Chapter 52: How Sentimental Can You Be (1)

The rings of the sycamore in the courtyard of loneliness have increased, and no one knows about it. When the bright moon in the sky is flying, no one understands.

Ask how much sorrow you can have, just like a river of spring water flowing eastward.

My dear, in this life, I wish to go up and down to the Yellow Spring, just to get you a long life.

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Lin Ziqian walked out of the restaurant quickly. Shan Ruoshui caught up from behind: "Lin Ziqian, I don't care, I know you are for my good, but I just want to be with you......" Shan Ruoshui cried, her voice sounded behind Lin Ziqian, Lin Ziqian gradually moved away, and soon he couldn't hear it.

Lin Ziqian stood in the courtyard, looking at the bright moon, and muttered to himself: "Mom, twenty-two years ago, was it very painful when you gave birth to me?" But don't you think you're the happiest with your dad by your side? Mom, I don't want an expensive birthday present, just a caring greeting from you......"

Lin Ziqian looked at his phone, and the screen was still quiet. Nothing. He Qingyin did not come to the provincial capital and did not call him. He whispered, "That's fine! I can't let her be like my mother, there is no love, only bitter hatred...... But how can I lose control of my heart more and more? What am I going to do? ”

Lin Ziqian entered the room, looked at the snow-white wall in the spacious living room, and sighed. He found a photo in a drawer. In the photo, the mother has fashionable curly hair, a pair of big eyes like the brightest stars in the sky, and the corners of her lips are full of happy smiles. How similar is the father in the photo to his current self, he is simply a copy of his father, the smiling eyebrows and eyes are curved like a crescent moon, and his upright body is like a green pine and a bamboo......

He still remembers his father teaching him how to write names. The word "Li" should be written horizontally first, Yao, so that it can be written vertically, and it must be noted that it is horizontal and vertical...... Write again, like this, write again, like this...... Ziqian, you don't have to draw a "3" instead of "" every time, you have to write like this......

He still remembers that his father always likes to tap his mother's bangs on the hairline, "You, you are too stupid, children must be patiently taught, where are you born to be extremely smart." ”

He never believed that his father loved him and his mother so much, so where would he really give up going abroad? Later, he fell in love with other women and abandoned him and his mother......

The memories of the past made Lin Ziqian fall into great sorrow, and he put the photo away with tears in his eyes.

"Hey, have you heard, after Lin Ziqian was shortlisted for the top 10, he passed all the way, won the best host award, and came back with the grand trophy." Susan and I were eating at the restaurant and heard the girls around us talking.

"Do you hear me, he's back, aren't you going to congratulate him?" Susan asked, tugging at the corners of her lips.

"Who?" I deliberately pretended not to know.

"Lin Ziqian, Qingyin, don't tell me that you ran to the school Internet café for four or five days in a row and froze cold, not to watch Lin Ziqian compete? He gave you a big stack of books, and you have one hidden under the mattress, are you afraid that I will see it? Don't dare to hide under the pillow, don't you know that I live in your lower bunk, and you can see it clearly when you look up? You stupid pig, do you want me to say, did Lin Ziqian write anything in the book? Susan blinked and exclaimed, and the people around me looked at me, and I blushed.

"Good for you, Susan! See that I don't hammer you, dare to joke about your sister's affairs! "I didn't care about eating, so I ran after Susan. Susan ran to the door of the restaurant. A man happened to come in the doorway, and I was pulled hard by Susan, and I almost collided with him, thanks to which I leaned over, but still stepped on his left foot.

I was pulled by him, I looked at the shiny brown casual leather shoes that I stepped on, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to! Hearing a cold snort in the man's nose, I quickly looked up and wondered who was such a big name and didn't even accept an apology.

I saw Lin Ziqian coldly raising his eyebrows, his brows furrowed, and his face was displeased, as if a bad star had descended into the world. I quickly put on a smile: "You're back?" Congratulations! Oh, Susan is waiting for me to eat, I'll go first! ”

Suddenly, I felt that my arm was being pulled by someone, and a low and pleasant voice like a deep spring sounded: "He Qingyin, I want to leave if I step on it, it's not so easy!" You're ready for today's meal! Let's go, go up to the second floor! "I was dragged by him to the staircase on the second floor, and when I passed Susan to get my satchel, I saw Susan cover her mouth with her hands, and she couldn't hold back her laughter. I wrinkled my nose at Susan.

"Suffocate you stinky rat!" I turned around and said as I went upstairs. I saw Lin Ziqian behind me looking like a villain who had succeeded in his treacherous scheme, although he didn't laugh, but this kind of expression was more seductive than laughter, and it made me feel more aggrieved and depressed. I stamped my feet upstairs to vent my resentment.

"Thanks to the fact that this staircase is not made of wood, otherwise with your weight, you would have fallen to the first floor!" Lin Ziqian teased my weight in the back.

I turned around angrily and was about to scold him, when I heard him point at me and say, "You said that when I come back, you will give me the wind!" Then you're welcome! "I hated it so much that I had to keep silent. I'm afraid that he will deliberately ask for some expensive dishes, so that I won't be able to find my mother with the money for my meal card.

I took two dinner plates, handed one to Lin Ziqian, and said generously: "Say, what do you want to eat?" ”

Lin Ziqian snatched the plate in my hand, put it down, and said with a smile: "Go over there and order!" ”

"Huh?" My eyes were wide open, and my expression was pained. Lin Ziqian looked at He Qingyin's surprised and distressed look and felt funny, and the dimples on her face were also torn long, which looked interesting. Lin Ziqian thought to himself: How long has it been since I saw her like this? She finally stepped out of the shadow of that incident and let her life be full of sunshine! For today, I am willing to give whatever I give!

I stuck the card in the card reader. Waiting for Lin Ziqian to order.

"Master, one sweet and sour pork ribs and two rices from table 3!" Hearing Lin Ziqian shout like this, I was secretly surprised in my heart: Why, Lin Ziqian also likes this sweet and sour feeling?

After the master finished typing the card, I took it down. "Let's go, go over there and wait!" "Don't you order again? Is one enough? "Didn't you eat with Susan just now?!" "Oh......"

When the sweet and sour pork ribs were brought to the table, I looked at the red and sour dishes, and my saliva was about to flow down. I didn't care about Lin Ziqian, so I got off the chopsticks first and feasted on it. Lin Ziqian, who was opposite, just looked at me quietly with a smile on his eyebrows, and poured a glass of water.

"Hey, why don't you eat it? It's delicious, you can taste it, it's better than the master on the first floor! I said as I chewed. Maybe he was in a hurry to eat, and he choked on his throat as soon as he spoke, "Ahem! I was patting my chest with a hammer, and Lin Ziqian handed over the white porcelain cup and said, "Water!" I know that you will choke, really stupid, can't talk when chewing something in your mouth, can't eat, sleep, learn Chinese, don't even know this? ”

Seeing that my face was flushed with coughing, Lin Ziqian's concern turned into a smile again.

He smiled like this as warm as the morning sun in Sanchun, his thick eyelashes blinked suddenly, and his eyes closed like lotus flowers in midsummer. I'm crazy to watch......

Neither of us spoke, and I didn't know what was going on in his mind. But that night, his hesitant and affectionate words suddenly sounded in his ears: "I...... Miss you, do you have ...... Miss me...... "I came back to my senses.

Looking at Lin Ziqian's slightly pale and emaciated face, I suddenly said: "Lin Ziqian, you have lost ...... weight" After saying this, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, and quickly sandwiched a few ribs for him, and said: "Hurry up and eat more, you eat, I will eat sweet and sour pork ribs, I'll order another dish, what do you like to eat?" "Suddenly alert, sweet and sour pork ribs are my favorite, how would Lin Ziqian know? Did he order this dish for me?

Seeing him bow his head to eat, he chewed the rice one bite at a time, but he didn't see the sweet and sour pork ribs on it. I don't think he really likes to eat this. I felt very uneasy. I heard Lin Ziqian say, "I'll just eat a little!" Too much to eat! ”

I reluctantly picked up the ribs and sent them to his mouth, but he stepped back, so I had to say, "Then you can eat a little bit too, it's really delicious, sweet and sour, eat this appetizer!" ”

He was pressed hard by me, and he had to open his mouth. The inside of his eyes bloomed with brilliance in an instant, a touch of gentle affection slowly overflowed from his eyes, his eye circles were a little red, and soon, Lin Ziqian lowered his head to eat, and neither of them spoke. The atmosphere was a little ambiguous and awkward for a while.

Several girls next to him passed by giggling, and one of them whispered: "Shan Ruoshui is gone, there are more and more girls around Lin Ziqian!" The other said: "Don't you know her, she is the one who was close to Lin Ziqian and was almost disfigured by Shan Ruoshui......"

Lin Ziqian suddenly put his chopsticks on the table and got up suddenly.

I was afraid that something was wrong, so I quickly grabbed his arm and called him: "Ziqian! Xu was the title that made his body tremble, and he stood there motionless.

"Don't hurt anyone for me again," I continued, biting my lip tightly with my teeth, "It's not worth ......" and I hurried up and went down the stairs from the other end.

Lin Ziqian sat on the stool all of a sudden, and slammed his clenched fists on the table. His hands were white.

"He Shuang, what do you say, how can you say this, how can you say this...... Don't you know, I've always wanted to protect you and cherish you...... But me, but I ...... What should I do with you? A deep sorrow enveloped Lin Ziqian. His brow furrowed.

How sad can you be?

The CET6 exam finally came to an end in mid-December. This time, I don't expect to get much of my score, and I have already burned high incense if I can pass the test. After all, it's hard to make a breakthrough in four months. Thinking about Lin Ziqian is very powerful, not to mention the double degree, but also to take the IELTS test, I don't even dare to think about this.

In the evening, the cold wind howled outside the window, and the clouds were dense with snowflakes.

I was making up notes at the desk in the dormitory, and I suddenly remembered Lin Ziqian. I don't know if he's busy right now. I hadn't seen him for a few more days, and since I had been in the dining room there had been no news of him, and he came and went quietly like a light snow that had just fallen to the ground.

I suddenly wanted to call him. I just picked up the phone and remembered that he didn't like me to call his dorm room line. "Hey, really, the rich boy is corrupt, and he doesn't let him fight if he has an inside line that doesn't cost money, and he has to go so far downstairs to call his mobile phone." I sneered.

"Hey, Lin Ziqian, it's me, He Qingyin!"

"Hmm!" There was a faint sound over there. Soon, the sound of the door closing was heard.

"That...... How are you doing? Can you eat more? ”

"Why, when my conscience finds out, you want to invite me to dinner again? Or have you just paid a subsidy and are fat again? It is completely Lin Ziqian's usual ridiculous tone.

"Lin Ziqian! Really, I was kind enough to be a donkey's liver and lungs, and I wanted to tell you that you were very busy at the end of the semester, pay attention to your body, but since you still have time to ridicule and say that your body is great, then I will hang up! "I'm going to hang up.

"He Qingyin!" When he shouted these three words, Lin Ziqian's heart warmed. He knew that He Qingyin cared about him, and everything he did finally had a response.

"Huh?" I listened to a slow hum. He rarely calls me by my name, and when he does, it's usually not good.

"Promise me one thing!"

"Ahh What's up? ”

"You say yes first!"

"How can this be true? Gotta let me know what's going on, right? ”

"When you go home after the exam, come back to the provincial capital with me!"

"What are you going to do?"

"You'll know when the time comes!"

"You're a real person, I'm not interested there, let's talk about it then!"

"When are you going to talk about that?" I seem to have a hand on my shoulder...... Frightened, I jerked my head back, and the phone slid down my hand, dangling next to the machine.

"Lin Ziqian, you're going to scare me to death!" I put my hand on my chest and complained.

Lin Ziqian didn't smile or speak, just pointed to the card phone behind me. That's when I found out, I hung up the phone, unplugged the card and put it in my pocket.

Before I could turn around, I felt something on my shoulder, and the smell of mint mixed with herbs came to me, a dress, a casual coffee-colored down jacket. His clothes were light and soft, draped over me, and I felt warm at once.

"What a stupid pig, it's all snowing, and you're still talking outside! You won't go to the phone supermarket across the street! His tone was less of the usual mockery and more of a kind of thin anger and pampering.

"How do you know ......"

"I ...... Clever calculation! Lin Ziqian laughed, his eyebrows crooked.

In the faint light, the snowflakes scattered from the sky fell gently and softly on his shoulders and hair. He stood in the light snow like that, handsome and extraordinary, with a distant attitude, like a fairy who had descended into the world, and he was spotless.