My eyes were accompanied by tears that were still shedding and I looked at him with a little consternation, what did he say? Is there something wrong with my ears, and he actually wants to reconcile with me?!

"Promise me, well, promise me."

"I ......"

My throat suddenly tightened, as if there were a lot of words blocked there, and I couldn't pour them out in one go—

Why do you say that if you break up, you will break up, and if you say that you will be reconciled, do you think this is a child's house?

Did you think it out or did it happen on a whim?

And the most important one, can you really accept that I am an intersex person?

He let go of his hand, walked directly to the desk, took out the document he had been looking at just now, and handed it to me: "This is my gift to you, I know, you may need to get used to it, at this point, I don't want to force you, I am confident that you will definitely nod, because I believe that you feel the same way about me as I do for you." ”

I lowered my eyes, a lot of words are really unspeakable, my heart is entangled to death, two years ago when he first said that he liked me, all I needed to think about was whether I had the courage to stand with him, but now, it's not just a matter of courage, but also giving up, some things, I need to pursue all my life, I really don't know if I can do as Zong Bao said, give up being an onmyoji, what does that mean, I really don't dare to think about it.

Stretching out my hand, I took the document handed over by Zhuo Jing with some hair, stretched out my hand and turned the page, and my eyes lit up slightly: "The eye of the unicorn? ”

On the first page, there is a coloring picture of a golden Ferris wheel, and the name explained next to it is 'Eye of the Unicorn.' ’

"I know you like the Ferris wheel, and I don't want to continue to compete with myself, within two years, it will stand up dazzling with the 'Happy World' as a new landmark, although it is still a Ferris wheel, but it is definitely the highest in the country, so far, you are the first person you have seen this, and the reason why it is called 'unicorn eyes', I don't want me to explain it to you."

My fingers were about to tear through the paper of the document, and my brain shook uncontrollably, not daring to think, "I don't understand." ”

Zhuo Jing stretched out his hand and hugged me directly: "Silly, I just hope I can keep looking at you, it also has another name, called Tiantianlun, you are a lifelong VIP who can sit casually, of course, and the only one who has this privilege." ”

It all happened so suddenly, I really didn't know what to do, on the one hand, I coveted the warmth of this embrace, and on the other hand, I seemed to see a lot of hurdles in front of me that I hadn't crossed, and these hurdles reminded me that this embrace does not belong to you......

"Why don't you speak?"

Zhuo Jing hugged me tightly: "Don't refuse me, I don't know if I will be so brave next time, in your place, I can really ignore anything, nothing, as long as you are with me, you are the person who came to my heart when I was sixteen years old, for eleven years, I really can't keep looking at you that you don't belong to me, I don't have that big mind, and I can't let you live in a world that doesn't belong to me." ”

I wanted to wipe my tears, but I couldn't lift my hand at all when I was held by him, so I could only raise my face and look at him with some teary eyes, and the words that came out were very nasal: "That...... I'm a yin-yang person, Zhuo Jing, I'm a yin-yang person. ”

Zhuo Jing lowered his eyes and looked at me with a serious expression: "Leave it all to me, you are not a yin and yang person, and there are some things that you can't choose, so you can't be blamed for this, believe me, I will help you solve it, from now on, no one dares to say that you are a yin and yang person." ”

I trembled slightly, did he still care?

I couldn't see his face clearly, and I seemed to have guessed the result, but I still opened my mouth unwillingly: "How can you help me?" ”

He didn't notice my abnormality at all, the thin lips that were bitten by me were red and dazzling, he raised his hand to help me wipe the tears on his eyes again, and his inky black eyes immediately stuck in my heart, "The doctor I found abroad, they will arrive tomorrow, originally I wanted to send you to a foreign country for surgery, but I was afraid that I would be too busy to take care of you all the time, so I still brought them here, so that I can see you every day......" As he spoke, his chin rested on my forehead, and his voice was very low, "Don't be afraid, The doctors I found are the most qualified abroad, and I have consulted in detail, your situation is not complicated at all, as long as you treat it as a small cold, sleep with peace of mind, and when you wake up, those things that bring you unhappiness will not be seen. “

I suddenly felt cold, he should be warm when he hugged me, but I felt more and more cold, he asked me to have surgery, and sure enough, he asked me to have surgery-

"Why don't you speak, are you afraid, it's okay, if you're afraid, I can stay with you during the operation, I watched you sleep, well, don't worry, everything has me."

I 'heh', from the depths of the body actually burst out of a laugh, this laughter drove the whole body to tremble, even with, more than a dozen small 'hehe' sounds came out together, I know that I must be like a stimulated psychopath at the moment, tears, but the expression on my face is smiling, I don't know why I laugh, am I laughing at my pathetic, or laughing at Zhuojing's wishful thinking?

Surgery? Does he know what surgery really means for the two of us?

Zhuo Jing was puzzled by my reaction, grabbed my shoulder, and suddenly flashed a trace of nervousness in his eyes: "What's the matter, don't you want surgery." ”

I laughed enough, raised my hand and wiped my face vigorously, looked at him and took a deep breath: "Yes, I don't want to have surgery, and I won't have surgery." ”

Zhuo Jing's eyes suddenly turned cold: "Why." ”

The corners of my mouth pulled up a weird arc, and I looked at him with my head half-raised: "Why, you keep saying that you love me, but you really love the Ma Jiaolong you thought was a girl, not me, a yin and yang person, since you can only accept me as a woman, then the current me, for you, nostalgia is just this face." ”

Zhuo Jing stared at me, and a red halo slowly appeared under his eyes, and I knew that this was a precursor to his imminent anger: "You yourself once said that you are going to have surgery, so what is the difference between doing it now and doing it at that time." ”

The corners of my mouth were still grinning jerky, looking at him: "I've changed, I thought everything was simple at that time, but now I know that I'm wrong, Zhuo Jing, you are too willful, although I used to hate my body, but now I don't think there is anything wrong with this body, I am a yin and yang person, for you, maybe it is a shameful thing, maybe you, your family, can't accept it, but for me now, I don't want to make changes to my body for anyone, I am a yin and yang person, it's not a big deal." ”