Fantasy and reality

When I first met her, I felt that she was familiar, as if I had seen her somewhere. Although her smile is the same as that of other girls, she is somehow full of attractiveness. When I was with her, I felt relaxed even if I didn't say anything.

I always want to ask her if we've met.

But no, I have always been reluctant to say a word to her, for fear that she will guess my mind. So, I put my attitude towards others on her, and even more coldly. Maybe she wasn't used to my temperament before, but then she got used to talking to herself along the way, and became more and more similar to me. When I asked, she answered, and when she asked, I sometimes didn't answer, and a year passed. My first thought was to see her immediately and share with her my mixed feelings, but she was not outside the exam room, and it stands to reason that her affection for me was not to the point of waiting for me outside the exam room.

Later, I saw her lost at the gate of the community, and I was carried away by the unknown feelings for a while, and she did something to reveal her heart, and she didn't refuse, so she must not have understood. Although she is two years older than me, I always feel that she is still not as stable as me, she has always liked to fantasize about things, and when I used to talk to me, I also pretended not to like to deal with her, but in fact I listened quietly in my heart, and even wondered what she thought about me.

Sometimes she would say that I was boring and couldn't be with others, like a fantasy person who didn't exist.

What is Fantasy? What is Reality?

Maybe it will be many years before I understand the meaning.

In fact, I also thought about taking her to the place of her fantasy, and I wanted to take her to the East China Sea to see the dust and see all the East China Sea.

Just me and her.

Fanwai 5 Painting and the Sun

I have a wish, not to sow the sun, but to use my paintings to record the suns in every corner of the world, not every one of them is a natural phenomenon, they can also be man-made phenomena. It can be the sun in people's hearts, or it can be the best sun in people's eyes.

Of course, this sun is not the other. The man-made sun has both the heart and the eye. Naturally, the sun in your heart refers to the state of mind of a life, you can be happy and happy, but you can't be unhappy, because this is the sun. And the sun in your eyes is even better, what is in your heart is only in your heart, others can't know, you keep the sun in your heart, when you feel that the time is ripe, or you are willing, you can put it in your eyes openly, let everyone know, let everyone see the light in your eyes.

I have a lot of suns, these are the things I want to cherish, the people around me, have become a perfect relationship map, or a piece of sincerity that I love. When you open your eyes and close your eyes, you are bright and happy, you are happy and pure in your conversation, and you are clean and beautiful all around. Whether it's on a bustling street, or in the quiet of midnight.

So the painting I painted for Jiang Hu is the sun in the clear sky, the whole painting is only the sun in addition to the color, this is the first time I started to paint the sun, the first time and so far, I gave him the dream and beauty of the first painting. He's a very nice guy, a very nice sun, the best sun.

But I just don't want to tell him that he's the best sun in my heart. When the time comes, he will be the sun in my eyes.