Chapter 55 secretly thinks about what Yurong looks like, a branch of spring snow and frozen plum blossoms. （2）

In the old days, the moon was missing and round, faint and thick. Looking back, there is always a memory stranded in a dream. There is always an emotion that secretly sends a sweet fragrance when I dream back at midnight.

Those loves will be short-lived, as short as a rub of shoulders, a look back; Love will be very long, until the green silk is covered with snow, and the earth is barren.

In this life, if you are a red lotus in the water, I am a red dragonfly in the wind that night, gently staying in the lotus heart and whispering. If you are a butterfly, I will turn into a pair of colorful wings and follow you to the end of the world.

--------- Meng Xieyang, "All the Good Things Are Just in Time"

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"Okay, I'm done, please pour me a glass of water to drink, I'm dying of thirst!" He Qingyin lifted the quilt and said loudly.

"If you want to drink, pour it yourself!" Lin Ziqian rubbed his numb legs and stood up from the carpet.

"Humph!" He Qingyin walked barefoot and tiptoeed through the living room, stepping on the cold floor tiles. Lin Ziqian looked at the swaying figure and frowned, and then didn't care about the numbness of his legs and feet, walked over in three steps and two steps, stopped his waist, hugged He Qingyin, and put her back on the carpet. He was distressed, afraid that she would catch a cold if she had just been caught in the rain and cold.

"It's really heavy, how many pounds are you? If you don't lose weight, you really can't get married! Lin Ziqian grinned and walked into the kitchen. Hearing the sound of pouring water, He Qingyin came back to his senses.

She didn't expect Lin Ziqian to hug her, the familiar feeling just now came, and she also knew that this was not the first hug in the sea of wisteria flowers, but it was extremely heartbreaking.

"A girl's weight is a secret!" He Qingyin took the glass of water and drank it all in one go, calmed down, and then said: "Let's have another game, this time I will definitely win!" ”

...... for a while Looking at He Qingyin on the opposite side with a smug look, Lin Ziqian couldn't wait to crush the glass ball in his hand, when he was a child, he was a victorious general, defeating the invincible opponent in the world, and today, he was planted in the hands of a woman.

"As you wish, you won, you say, what do you want, I can consider everything else except for the promise of your body!" Lin Ziqian said while cleaning up the glass marbles on the coffee table.

"Just like you, a high-minded young master who shows off all day long, with bad breath and a black belly, self-righteous, and ruthless, even if you are willing to promise me, I am afraid of misleading me for life!"

The glass marbles fell to the bottom of the iron box with a "thud".

"What's wrong!" "Nothing! You...... What do you want me to do to make you understand......" Lin Ziqian swallowed the three words "my heart" stiffly. He packed up with a gloomy expression, folded the quilt, and got up to leave in silence.

"Hey, Lin Ziqian, why are you going? Before I could say anything, you slipped away in fear...... I just want you to sing me a song, okay? Hearing He Qingyin's words with a tactful pleading, Lin Ziqian's figure froze.

"My song...... Sing only to my most beloved! Lin Ziqian didn't look back, just said firmly, the voice came through the cold air, although it was cold, but the words were clear.

"Oh!" He Qingyin lowered her head a little disappointed, as if she was a little embarrassed when she heard Lin Ziqian say the word "beloved" like this.

"However, who made me lose, I'll make an exception today!" Lin Ziqian spread out the quilt for He Qingyin again, and got in himself, and the two of them were very close to each other, only separated by a pillow placed by He Qingyin. In this way, with the "sofa" and "futon", He Qingyin also blushed a little. Before she could calm her heartbeat, her heart was about to pound, and the man's deep voice sounded softly, soothingly, but affectionately:

"If I can give up the whole world, at least there are still you worth cherishing. And you are here, it is a miracle of life. Maybe the whole world can forget that I just don't want to lose your news, the mole on your 'shoulder', I always remember being there......"

It turned out, it turned out, he remembered all the songs I sang, the mole on my shoulder and the kiss he fell on my shoulder were all branded in his heart, and his most beloved person was ------ me!

But, me, we really can't be together......

Lin Ziqian's beautiful and narrow eyes like a crescent moon looked at He Qingyin fixedly, He Qingyin's flush that had not faded just now was even more charming at this time, with a delicate and shy face, her skin was ruddy and clear, and her tight lips were even more sexy. He Qingyin didn't dare to look at Lin Ziqian, but lowered his head, and the bangs on his forehead were trembling slightly...... Lin Ziqian couldn't help but approach gently.

He Qingyin suddenly lifted the quilt, walked straight across the carpet, and deliberately said haha: "Oh, I'm so sleepy, I'm going to wash up and go to sleep......" didn't say a word to the song he sang, Lin Ziqian pulled the quilt tightly with both hands, his knuckles were white, and he smiled bitterly......

At night, Lin Ziqian heard the movement next door, and quietly walked into He Qingyin's sleeping room, seeing that she had already kicked the quilt, her eyes did not open, and she muttered a painful dream: "Don't come over, please!" Lin Ziqian was startled, and whispered: "I won't do anything to you, don't worry......" But seeing He Qingyin's legs curled up on the side of the bed, it turned out that she had a nightmare......

"He Shuang, don't worry, the bad guys will be punished!" Lin Ziqian helped her cover the quilt, and he also went to bed and hugged He Qingyin from behind, smelling the faint fragrance in her hair, he was extremely relieved: I will protect you for the rest of your life!

Lin Ziqian took out the wedding photo of his mother and father from the drawer, the only one left in the family, and the top of the photo was his father's handwriting:

Wife Gift:

Secretly thinking about what Yurong looks like, a branch of spring snow frozen plum blossoms.

On the eighth day of the lunar month in 1980, he was newly married

"Mom and Dad, I brought my beloved girl to show you, but you are no longer here, it's so cold at home!" His tears soaked the photo, and he hurriedly wiped it away with a tissue, but the handwriting was blurry......

Lin Ziqian quietly locked the drawer. Leaving the bedroom where He Qingyin was sleeping lightly.

He Qingyin felt heavy when he woke up. It seems that something heavy has weighed down on the body, but the other side of the bed is very flat, and it is the same as before going to bed...... "Ahhh She sneezed several times.

Lin Ziqian came in, opened the curtains, and stood in the warm winter sun, smiling gently, with a long and jade body, and a gentle and clear style. He said in a rare and very low gentle and mellow voice:

"Wake up, get up, wash and eat!"

He Qingyin smiled embarrassedly and obediently. Suddenly remembering something, he leaned over and froze in slippers, looked up and said with a smile: "Don't say it, you sing weirdly and beautifully, can you be a singer in the future!" It's definitely a smash hit, don't forget me when it's popular! Ay! Lin Ziqian, you ......"

Lin Ziqian didn't wait for He Qingyin to finish speaking, leaving her with only a back and went downstairs.

He Qingyin went downstairs and saw the breakfast on the table, his eyes widened, and he looked at Lin Ziqian with an expression of disbelief.

"Look at what! Why don't you come over and eat and wash your hands, you? Lin Ziqian pulled out the dining chair and stared at He Qingyin.

Are you a young master who still serves people? Went early and bought an early snack? He Qingyin saw the soy milk fritters and steamed buns on the table, and there were a million disbeliefs in his heart.

He Qingyin looked at Lin Ziqian's elegant posture to eat, and she was embarrassed to gobble it up. She knew that Lin Ziqian didn't like to talk during meals, so the two of them finished breakfast in silence.

When He Qingyin was sitting in a police station on the outskirts of the city and saw Shan Ruoshui walking from a distance, she seemed to understand why Lin Ziqian had to ask her to come to the provincial capital.

I haven't seen it for more than half a year, but Shan Ruoshui is still bright and radiant. Not too outstanding but very delicate facial features, elegant and fragrant makeup, decent and generous dressing, elegant temperament...... He Qingyin thought to himself: If Shan Ruoshui and Lin Ziqian are really a pair of beautiful people, she is a white swan, and I am an ugly duckling.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, hello, He Qingyin!" She reached out and offered to say hello.

"Hello!" I glanced back at Lin Ziqian, and then shook her hand generously.

"Ziqian called this morning to say that there was news of the suspect in that incident, and I rushed over!" Although Shan Ruoshui was talking to He Qingyin, his eyes were always looking at Lin Ziqian behind He Qingyin.

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Shan Ruoshui glanced outside the door, it was Lin Ziqian standing in the cold wind waiting, he had his back to them, his body was slender, and his shadow was longer under the winter sun...... Shan Ruoshui retracted his gaze, patted He Qingyin's shoulders lightly with his hand, pulled the corners of his mouth helplessly, and pursed his lips with a charming luster with lipstick, looking like he wanted to say something but couldn't say it. He Qingyin knew that she was always proud, and it hurt her self-esteem to be willing to confront the criminals today.

"Actually, you don't need to be so entangled in my affairs, and you don't need to prove your innocence to me, because in my heart that matter has passed, I only know that I have to look to the future!" I say.

"Actually, I also want to prove in front of him that I didn't do anything wrong, don't mind. You are such a broad-hearted girl, you will be blessed, and you will have a chance to see you again in the future! With that, she walked out of the police station. Then I saw Shan Ruoshui hugging Lin Ziqian tightly. I quickly put down my hand to push the door.

In this way, separated by a glass door, the dark blue of the casual down jacket Lin Ziqian wore before going out and the pure white of the fur shoulders of the single water fox were intertwined, and the sea and sky were the same color. Let me remember the photo that Lin Ziqian named "Looking at the Sea", I thought it was too earthy at the time, but now I know that the original most compatible thing is extremely beautiful, and any gorgeous words have been eclipsed......

I didn't walk out of the door until Shan Ruoshui walked away, and the door was so heavy to push, it was a thousand catties!

"Get in the car!" Lin Ziqian was about to open the door of the taxi. I held his hand. He looked sideways at me, and as I expected, Lin Ziqian's eyes were red. He was white-skinned, so a little red couldn't escape my eyes.

"That's ...... You don't have to deliberately avoid her anymore, you know, Shan Ruoshui, she loves you! After speaking, I didn't wait for Lin Ziqian to speak, so I pulled the car door and sat down.

Lin Ziqian's hands trembled and he opened the co-pilot's door and sat down sluggishly. He saw through the rearview mirror that He Qingyin had already read the book casually. Suddenly, my heart was like a knife: "What should I do?" Perhaps, staying away is my only option, until the hurt comes, before she notices it, before neither she nor I are deeply trapped, before she thinks I love someone else, stay away from ......"

Perhaps, the farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I stand in front of you, and you don't know that I love you. Perhaps, the farthest distance in the world is not that I stand in front of you and you don't know that I love you, but that each other's hearts can be close, but they can only choose to keep moving away......

I'm sorry, Shan Ruoshui, I'm sorry, He Qingyin......