Chapter 62: For Whom to Lose Weight and Lose Radiance (2)

Over the years, I followed the footsteps of memory and quietly approached, wanting to hear your heart. But you've pushed me far, far away. For whom am I emaciated and disgraced?

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In the past few days, with the introduction of the results of the college promotion, everyone's mood has also changed from boiling to calm, and my mood is the same, from the first time I heard the rumors to the last to see the truth, Lin Ziqian's betrayal, when everyone in the dormitory did not know, I was sad and depressed alone for a while, and miraculously came to peace. It's as if I knew this was going to be the outcome. Surprisingly calm.

Two weeks later, I returned to Marina City again. Walking on the campus road that I have stepped on several times a day, the same is tired, and the difference is the weight of the blocks in my heart. In the past, I used to run all day long to take the exam, but now my brain is still very tight, but I am hesitating about how to go in the future. I haven't seen you for a few days, the campus is greener, and when I see my classmates, I am so tired that I don't want to socialize, maybe it's because my body is nervous to relaxed, and more importantly, I have to treat my heartache.

Sometimes I laugh at myself: I persuaded Susan to stay away from Lin Ziqian, and tried everything I could, but I still threw myself into the net, and now, I am covered in bruises, who can I blame?

"Dick? Dick? You're in a god's errand! Do you hear us? Next Monday, our department will hold a graduation dinner, which is to have a 'casual dinner'! Hurry up for who you want to give your graduation gift to! "The boss Jiang Xiaohong's slightly dark complexion shone with a healthy glow in the light.

"Oh, I see!" "Why are you so uninterested in everything all this time?"

"Eighty percent of Yu Haibin didn't get in, and our second child is sad and angry, so it's a little unrelenting, haha, I guess right?" The third Zhang Lu Xue clapped his hands and said excitedly.

"Fei Ye, Fei Ye ......" Hearing Susan say this, I was startled, could it be that she knew that Lin Ziqian and I ...... "I just taught a hexagram, the hexagram shows that the second child has a new fortune, I watched the stars at night, and saw the red luan star moving ......"

"Susan, you're talking about yourself!" Lu Xue and I said in unison, and everyone laughed together.

I really miss the time when the four of them laughed together! Even if you have to face separation soon, it will not reduce the sadness, and you really don't know the taste of sorrow when you are young! Later, slowly going away, some people got lost, some people became "familiar strangers" in WeChat, more than ten years of time, we have become like this, how I hope to go back in time!

At noon, I accidentally got the food I bought back from the restaurant to the ground, looking at the soup on the ground, I felt distressed and helpless, so I had to pick up the broom and sweep it up first.

Suddenly, there was a "clang" sound, the door opened, which startled me a lot, I thought that the dormitory aunt was checking the heat quickly, and hurriedly looked at the door, it turned out to be Susan back, carrying the food she bought. The face is gloomy.

"I, I'm ......" I stuttered a little in fright, and Susan, apparently seeing the mess, threw her food on her table, and then jumped onto the bed, uncovered by the mess, and lay like a corpse. I quickly sped up the sweeping motion. "Wait, I'll be able to clean it up soon!"

"Qingyin, I advise you, don't be friends with Yu Haibin anymore!" Susan said with two eyes fixed on the bed.

"What's wrong? What's going on? "I was curious.

"What's the matter? Eventually, I saw Yu Haibin smoking in their dormitory, and he was still pouting Lee to smoke......" Susan said indignantly, gritting her teeth.

I laughed in my heart: it turned out to be for this! It's not that I don't know that he would quietly go out on the days when he was studying in the library, and when I came back, I could smell the faint smell of tobacco. During this time, he was not admitted to the college entrance examination, and he was also very depressed. Now I feel like I've ignored him for a long time...... He also ignored the message in Susan's words.

"Hey, hurry up and clean up, I can't get out of bed!" Susan's cry pulled my thoughts back. "Second child, I don't want to eat anything, they all go home, Yu Haibin goes home, go home proudly......" Susan's pained and helpless eyes made my heart tremble.

"That's good! Mine just spilled on the ground, thank you for the meal, you are such a sweet little mouse! "I deliberately spoke lightly to make her happy. Who knew that this mouse, who usually regarded eating as extremely important, didn't say a word.

When I had finished eating, and seeing that she was still lying in silence, I went and dragged Susan up: "Dear mouse, eat a little more, okay?" Otherwise, when my brother Li comes back, you will be hungry and become a rat, and I will be dismantled by him! Oh, I just bought a pair of chopsticks and lend them to you, okay? ”

Watching her eat a few mouthfuls helplessly, I sighed for a while: I will not regret the gradual widening of the belt, and I will make people haggard for Yi! You eat slowly, I'll have to brush the chopsticks later! I deliberately pouted, I wanted to tease her, but Susan put down the chopsticks with a "snap", "I'll never use your stuff again!" As soon as he slammed the door, he went out.

I shook my head helplessly, picking up the scraps. Ay! I was really spoiled by my brother, and my temper is getting bigger and bigger. It's no wonder that my brother is not here to accompany her, and she is suddenly one less person, which is also strange and depressed! I'm the only one in the silent dormitory at noon today: are you all home? Lin Ziqian, what about you?

As soon as this thought popped into my mind, I was so sad that I wanted to cry. What about the people who once said they loved me? Men's promises are perhaps the least reliable.

I didn't feel the slightest drowsiness, so I picked up my school bag, loaded the books for the computer level 2 exam, and put in the books I had read recently: Lu Yunbin's "Chinese Blues", Zhang Manjuan's "Mandarin Duck Tattoo", Junichi Watanabe's "Shadowless Lamp", Tomoko Yamazaki's "Looking Home", Thackeray's "Vanity Fair", and, of course, Mérimée's "Carmen".

I touched the yellowed cover of Carmen and imagined the beautiful and cunning gypsy girl "If I am not allowed to do anything, I will do it immediately!" "I'd rather burn the whole city down than go to jail for a day!" Unwilling to live an ordinary life, she committed suicide by drawing a knife in front of Don Jose, defending her freedom of personality and maintaining her true colors of life until her death.

"Hey, how nice it is to be like Carmen, free and unrestrained! For whom am I emaciated and lost my glory? What about Susan? ”

I picked up my bag and walked towards the library with a determined stride.