Chapter 32 When there is poverty at the end of the world, there is only endless lovesickness. （1）

I am like a red leaf chasing water, my life has experienced autumn frost, and my veins and bones are full of muscles. Although fighting, it flies in the wind. But in the end, fate pushed me into the water. Since then, drifting has become the only way for me to survive, the only motivation. Although he was helpless, he endured the sadness of being as cold as autumn water, drifting with the tide, floating, floating......

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This year, I embarked on my return home alone. Silently packed up my things, Lu Xue sent me on the bus. His forehead touched the window and felt the chill outside.

Looking at the scenery outside the window that is so similar to last year, my heart is slightly sad, the scenery is the same as before, and the people are empty and thin.

Without fellow countryman Ma Jing by his side, he can finally let his memories be completely released. Sitting in the car, putting on headphones, listening to Meng Tingwei's sad song, everything last year reappeared yesterday.

Ma Jing and I braved the wind and snow and hurried to the bus station, and when we went to buy tickets, we found that due to the weather, there was no direct bus to our Qingcheng, only to Fangcheng. There was no way, we had to go to Fangcheng and then transfer to Qingcheng.

"Misfortune is not a one-way street, this is really a long detour!" Ma Jing said.

"No way, who let us already come." I patted the snowflakes on my body and said.

I chose a window seat, and Ma Jing sat next to me. We chatted for a while, after the car started, I saw Ma Jing plug in the headphones and listen to the music, I quietly took out the square colored paper in the backpack, one by one the paper was folded in my hand, and after a while, several paper cranes were folded, colorful, very beautiful. The stacking of paper cranes that Susan taught me was not the fastest, but it was easy to remember.

"Yo, origami crane, tell me quickly, do you have a boyfriend?" Ma Jing took off the earphone in her right ear and said.

"Hmm!" I kept my head down so that she wouldn't see the shyness in my eyes.

"Is it handsome? Which department? Oh...... I remembered, that time...... The one who gave you an umbrella when it rained at night, wasn't it? Ma Jing suddenly remembered and said.

"Hmm!" I didn't stop folding the paper crane in my hand, I just whispered.

"It seems...... It's handsome! The complexion is a bit dark, isn't it? ”

"Oh, please, don't ask! Which so much is not! I laughed.

"What's the matter, if you dare to talk about your boyfriend, you don't dare to let me talk about it?" Ma Jing pinched my cheek and said.

My face was filled with a happy smile, and although the wind was howling outside the window and the snowflakes were miserable, my heart felt extra warm because of him. With the vision of a better future for the two of us, I folded a thousand paper cranes all the way, and sprinkled colorful memories along the way, including his agile and vigorous posture, his handsome and handsome smile, his shy and slightly red face, his gentle whispers and gentle hugs, and his heroic and domineering pair of sword eyebrows like an eagle spreading its wings......

When there is poverty at the end of the world, there is only endless lovesickness.

The car stopped, and the driver got out of the car and tinkered for a long time.

"I'm afraid there's a problem with the line!" "It's the engine!" Passengers in the car speculated. I looked at my watch, and it was half past three in the afternoon. I frowned and said worriedly, "Ma Jing, I'm afraid we won't be able to go home before dark." It takes an hour to transfer to Fangcheng. ”

"When you arrive in Fangcheng, before you take the car, call home again!"

"Okay!" I said worriedly.

I didn't know what was wrong with the car, but the driver asked us to wait patiently, and said that a car would come to answer after a while. After another half an hour of waiting, we switched to another car. The car carried us on to Fangcheng.

When the car drove into Fangcheng Station, it was already dark. Ma Jing and I got out of the car in a panic. Go straight to the ticket office to buy a ticket for Qingcheng. But it was snowing heavily, and the last bus was cancelled. The car that had just gone to Qingcheng had also driven away. Hearing the news, Ma Jing and I were panicked, could it be that the two of us girls want to stay here tonight?

Out of the ticket window of the bus station, Ma Jing and I asked the black car drivers around us to know if they had gone to Qingcheng, but the result was none. A motorcycle driver came up and said, "If you two go to the train station, it's still too late." As soon as we heard this, we immediately came to our senses. I didn't care if it was dangerous to sit on a motorcycle in the middle of the night, so I said, "How much, let's go!" ”

Two motorbike drivers drove us to the train station. I sat in the back of the motorcycle, the wind was carrying the snowflakes, and there was a slight sound on my body, but it hurt in my face. When we arrived at the train station, Ma Jing and I didn't care about the slippery road, ran all the way, and finally bought a train ticket to Qingcheng, and we breathed a sigh of relief.

Finally, before the train arrived, I checked my ticket and squeezed into the door of the train like crazy. Because we bought a standing ticket, we found a more relaxed location near the toilet. We just laughed at each other as our nerves relaxed. Ma Jing suddenly patted her head and said, "Oh no! Forgot to call home! ”

"Ah, yes! The family must not go crazy! "I panicked too.

"Where do I have time to call, buy a ticket, the train will enter the station in 8 minutes, and you have to check the ticket......"

"Fortunately, it's twice as fast by train, you can get there in half an hour at most, let's call again and ask them to pick us up at the train station by the way." I say.

"Please borrow light!" Someone went to the toilet and interrupted our conversation. We flashed aside, leaning on the scrubbing pool, and finally could take a break, rest our tense nerves, and calm down our panicked mood.

When I finally went home, I was trained by my parents all the way, and repeatedly emphasized that I must not take the afternoon car in the future, and I must take the morning car to return home.

"Mom, you don't know, this is the first time I've sat on a motorcycle in my life, it's so exciting! It was also the first time to take a train, and I stood by the toilet for half an hour, and I stinked to death, and I was uncomfortable......" Mom and Dad laughed happily as they listened to my nagging.

After returning home, my mother said, "By the way, there was a boy before you came back, his name was from the seaside, and he called twice to ask if you were home, ...... was there." I checked it, and it was the area code of Marina City. Only then did I remember that before I left, Yu Haibin told me to call him when I got home. I found my phone book and called his dorm.

"Hey, hello, I'm looking for Yu Haibin!" I can't wait.

"I'm just, you're finally home?" Yu Haibin said in a reassuring tone.

"Yes, I knew that I would be with you and Wang Qian, you don't know, Ma Jing and I are at the station where you turn in Fangcheng." I regret not listening to him.

"No wonder I went back so late, so it was. You'll come home with us next time......"

"Next time, I must take the morning bus, and I must go straight to Qingcheng! It's hard to transfer stations! I said a little coquettishly.

"Haha, okay, just go home safely. Long-distance calls are very expensive, so you can have a good rest! Good bye! ”

"Wait, don't hang up, I'll give you a gift when we get back to school, do you want it?"

"What gift? Your kiss? I could see the corners of his lips curled slightly. When I heard this, I immediately blushed and said, "I won't tell you yet!" Well, I wish you a happy new year, a happy family, and help me bring a good one to my uncle and aunt! That's all, goodbye! I hung up the phone and hummed and jumped to my house.

"Stop!" My steps faltered. "Honestly, who is that boy?"

"Be lenient with your confession, boyfriend!" My confession scared my mom. She immediately dragged me aside and bitterly explained the disadvantages of dating in college. It lasted fifteen minutes. "Mom, I'm tired, I want to sleep......" "No, you have to listen to me...... I tell you, girls ...... "to be self-respecting" when they are in love, I know, Mom, you have told it three times, and I have memorized it all. I promise once again that I will not affect my studies, and I will definitely remain in the top three grades, and I will be killed by ...... huhuhuhu" I yawned and said.

Thinking of his concerned words at this time last year, he joked playfully...... Tears filled my heart. Innocence can play tricks on people, but in just one year, there is nothing left between us.

The deceased is like this, so why should there be relatives. Drifting like duckweed, who is sorry to take.

I am miserable and drifting, and when will I end up. However, the matter has come to this point, and there are two teardrops.

"Hey, poached eggs, get in touch, 40 yuan a day, send flyers!" My good friend Xiami said. "What flyer? Where to send it? "I suddenly came to my senses.

The cold wind was howling, and He Qingyin was handing out leaflets in the square of the Qilin Leisure and Entertainment Center in the center of the city. She handed it over, and many people waved it away impatiently. He Qingyin smiled and continued to look for the next target.

Lin Ziqian looked at the figure outside the window that was thinner but still round and said, "Zimo, you go down to help the fat girl who handed out leaflets." "Hey, brother, why don't you go? If you invite me to dinner, you just let me hand out flyers on a cold day! I don't --- going! ”

Lin Ziqian put down the knife and fork in his hand and shouted to the side: "Waiter...... ...... knot," Lin Zimo hurriedly covered his mouth. "Zimo, have you washed your hands?" Lin Ziqian looked unwilling. "One-hit win, hahaha!" Lin Zimo smiled and leaned back. Lin Ziqian looked at his sister dotingly, smiled and shook his head.

"Brother, in order to find a suitable replacement for Burberry, I ran all over the streets and alleys of the provincial capital, and I went to the post office to mail it to you. If you bully me, I'll tell my aunt about the scarf you gave you! Lin Zimo squinted at Lin Ziqian while eating.

"Okay, you think I'm afraid of my mother!" Lin Ziqian said disdainfully.

"Aren't you afraid? Hey, hey, hey! Lin Zimo took out his mobile phone and looked like he was making a call, rummaging through the phone book.

"I lost, I beg you, Lin Zimo!"

Lin Zimo closed his phone and said, "Okay, I'll go down, and you have to do what I ask for when I come back......"

Lin Ziqian made an OK gesture. He smiled at Lin Zimo.

He Qingyin saw a little girl walking towards him, dark suspenders, yellow sweater, crystal hairpins of the same color, and bright black hair tied in a slanted single ponytail. She didn't say a word and took the leaflet from my hand.

"Hey, little beauty, do you want your mother to take you skiing? Take this and you'll have a toy for you! She handed a few leaflets to a seven or eight-year-old girl. Sir, you are in such a good shape, you must have exercised a lot! Winter skiing is the most fashionable fitness activity, you are welcome to go with your family and friends, 20% off! With a deadly smile, she handed over a dozen leaflets to a man...... After a while, she clapped her hands and walked over with a smile, as if curious, looked at me carefully for a long time, and stretched out her hand: "Sister, hello, my name is Lin Zimo!" "The familiar crescent-like brows and eyes are crooked.

"Thank you for helping me, my name is He Qingyin, Lin Zimo, that Lin Ziqian ......"

"He's my brother!" Hearing her say this, I looked around and found no trace of Lin Ziqian.

"Goodbye!" The girl said that she was leaving. "Please wait, please tell Lin Ziqian, I will wait for him here at noon tomorrow......" The girl just smiled and left without saying anything.

At night, Lin Ziqian's door was knocked loudly.

"Lin Ziqian, you villain, your words don't count! Leave me and run away, what kind of man! The door was opened suddenly, and Lin Ziqian stood at the door in cloud-white pajamas, sleepy-eyed.

"You've had enough, and you still recognize your aunt's door, yes, have you grown!" Lin Ziqian said with a haha.

Lin Ziqian was about to be hit by a hammer, but he easily avoided it. Lin Ziqian said disdainfully: "Cut, the old trick, I'm tired of playing!" ”

"Are you tired of playing with that one named He Qingyin? Playing peek-a-boo is fun! "Zimo, at a young age, what nonsense is in your mouth!"

"Brother, don't underestimate me, I'm 18 years old, and I'm an adult! Who is that He Qingyin? ”

“……”

"Lin Ziqian, believe it or not, I put your ......"

"She's someone I want to cherish and protect......"

Lin Zi was silent for a while. "Brother, what kind of vision do you have, I think that Sister Ruoshui is the most similar to your temperament, and she is also similar to your aunt's temperament, you are the most right!"

"There are some things you don't understand, so don't worry about adults...... By the way, I forgot that you just came of age the day before yesterday......"

"Lin Ziqian, with your mouth, whoever takes a fancy to you will be angry with you!" Lin Zimo gritted his teeth and said.

"Whoever takes a fancy to you is the real tragedy!" "You, I won't talk to you anymore, you promise me, I'll help her distribute flyers, you have to do what I ask for."

"What do you want me to do?"

"I want you to strip naked!"

"Deal!" Lin Ziqian began to take off his shirt. "What are you doing?" Footsteps sounded downstairs. "Uncle, my brother and I are discussing music!" Zimo hurriedly said and pushed Lin Ziqian into the room.

Lin Zimo glanced at Lin Ziqian, showed the expression of sparing you this time, and left. Lin Ziqian smiled deeply: You want to play with me, little sister, you are still a little tender......

Lin Ziqian closed the door but couldn't hide his sadness: He Shuang, stay away from me...... I'm afraid I'll ......

When there is poverty at the end of the world, there is only endless lovesickness.