- The prologue is melancholy, and a few years away.

Once upon a time, I loved you for a long, long time, but gradually, the wind gradually blew the distance far, far away.

It turns out that you and I met at the wrong time, separated at the right time, and reunited at the wrong time. In the boundless wilderness of time, we are always ------ missed.

If the passing years can be reversed, I would like to be precipitated by time.

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Winter. The end of the year is approaching. After returning from Binhai City, at the invitation of Yu Haibin, I set foot on the road to Fangcheng.

I've always liked the window position. No matter how noisy the car is, it's none of my business. With his forehead against the windowpane, he watched the snow outside the window. The west wind is blowing, blowing the branches and dancing wildly in the wind, and the remaining snow on the trees is scattered with the wind, dotted with stars. The mood at this time is desolate.

I saw the man on the opposite side walking slowly, his pace was even, but it was less cheerful and more slow two years ago. He has a good figure, his legs are well-proportioned and slender, his slim jeans still look so charming, and his black coat with an open placket flutters in the wind. In this plain deep winter, his burgundy sweetheart collar sweater warmed my heart like a fire and like a warm sun......

I just stood at the exit of the bus station and looked at Yu Haibin who was walking towards me, watching quietly, there was a warm current gushing out of my heart, sour, and tears flowed out of my eyes unconsciously.

When he saw me, he raised his hands to greet me, just such a familiar little action, but there was a sense of sudden separation, how long has it been since I saw his naughty and cute big boy? It's been so long that I can't remember the time, as if the vicissitudes of life.

We were only 50 centimeters away from each other, and why did we feel so far away, so far away?

"I haven't seen you for two years, you're getting more and more handsome!" Or did I break the silence first, and the compliments at this point had nothing to do with humor but rather with detachment.

It's still the pair of longing sword eyebrows, handsome and domineering.

I still appreciate the confidence and joy of his eloquent conversation, and his spirit is as bright as ever.

Can......

We walked side by side, and our voices gradually became more casual.

"You're supposed to wear a pair of boots! Nowadays girls wear boots. "Hey, I haven't seen you for two years, but you're very researched about girls' clothing, and I'll be honest, how many girlfriends have you had?" "No, no! It would be nice to have a friend like you......"

I deliberately pretended I couldn't hear him.

The cold wind passed through the gap between us, and I felt a chill in my heart.

"You're still ...... after all," he said, but he sighed before he finished his words.

The good-looking and upright sword eyebrows are twisted together.

Suddenly, he squeezed my hand, and there was a familiar and unfamiliar warmth in the palm of his hand, as if time had gone back to that winter night five years ago.

"My hands are still so cold, and I don't know how to wear gloves." So familiar words. I swallowed back my tears, not wanting him to see my sad embarrassment.

"What do you want to eat for lunch?"

"Since you have come to Fangcheng, of course you will eat the famous meat fire and Chaotian pot here!"

"Hey, isn't your breath small, can you hold so many things, your stomach?"

"Hmph, don't underestimate me!"

Such a natural and casual question and answer, both of them had smiles on their faces. The shredded sunlight shines warmly through the sparse branches of winter.

For the first time, Yu Haibin had a meal with me so silently for the first time, and he seemed to have something on his mind.

"It's so warm, go for a walk in Qingxi. Now the riverside is all ecological green space, and the scenery is good. "Proposed by the waterfront.

We just walked quietly in the warm winter sun. He still walked faster than me, and after walking for a while, he stopped and turned around to wait for me. The sun shone on him, his black coat shone brightly, and his face had a thick halo. It's the face I'm most familiar with, but it's a little hazy and unreal at this time.

"Tired, rest and rest!" We sat down on a sunny bench by the river. He took out a tissue and wiped the painted chair, spreading his hands in a gesture of please.

He was still as gentlemanly as he had been five years ago, whether he had been taught by others or who had consciously done so later. It's just that when I do this, I don't have the shyness I had at the beginning, after all, time is ruthless. I still remember when he gently pulled me inside, and when I asked him who taught him, he shyly and embarrassedly admitted that it was his sister. I still remember that he took the initiative to take my hand to cross the street, and the shy flush on his face could not be concealed even by a slightly dark complexion.

"Sit down, Qingyin!" His affectionate nickname brought me back to my senses for a moment.

We sat down and chatted about our college roommates. As we chatted, a couple walked in front of us, the woman was holding the man's arm, resting her head on the man's shoulder, and the two were talking affectionately......

Suddenly, I felt a heavy weight on my right shoulder.

It turned out that Yu Haibin rested his head on my shoulder. I didn't know what to do, so I stiffened.

The wind blew, carrying with it the fragrance of his hair. At this time, he closed his eyes like a child, unloaded everything, and only our two beating hearts were left in heaven and earth.

"Qingyin, we ...... Resume...... Good no good? His voice was small, slightly trembling, and he could probably finish the sentence with his eyes closed.

Tears slipped silently down the corners of his eyes.

If I could turn back the clock, even five years ago, even three years ago, even a year ago, I would happily put your head on my lap, look at your clear eyes, gently touch my lips to the pair of sword eyebrows that haunt me, and whisper "Good!" in your ear! ”。

Xu has waited for a long time and has not heard back. Yu Haibin raised his head and brushed his hands along his eyes all the way to his hairline. I know, he can't help it...... Crying.

There was silence for a long time.

"Can you cut my nails for me?" He took out the keychain pinned to his waist, took out the scissors, and handed them to me.

"Well, okay!" I crouched down to cut his nails.

His palms are large, his bones are well-defined, his fingers are well-proportioned, and his complexion is slightly dark. In fact, his nails are not long and clean. I had to cut it gently, touching his warm palms, it turned out that I used to want to be gently wrapped in these hands forever to bring me a lifetime of warmth, but......

Looking at his hands, there seemed to be a similar scene in his memory, but they were a pair of slender and white hands that were as bright as jade, cool to the touch but very soft. Those hands used to hold the harmonica and play slowly, once gracefully displayed the elegant tea art, once held Mike's affectionate style, once gently caressed my tearful cheeks......

At this time, the memories of Lin Ziqian came like a tide, and I burst into tears.

He handed over the tissue, but said nothing.

"He Qingyin, give me a chance, okay? We started with boyfriend and girlfriend, I know, I don't have that stable job, but I'll try to make you happy, trust me! Also give yourself a chance, you also know that if you choose to quit your job and go to the shore to find him, your life will change forever, I don't want ......"

"Haibin, don't say it, I've already decided!"

There was silence for a long time.

"Okay, I'll send you away!" He stood up and reached over to pull me up from the squatting position, but he pulled me into his arms all at once. With the cool winter breeze, I felt the warmth of his chest, and this belated hug seemed particularly lingering at the end of the emotion.

"Promise me that you must be happy...... Be happy! Yu Haibin's choked voice sounded in his ears.

Instantly, I felt something cool and slippery flowing through my neck. I winced, then wrapped my arms around his waist.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

As the car started, I watched him childishly raise his hands to say goodbye through the window pane for the last time, watched his smile fade farther and fading, and watched his tall and burly figure gradually disappear into the warm winter sun......

Seaside, I'm sorry, it's me who buried my infatuation with you. Because you didn't say that you love me, you want me to stay, because the love for you can't withstand the poison of time after all, because when you hesitated, my heart indulged and fell in love with him......

Farewell, seaside, let's forget about each other in the rivers and lakes.