Chapter Twenty-Three: Chuncong Recognizes Amphibian Butterflies

I can't hide my secrets, I can't hide my sorrows, just as I can't hide my madness about loving you, and I can't hide my heartache after parting.

I'm so calm, if you give it, you will hurt. If you want to exchange intoxication for sadness, don't break your gut.

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There is nothing to do, weaving things is popular in the dormitory for a while, everyone has taken action, and all kinds of wool are flying in the small dormitory. I learned how to use crochet first. I knitted two Walkman sets, one pink for myself and the other for Susan, who was dismissive, "Cut, I don't want it, my Walkman doesn't need such a verbose thing!" "Then I'm going to go home and give it to my high school classmate Wang Min.

Later, Lu Xue taught me how to knit a scarf with a stick. The thread I bought was a blue and white two-tone mixed thread. When Lu Xue saw it, she pursed her lips and smiled, "Who did you weave it for, tell me honestly, is it Yu Haibin?" ”

She was told that she was slightly embarrassed and said casually: "No, I plan to knit it for my father and brother." Lu Xue didn't believe it, smiled meaningfully, and taught me how to start, how many needles to use, how to move the needle, and how to pay attention to tightness.

"Why did you knit for your eldest brother so quickly, and it was knitted in one night?" I asked.

"Don't mention it, I regret it, it made me groggy for the whole day the next day, I couldn't sleep if I wanted to, and I was so uncomfortable!" Lu Xue said while shaking her head.

"It's sweet and sweet!" I said with a wink. "Good you dick! Have fun with me! ”

"Oops, please, I'm most afraid of itching, surrender and surrender!"

"Hahaha......"

The most sincere affection between friends emerges in the daily meal, drink, smile and smile. The sweetest love between lovers is also highlighted in the daily day of January, a stitch and a thread. Thinking of that time, the eldest brother and Lu Xue were not afraid of threats, did not worry about the future, did not have the torment of separating the two places to test their feelings, did not have a realistic and cruel situation to explore their meaning, they always looked like sweet lovers, full of happiness.

At noon, I just finished cooking at the window of the restaurant and bought a small bowl of porridge. The small iron bowl containing the porridge was not very stable on the plate, and when it was finally placed, I walked steadily to the dining table.

Far away, the corner of his eye was attracted by a shiny thing, and he couldn't help but look over. When I got closer, I saw it clearly, and it turned out to be a spring clamp that sparkled in the sunlight. Yes, yes, the one I saw in the only jewelry store of Love, inlaid with colored diamonds and pearls. Colored diamonds are mainly blue, supplemented by very light pink, and the color is very good, sparkling. The white pearls surround the amphibious butterfly, which is elegant and noble. Such a beautiful ornament is pinned to the hair like a black waterfall, which sets off the girl's elegant temperament.

Looking over the hair ornament of the amphibious butterfly, I saw Lin Ziqian's crescent-like eyebrows and eyes. The moment he saw me, he didn't want to speak, but he looked indifferent, and although his eyes looked at me, he didn't stop the chopsticks in his hand. Don't blame him, who told me to stay away from me the other day.

He sat there upright, like a magnificent green pine. Dressed in a formal suit, white shirt and royal blue tie. Black hair shiny in the sun. The eyebrows and eyes like the crescent moon will never get tired of looking at them, the eyebrows are curved like the ink-dyed moon, and the eyebrows are as long as the verdant distant mountains. The eyes are like paint, black and white, and they are a little crooked when they are not smiling, and they look better if they laugh. The nose is straight like a tower, like a hanging gall. He eats slowly and gracefully, unhurriedly, as if he appreciates something beautiful.

I obviously didn't expect so many cafeterias at the school to come across at this point in the cafeteria. However, the table on the second floor of this China Resources restaurant is very large and comfortable, and it is a suitable place for lovers to eat.

Suddenly, the soles of my feet slipped, and I patronized to see the handsome guy Lin Ziqian, but I didn't notice that I tripped under my feet, and almost fell, but the plate in my hand was saved, but the small bowl of porridge on the plate was ......

"Bang!" With a bang, the bowl fell to the ground, and the iron bowl made a loud noise, and many people looked over here. "My porridge ......," I said regretfully.

"Haha, haha, I've never seen such a stupid pig!" Lin Ziqian completely gave up the elegant posture just now, put down the chopsticks, stood up and laughed. The beauty was shocked for a while, and when she looked back to see what was going on, she saw a cold and arrogant face, as simple as water. It's really you. It's only you, Lin Ziqian is willing to buy that amphibious butterfly hairpin for you, amphibious butterfly, butterfly amphibious and flying, just like her and Lin Ziqian.

I was about to lean over to pick up the bowl, but I was angered by Lin Ziqian's words. A hand pointed at Lin Ziqian; "Lin Ziqian, don't deceive people too much!" But I saw Lin Ziqian come over and lean over to help me pick up the bowl, and the moment he handed the bowl to me, he whispered in my ear: "I just like to see you angry......"

Before, I didn't know that this was his true words, and I took it for granted that he was taking revenge on me.

Shan Ruoshui walked over gracefully, with white over-the-knee boots, a slim skirt painted in ink and blue, and a large shawl covered with white fox fur, with elegant intellectuality, cold eyebrows and eyes, and a noble temperament.

"Lin Ziqian?" She was inquiring, full of suspicion. thought to himself: "It's her again, Lin Ziqian has a sad attachment to her photo, the last time I met her in Qi Runyuan Restaurant, what entanglement did the two of them have?" always felt that Lin Ziqian was not as cold in front of her as usual...... But again...... It's a bit confusing...... Ambiguous! ”

"Let's go, keep eating, and work in the afternoon!" Lin Ziqian didn't explain anything, he returned to his cold demeanor, turned around and walked towards their table.

I snorted hard at Lin Ziqian's back, and with one free hand, I clenched it into a fist and waved it twice at the slender and handsome figure. Shan Ruoshui chuckled. Lin Ziqian turned his head sharply: "What's wrong?" "Nothing!" Shan Ruoshui smiled and waved his hand, his posture was elegant, I was stupid. is really a pair of beautiful people, but Lin Ziqian's personality is too weird......

"Hello, I'm Shan Ruoshui!" "Hello, I'm He Qingyin!" Apparently, she had forgotten that we had known each other a year ago. Did I change too much or did she have a bad memory? Unknown.

There were no classes in the afternoon, and after an hour's nap, I went to the newly opened second-hand bookstore on the east side of the school to buy books.

When I walked back, I went to the "concentration camp" and bought some snacks. By the way, I said a few words to Sister-in-law Feng. "Little Brother Lin hasn't been here for a while, is he sick?" Sister-in-law Feng asked. "No, he's alive, I met him and his girlfriend at noon today at a restaurant!" I say.

"Girlfriend? You're not his...... Oh...... It turned out that I was busy falling in love! Sister-in-law Feng lowered her head, shook her head with a smile and said. Oh, you're busy, I'm leaving! "I hurried away.

I walked to the dormitory with a book in one hand and a snack in the other.

In the long aisle between the Yanyuan supermarket and the basketball court in the dormitory, I saw Yu Haibin crouching in the corner of the wall, taking two quick steps to approach him. I saw him put his hands in his hair, his hair was messy, and his knuckles were white because of the force. "Yu Haibin, what's wrong with you?" I asked softly.

"You go away!" But his cold and heavy words came, and I suddenly felt like a knife in my heart.

I saw him hesitate for a moment, and slowly raised his head. I was in front of his bloodshot eyes, red, and shockingly bloodshot. The eye sockets were also red, apparently crying.

A weak and choked voice came from the other side of the wall at this time: "You say, why did Sun Lei bully me, why!" "Fine-grained, it turned out to be You Yingying.

Sure enough, as soon as I turned around, I saw You Yingying lying in Wang Qian's arms crying bitterly. Wang Qian found me, looked a little embarrassed, and then said with a smile: "Qingyin, you go back, the internal contradictions in our third class make you laugh." "I knew they didn't want me to know what was going on, so I quietly walked away.

After walking less than ten steps, I could hear the voice behind me: "Don't cry, blame me for being too useless and can't help you with anything." I'll go to Sun Lei to settle accounts! ”

"You dare! Do you want to be friends with him? ”

"By doing this, he made it clear that he didn't see me as a friend...... I ......"

"Woo woo woo woo ......" was another burst of crying.

"Alright, alright, let's stop crying! Is it okay to laugh one? My shadow looks the best when it laughs! ”

"Smack!" With a thud, my hand spasmed, and the book I had just bought fell to the ground, and the woman on the cover, wearing a cheongsam, raising her head proudly, and raising her chin slightly, was looking at me, looking at me coldly, looking at me with a proud expression, and looking at me with mockery...... She is Zhang Ailing.

Life, as she said, is a beautiful robe crawling with lice.

At this point, I finally understood everything.

Zhang Ailing said that the beginning of every love story is always as bright as a flower, and the end is always silent as earth.

On the seashore, let us be silent. I'm not Zhang Ailing, even if I am low to the dust, I can't bloom.

Unconsciously, I walked into Yanyuan Supermarket. I bought a pack of instant noodles and a listen to Tsingtao beer. When I returned to the dormitory, I opened the beer and poured two sips, which made me cough, and the coolness of the beer instantly chilled my whole body. I opened the balcony door and looked at the sun, it didn't set, why was it so cold, it was really the middle of winter. At this time, Mok Wenwei's sad singing voice came from the supermarket:

I know he doesn't love me

His eyes speak to his heart

I saw through his heart

There is also the back of someone else's stay

His memories weren't cleared clean enough

I saw his heart

It's all about him and hers

He doesn't love me though

He still won my heart

So, I finally knew clearly: Yu Haibin, he doesn't love me......

If you want to exchange intoxication for sadness, don't break your gut.