The National Day holiday is approaching, everyone in the company is discussing travel plans, and I bought a ticket back to my hometown as always.

Yes, every year on the National Day, I will go back to my hometown and repeat a very important thing - go to my mother's grave to see, write down the thoughts I missed her this year, and what I want to say to her on the letterhead, add a photo of me, and burn it to her in heaven.

It's ironic to say that the day of October 1 that the whole country celebrates happens to be my mother's death day, and it has also become the day I don't want to face. More than ten years have passed, and although the pain has been diluted a little, it will always be hidden in my bones, and the slightest touch will make me burst into tears. This incident has always been the softest and most fragile part of my heart......

After getting off the plane, I changed buses a few times before I finally arrived at my grandmother's house in the countryside, and of course my house. This is the eastern coastal province, although it is in the countryside, but it is not far from the sea. I grew up by the sea......

I have to mention that after I broke off my relationship with Du Zhenbei, I was adopted by my grandparents and raised by them until I went to college. Of course, there are uncles, aunts, and cousins in this family, and they are not separated from my grandparents.

Over the years, everyone in the family has been very good to me and completely regarded me as a member of the Bai family. Because of this, I changed my name "Du Shen" to "Bai Shenshen".

When I returned home, I bought gifts for everyone as usual, ate and talked about homely things. Moreover, Bai Xuan, who is a flight attendant, also happened to be at home on vacation, and with her twitter, this home is also much warmer and lively.

But I always feel that when I come back this time, the family including my grandparents, uncles and aunts have strange expressions, and their eyes are a little dodgy when they look at me, I don't know what is on their minds, and they all want to talk and stop.

"Grandpa, grandma, are you all well?" I asked, a little worried.

Grandma said lightly: "Ahem, it's very good, but your grandfather has a little high blood pressure, it's not a big deal." ”

My aunt interjected abruptly: "Deeply, your sister said to report a tour group to Jiuzhaigou, and everyone will go out to play together tomorrow, so you can go with it." ”

"Oh, then I'm sure I won't be able to go." As I picked up the vegetables, I said nonchalantly, "You don't know, I have to go and burn paper for my mother tomorrow." ”

After saying this, everyone present was silent for a minute or two.

"Hey, you don't have to go this year, take some time to spend with your grandparents, you see you come back once or twice a year," said my aunt again, "After a while, we can help you burn it." ”

"How can I do that, I've persevered for more than ten years, and this year is no exception."

At this time, my grandfather, who had not spoken for a long time, sighed deeply and looked solemn. He said, "Deeply, listen to me, you don't have to go to your mother's grave this year......"

"Nope." I vetoed it directly, and when I looked up, I saw everyone's expressions looking at each other. In such an atmosphere, even fools can see that they have something in their hearts.

Just when I couldn't sit still more and more, and wanted to ask a question, Bai Xuan put down the chopsticks heavily and rushed out: "I said you don't hide it from my sister, tell her quickly, see you hide it so hard, I'm really-"

"Xuanxuan!" Her uncle shouted at her.

I was a little confused, and my anxiety gradually increased: "What is hiding from me? ”

"It's okay, let's eat." My grandmother added a chicken leg to my bowl and changed the subject, "Deep, you see that you are so thin, what do you usually eat?" ”

Where did I still have the heart to eat, so I asked my cousin again and again: "Xuanxuan, what did you just say?" I didn't quite understand, what the hell was going on? Tell me! ”

"Okay, I say!" Bai Xuan ignored the resistance of the others present and said directly, "Sister, just two months ago, my aunt's grave was destroyed, it's really bad!" My dad went to the police, but it didn't work, and the police came to see it and ignored it, saying that it was an ordinary civil dispute and that we should resolve it privately. ”

After being stunned for a long time, I didn't say anything, immediately threw down the dishes and chopsticks, and immediately rushed out of the door, heading towards the grave mountain a few kilometers away. My grandmother kept shouting at me, chasing me, stopping me, and I couldn't hear me at all, and I was running towards my mother's grave.

After running frantically for two or three thousand meters, I came to the foot of the mountain where my mother was buried, and I could no longer see the grave full of wild grass and the tombstone. I climbed desperately up the hill along the path, and as I approached her grave step by step, I found that the tombstone had fallen to the ground, broken into several pieces, and my mother's name, "Bai Xue", had been split into two parts.

Not only that, but the grave has been bulldozed, and the pile of dirt next to it can be seen...... I walked over with heavy legs, and every step felt like I was stepping on the tip of a needle. When I finally got to the pit, I saw that it was bare, black, and rotten...... The coffin, I felt like a "boom" in my head, and the blood all over my body was rushing up.

In just ten seconds, as soon as my eyes were dark, the whole person fell into the pit uncontrollably, and I vaguely heard the mournful shouts of my grandmother and grandfather behind me, and then I fell unconscious......

When I woke up, I was already lying on the bed in the county hospital, surrounded by my grandfather, grandmother, uncle, aunt, and cousin, all of whom were concerned about me and asked me if I was better.

I had a splitting headache at the moment, and I glanced at the alarm clock on the wall, it was already eleven o'clock in the night. What happened during the day also began to fill my mind little by little, and I soon knew what was happening, and that great anger gradually overwhelmed me.

"Who did it?" I stared at the ceiling and uttered these words.

"Child, you don't care about it for now, take care of your body." My grandmother caressed my hair lovingly.

"Tell me, who did it?" I yelled uncontrollably.

The others remained silent, as if they didn't want me to know more.