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There will always be people who think everything is fine before it happens.

"Chen Fan." Lin Sieve and Chen Fan were walking on the playground, and suddenly heard a voice coming from behind them, the two turned back together, and saw Zhang Xinuan running towards him with a moving green drawing board, jumping up with a happy face, and the bear hugged Chen Fan, who was ten centimeters taller than himself, Lin Siezi laughed out loud.

"You come down for me, you're fat again." Chen Fan grabbed Zhang Xinuan's collar and lifted Zhang Xinuan off his body like a chicken.

Zhang Xinuan still smiled and said to Chen Fan, "Is it really? ”

Chen Fan raised the layers of forehead lines, narrowed one eye, and nodded helplessly, "Let's go, go and wander to celebrate the successful conclusion of your art exam." ”

"Okay." As he was talking, Zhang Xinuan turned around and greeted Jiang Hu, who had just come back from the basketball court, Jiang Hu was wearing a basketball vest and shorts, his face was red from the sun and still had a bit of bronze in the afterglow of dusk, a clean head, a crescent moon eye with a smile, and a forehead with beads of sweat. Zhang Xinuan took out a napkin in his small satchel and handed it to him, "Wipe it." ”

Jiang Hu grabbed the basketball with his waist and right arm, leaned over, and looked at the other side arrogantly, "You help me." ”

"Hmph", Zhang Xinuan pretended to pout, and said unhappily, "Give you a little sweetness, and you will go to heaven." Even though he said this, his hands wiped the sweat for him.

"Let's talk about your plans for the future."

"I'll come first", Zhang Xinuan raised a hand and playfully volunteered, "I want to carry a sketchpad on my back and go to all the beautiful places in the world." ”

"Let's get closer." Chen Fan clapped her hand.

"Go to Japan." Zhang Xinuan smiled sweetly.

Jiang Hu took over the conversation, "I want to follow you, I will go wherever you go." The people around laughed, and Zhang Xinuan pretended to complain: "I'm not ashamed at all." ”

Chen Fan looked at Wang Xiao and gently took Wang Xiao's hand, "I just want to follow him." ”

Wang Xiao withdrew her hand in embarrassment, lowered her head, and avoided her affectionate eyes, "I want to go back to Chongqing." There was a sudden silence, and everyone looked at each other in embarrassment. In order to save the scene, Zhang Xinuan pretended to be very happy, "What about you?" What about you? Sieve sister. ”

"Me?" Lin Siezi said softly, "Admitted to a university." ”

"Nothing else?" Zhang Xinuan said curiously, "Does my sister only want this?" Don't want anything else? ”

Lin Siezi lowered his head and shook his head with a smile, "I don't have anything to hope for." ”

"Where's Jiang Xuesong?" Chen Fan stretched out his hand to pick up the hair hanging in front of his face, and took a big sip of the drink, Wang Xiao just buried his head.

Lin Siezi knew that Chen Fan must be very disappointed with Wang Xiao now, so he tried to use himself as an example to quietly enlighten her, "Don't." ”

"I like him, I desperately want to get close to him, it turns out that I also succeeded, but he stopped, now I want to stop, for my own good, I am the one who finds the right one for me, and now I want to do it."

It was written in a book.

Warmth is a luxury, so extravagant that it takes a deep chill and pain to manifest it.

As soon as I got out of those crooked alleys, a small car stopped at the entrance of the alley. Zhang Xinuan happily greeted the man in the car, the man smiled and nodded to say hello, and looked at Chen Fan with loving eyes. Lin Siezi looked at it, guessing in his heart that this uncle must be Zhang Xinuan's stepfather and Chen Fan's father. Sure enough, Zhang Xinuan and Chen Fan got into the car.

The scenery outside the window quickly escaped from the side of the car, Zhang Xinuan hugged the drawing board, and Chen Fan hugged the long hair of the shawl. Father looked at Zhang Xinuan who was sitting in the back seat: "How was Xinuan's exam?" ”

"Good, Daddy."

"Okay, do you want to choose the Central Academy of Fine Arts?" Dad smiled kindly, "The teacher in your studio recommended that you try there." ”

"No, no, I don't want to go that far, I want to go to Jimei University, closer to home." Zhang Xinuan tilted his head and said happily, but he thought of the postcard of Jimei University in Jiang Hu's drawer.

"That's okay, where does Ah Fan want to go?" Dad suddenly mentioned Chen Fan, but Chen Fan didn't seem to hear it, and he didn't look up to cater to him. Zhang Xinuan gently pushed her, and Chen Fan was distracted, "Dad asked where you want to go to college." ”

Chen Fan's eyes floated, and finally lowered his head, turned his head twice, and then said, "I can't get into college, and I don't want to go to college." Dad's smiling face gradually solidified, Zhang Xinuan's white porcelain doll-like face showed an unhappy and incredulous expression, and the good-looking eyebrows were also wrinkled together.

"Why, sister." Zhang Xinuan took her hand.

Chen Fan broke away from Zhang Xinuan's hand, raised his head slightly, glanced at Zhang Xinuan with hopeless eyes, and said, "I'm sorry for disappointing you again." So he got out of the car.

Zhang Xinuan will never forget those eyes full of vicissitudes and pain that should not be in the eighteen-year-old flower season. If you don't experience it yourself, no one can arbitrarily judge each other, and no one is qualified to make decisions for each other.

In the eyes of Chinese, the college entrance examination is a big deal. Indeed, the moment she walked out of the examination room, Lin Siezi felt that she had completed a sacred and great thing, and when she walked out of this school with the surge, she felt as if she was not out of school, but was released, and all the pain and complaints seemed to have turned into a cloud of smoke at this moment.

In the days that followed, Zhang Xinuan went to the world with a sketchpad on his back and Jimei, followed by Jiang Hu, who was like a dog but could shelter her from the wind and rain, Chen Fan and Wang Xiao jointly ran the bar, Lin Siezi and Li Yelei were forever good sisters and brothers, Guan Beibei no longer shed tears, and Jiang Xuesong's story had an ending.

No, this is not the end, the days after that are not a fantasy, life is not over, this story has no ending.