Chapter 51 The hardest work is the most pitiful to the sky and the moon

Nalan Xingde "Butterfly Loves Flowers":

Hard work is the most pitiful to the sky and the moon, the past is like a ring, and the past is a jue. If it is like the moon ring finally bright, do not give up the ice and snow for the heat.

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Wait, wait, wait, until the beginning of November, there is no news from Lin Ziqian. But I didn't dare to call anymore. The anxiety in my heart grew day by day. But I still have to take care of my own business. Professional courses are required, and English level 6 words must be memorized.

One afternoon after class. Wang Fang came over and said, "He Qingyin, I asked you to pick up the package that day, did you forget?" Yesterday I went to pick up the letter and saw that your package is still there, don't forget! ”

"Thank you, yes, more than ten days have passed, I have forgotten about it, thank you for reminding me!" I suddenly remembered that the boss fainted that day, and I was anxious to accompany her, and then completely forgot about taking the package.

"Who could have sent it to me? Could it be my mother, she said that she was going to make me a new quilt this year......" thought to herself, so she cleaned up the things on the table and said to Susan, "Susan, you and I will go to the small post office!" ”

"Okay, are you sending something to your junior high school classmate Xiami again?"

"It's not!" I couldn't tell her because I didn't know what kind of package it was.

Susan and I came out of the post office and Susan helped me carry the package. "Qingyin, if it's delicious here, you can give me half of it, it's so heavy, I've walked so far with it!"

"Good...... I know that you rat likes to eat, why do I think this weight doesn't look like eating, and the shape is square! ”

"Hey, we'll know when we get there." Susan said.

With Susan and I taking turns working together, we were able to carry the package back to our dorm room on the sixth floor.

"I'm coming, I'm coming!" Susan quickly took the scissors and unwrapped the package. I hung up my backpack unhurriedly and went to the bathroom to wash my hands.

When I returned, I saw Susan sitting on the ground, looking different than usual.

"What's wrong, it's not delicious, so sad?" I teased her, and my eyes caught a glimpse of a neatly stacked book in the boxes wrapped in layers on the floor. I hurriedly squatted down and took a closer look, it turned out to be the complete collection of Sanmao's works, one after another, beautifully bound.

I couldn't help but close my eyes, it could only be Lin Ziqian who sent me a package, not someone else. He really noticed my every move in the library that day, and didn't deliberately pretend that he didn't know me and ignored me......

"See for yourself! I'll eat! Susan left the dormitory with such a sentence, and I thought she was too disappointed that she didn't see the food...... Outcome......

Flipping through it, the title page of the top book reads: At the end of the world, I am willing to wander with you.

The vigorous and powerful words on the back of the paper are indeed written by Lin Ziqian. Mountains of memories flooded back. I burst into tears. Gently stroking the black words with his hand, he seemed to see Lin Ziqian's pine-like figure in the hazy tears, the curved eyebrows and eyes, and the curvature of the corners of the lips were still so charming......

However, although the end of the world is wide and the cape is far away, where are you?

I opened the list on the package, the address was a provincial capital, but the sender did not know.

I think I finally have a reason to call Lin Ziqian, in fact, I have forgiven him in my heart, but I hate Shan Ruoshui, and I even suffered with him. He certainly doesn't want our relationship to be like this. Then give the other party a step down, the past is over, I don't care about the water alone, Lin Ziqian, let's go back to the original. I just don't know, can I go back to the past?

I went downstairs in a trance and stuck my phone card into the phone. When the familiar ringtone of Lin Ziqian's mobile phone rang, my heart became even more worried.

"Hey, hello, I'm Lin Ziqian!" It's still a familiar greeting, it's still a familiar low and mellow voice, so ironing, it seems that I have been longing for a long time. My heart is less nervous, and it seems that his illness is not a big problem.

"Hello?" When he heard that I didn't speak, he asked suspiciously.

"Lin Ziqian, it's me, He Qingyin......" This time he was silent.

"Well, thank you for sending me the book, thank you very much!" I had no choice but to thank each other to save the stalemate.

"Did you just arrive? Why is the mail of the post so slow? He complained nonchalantly.

"No, it's been there a long time ago, it's me who forgot to pick it up. Is it a birthday present for me? "I guess, ten days ago, it was close to my birthday.

"Oh, didn't you say I'm 11 months older than you!"

"Yes, yes, yes......" There was another silence between them. Lin Ziqian, I heard that you are sick and took a month off, are you cured? Where are you now? ”

"Okay, I'm in the provincial capital. The head of the department said that there was a host contest and asked me to participate, so I didn't go back! ”

"Oh, I see! When will you be back? ”

"What, are you looking forward to me going back and we'll quarrel again?" His banter chuckled out loud.

"Lin Ziqian, you ...... It's best to get back quickly, let's quarrel face to face, so it's enjoyable! I saw him return to his original joking appearance, so I let go of my careful entanglement and said with a smile.

"It's not that you want to quarrel, it's ...... Did you miss me? "Who would miss you! Lin Ziqian, don't be too self-righteous, your mouth is getting more and more oily! People who are not familiar with you are deceived by your appearance! ”

"By far what I am most satisfied with is my appearance......"

"Shameless...... I smiled and stroked the phone's microphone with my left hand, suddenly realizing that we were flirting like ......? Well, now that you're okay, I'm relieved. Then I won't waste the phone bill, I'll hang up! ”

"Wait!" Lin Ziqian said, "The host contest starts in the middle of this month, and until the middle of next month, you can ...... Keep an eye on it! ”

"Okay, I wish you a victory, and I'll pick you up when you come back." I say.

"Well, okay, Hoshuang?" There was a slight hesitation in his words.

"Well, what?" "I ...... Miss you, do you have ...... Miss me? His mellow voice, with a little tentative nervousness, with a little shy gentleness, came through the microphone, and the late autumn wind could not blow away the warmth of the words.

My heart suddenly tightened, this is the first time Lin Ziqian mentioned his feelings positively, how should I answer him, is it that I am anxious about the return of the king every day this month, or ......

Suddenly, I heard myself say, "Okay, no kidding, anyway, thank you for the gift!" Can't you come back for your birthday? Whatever gift you want, I'll send it to you! ”

"Okay, you agreed, if you say yes, then you can send it yourself! I'll send you the address! ”

"Lin Ziqian!" I'm really angry. "I still have to sprint for English level 6, you have already passed, don't delay me, I have time to prepare for your double dissertation and IELTS exam, and ...... next year"

"Thank you for your concern, you don't have to worry about this senior brother's affairs!" Hearing him say this, I immediately hung up the phone and said: Okay, you Lin Ziqian, use your identity as a senior brother to pressure me, obviously go to the same high school, to be honest, he graduated two years before me, and blame himself for studying too bad in high school mathematics, repeating a year before going to junior college, hey!

At that time, I didn't know that behind his playful laughter was the deep affection of Ruhai, and his birthday wish was very simple, just hoping that I could accompany him.

Hard work is the most pitiful to the sky and the moon, the past is like a ring, and the past is a jue.

Soon in mid-November, I wore a down jacket to the school's computer room to surf the Internet, because Internet access here is very cheap, but the various software and hardware facilities are definitely not as good as Internet cafes. I was afraid of sitting for a long time and getting cold, so I wrapped myself in a thick down jacket. After watching it for four days in a row, I felt that I couldn't bear it.

Finally, I didn't wait in vain, and finally saw Lin Ziqian, and I saw that his complexion was fine, but he was thin again......

As I expected, his preliminary round went pretty well. Seeing Lin Ziqian, who was introducing himself, wearing a lead-gray tailoring suit, his gestures were as elegant as at the beginning, he stood in the center of the podium, he was the most dazzling star, and he was born with a radiant appearance...... I looked at him and realized that everything about him was so familiar to me, and since when did I know his every move? Don't......

I watched him from a long distance, watching him dance Latin with his female companion in the talent show, holding the transverse flute and playing "Three Alleys of Plum Blossoms", I seemed to see Lin Ziqianyu holding the harmonica in his hand, and his eyelashes fluttered when he gently played "Spirited Away". Under the moonlight, he looked very handsome and well-behaved with his eyes closed. It's not like usual, either with a cold face that rejects people, or there is no right shape at all for joking and mocking......

I think, Lin Ziqian has a good voice, and his singing should be very good, why didn't he choose to sing?

In the following Q&A, he was elegant, personable, and well-behaved, winning unanimous praise from the judges. In the audience, applause continued. In the applause and approval, he bowed down respectfully to thank him, and his body was like a green pine and cypress covered with snow.

The final simulation host chose the topic accurately, the entry point was novel, and the insights were unique. Of course, he voted unanimously.

The moment Lin Ziqian walked down the stage, I also burst into tears with excitement. However, a white figure in the camera stepped forward and offered a bouquet of fiery roses, and the cry below suddenly rang out.

I read it right, the girl who stepped forward to offer flowers was Shan Ruoshui.

In a flash, the camera switched, and it was already the next contestant who was introducing himself. I trembled and stretched out my numb right hand to clench the mouse, trying to shut down the computer. However, the mouse does not listen to me.

"! What a mouse! I suddenly slammed my mouse angrily, and the boys around me cast disdainful glances. I quickly covered my mouth, what's the matter, haven't I always been gentle and generous, how could I suddenly burst into a foul mouth? Could it be that I have been with Susan for a long time and have been subtly influenced by her?

I am determined not to see Lin Ziqian's participation again, what does it matter to me if he doesn't win the award? I still have to pass CET-6! After that, I still buried my head in books and questions, completely forgetting the existence of Lin Ziqian. It's just that when I read at night, I can't help but take out a book "Thousands of Rivers, Thousands of Mountains" that Lin Ziqian deliberately placed on the top of the complete collection of Sanmao's works, and open the title page, the handwriting on it is still flying uninhibitedly through the back of the paper: The ends of the world, I am willing to wander with you.

There was a slight pain in my heart.

Today, on the way back to the dormitory, I suddenly looked up and saw that the moon was already full. Take a look at the watch, 2004, November 26th, the 15th day of the 10th lunar month.

I forgot that today is Yu Haibin's birthday, and it is also Lin Ziqian's birthday, these two men who are one year apart, they have also given me joy and hurt me in the past three years...... Today is their birthday, I hooked the corners of my lips, squeezed out a smile, and said to the moon: "Lin Ziqian, happy birthday!" Tonight, I miss you......"

Deliberately walking back along the Jiuqu Bridge around the Green Lake, as if I saw Lin Ziqian's cyan figure waiting for me at the end of the Green Lake, the scar left on the shoulder was already very light after rubbing the ointment he gave, but the place where he kissed was like a fire at this time......

I hooked the corners of my lips and smiled bitterly, "You will never shine as brightly as the stars around him, and his momentary affection will be regarded as long-lasting, and you will be the one who will be hurt in the end!" Let's go back to the old days! ”

The stars in the sky are bright and clear, and the moon is dim.

"Thank you, Wakasui. Thank you for accompanying me for my birthday! Lin Ziqian took the wine glass and touched Shan Ruoshui lightly.

"We two, you don't have to be so polite! It's rare for you to come to the provincial capital once, of course I want to do the friendship of the landlord! Shan Ruoshui had a smile on the tip of his eyebrows and corners of his eyes. Surprised, right? I heard that you came to participate in the host competition, so I asked for leave and rushed to the scene, accompanied you, and cheered you on! ”

"Thank you!" Lin Ziqian buried his head in eating and answered in a low voice. Shan Ruoshui also knew that Lin Ziqian spoke very little at the dinner table, and it was Shan Ruoshui who said before, Lin Ziqian listened, and he would talk about anything after eating. Lin Ziqian's elegant posture when eating often fascinates her.

Lin Ziqian's eyes quickly glanced at the phone, and then ate as if nothing had happened.

"Director Zhang is really, I know that you are recovering from a serious illness and let you bother to participate in the host competition!" Shan Ruoshui said.

"Who told you?" Lin Ziqian raised his head and asked.

Shan Ruoshui was startled, but saw that Lin Ziqian did not have the slightest anger in his eyes, so he boldly said, "Guess? ”

"Qin Fanghua!" The two said in unison.

"I knew he was a traitor!" Lin Ziqian and Shan Ruoshui both laughed. Shan Ruoshui was stunned for a moment. How long has it been since she saw Lin Ziqian's smile? The smile was still so charming, and the corners of her lips were so graceful that she wanted to know how beautiful and tender it was to kiss him.

"I asked him to do this, I want to know about you, Ziqian...... I can't let go of ......."

"Ruoshui," Lin Ziqian quickly interrupted Shan Ruoshui, "We have hosted the show on the same stage more than ten times, and there are many opportunities for work contact." You know me, I want to use this host contest to win honor for the school, and at the same time, I want to prove myself! ”

"You don't need any proof, in my heart, you are a natural king!"

"Really? Thank you for your appreciation, it would be best if my mother could think like this......" Lin Ziqian lowered his head, his eyes dimmed a lot.

"You and your mother ......" Seeing that Lin Ziqian didn't seem to want to mention it, Shan Ruoshui changed the topic very obediently. If there's anything I can do to help, just let me know! ”

"Thanks, no!" Lin Ziqian thought to himself, he couldn't let He Qingyin see it, she would misunderstand. Lin Ziqian's hand just reached the red wine bottle in Shan Ruoshui's hand......

Shan Ruoshui's hand gently stroked Lin Ziqian's white and slender fingers, held his fingers and put Lin Ziqian's hand on his face, and said in a voice as soft as a warbler's cry: "Ziqian, don't refuse, don't move, do you know...... We've known each other for three years and two months, and you haven't touched me like this, am I pretty? Everyone I've seen says I'm beautiful, why are you indifferent? Shan Ruoshui's eyes flashed with crystal tears.

"Ruoshui, you are so good, you will definitely find your own happiness...... There are many people who pursue you, why are you so persistent? I can't bear it...... I'm afraid that you will be sad because you fall in love with me, so I decided at the beginning, stay away from you, we said okay, only talk about business, not feelings! ”

Shan Ruoshui cried bitterly and let go of Lin Ziqian's hand. "Lin Ziqian, is your heart made of stone? It's been three years, and even a stone should be covered with heat! ”

"I'm sorry, Ruoshui!" Lin Ziqian took out a piece of paper from the pocket of his suit and handed it to Shan Ruoshui. "Look at it, you'll understand!"

The bright moon outside the window is clear, scattering the clear light of the world. Inside the window, the elegant and long tune of the saxophone seems to tell endless tender affection and lingering lovesickness.

If it is like the moon ring finally bright, do not give up the ice and snow for the heat.