, the mind remains; The pain of love, the teardrops know, the atrium condenses.

If you love you, I want you to smile forever and have no worries.

To love you is to be your barrier, to keep you at my center. Although you don't know my good, Moonlight does. May my love quietly fill your heart with the moonlight, and light the lamp of darkness in your heart.

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Soon after I came back on May Day, during the days when Lin Ziqian and I took leave after watching the sea, everyone knew that Shan Ruoshui and Lin Ziqian completely turned their faces. Later, Lin Ziqian made frequent mistakes in his work and handed in his resignation, but the school leaders did not agree, but just asked him to write an examination. For a while, everyone speculated about what the reason was. I don't know where these rumors came from, I'm worried about Lin Ziqian.

In late May, the weather gets hotter. I knew that there was another month before the exam, and before the final exam, we had to take English level 4, so I told Shan Ruoshui that the sketch class would be suspended and the class would start again after the school started in September.

Today is the last class, and after it was early, Shan Ruoshui watched me finish packing up all my things, and said with a smile: "It's still early today, let's go, I'll invite you to have supper!" ”

"Why are you embarrassed to ask, you don't charge me tuition, students should ask teachers! What do you want to eat, you say? I'm in for a treat! ”

"Good! That's going to cost you a lot! Let's put these things here first! Take it back when you have time! "Shan Ruoshui and I walked out of the art studio side by side.

Shan Ruoshui made a phone call, and we waited at the north gate of the teaching area.

"Sister Ruoshui, where are we going to eat?"

"A place you don't know but I know......"

"It's so mysterious!" My heart is a little empty.

After a while, a black sedan came by, I didn't recognize the logo of the car, I didn't know what brand it was. "Uncle Li, let's go to the Wishing Coffee Western Food ...... in the city," the driver drove us to the city.

"After thinking about so many ways, we still can't bring down Lin Ziqian, will he suspect us?" You Yingying asked.

"Not for the time being, all the evidence points to Qin Fanghua, and our plan is seamless." Han Yucian deliberately lowered her voice and said.

However, Lin Ziqian ...... Not to mention the bill of lading, do you have a good idea? ”

"An important person has appeared," Han Yucian stared at the black car that had gone away, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "killing three birds with one stone." ”

Sitting in the car, I sneezed twice, and the night breeze was quite cool, after all, it was the sea breeze. Looking at the dashboard of the car, it has run to 80. "It's going to be so far for a late-night snack......" I muttered to myself.

The first time I ate Western food, I felt in a hurry, the knife and fork did not obey the call, and I wanted to grab the steak with my hands...... I had to give up, or ...... Shan Ruoshui on the opposite side has an elegant posture, which makes me think of Lin Ziqian unnaturally...... He is also so elegant and noble, leisurely and leisurely, even eating is a pleasing painting......

Shan Ruoshui saw that I was distracted, and beckoned to order dessert, mousse small cake, I like this, holding the big fork of the forked steak and dividing it by two to solve the small piece of cake. I didn't see at all that there was a paper bag next to the plate with a small fork for eating cake and wipes for wiping your mouth...... Shan Ruoshui pulled a tissue on the table, covered her mouth and smiled, I think her smile is so elegant and moving.

"Do you know why I brought you here?" Shan Ruoshui smiled and forked the cake with a small fork, but he didn't eat it, just forked, again, again......

"No...... I don't know! "I felt a little hairy in my heart, and I thought her smile was a little fake.

"Because I once discovered Lin Ziqian's secret here, a secret that is deeply hidden......"

"What secret, I want to know!" I behaved eagerly. Ha, Lin Ziqian's secret, of course I want to know, I can taunt him when I see him again. His secret is his weakness.

"Do you really want to know? Got it, but it's a price to pay......"

"Huh?"

"Teasing you, watch you scare!" Shan Ruoshui smiled softly, then put down the small fork, I glanced at the cake, it looked miserable, and I felt a chill in my heart.

"For the sake of our master and apprentice, I'll tell you...... Lin Ziqian, he likes you...... Is it the kind of love that is hidden deeply, don't you feel it? ”

In an instant, my mind crossed countless images: on the radio, his gentle and earnest exhortation; On the rooftop, he gently stroked my weeping cheeks; In the hallway of the dining room, he gently held my hand; At the north gate of the school, the daffodils thrown by Lin Ziqian; At the east gate of the dormitory, Lin Ziqian's slightly closed eyes and white back; Outside the exit of Huancui Lake and the library, Lin Ziqian's bicycle appeared at the right time; Qilin Square, Lin Ziqian's breathing closer; In the aisle, he tapped the hairline of my bangs; In the shadow of apricot blossoms, Lin Ziqianyu holds a harmonica; In the sea of wisteria flowers, Lin Ziqian hugged with a slight tremble; On the beach, Lin Ziqian waded through the sea with me on his back......

I closed my eyes, perhaps, I couldn't ignore that his love was always by my side, but I, unnoticed, would not admit it.

When I opened my eyes, I was looking at me with the pair of water-cutting eyes of Shan Ruoshui. There was incomprehension, reluctance and resentment in his eyes.

"He Qingyin, why did you make Lin Ziqian like you?"

I finally understood that I was going to the Hongmen banquet today.

After a quick turn in his head, he said: "Sister Ruoshui, you misunderstood, don't you know, Lin Ziqian and I are high school classmates, and we are related, he is the child of my third uncle and grandfather......" I tried my best to make Shan Ruoshui believe.

Sure enough, Shan Ruoshui showed a hesitant expression. "How do you explain that he has your words and your email address in his wallet?"

"Oh...... What the...... What do I write? ”

"Qingge is so charming, melancholy looking at the end of the world."

"Well...... I remembered," I was secretly surprised. "Once Lin Ziqian asked me to engrave a few words for him and said that he was going to give it away, so I wrote it and asked him to see how it was, and asked him to reply to me by email!"

"He Qingyin, you just make it up!" Shan Ruoshui slammed the coffee cup in his hand onto the table, "Lin Ziqian's bicycle never carries people, but it carries you." Lin Ziqian never used his clothes, but he got a fake Burberry scarf to hide it from you. Lin Ziqian never buys gifts for others, but buys hairpins for you. Lin Ziqian never brought a female companion to the party, but he took you there. Lin Ziqian is independent and never asks for help, but begs me to teach you how to sketch...... He Qingyin, don't think you're smart, you can't hide anything from my eyes, let me tell you, be honest and take the initiative to stay away from Lin Ziqian! ”

"Don't you already have a male ...... I understood...... "Before I could finish speaking, Shan Ruoshui had already gotten up and walked away. Na's slender back disappeared into the neon-lit hallway of the western restaurant.

I stared at the end of the hallway, my mind in a mess. Come to think of it, Shan Ruoshui has a deep prejudice against me, and I can't learn sketching from her anymore in the future, Lin Ziqian, is what Shan Ruoshui said true? Don't you like to ridicule me, taunt me, or even take advantage of me? But, of course, I admit that you may be a little different to me......

I went to the front desk to check out in a trance, only to be told that someone had already paid. Stumbling out of the door, Driver Li just now came out of the black car and said to me: "Ruoshui told me to take you back!" Get in the car! ”

After I sat down mechanically, I suddenly remembered and asked, "Uncle Li, what about Sister Ruoshui?" ”

"I took a taxi home. Her house is just two stops away, not far away. ”

I suddenly remembered that Shan Ruoshui's father was a high-ranking official in the city. "You're Uncle Shan's driver?"

"yes!" "That's really bothering you!"

"It's okay, don't be so polite!"

I then kept silent. Just staring at the street lamps of bright water lotus flowers flying quickly outside the window. recalled what Shan Ruoshui said: "Do you really want to know? I know, but it's ...... to pay the price" "You take the initiative to stay away from Lin Ziqian!" ”…… How could I take the initiative to approach Lin Ziqian!

A few days later, one morning, I went to the toilet during recess and came back to find a note in my textbook. The handwriting on it is familiar to me, Lin Ziqian's handwriting, and I will meet at KTV on Friday. I thought, it's going to be another feast, and I don't want to get drunk. In three or two clicks, he tore up the note and got up and threw it in the trash can at the back of the classroom.

Lu Yaoyao turned her head to look at me, facing my slightly angry eyes. I walked past her indifferently with my head held high. Once you sit down, concentrate on memorizing English words.

After a relatively peaceful week, I found a note in my book again. The words are a little crooked, like Yu Haibin's words, but not too similar, and they read: Meet at the Zhiyuan Bookstore west of the library at eight o'clock in the evening, I have something to give you. on the waterfront.

I thought it was tonight? Turning his head to search for Yu Haibin's figure, he saw him with his head down and headphones plugged in, and he couldn't tell what he was looking at.

Susan didn't know where she was going crazy again, and she didn't even have anyone to talk to. The eldest Xiaohong and the third Lu Xue are ready to accompany their boyfriends. I walked over to the dormitory with a note in my hand, not knowing whether to go to the appointment or not. I looked at the alarm clock on the desk, it was 7:23, and if you want to go, you have to go, the library is far away.

The sky was very overcast, and it looked like it was going to rain. I put on an umbrella, put on my backpack, locked the door to the dormitory, and went out.

Reading a book in a bookstore, before you know it, time flies. It was past nine o'clock, and the boss came to say that it was going to close, so I had to put down the book in my hand and walk out of the bookstore. I thought: Yu Haibin didn't come, he still didn't want to see me, but he made an appointment with me but regretted it......

There was something cool on the face, not tears, but raindrops. It's raining. I pulled my umbrella out of my backpack, opened it, and walked along the west wall of the school's teaching area towards the dormitory. It's a little closer to walking this way than walking through the entire campus. However, this road is not in the school, and it is even less crowded at night, especially on rainy nights.

Listening to the sound of the rain hitting the umbrella, I mustered up the courage to move forward.

Suddenly, several pairs of shoes appeared in front of me...... blocked the way. I raised the umbrella a little higher to see who it was. The lights were dim, and several people who came were wearing heavy raincoats, and they were wearing masks, so they couldn't see their faces clearly. It's not normal to wear a mask in May, do they all catch a cold......

When I was thinking nonsense, one of the leaders spoke: "He Qingyin, right? ”

"Ah, yes, who are you?" "You're the one you're waiting for!" Then a few people tried to catch me, so I quickly put my umbrella in front of me and ran towards the west gate of the school.

But they immediately caught up with me. The umbrella in my waving hand was also taken away. After shouting for help twice, his mouth was also blocked by a handkerchief, and his hands were tied with ropes by two people. I knew they had come premeditated, and I couldn't beat the four of them, so I had to quiet down and make another plan.

But I didn't expect the other two to come up and take off my clothes, I struggled desperately. The harder they attacked, I could clearly hear the sound of my underwear shattering. I was really desperate. Big tears welled up.

"Hey, it's painful to cry!" One of them said. The other approached me with a wicked smile, his hand restlessly grossing over me, and I shook my head vigorously and struggled with all my might. I could faintly see a tear mole in the corner of his left eye. When his hand was about to reach under my abdomen, the other person said, "Forget it, just have a good time, don't forget the purpose of coming, don't mess things up!" ”

He popped a dagger out of his hand and pressed it against my face. "Chick, I'm ordered to warn you, stay away from the people you should be leaving! If you offend someone who shouldn't be offended, you have to pay the price! With that, his dagger slid down his cheek, "You can't seduce people if you scratch your face," and his dagger rested on the exposed shoulder blade.

I suddenly felt a chill, and a piercing pain came to my mind. "Let's go!" Several people quickly disappeared into the dusk of the rainy night. My knees went limp, and I fell to my knees. The rain was dripping down my hair, and I didn't even notice it. The wound hurt more under the rain, but my heart hurt more:

"Shan Ruoshui, what did I do wrong, you want to torture me and humiliate me like this!"

With great difficulty, he groped his way to break free of the rope in his hand, removed what was in his mouth, and slowly put on his ragged clothes with his numb and unconscious hands, lifted his pants, and fastened his belt...... Finding an umbrella not far away, I staggered down in the rain and held it down tightly to protect my upper body...... Tears flowed freely, the wound was piercing and painful, and I, I was stiff......

I had changed into my pajamas and was lying on Susan's bed, my face burning red. Keep your eyes closed, only your ears can hear.

"Why didn't you call the police?" Susan, who returned to the dormitory and learned what had happened, looked at the wound on my shoulder and patted the table angrily.

"Shhhh Let's help her downstairs to see the doctor first, you see that she is burning like this, and the wound is afraid that it is inflamed......" the boss said hurriedly.

"I don't care, I'm going to call the police, I want to see who is so bold and buys murder and hurts people!" Susan rushed out of the dormitory like a gust of wind.

"Let her go, she should have called the police at that time...... Let's help her downstairs first, silly girl, don't you know that you have a wound on your body, why don't you go to the doctor first......" Lu Xue said.

"She was like that...... How to meet people? You didn't see her, crying and shivering in the shower...... Who did it, I know, slaughtered her! Xiaohong grabbed her purse and put one of my arms up......

After a day, there was a real buzz on campus, and everything was said. I was like a walking corpse, drinking only porridge for the past two days, and hiding in the dormitory all day with the door closed and not going out. As soon as they went to class, I locked the door, and I had already unplugged the phone line. Susan was afraid that something would happen to me, and she didn't dare to leave me for a moment.

After a few days, the counselor approached me and persuaded me, and the police also came to investigate and collect evidence. Li Angran sent me a plush toy of a little fat pig, Yu Haibin sent a greeting card of consolation, my eldest brother and sister-in-law invited me to dinner, Shi Zheng and Xiaohong gave me a purple wind chime to hang on the wall above my head with a hook, and Susan tried her best to make me happy every day...... I promised Susan, cheer up, I want to be the best version of myself.

Today, I decided to go to class with them. Susan braided my hair for the first time, and it was a long time to do it, "I'll pin it with a hairpin for you!" She pulled a hairpin out of my bookcase drawer and said, "Weird pretty, when did you buy it?" ”

When I looked up, it was a purple amphibious butterfly rhinestone pearl hairpin given by Lin Ziqian. I snatched it and threw it in a drawer. "I'm not wearing it anymore, it's not early, let's go!" Susan took one look at me, picked up her bag, and walked me out of the dorm. Walking into the classroom, Susan deliberately avoided the crowd, and we chose the position of the teacher in the first row of the classroom, which is usually unoccupied, because it is easy to be monitored and asked.

I listened attentively during class, and when class ended, I heard the sound of pointing behind me, which was expected. "He Qingyin is coming to class!" "She is an honor student in the eyes of the teacher, why didn't she come?" "Honor student? If there is such a humiliating thing, her reputation will not be guaranteed, see what happens to her in the future! "It's pitiful!" "Asking for yourself, provoking Lin Ziqian...... However, Ruoshui alone has done a great job! Give her a lesson, let her know what happens if the toad wants to eat swan meat, and ...... "I pursed the corners of my lips, clenched my fists hard, and my palms hurt."

"Bang bang, bang!" Something fell on the ground with a loud noise, and I hurriedly looked back, only to see a mess, water glasses, books, and pens scattered all over the ground. Susan crossed her waist with one hand, pointed to the faces of the two girls with her right hand, blushed and roared thickly: "Ding Ran, Wang Guifang, if you say such things in the future, be careful for me!" ”

The goddess Susan frightened the two girls by her appearance, Susan has great strength, and it is well known in the department that boys are inferior to her in badminton games. As soon as she said this, the two girls' faces turned pale. Everyone else in our dorm came over to convince them. finally grabbed the angry Susan.

I am willing to be the general of Pingshan.

In the evening, I leaned gently in the crook of Susan's arm, listened to her clear snoring, and silently said in my heart: Thank you, Susan.