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There was silence everywhere, Lin Sieve walked on the path of the community, the piano leaf coral plants on the side of the road were beautiful, the sun rose behind him, casting the shadow in front of him, Lin Siezi's shadow said goodbye to the flowers and plants around her along the way, she lazily yawned. It's been a long time since she's been up so early. Today is the first day of tutoring in the third year of high school in the summer, and Li Yelei has no need to go to school after the high school entrance examination, so naturally Lin Siezi lost a free driver.

When he left the community, he saw Li Yelei who was waiting for him at first glance, and Lin Siezi ran to his side in surprise, "Why are you here?" ”

"I'm going back to school today to take a cram class on physics and chemistry." The corners of Li Yelei's mouth rose slightly.

"You should have sent me a message, so you came down so early to wait for me." Lin Siezi's face was full of joy that he couldn't hide, and while looking at him stupidly, he secretly thought to himself that he was really more and more like Jiang Xuesong.

"I want to surprise you." Li Yelei pursed his lips and said lightly.

Lin Siezi always felt that after that night, Li Yelei became a little different, and even warmed up a lot, although he still pretended to be indifferent on the surface, but he always gave himself the feeling that he was very close to him and that he was a gentle person.

Thinking about it, Lin Siezi laughed behind him. Li Yelei frowned and asked her ill-intentionedly, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"Me", Lin Siezi smiled and rolled his eyes in his sockets, and stretched out his hand to help Li Yelei straighten the schoolbag strap on his shoulder, "I'm laughing at your schoolbag strap crooked like a child." Li Yelei frowned, shook his head, and smiled, like a gentle little fox.

It's really like Jiang Xuesong.

Lin Siezi looked at Li Yelei and thought to himself, stretched out his hand to touch his back, came back to his senses, and put his hand back on his schoolbag in a panic. Li Yelei didn't see it.

After Lin Siezi and Li Yelei separated, Li Yelei went to cram school, and when he put down his schoolbag, he laughed like a child, in his eyes, this sister is a different existence.

"Li Yelei." Guan Beibei called his name softly and greeted Li Yelei.

The two of them were side by side in the corridor, silent, Li Yelei was a little impatient, and asked her unhappily, "Do you have something?" ”

"I, I ......"

"What do you want to say?" Li Yelei frowned and looked at her with annoyance.

"I want to say that I have liked you for a long time", Guan Beibei opened his eyes seriously, as if he had unloaded a burden that he had been carrying for a long time, and said lightly, "Thinking about ......"

Li Yelei stretched out his right hand, motioned to her with his palm to stop talking, and said expressionlessly, "I don't like you, I can't accept you." With that, he entered the classroom, leaving Guan Beibei in the corridor with a sad face.

Soon, this matter was spread by Guan Beibei to Lin Siezi's ears, and Guan Beibei just cried to her about the cause and effect of the incident as a good friend. said that he liked Li Yelei for nearly three years without success, or was he crying when Li Yelei rejected himself mercilessly.

From the beginning to the end, Lin Siezi's heart sprouted a strange feeling, as if there was a huge ball of cotton blocked in his throat, and all the words were held in the bottom of his heart. She couldn't comfort Guan Beibei, she just patted Guan Beibei's back to show comfort. She has been scolding Li Yelei in her heart, but no one knows better than herself, and she is secretly happy but a little lost in her heart.

When he went home, Lin Siezi kept his head down and thought about things, not caring about Bei Bei and Li Yelei, but always feeling that he had lost something deep in his heart and was empty. Li Yelei didn't speak, no matter what happened, he could maintain a calm appearance, he looked at Lin Siezi and combined what happened today, thinking that he understood Lin Siezi's thoughts.

Later, many years later, when Lin Siezi recalled this past, he understood that what he had lost in his heart was the courage to gradually thin from the third year of junior high school to the second year of high school, and the pursuit of youth. She didn't know when she fell in love with Li Yelei or Jiang Xuesong, and she forgot when she stopped liking Li Yelei.

When I went to school in the afternoon, Guan Beibei also arrived at the school gate, and her red and swollen eyes could not make Li Yelei feel sorry for her, Guan Beibei saw Lin Sieve and Li Yelei walking side by side, and did not say hello, and even avoided looking at them.

"Guan Beibei", Li Yelei called out to her, turned his head to Lin Sieve and said, "You go upstairs first, I'll talk to Guan Beibei about something." ”

Lin Siezi nodded and agreed on the surface, but she stayed behind the banyan tree privately, and she didn't know what kind of mentality made her do this kind of thing.

This banyan tree is very tall, as if it was here when Lin Siezi walked into this school in the first day of junior high school, and after five years, it has grown stronger and stronger, and this school has ushered in and sent away batches of people, leaving only the joys, sorrows and sorrows that have been witnessed. What a nice place, what a lucky place.

Guan Beibei kept her head down, and she didn't know if she didn't want to see Li Yelei or if she didn't want Li Yelei to see her puffy eyes.

"Guan Beibei, there are some things that you don't want to cry to Lin Sieve." When Guan Beibei heard this, she raised her head incredulously: "What are you talking about?" ”

"I said that Lin Siezi is in her third year of high school, you don't want to go to her for anything."

"Li Yelei", Guan Beibei shouted to Li Yelei who turned around to leave, "Okay, I will never go to her in the future, let alone you." You're going to tell me, do you like Lin Sieve? ”

Li Yelei stopped, and Lin Siezi, who was eavesdropping, suddenly became nervous.

"No, I don't like it."

Only Li Yelei knew that he had lied.

Lin Sieve will never forget this sentence.

"What's wrong? Not happy? Li Yelei waited for Lin Sieve after class.

Lin Siezi glared at him unhappily. "What's wrong?" Li Yelei asked her in a low voice and gently, and Lin Siezi turned his face away and didn't want to pay attention to him. Li Yelei paused and recalled carefully, but he didn't think of anything that offended Lin Siezi, "Why are you unhappy?" ”

"Happy?" Lin Siezi looked at Li Yelei with sparkling eyes and sneered, "What does it have to do with you if I'm unhappy?" ”

I obviously don't like it, but I want to make a fake impression that I care about it, and I don't like it, but I want to make an illusion that I like it, and I don't like it. But he has been desperately trying to get something from him and what position to fight for from him. I always happily thought that I had pulled the progress bar of the two of us together, and this time I looked back and realized that all this was stagnant, and so many things were just wishful thinking.

"Of course it has something to do with me."

"What's the relationship?" Lin Siezi stared at Li Yelei with his eyes, Li Yelei looked at her calmly and said with a smile, "The relationship between my sister and my younger brother." ”

"Yes, yes. We're just siblings, so how can I think about it so much. Lin Siezi smiled bitterly.

"Let's go, let's go home, you're in your third year of high school, but you can't delay it." Li Yelei didn't notice Lin Siezi's gradually uncontrollable emotions.

"I don't want it", Lin Siezi got up angrily, "You open your mouth to study and close your mouth to study, I'm not you, don't impose your thoughts on me, I hate learning, and I hate you even more." ”

Li Yelei's face became darker and darker, "You hate me? ”

"Yes, I hate you, don't show up in front of me again."

"Okay." Li Yelei, who was already in a bad temper, turned around and left, disappearing into the street.

Lin Siezi sat alone on the steps of the street, with his head down, wanting to cry but couldn't, probably because he wasn't sad enough. People come and go, in pairs.

"Let's go, don't hate me, okay? I'll take you home. ”

"Li Yelei!" Lin Sieve came back to his senses, and it turned out to be his own hallucination. She looked back stupidly.

"Let's go", a familiar voice, Lin Siezi turned his head and saw Chen Fan, "Follow me to wander around." ”

"Chen Fan." Lin Sieve got up, hugged her, and cried loudly.