Chapter 54 secretly thinks about what Yurong looks like, a branch of spring snow and frozen plum blossoms. （1）

In the old days, the moon was missing and round, faint and thick. Looking back, there is always a memory stranded in a dream. There is always an emotion that secretly sends a sweet fragrance when I dream back at midnight.

Those loves will be short-lived, as short as a rub of shoulders, a look back; Love will be very long, until the green silk is covered with snow, and the earth is barren.

In this life, if you are a red lotus in the water, I am a red dragonfly in the wind that night, gently staying in the lotus heart and whispering. If you are a butterfly, I will turn into a pair of colorful wings and follow you to the end of the world.

--------- Meng Xieyang, "All the Good Things Are Just in Time"

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When I called my mother, I had to lie and say that Susan and I went to the provincial city to play.

Sit on a train to the provincial capital. Lin Ziqian seemed tired, and his face was much paler than in the morning. His head rested on the back of his chair. I could smell the cool scent of mint coming from his hair. It turns out that this smell is the scent of shampoo. It's the first time I've ever known of such a shampoo, well, I'll ask what brand it is, and it must be refreshing to wash your hair in the summer.

He closed his eyes and listened to the mp3 so that I could get a closer look: the silhouette of his side was the best landscape painting. The eyebrows are curved like strings in the sky, the eyelashes are like black lines drawn by a pencil, covered like black sunlight, the nose is straight like a mountain, the lower end is the gully left by the gurgling stream, and the lip petals seem to be slightly upturned with seductive flowers...... The flower opened and said, "Do you want to listen?" ”

I was scared and excited. I saw Lin Ziqian open his eyes and look at my expression in confusion with a headset in his hand. I took it awkwardly and quickly stuffed it in my ear. After listening to it for a while, I feel that the melody and emotion are good, it's just ...... I don't understand, hateful Lin Ziqian, just listen to English songs, know that you take IELTS, don't bully people like this! I secretly took off my headphones. Quietly put it on Lin Ziqian's side.

Suddenly, my hand was grasped by him. The cool feeling is far from worth the surprise of the trembling of the soul. I was about to break free, but he held it tighter, and he changed his position, palms facing each other, fingers interlocked. His fingers were long, tightly clasped. "Lin Ziqian, you ...... You let go! "I'm really in a hurry.

The corners of his lips hooked and he smiled. Still haven't opened their eyes. But the hand was immediately released. I took my left hand, which he had "ravaged", and saw that my fingers turned red, and I felt a little hot and painful. I glared at him with all my might. Just pick up the newspaper on the table and look at it. Ignore him in anger.

Unconsciously, when I opened my eyes, I saw that my head was leaning on Lin Ziqian's shoulder for some time, and the faint aroma of herbs lingered around my nose.

Seeing that I moved and raised my head, Lin Ziqian stretched his arm, rubbed the shoulder that was pillowed by me just now, and said aggrievedly: "Sore! My face immediately turned red and I whispered, "How could I ...... I'm sorry! What's that...... What time is it, haven't you arrived yet? ”

"What is that! My name is Lin Ziqian! When he said that, I was even more embarrassed. He looked at his watch and said, "It's four-fifty!" It's almost there, there's still half an hour to go! "No wonder I saw it getting dark outside the car window. At this time, the small cart on the train began to sell lunch boxes. I pulled the curtains hard. Force yourself not to look at the cart.

"What's wrong? Didn't get enough at noon in Marina City? Hungry again? Hearing Lin Ziqian speak, I didn't dare to respond, just stared out the car window. I thought: That's true, but I can't admit it, in case Lin Ziqian mocks me again and says that I am a pig-eater......

I was thinking about it, but I heard Lin Ziqian sneer twice and then shouted: "Auntie, I'll buy a box lunch!" As he spoke, he pulled out his wallet.

"Hey, the lunch box on the train is very expensive!" I don't usually take the train, but I know it. But Lin Ziqian didn't hear it.

"Don't you eat? You're not hungry? I hesitantly took the lunch box from Lin Ziqian's hand and asked him tentatively in a whisper.

"I ...... Can't eat...... Who is like you, eating so much at noon and hungry in the afternoon? It's like a starving ghost reincarnated......"

I gave Lin Ziqian a hard look, took the disposable chopsticks, opened the lunch box, and devoured it.

Lin Ziqian looked at He Qingyin's dissatisfied expression, and the pear vortex with a shy smile was momentarily distracted. "Hey, He Qingyin, eat slowly, I won't rob you!" Seeing He Qingyin's appearance, Lin Ziqian got up and went to the boiling water stove to pick up half a cup of water, poured half a cup of pure water, and handed it to He Qingyin: "Slow down, I'll choke again later!" ”

"Oh, thank you!" He Qingyin, who was immersed in eating, was embarrassed to take the water cup handed over by Lin Ziqian. Several people across the seat laughed in unison.

"This little couple is weirdly sweet!" Said a middle-aged couple opposite.

He Qingyin was even more embarrassed, and his face was red to the base of his neck. "Auntie, we're not ......" He Qingyin glanced at Lin Ziqian, and saw that Lin Ziqian was still listening to music with his eyes closed, so he didn't continue to talk, so he had to eat.

"Where is this, you came in by heart?" Seeing Lin Ziqian insert the key into the lock hole of the security door, He Qingyin asked puzzled. "Click!" There was a thud and the door opened. Lin Ziqian pushed He Qingyin into the door: "Of course it's my house!" ”

A strong aroma of daffodils wafts into the face. "Wow, it's so fragrant, Lin Ziqian, do you like this kind of tall and arrogant flower very much!" I sighed as I looked at the cluster of daffodils on the living room table. I suddenly remembered that because of daffodils, Lin Ziqian and I had an interesting past.

Around the customer hall for a week, I saw that although it seemed to be unattended for a long time, the furnishings were still elegant and neat.

"No, your home is not in Qingcheng?"

"Who said my home can only be in Qingcheng? Qingcheng was my stepfather's house, and this is where I lived from birth until I was ten years old......"

"Oh, I've asked all the way, Lin Ziqian, what did you ask me to do in the provincial capital? Just to visit the place where you lived from birth until you were ten years old? ”

"Where is so much nonsense, I'm hungry, you cook for me!" Lin Ziqian put the black waist bag on the ground, and then sat down on the sofa, with no usual elegant posture.

"What?" I couldn't believe my ears. Dare to love Lin Ziqian, who asked me to come over these hundreds of miles just to cook for him?

"I'm hungry! You cook for me ......"

"Don't think! You didn't eat just now on the train just to come back and let me give it to you...... Lin Ziqian, what are you going to do? ”

"You've eaten it all, but I'm still hungry!" Lin Ziqian rubbed his stomach painfully and closed his eyes on the sofa to recuperate.

"Well deserved!" I decided to leave him alone, got up and went to the bathroom to go to the toilet, wash my hands, wash my face......

When I came out of the bathroom, there was no longer Lin Ziqian in the living room. I saw Lin Ziqian squatting on the ground outside the kitchen in a daze, motionless, his originally straight body curled up...... Exceptionally lonely.

"Lin Ziqian, what's wrong with you?" suddenly remembered that Lin Ziqian had been sick on National Day, and he had also ...... on the road outside the playground before. I ran over in a panic and grabbed Lin Ziqian's arm, only to see a few noodles slip out of his hand. It turned out that he was going to eat it himself. I breathed a sigh of relief that he was fine.

"That's all there is to it? If you eat, it's not enough! I said, pulling through about 20 noodles in a plastic bag in the cupboard. But I felt that something was slowly approaching...... A warm breath on the left cheek...... "Cook me once, okay?" His voice was choked with pleading. I didn't dare to turn my head sideways, I was afraid that if I saw his eyes, I was afraid that if I turned my head sideways, his lips would stay on my cheek accurately.

"Good!" I quickly got up and tidied up my clothes, "I'll only be the simplest, such as tomato egg noodles, fried shredded potatoes and the like, if you don't think it meets your appetite as a young master, you can go out and eat by yourself, you can buy everything in this prosperous provincial city......" I opened the refrigerator to see what ingredients I could use. Only one green onion...... It's still shriveled and only skin remains.

"You can't buy the food you cook! But what do you need to buy in the nearby supermarket, this ...... This green onion was ...... more than a month ago"

I took out the green onion and threw it in the trash.

"Lin Ziqian, I'm not a servant of your family, you have to pay the price if I cook for you!"

"At what cost? I'm quite interested," Lin Ziqian propped one hand on the refrigerator door, and stroked his chin with the other, and said very meaningfully, "It's a big deal to promise ...... with your body."

"Shameless......" I quickly escaped from the kitchen and ran outside.

Seeing He Qingyin's figure disappear into the courtyard, Lin Ziqian hurriedly picked up the key and wallet and ran out. I thought to myself: "This idiot, can you go to the supermarket and buy groceries without money?" This road blind, if you get lost, you won't be able to come back......" Thinking like this, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips. Lin Ziqian ran to the yard and suddenly felt that it was very dark, and it was warmer than the afternoon, so he estimated that it would change the sky, so he went into the house to find an umbrella.

When I used the money left in my pocket to buy three tomatoes, six eggs, two potatoes and four green onions, I realized that it was very unpleasant to forget my wallet when I went out. What made me even worse was that when I walked out of the supermarket, I realized that I had completely forgotten where I had come. Left or right? I don't know where Lin Ziqian's family lives. My heart fluttered. By the way, call Lin Ziqian, but where is there a phone booth nearby? Borrow a phone? People will think I'm a liar......

I was panicking when it started raining. I stretched out my hand, and my heart fell into the abyss of pain. Why does it rain? Isn't it supposed to snow in winter? The memories of the past came back to my mind one after another, that painful rainy night that I will never forget, the humiliation of strangers, the indelible scars on my body, all kinds of gossip......

When Lin Ziqian found He Qingyin, He Qingyin was huddled on the street corner opposite the supermarket, his head buried deep in the crook of his arm, and the vegetables he bought were placed at his feet like garbage discarded in the rain. Lin Ziqian hurriedly threw down the umbrella and ran forward, pulled He Qingyin into his arms, hugged her tightly, and muttered in distress: "Fool, don't wait for me, so I ran to another supermarket to find you...... Do you know that I'm so scared......"

I clutched Lin Ziqian's clothes tightly, my teeth chattered, and I couldn't say a word, just tears, and the taste of tears mixed with rain was the same as that night in the middle of summer, only colder.

Lin Ziqian picked up the things on the ground, held an umbrella and helped He Qingyin to walk towards the supermarket step by step.

When He Qingyin, who was up and down all over his body and had a new head, stood in front of Lin Ziqian, Lin Ziqian almost couldn't recognize it, and the loose shredded hair seemed to be scattered on his shoulders with raindrops, just refracting the light of neon. A white sweater with a fair neck, a light purple woolen coat, and a slim black shiny leather skirt...... If it weren't for the pear vortex, Lin Ziqian really thought that the girl in front of him was not He Qingyin he knew.

"Isn't it ugly? The shopping guide suggested, I know it's not suitable for me......" Before He Qingyin's words were finished, he was pulled by Lin Ziqian to take the elevator to the mobile phone counter on the first floor.

"Which one you like, choose it yourself!" Lin Ziqian said with a smile crooked in his eyebrows.

"I ...... Thank you, I don't need this...... By the way, you haven't eaten yet, let's go home, I'll cook for you...... If you buy another mobile phone, the price of your meal will be too great! ”

"I'm already hungry, I still have to buy my phone, and I don't want to find you again...... As for the price, as I said, it's a big deal...... Hey, don't go......" Lin Ziqian hurriedly followed He Qingyin's footsteps......

"He Shuang, you ...... Are you sure you're cutting shredded potatoes and not fries? Seeing He Qingyin cutting shredded potatoes in the kitchen, Lin Ziqian stepped forward to take a look, and couldn't help but hold a "shredded potato" as thick as a little finger and asked He Qingyin exploratory.

"Don't make trouble, just eat! Whatever it is! He Qingyin thought to himself: Anyway, it's for the "dog" to eat.

Seeing a smile on He Qingyin's face, Lin Ziqian let go of his hanging heart. Thinking of the anxiety of looking for her in a hurry just now, and the heartache of seeing her cowering and helpless, He Qingyin, do you know these?

After eating, I saw He Qingyin busy washing dishes in the kitchen, his black and white back swayed under the light, and his dried hair was soft and obedient behind his ears, slightly yellowing under the light...... I want to be like this, this is a lifetime, I want to keep watching, I want to quietly walk over and wrap my arms around her waist, and my head is against the soft yellow...... Lin Ziqian thought of it.

"Young Master Lin, it's all packed...... Ah! "I had just come out of the kitchen when my leg accidentally hit the coffee table in the living room, and an iron box fell to the floor with a thud, and the contents of the box rolled on the carpet." Hey, you have this, too, glass marbles, I haven't seen this thing in years! I said in amazement as I picked up the colorful beads.

"That's what I played with when I was a kid!" Lin Ziqian also got up to look for beads, "Let's play together, whoever loses in the meeting must agree to a request to win!" "Okay!" He Qingyin happily agreed without thinking about it.

After a while...... "Haha, He Shuang, you lost!" Lin Ziqian had a smug smile on his face.

"Okay, if you want to lose the bet, you can make a request, as long as you don't promise it by yourself!"

"Cut! Just your appearance......" Lin Ziqian threw the glass marbles in his hand and said disdainfully.

"Who said the big deal twice today and promised it by himself!" He Qingyin stretched out two fingers to remind Lin Ziqian.

"Only then did you know that you are very two!" "Lin Ziqian!" He Qingyin rolled up his sleeves and waved his fist, but Lin Ziqian couldn't dodge it, and he was hit firmly on his arm.

"So fierce! No one will dare to marry you in the future! I've won yours this time, and you're going to keep the promise! ”

"Okay, you wait, in the next game, I will definitely beat you!" He Qingyin bit his lip and pouted.

"Tell me about your troubles when you were a child! Don't get me wrong, I just want to know about your childhood, not to snoop on your privacy! Seeing He Qingyin's apricot eyes wide, Lin Ziqian hurriedly explained and waved his hand again and again.

Lin Ziqian hugged a quilt and covered it with He Qingyin, He Qingyin leaned on the sofa and recalled the interesting stories of his childhood: once he forgot to go home and was punished by his parents for kneeling for an hour, once he jumped off the roof and fell with blood on his legs, once he went to the field to steal corn and was caught by the mute who looked at the field, once he screamed in pain when he took a shower after drilling wheat straw stacks home, once he was brave enough to play around the cemetery and was scared half to death by phosphorus fire......

He Qingyin danced with her hands and smiles on her face when she spoke, as if she had returned to her carefree and beautiful and happy childhood. Lin Ziqian held one arm and smiled at her pear vortex, smiling like a flower, and the silhouette under the light was so lively and smart...... His heart was also sometimes nervous and sometimes happy with He Qingyin's words......