Chapter Twenty-Four: The Drunken Soul Should Chase the Dream of Lingbo, and Share the West Wind This Cool Night.

I don't have a tall building, I don't have an inch of land, I don't even have a single bill in my hand.

But I will dedicate to you, the bright morning light on the thousand hills, and the kiss of love, and the seven daffodils.

-------- Kim Ha-in "Seven Daffodils: Preface"

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"Can you get drunk with beer? Just drank such a small can? Yours is it! I dimly heard Susan say this when she returned. I was drowsy, and after a while, I fell asleep.

In the dream, Shan Ruoshui, who was dressed in white and white skirt, smiled gently and elegantly, and then said viciously and viciously: "Who are you, stay away from Lin Ziqian!" After a while, it was Lin Ziqian who said when he forced me into a corner: "Poor worm! After a while, Yu Haihai's bloodshot eyes were ......

I felt his hand tentatively roaming my back, and I shuddered even though I was covered in heavy clothing. "Don't make a fuss, I'm learning!" I brushed his hand away, and he had to look down at the comics.

But I always felt like something was going to happen...... It was late and there was almost no one on the road. Yu Haibin led my hand out of the east gate of the school and walked forward, he walked fast, and I stumbled a little. The apricot blossom forest in the northeast of the school and the peach blossom forest in this cold season do not have peach blossoms, and the red apricot branches are full of spring.

"What are you doing here? It's dark, it's weird......" I said, looking at the dark sky and the dim streetlights. Suddenly, I felt like I was being stopped by him. Speechless.

We also hugged him on the roof of the school building, and I also asked him to carry it and kiss his earlobe, maybe, this time will be different. I thought to myself.

Even though it was winter, I felt a little sweaty when I was hugged so tightly by him. His hand came in from my down jacket and lingered on my chest for a long time, I felt very uncomfortable, and after struggling for a while, the strength of his hand increased, and the breathing in my ear was much faster...... I don't think it should be like this, I can't see him, he can't see me, it makes me uneasy, shouldn't it start with affectionate kissing first?

As the doubts deepened in my heart, I hurriedly broke free. At this time, his eyes were dark and blended with the night, and I couldn't see his expression clearly. There was silence for a while, and they were speechless. "Let's go!" He didn't have anything to say to me, just coldly threw out these two words.

He walked in front, followed by me, and walked into the dormitory area very awkwardly. When passing by the dormitory in Area A, I saw Lin Ziqian playing on the basketball court. Yu Haibin said: "It's late, you go back!" And he walked away without looking back. They didn't even send me. I stood helplessly. saw Lin Ziqian following Yu Haihai into the dormitory in Block 1 of Area A. I was careless and didn't even find out that Lin Ziqian originally lived on the third floor of Block 2.

I walked alone in despair, and my mind was up and down, wondering how it could have come to this.

Sweating all over. I was so thirsty that I was dreaming again. The past reappeared so real in the dream, but when I woke up, I was at a loss, like falling into a fog. I want to know more and more why Yu Haibin and I broke up.

"Susan, will you pour me a glass of water?" There was an even snoring sound under the bed, and this mouse slept so deeply! After a while, I heard a snap, and it was the boss who turned on the lamp, got up, and poured me a glass of water.

"Thank you, Xiaohong!"

"Be polite to me, go to sleep!" The boss took the cup and slipped into the quilt. It's really cool at night in Marina City in winter. I couldn't sleep when I lay down, tossing and turning, thinking about my past with Yu Haibin and trying to find out what caused us to finally part ways.

After dawn, Lu Xue got up and pulled my quilt. I stood up half and asked, "What's wrong, Lu Xue?" "But I saw that Zhang Luxue's eyes were black, like panda eyes." Did you not sleep all night last night? What happened? Before I could answer, I heard Susan say half-asleep: "Who, so annoying, it's not dawn yet, I'm dreaming of eating a full banquet of Manhan, and the food has just been served......"

Lu Xue and I laughed at the same time, and seeing that the boss was already dressed and ready to wash, I also got up quickly. The plan of the day is in the morning.

I just walked to the gate of the north gate of the teaching area. saw Lin Ziqian's tall and graceful figure like a green pine getting off the taxi. I thought: If you are really a rich kid, we travel by taxi, and we take the bus to buy things in the city. I saw Lin Ziqian striding towards the door. No, isn't Lin Ziqian clean, why is he so sloppy today?

There were several spots of mud on the shoulders of the snow-blue loose wool, a few gray marks on the black long-sleeved warm shirt, and a layer of dust on the leather shoes. Where did you get such a dusty person?

"Hey! Wait, Ziqian, your plastic bag! Qin Fanghua, who was left behind, hurriedly handed a black plastic bag to Lin Ziqian. Thank you, I was in such a hurry that I forgot that there was a professional class this morning. Okay, I'm leaving! ”

"Why don't you go back and change your clothes and go to class again, and wear ...... like this"

"It's too late, you go back!" Lin Ziqian waved goodbye to him.

I stood at the door, thinking, no wonder others misunderstood him and President Qin, and it was strange to see the behavior of these two people!

Lin Ziqian saw He Qingyin standing at the gate of the school and did not go in, but was observing him, and he was amused in his heart. approached and said hello: "He Shuang! "Hi, Lin Ziqian!" She smiled, and it seemed that they had met with a smile and a grudge.

Looking at her again, I felt that she had lost a lot of weight, her original chubby cheeks were gone, and the pear vortex was not so deep when she laughed. His face was pale and his eyes were dark. Lin Ziqian's heart was inexplicably painful.

Lin Ziqian continued to walk forward with the bag, suddenly remembered something, took out a daffodil ball from the bag, and threw it to He Shuang. "Hey, catch it!"

He Qingyin caught it safely, took it and looked at it, then caught up with Lin Ziqian and said, "Why are you giving me a potato, you don't allow illegal electricity in the dormitory, and you can't fry shredded potatoes." ”

"Hahahaha......" Lin Ziqian laughed loudly, he rarely laughed so boldly, which provoked many girls who went to class in the teaching area to look this way.

"It's really lonely, or learning Chinese, see you are so stupid, tell you, go back and raise it with water, put your potatoes in the water, by the way, look at you so stupid, tell you, don't overdo it, expose half in the air!" I'm leaving! After speaking, he scraped He Qingyin's nose with his hand and strode away.

"I'm in such a hurry, isn't it all one point in class! The journalism department is still on the first floor, how close! I muttered to myself. Then he put the weird potato in his shoulder bag and rushed to the school building with everyone.

When I entered the teaching building, I saw Lin Ziqian walking towards him, his body had been cleaned, his shoes were shiny, and his face was still covered with water droplets, shining in the sun. He is the refreshing and outstanding Lin Ziqian again. He didn't seem to see me walking past him and hurried into the classroom.

When I got back to the dormitory at noon, I took out the potato and asked Susan, "Hey, Susan, do you think the potatoes have to be in the ground if they want to take root and sprout?" Why do you need to feed this with water? ”

Susan looked at it and said, "Isn't this a daffodil ball!" Soil culture is also fine, it is better to look good in water. Who gave it to you? "Lin Ziqian!" After saying these three words, I suddenly felt speechless, after all......

"Find a nice shallow water dish, fill it with water, just put it in it, put it in the dormitory, it will freeze on the balcony." Susan finished speaking and left. Fortunately, she didn't delve into why Lin Ziqian sent me this.

Later, when I was in a foreign literature class, Mr. Hu talked about the origin of daffodils and the sad myths and legends. Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl, Echo, who liked the beautiful boy Naxos. But his indifference to all the goddesses' displays of affection angered the goddess of nemesis, and she punished Naxos, cursing him to fall in love with him one day. Naxos, who had fallen under the curse, went hunting in the woods and found a clear lake, he was thirsty and hot, and when he went to the lake to drink, he suddenly saw his reflection in the water, which made Naxos swoon. The figure in the water was so charming that he couldn't help but fall in love with himself.

From then on, Naxos could no longer leave the lake, and wandered by the lake day by day, frequently looking at his shadow, and day after day, the fragrance disappeared, and after death he became a beautiful and fragrant daffodil by the water's edge.

Daffodils are synonymous with narcissism. Lin Ziqian, are you a narcissist? I couldn't help but laugh out loud as I listened to the class. The beautiful female teacher gave me a blank look.

Watching the daffodil balls in the water dish bud and grow leaves little by little, and finally bloom white flowers, fragrant and fragrant. I counted exactly seven.

It, daffodils, white clothes, yellow flower hearts, green clothes belt, lonely and elegant, ultra-earthly, fragrant and elegant, like a slim Lingbo fairy treading water.

Many years later, I learned that one of the flower languages of daffodils is "Please don't forget me!" ”

Lin Ziqian looked at Qin Fanghua opposite, with a helpless expression on his face: "Xiao Qin, can you eat elegantly?" Don't gobble it up, like a starving ghost! How can your family's Qi Wanyun stand you! ”

"No wonder you don't have a girlfriend, and you don't even have a meal." Qin Fanghua continued, but his mouth didn't stop, "I'm called a celebrity and a mercenary, and I'm not informal!" ”

"You ......" Lin Ziqian really can't do anything about him. By the way, how did you do last time? ”

"What's the matter?"

"Don't deliberately pretend to be stupid, it's my classmate's Chinese department He Qingyin's matter, you didn't pay attention? You are the editor-in-chief of the school magazine of the Literary Society! Lin Ziqian was very dissatisfied with Qin Fanghua's attitude.

"You know what, the editor-in-chief usually doesn't go out of the mountain, I have three deputy editors and ten editors, all of whom do their work!" The rice was still hanging on the corner of his mouth, Qin Fanghua was still talking, and Lin Ziqian's eyes were full of smiles.

"It's a big name, slave owner, capitalist!" Lin Ziqian smiled and said, "The tea trees we went to your tea garden last time should be good, right?" A new variety that I managed to get with great difficulty...... Uncle Qin is experienced, you have to learn more from your father. ”

"He hates me when he sees me, likes you when he sees you, you should be his son, and it's not bad to be a son-in-law to my family!" Qin Fanghua pouted and said, very dissatisfied with his Lao Tzu's partiality.

"Qin Fanghua, don't talk nonsense, you know it's not okay......" Hearing Lin Ziqian say this, Qin Fanghua quickly closed his mouth, staring at the plate with a sad expression, and the speed of eating slowed down significantly.

"When my dad saw that you liked daffodils, he gave you the best of his own breeding. By the way, don't you like roses? Qin Fanghua asked.

Lin Ziqian almost choked on a mouthful of food, "Who told you that I like roses?" ”

"Legend has it that Lin Ziqian of the Department of Journalism will dance and give roses to beautiful women."

"Oh, you said that, Rose is fake, it's our dormitory mischievous third child who deliberately wanted me to make a fool of myself when I was dancing, but I caught it in my mouth. When I was done, I threw away the fake flower. There is no such thing as giving a beautiful woman. Lin Ziqian said lightly.

"Denying it so quickly, Meng Jiancong is in hot pursuit, and he went to the Moon Lake playground on a cold day to cheer you on...... Oh, so you like that classmate of yours, by the way, the one who gave you the whistle...... Doesn't it look too ordinary! It's better to ......" Qin Fanghua was talking about Xing when he saw Lin Ziqian put down his chopsticks.

"Shut your mouth and eat, don't gossip so much! Have you eaten enough, go to your business school classroom and talk about our business. ”

"Isn't this a lifelong event? Hey, Lin Ziqian, wait for me, I haven't finished eating yet......"

"I'm in your D room and I'm only waiting for 15 minutes, and I hate people who aren't punctual." Lin Ziqian coldly threw down a sentence, took the dinner plate and put it next to the scrubbing pool, and went downstairs with an elegant posture. Qin Fanghua had no choice but to continue to gobble it up, like gluttony. After eating, he didn't have time to pack up his plate and ran to the teaching area, thinking: "Lin Ziqian, you are playing me, you are riding a bicycle, and I am running...... This must have him off......"

It's been a long time since I've seen a movie. I went to the classroom and watched the movie "Tess of the D'Urbervilles". Tess's beauty is natural innocence. Born at the bottom, she has always stubbornly survived and fought against fate. But she still can't break free from the snare of fate, which is always playing tricks on her.

After being seduced by Yare to lose his virginity, he chose to leave stubbornly and arrogantly, and when she united with Claire, the person he really loved, Claire couldn't accept her past and said, "You are no longer the you I loved at the beginning." "That's the case. When Claire repents of looking for Tess, Tess is already under the pressure of life to live with the sanctimonious Are. Tess accidentally kills Arley and lives happily with Claire for a few days.

Tess is a tragic figure. But her determination and courage to pursue what she loves and pursue a happy life are admirable.

When I think of Tess, I think of the chaste and beautiful daffodils, and when I leave the classroom, the west wind is tight. The drunken soul should chase the dream of Lingbo, and pay the west wind for this cool night.

Many years later, I also like to put a pot of daffodils indoors, and slowly think of the man who is as elegant and noble as daffodils, as if he has all the beauty of the world.