Chapter 60 The water is wide and the fish sink to know where

I can't see through your eyes, how much sorrow and joy are hidden, like ice and snow are delicate, and so transparent. It's as if you're going to grow old in a moment. The loneliness of the whole city, more than just you. Only remotely, imagining the distance between us......

I am not who you are, and I cannot bring you comfort. The withered roses withered in the heart, as if hope had turned to ashes. If it weren't for the heartache, who would remember whom, just the clouds and the moon, thinking each other were each other's surplus and deficiency, and they couldn't cry that they were broken, and they were once the most beautiful......

--------- the lyrics of Zhu Mingjie's "Once the Most Beautiful".

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After a while, Lin Ziqian pulled me out of Qin Fanghua's house. "Where are you taking me?" I asked, confused.

"Go to a good place! Don't be a light bulb! Didn't you see Qin Fanghua and Qi Wanyun's eyebrows! Lin Ziqian took my hand and walked in the tea garden for a long time. The silky touch of his skin made me resist rubbing a few more times in his palm, and he just clasped my fingers tightly and I couldn't move. His skin is so good, it must be very cool in summer, and it is not bad to hold it like this for a summer, how good would it be if he could pillow Lin Ziqian as a mat...... I suddenly lost my mind.

"He Shuang, what are you thinking?" He turned his head sideways and asked, the curvature of the side was beautiful, and he was handsome. The skin glows brightly like ivory in the sun...... I certainly can't tell him what I think.

"Oh, you said the two of them, no, why didn't I see it...... However, I can see that Qin Caoya is not ordinary to you! I blinked and said with a smile.

"Why, I knocked over the vinegar jar!" Lin Ziqian seemed a little proud.

"Where, I'm very happy, Bei'er has face, my Lin Ziqian is so handsome that he attracts the attention of girls everywhere!"

"As you said, I wish all the women in the world would like me, I was originally a 'demon'!"

"Humph! Small belly chicken intestines, eyes will be repaid! "I shook off Lin Ziqian's hand and deliberately pretended to be angry and walked forward." Now the demon is going to eat people during the day! Lin Ziqian chased after him with a hideous face and teeth and claws. I hate it, I'm most afraid of ghosts, and you don't know that I was scared by phosphorus fire when I was a child! You're so bad! When I looked back, Lin Ziqian was in hot pursuit, so I quickly slipped away.

We chased and laughed in the tea plantations...... Don't worry about the muddy and slippery ground after the rain.

The time is shallow, drunk and deep; The years are ruthless, and the lovesickness is darkened.

Suddenly, the soles of my feet slipped, and my left foot suddenly plunged into a wetland. When I pulled it out, I felt a lot of pain in my foot. "What's wrong? Sprained foot? Does it hurt? Lin Ziqian came over and squatted down to look at my mud-covered left foot, and said distressedly.

"It's all my fault, I should have led you to walk well......" It was the first time I saw Lin Ziqian apologize so sincerely. The anxiety and remorse in my eyes touched my heart. "It's okay, it doesn't hurt, you see, you can still walk!" I tried to walk, but my foot hurt to my heart.

"You stubborn little pig! I'll carry you! He ran up to me and crouched down. Looking at the straight back in front of me, looking at his clear and bright eyes and warm and doting smile, my heart pounded. "Admit it, you're in love with him!" My eyes closed, tears streaming down my cheeks......

"What's wrong? It hurts so much! Come up quickly, I'll carry you to the doctor! ”

"Hmm!" I wiped my eyes with my clothes, put on a smile, and happily lay on his back. Smelling the scent of the earth in the fields and the distant aroma of the spring tea plantations, and hearing his footsteps and heartbeat, I couldn't be more reassured. I suddenly remembered the time when the tide was high on the beach...... I suddenly had a bad thought in my heart...... The familiar aroma of herbs in the mint on Lin Ziqian's body is gone...... I panicked.

"Lin Ziqian, let me down!" "Don't make a fuss!" I tried my best to break free, but Lin Ziqian had no choice but to let me down.

"Take a break, just rest my feet, you help me walk back." "Alright then!" Lin Ziqian also breathed a sigh of relief, I knew that I was still quite heavy, he was carrying me very heavy, and his feet were slippery so hard. We found a clean place to sit down.

"You see, this large tea garden is a new variety cultivated by me, Qin Fanghua and Uncle Qin, not bad! Also, I was going to take you to see our Qianhua Tea House, but unfortunately I couldn't go! Lin Ziqian pointed to the tea garden in front of him, with a proud face.

I know he's been working hard, and he's not the kind of rich kid I think only knows how to eat, drink and be merry, because he used to say that he wants to do the best he can be. I remember how personable he was when he participated in the host contest, and I remember that time he was sloppy at the north gate of the school teaching area, and the daffodil balls thrown to me were treated as potatoes by me...... I kept my head down, a smile on my lips.

Lin Ziqian saw that He Qingyin didn't speak at this time, but just lowered his head and smiled, the smile spread to his cheeks, the dimples were deeply intoxicating, the sun exuded a faint fragrance, the pink cherry lips bloomed like cherry blossoms on the branches, and the spring was bright...... He leaned down and kissed the intoxicating nest gently...... He knew exactly that unlike the last kiss after being drunk, this time, He Qingyin was sober.

"It's itchy!" He Qingyin smiled and turned his head. Bow her head shyly.

"Lin Ziqian, you like me, don't you? Then I'll take it seriously! I'm sure you won't lie to me! He Qingyin leaned his head on Lin Ziqian's shoulder, squinting his eyes slightly, his eyebrows and eyes full of joy. The yellowish and soft hair in the sun gently blew on Lin Ziqian's neck......

"Evil! I want to know you and live a long life. The mountains are edgeless, the rivers are exhausted, the winter thunder is shaking, the summer rain and snow, the heaven and the earth are together, but dare to be with the king! He Qingyin's crisp and firm voice resounded in the blue sea of tea plantations......

"Oh......" I stood up, rolled my hand into a cylinder, and shouted loudly into the distance: "Lin Ziqian loves He Qingyin, He Qingyin loves Lin Ziqian, heaven and earth are together, but dare to ...... with you"

"Stop shouting, the wolf is coming!" Lin Ziqian tugged at my sleeve.

"Really, where? It won't be during the day! ”

"Far away, close at hand!" Lin Zi got up suddenly, hugged my waist, and we swirled in the intoxicating fragrance of the tea garden, laughter made us forget the hardships ahead, forget the sorrows and troubles, the golden sunshine, the green tea garden, the most touching vows, the most wonderful heartbeat......

I wish time stood still and I grew old like this......

Ziqian, if I can forget this life, I will resolutely not drink that bowl of Meng Po soup, even if I am reincarnated, I will take your beautiful memories like a song.

Ziqian, if this life is destined to part, I also insist on not eating that fruit of forgetting sorrows, even if I meet again, I will see your picturesque eyebrows.

Lin Ziqian still didn't let me walk by myself, and still walked on the extremely narrow ridges of the tea garden. I looked up at the sun, it was midday, it was estimated that it was noon, he was getting more and more difficult to walk, there were beads of sweat dripping from his hair, and I saw that the back of his neck was suddenly red, it was estimated that it was sunburned......

"Ziqian, I'll go by myself, okay?" I begged.

Lin Ziqian's footsteps flickered, and suddenly stagnated. His body shook for a moment, and he quickly stood still. "Hmm!" He put me down and seemed to struggle to get up again. "You wait, I'll make a call!" He quickly ran away with his hands over his face...... The body is still shaking.

"Strange! Isn't it supposed to be in your pocket when you make a phone call! "I was so puzzled that I sat down and waited.

But I waited until the sun was about to melt me, and I still didn't see Lin Ziqian. I was hungry, and I didn't dare to go away, for fear that Lin Ziqian would be anxious if he couldn't find me when he came back. Suddenly, a string of voices came from the field: "He Qingyin, He Qingyin, where are you?" "It turned out that Qin Fanghua and Qi Wanyun came over." I am here! "I didn't care about the swollen feet, so I quickly stood up and let them see me.

"What about Lin Ziqian? Where did he go? "I'm a little worried.

"The department was in a hurry, so he went back! Let's get you here! Can you walk on your feet? Evening clouds and I are holding you up! Qin Fanghua said.

"Well, you can go, Lin Ziqian ......" I wanted to ask in detail, but I didn't think it was necessary, Qin Fanghua had already made it very clear.

Along the way, Qin Fanghua told me that he and Lin Ziqian had spent three years of painstaking efforts to improve the tea garden, attract investment, and set up a tea house, and now it has become a resort for tourism and leisure, with many guests......

I just listened, imagining Lin Ziqian busy in the field, and a smile welled up on the corner of my lips, but I was a little lost: What a big deal, in such a hurry, can't you wait for me to go back together, knowing that my foot is injured, leaving me alone in the huge tea garden, he is really ruthless.

"Boom!" With a bang, something fell from Lin Ziqian's clothes in my hand and fell on the floor mat of the taxi, the sound was not loud, but I heard it clearly. When I picked it up, I saw that it was a white vial, and when I unscrewed the cap, a familiar smell came: this is the smell of Lin Ziqian...... This medicine seems familiar, on the side of the playground of Moon Lake, although I don't believe that it is the medicine that cures qi, but from the improvement of Lin Ziqian's face after drinking the medicine, this medicine is not simple...... Li Sanfu! Such a name suddenly popped up in my mind, I must ask for clarification!

I can't wait to get to Ping An Clinic.

"This is the most common medicine I sell here, and you see, there's still one on the shelf. The concentrated pill that nourishes the middle and nourishes the qi, there are ginseng, codonopsis, angelica, astragalus, atractylodes, etc., I am afraid that the taste is not good, I added some mint juice, refreshing and cool......"

"Nourish the middle and nourish the qi, I see." I breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you, Dr. Li, I'm leaving, you can get busy!" "You're welcome, go slowly!" I took the medicine I had just prescribed for a sprained foot, and limped towards the dormitory area with the help of Qi Wanyun.

"My aunt! You see how you're doing this? "Seeing that I was covered in mud, with a lame and swollen leg, and came back in disarray, Susan asked in surprise." Susan, close the door, go, I'm going to tell you something! "What's the matter, so mysterious?" Susan hurried to close the door. I changed my mind the moment Susan closed the door, and I thought that the fewer people I knew about Lin Ziqian's relationship, the better. While Susan closed the door, I threw Lin Ziqian's clothes in the closet above the study desk.

"What's the matter, tell me quickly!" "Ah, I was splashed by a car on the road and fell down once, you hurry up and calculate a hexagram for me, am I not suitable for travel today!" Knowing that Susan has been nervous recently, she has developed a strong interest in Zhou Yi gossip, and pesters us to tell fortunes every day.

"You're finally willing to let me tell you a fortune! That's great! Susan walked to the table, excitedly took out a pen and paper, and had just opened the fortune-telling book, when the door to my closet suddenly opened, and I quickly covered my mouth, thinking: Oops! I had to watch in amazement as Lin Ziqian's light gold casual clothes suddenly popped out of my closet and smashed into Susan's head......

"It's really not good to travel today, even in the dormitory will be unlucky!" Susan said and took the clothes off her head, glanced at them, changed her angry look and said, "He Qingyin! Be honest! Which wild man's clothes! ”

"Heheha!" I couldn't hold back my laughter.

…… I never told Susan about me and Lin Ziqian, because I wanted to be alone in this wonderful relationship. However, the world is impermanent, and the more you want to treasure something, the more exposed it will be, and the more you want to cherish something, the faster it will disappear......

It's strange that for two days, there has been no news from Lin Ziqian. Called his phone and kept it off. When I called his dormitory, he said that he didn't see anyone. I was so anxious that I couldn't sleep. Sometimes walking around the dorm room annoys Susan.

"Sister! Have you finished writing your paper? Still have books in the library? By the way, if you're okay, go to the school computer room and help me print out the application for joining the party! And Shi Zheng's! It's all here. ”

"I'm not available!"

"You're just hanging around here, it's really shaking my head and I'm dizzy, please, you go out!"

"Get out?" A flash of inspiration flashed through my mind, "Susan, do you eat small market ravioli?" I'll help you buy it! ”

"Ravioli? Well, OK as long as you get out! ”

Going to the small market east of the school, I went straight to Sister-in-law Feng's wonton stand. But I saw a middle-aged woman I didn't know who was busy there. I stepped forward and asked, "Hello, where did Sister-in-law Feng go?" ”

"You ask my sister, her son has surgery, she went to take care of it, and I take care of the wonton stand for her!"

"Oh, I see, Xiaobao has surgery, in which hospital?"

"Central Hospital!"

I hurried to the central hospital. Didn't take much money, just bought some fruit. I went to find that I forgot to ask which department I was in and what bed it was. I inquired all the way, and happened to see Sister-in-law Feng who was going to fetch water in the corridor. Only then did I know that Xiaobao's surgery went very smoothly and his heart recovered well.

Sitting next to Xiaobao, I smelled a familiar smell. My heart suddenly rejoiced: "Xiaobao, tell Auntie, has Uncle Ziqian been here?"

"Uncle? Here comes an Uncle Lin, who has just left. ”

"Xiaobao, Auntie will come over later!" I hurriedly walked out of the room and pressed the elevator button, but I thought it was too slow, so I simply took the stairs.

I stood at the entrance of the crowded hospital, watching the cars coming and going, but I could never find the figure I was familiar with.

Where do you know where the water is wide and the fish sink?

"Ziqian, where are you? Why don't you tell me your news? Why did it suddenly disappear? Why? Tears streamed down her cheeks. The warm spring wind blows, warm as the sun, but my heart is as cold as ice. A chill that penetrates the bone marrow hits my heart, and my mouth is sweet for a while......

Blood slowly dripped down the corners of his lips. My eyes were white, and I crouched on the side of the road.

Lin Ziqian, what can compare to this kind of injury? How can you hurt me like this?

Do you know? This kind of injury is like quenching, from extremely warm to cold, and it hurts people deeply.

I wiped the blood from the corners of my mouth and stood up again.

My heart is clear: no matter what, I always have to look forward, I want to live a more wonderful life, not for others, but for myself and those who love me.