Chapter 14 Ying Ying stands, speechless and tearful, and looks back on the heartbreak and forbearance?

The cutting is constant, and the reason is still messy, which is sorrow.

Now she has no right to share the sorrows and joys of his life, only standing on the other side of the playground and watching his back from afar when the sun sets, letting the strings of memories once again stir the wounds in her heart.

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On the playground, everyone is playing a football match. The second session of the afternoon was a showdown between the Department of Chinese and the Department of Mathematics.

Susan certainly didn't want to miss such a wonderful football game. After lunch, Susan dragged He Qingyin to the playground as she walked.

There are already a lot of people sitting on the steps of the plastic playground. Although it was late autumn at the end of October, the weather was getting cooler, but everyone's enthusiasm was undiminished. Football matches are the best time to show the charm of boys. It's also the best time for girls to watch their favorite boys.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, the competition officially began.

As a defender of the Chinese football team, Yu Haibin, although he is not as eye-catching as striker Sun Lei, I recognized him at a glance, although he was far away. Not because of how good my eyesight is, but because I'm familiar with the way he walks and runs.

On the green plastic playground, the white jersey is particularly conspicuous. His agile and agile figure is particularly agile, and his kicking and passing movements are very handsome, showing his unique charm to the fullest. The sun shone on his white jersey, and my eyes were filled with tears.

His walking posture is quite special, I always feel that his heels can't touch the ground, because he walks too fast, and his pace is very cheerful, walking like jumping, a bit like a rabbit, looking childish and cute. He was standing at the waist, his straight, well-proportioned legs and snow-white socks making him look imposing.

It's such a simple walking posture that allows me to follow in his footsteps at any time and watch him sway his youth freely on the court. Yu Haibin, he may not care too much about the election failure, is a good man ambitious in all directions! I thought to myself.

I can't help but think back to last season's football game, and my heart wells up with sourness. At this moment, Susan shouted loudly: "Lin Ziqian! "I came back to my senses suddenly, Lin Ziqian, how is it possible, isn't he from the Department of Journalism!

Seeing Lin Ziqian wearing a silver-gray tracksuit, with a whistle on his chest, and a yellow card in his hand, he walked towards this side quickly, it turned out that he was the referee, and we had someone foul.

I'm afraid that Lin Ziqian will laugh and ridicule me when he sees me almost crying. While Susan was looking at Lin Ziqian and becoming a nymphomaniac, I quietly walked to the southwest corner of the playground.

There were many ginkgo trees, so I leaned lightly on the trees, looking at the figure shuttling on the green field on the seashore, and unconsciously sang Fei Xiang's song "Reading You"-------- between your eyebrows, locked in my love; Between your lips and teeth, keep my vows; Everything you move, left and right my gaze; You are my psalms, and I will not get tired of reading you a thousand times.

Singing and singing, tears wet his cheeks, and let himself slowly open the floodgates of memory.

In last year's football match, the department selected players. It's just a tryout, and everyone plays more casually.

Before the game, I stood by the beach before the players arrived. There were a lot of people around, so he just touched my hand lightly, smiled and said, "It's so cold, I don't know how to bring a glove!" "It seems to be blame, more of a concern.

I lowered my head and said shyly, "I...... It's not cold, you can put your hands in your pockets, but your feet, it's a little cold. He looked down at my feet, and I became even more shy, and regretted what I had just said.

"If it's cold, go back early!" His handsome sword eyebrows also added a little tenderness. He doesn't say anything too much about tenderness, but I can understand his intentions when I can say that.

On the field, he wore the red and white Bayern Munich jersey that he loved for ten minutes and galloped through the vast world, and at that time, I felt that he was the strongest sunshine in my life, scorching and dazzling.

At halftime, Yu Haihai seemed to be tired after coming down, and he immediately lay on his back on the ground. I hurriedly handed the water to him and said, "Drink some water, just drink it, keep the kettle warm!" He deliberately only opened his eyes and looked at me, and put his right index finger on his lips in a "shh

I knew he was tired and needed to rest, but ......, "Get up, drink the water and rest, it's cold to lie on the ground......," I said, trying to put his coat over him. There was something bulging in the pockets of my coat, and it seemed to be a little heavy, and I couldn't take care of it.

"Yo Yo, Yo Yo, wife is strict!" Li Angran, who was on the side, deliberately quipped. I feel like my face is red to my ears.

When Yu Haibin heard him say this, he sat up suddenly. I took the opportunity to put his coat over his shoulders and said, "Put it on!" The wind was blowing and I was going to catch a cold......"

"Tut, He Qingyin is really good to you......" Li Angran exclaimed.

Yu Haibin put his hand into his coat pocket and said, "Don't pay attention to him, he's angry with me!" He took out a big red orange, handed it to me and said, "This was given to Li Angran by Yan Xiaoni before the opening just now, and I intercepted it, you can eat it!" There was a sly smile in his eyes.

I didn't even know that Yan Xiaoni and Li Angran from dormitory 602 next door were in love! Turning his head to look over, Li Angran's face was happy, Yan Xiaoni shook a big orange at me, meaning that she still has. I was amused by the three of them.

If time could stand still, I really wanted to say: how beautiful, time, stop!

At that time, we were full of longing for love, at that time we did not know the ups and downs of the road ahead, and at that time we thought that the moment was eternal. It's just that later, all kinds of changes, things are not yesterday, people are not old, there are no words and tears, and the bowels are forbearant and reviewed?

Lin Ziqian saw He Qingyin, and when He Qingyin also saw Lin Ziqian, he saw He Qingyin avoiding it in a panic. Lin Ziqian's eyes suddenly dimmed a lot. Many people greeted him: "Lin Ziqian!" He just glanced at it and smiled indifferently.

During the halftime break of the two teams, Lin Ziqian finally found He Qingyin, and saw her standing alone leaning against the ginkgo tree in late autumn, the autumn wind was blowing, and the leaves of the ginkgo tree fell with the wind, and some fell on her shoulders, she was unaware, in this season when the grass and trees shook and the dew turned into frost, her figure was even more lonely and lonely in the evening sunset and the autumn wind.

At this time, Lin Ziqian wanted to go over and brush the fallen leaves off her shoulders for her, and wanted to warm her lonely face......

The whistle blew, the referee took their seats, and the second half of the game began immediately. Lin Ziqian only had time to take another look at the lonely and depressed figure.

When He Qingyin collected his emotions and returned to the girls in their department again, there were still ten minutes before the end of the game...

"Why didn't that Lin Ziqian participate in the competition? He is so handsome, with such a good figure, and he doesn't kill a large number of girls when he runs on the court! "Girls are naturally gossipy.

"Maybe it's someone who is reluctant to show up with Shan Ruoshui!"

"Cut! He's not a big girl! ”

A person who knows the inside story said: "Yesterday they faced off against the Department of Journalism and the Department of Biology of the School of Life Sciences, and I also came to see it, Lin Ziqian didn't play, and he didn't even say that the referee said that he was avoiding suspicion." Hey, I heard from the girls in their journalism department that Lin Ziqian was the main force of the team in his freshman year, and he was accidentally injured and bleeding when he was playing football in his freshman year, and he recuperated for a long time, and he hasn't played since then. ”

"Oh, I see...... It's a pity......" the girls sighed.

I didn't bother to listen to their gossip, so I said to Susan, "Susan, I'll go first!" ”

"You stay for another five minutes, and you'll have results in no time!"

"Now that the results are basically there, and besides, I don't care about ......"

"What do you care about...... Susan stopped talking, but she immediately understood what I said, and said, "Okay, be careful on the road, you go to dinner first, wait for me in the dormitory after eating, and we will go to the movies together in the evening." ”

"Hmm!" I turned and walked away, not daring to look at the familiar figure on the field again.

There are few boys in the Chinese department, and of course we can't play in a big department with more boys like the mathematics department, and the result of the game is obvious, we lost.

In the evening, in our own classroom, Mr. Hu, who gave us a foreign literature class, showed us a movie. Tonight is "Anna Karenina".

Anna's love is a sad elegy. Breaking through all obstacles but can't beat the years after all, where did the person we loved go to go? Why did he become a grudge after he was willing to sink at that time?

There is no way to explore the secrets of life, and the cracks of feelings are everywhere.