Chapter 15 only paints the eaves and cobwebs, and the sun is full of flying flotsam

I'm like a spider, weaving a web with emotional sticky, trying to capture something warm. What can be captured is all ruthlessness. Empty, my net, my heart.

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After the football match, everyone's fluttering hearts finally landed.

I was in a very bad mood in the past two days, because Susan told me that Lao Xiaohong slandered me in front of everyone, and I knew that Susan went to watch the ball game and watched N games, not to cheer for our own team but to watch Lin Ziqian, and to make a look of love and death all day long.

Two days ago, I followed Lu Xue to the eldest brother's dormitory, and I really wanted to explain to Yu Haibin about Susan and him competing for sports class president, but he didn't even look at me, and I left with shame and anger. So, my stomach is always uncomfortable these days.

Seeing that it was getting late, I was still making up notes in the classroom, like crazy. Complements modern literature and psychology. I want to use this tired way to make myself forget all kinds of sadness and unhappiness. But once I am tired to the limit, my thinking and memories are unusually sober, and I am miserable......

I still remember last year, Yu Haibin happened to say that he would take a seat for me in class the next day. I was amazed because that's not his style, he's always the last to come to class. In order to prevent other students from talking nonsense, he always refused to let me occupy a seat for him, so we never sat together during class time.

Sure enough, the next day, when I arrived at the classroom deliberately late, Yu Haibin had already secured a seat for me. Wang Qian also waved beside her.

When I smiled and passed, Wang Han from their third class suddenly rushed ahead of me and said to Haibin: "Yu Haibin, you have a vacant seat here, I'll sit down!" Watching Wang Han cross the crowd, completely ignoring the reluctance of the seaside and the disappointment in Wang Qian's eyes, and sat down with a slap, I was dumbfounded.

Seeing that the teacher had already stepped up to the podium, I had to go to the back of the classroom to find an empty seat and reluctantly take out my glasses. Yu Haibin quietly looked at me behind me, and I saw Yu Haibin's expression was annoyed and depressed. I pouted at first, then smiled at him, and he smiled knowingly...... But this kind of laughter is never seen again......

For an hour, I was stroking my aching fingers.

"He Shuang, it's so late and you haven't ...... yet" Lin Ziqian said halfway through his words, and suddenly saw He Qingyin's slightly raised eyebrows, although there were tears in his eyes, his expression was resentful and angry. And he stopped talking, and reverted to his usual coldness.

"Lin Ziqian, you came just in time, I was about to ask you, do you like Susan?" Lin Ziqian's eyes looked at the sliding blackboard in the lecture hall, his eyes were empty.

"Do you like Shan Ruoshui or Meng Jiancong?" Seeing that Lin Ziqian still didn't answer, He Qingyin asked again: "Then, do you like me?" ”

"I ......" Lin Ziqian's eyes were full of doubts, and what flashed was a touch of tenderness mixed with pain.

"Sure enough, you don't like anyone, you only like yourself! Then why are you attracting bees and butterflies everywhere! Show off your charm everywhere......" He Qingyin was in a very bad mood, and completely regarded Lin Ziqian as the object of venting. Thinking of Susan, He Qingyin couldn't control his anger.

"He Qingyin, are you crazy!" The first time he heard him call his new name, He Qingyin understood that he must be annoyed.

"Yes, I'm crazy, I'm driven crazy by you......" He Qingyin raised his hand and pointed at Lin Ziqian, and was grabbed by Lin Ziqian, and it hurt.

"You let go of me, let go!" At this time, Lin Ziqian's face was pale, and he was already fair-skinned, and he was a little pale under the illumination of the fluorescent lamp in the classroom.

"What are you doing at this late hour?" I didn't think about it, but Susan saw that no one in the dormitory came to look for me.

"He Qingyin, I've been looking for you for an hour, but you're here pulling and pulling with Lin Ziqian, do you take me seriously!" Susan was so angry that she misunderstood me.

"Susan!" Susan was about to turn away when I stopped her. "Today, I will give you the end of your affair with Lin Ziqian! You stop! Susan's body trembled.

"He Qingyin, you are really crazy, your brain is burned out! He likes me for her freedom, your! Lin Ziqian, who has always been cold and arrogant, couldn't care about his demeanor when he was angry.

"Yes, you're a pervert, you wish all the women in the world liked you!" He Qingyin was also completely angered by Lin Ziqian, and he didn't care whether the words he said hurt or not.

Lin Ziqian didn't say anything, just walked out of the classroom with a white face and anger. As he walked past Susan, he stopped, and said in a gloomy and arrogant tone: "For the sake of you being a good friend of He Shuang, I advise you to die of this heart, don't bother me again, I said, I'm busy." He raised his steps and was about to leave, but he turned his head and stared at He Qingyin's face that was slightly red from anger and said, "In addition, my girlfriend is Shan Ruoshui, and we said that we would get married after graduation." ”

After speaking, Lin Ziqian left indifferently, leaving Susan, who was stunned, and He Qingyin, who was ashamed and tearful.

"I want you to take care of my affairs, and I don't want you to take care of my affairs in the future, He Qingyin!" Susan also left indignantly.

I was the only one left in the huge empty lecture hall, and finally, the emotions that had been suppressed for many days were vented, and I burst into tears. I'm sorry, my friend Lin Ziqian, I'm in a bad mood. Susan, you should understand my hard work this time, and you still blame me for interfering in your business. What am I doing here......

After Lin Ziqian's anger subsided, he just felt that he was ridiculous and more pathetic. Why do you want to say anything about Shan Ruoshui, there is obviously no matter, it is estimated that in two days, when Shan Ruoshui hears this, he will find himself to settle accounts. Maybe the most rational place in her heart is rejecting herself from getting close to He Qingyin, really, she can't be hurt anymore......

Come to think of it, the feelings of youth are the most simple and fiery, whether it is friendship or love, you can't always make your own decisions. He Qingyin's deep attachment to Susan and her long-term concern, she did not allow Lin Ziqian to take away Susan's love, because she knew that Lin Ziqian could not treat her Susan well. So she chose the most intense and cruel way to get Susan out before she fell into the emotional vortex. Lin Ziqian is not like this, he used the most intense and cruel way to strangle his budding love for He Qingyin in the cradle.

A day passed.

The night after a fierce clash between the three people. "Bell ......" The phone in Lin Ziqian's dormitory rang.

"Excuse me...... Forest...... Is Ziqian here? The voice of a timid girl.

"Not here!" Lin Ziqian guessed that it must be some senior sister who admired him again, so he simply pushed it clean and said that he was not there.

"Hey, which beautiful sister called you again? Lin Ziqian, tell me, which department and what is the name! I'll register you again! It's almost enough for a group! Ha ha! Liu Weitao, who was in the same dormitory as Lin Ziqian, patted Lin Ziqian's shoulder and said. Lin Ziqian knew that this time it was a goof, so he had to ask, "Who are you?" ”

"I'm He Qingyin! …… That, Lin Ziqian, I'm ......"

Before He Qingyin's words were finished, he heard a deep and deep voice on the other end of the phone: "Where are you calling now?" "Yanyuan Supermarket!" "Wait for me!" With a snap, Lin Ziqian hung up the phone.

I was waiting in the supermarket, rummaging through the snacks on the food shelves, listening to pop songs on the stereo, one moment it was SHE's "superstar" "You are the sky, you are the earth, you are the only myth, I only love you, Youaremysuperstar!", and the next was Jay Chou's "East Wind Breaking"

A pot of wandering wandering is difficult to enter the throat

After you leave, the wine is warm, and the memories are thin

How to steal the time when the water flows eastward

The flowers ripen once they bloom, but I miss them

Who is playing a song with the pipa?

The years peeled off on the wall to see when I was a child

I still remember that we were all very young

And now the sound of the piano is faint, I wait, you haven't heard it

After waiting for a while, I didn't see anyone, and thought: Lin Ziqian won't release my pigeon in order to retaliate against me, right? I hurried to the door. As soon as I arrived at the door, I happened to bump into a person who walked into the door with his feet raised. The mint aroma on that person's body was very familiar. I was embarrassed, I looked up and saw that it was Lin Ziqian.

Lin Ziqian was wearing a lotus-blue thermal underwear at this time, which made his skin as white as snow, like a snow lotus on the Tianshan Mountain. When he saw me, his usually cold eyes added an angry look. He took my hand, stuffed me with a piece of note, and said coldly: "He Qingyin, please don't call my dormitory phone in the future!" With that, he turned and walked out of the supermarket.

I opened the note and saw that it was an 11-digit mobile phone number.

I hurriedly chased him out and shouted to him: "Lin Ziqian! He ignored my shouts and just walked in the direction of the dormitory in Area A. I knew that his anger had not subsided, so I ran after him and grabbed him by the sleeve. On a late autumn day, the sleeves were also cool, and he didn't wear a coat, so he ran out...... My heart was filled with guilt.

"I'm sorry, Lin Ziqian!" I said, "I apologize to you for what happened yesterday!" ”

"Do you think I'll take it!" Lin Ziqian was still cold and faint.

He Qingyin walked around to Lin Ziqian, took out a puppy-shaped long-handled whistle from his clothes pocket, and blew it to his mouth, and the sound of the whistle Qingyue sounded immediately, and many people looked over here.

"What are you going to do, He Qingyin?" Lin Ziqian said puzzled.

He Qingyin handed the whistle to Lin Ziqian's arms, smiled and said, "Please smile!" ”

Lin Ziqian found that many people were looking this way, so he raised his hand to block it and walked away again. With a "snap", the porcelain whistle fell to the ground and shattered in half, Lin Ziqian turned his head sharply, glanced at it with pity, and strode away.

He Qingyin leaned over and picked up the whistle that was broken in half, looked at Lin Ziqian's jade-bamboo pine-like figure that was gradually moving away, and muttered with teary eyes: "Do you really refuse to forgive me?" ”

For many days, I didn't see Lin Ziqian. But he was not embarrassed to call Lin Ziqian's mobile phone number.

Empty, my heart.