181 Wake up

I'm noncommittal, and he seems to have some truth in what he says, but a lot of the time I have a preconceived judgment about things. I looked at Cheng Mo's serious and casual face, and I really didn't know how to judge about Hua Yuanyan.

After chatting with Cheng Mo for a while, I was about to find a corner where no one was sitting for a while, when I turned around and saw an acquaintance standing in front of the windowsill not far away and raised a wine glass to me, it was Guo Zhengxiong.

I immediately walked over and touched his glass.

Guo Zhengxiong said with a smile: "Qiao Ren, you have done it so beautifully, and now you are famous in the EIA circle." ”

"I haven't had time to thank you for this, and if it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't have found such an opportunity." I said to him, "I salute you, I should be grateful, and when you have time, I will solemnly thank you." ”

"No thanks, your intention to clean up his is obvious, even if I don't help you find this opportunity, you can find it yourself, why don't you send you this favor along the water." Guo Zhengxiong had a smile on his face, but he didn't smile in his heart, he looked like he didn't smile.

I was a little hairy by him, and I couldn't help but say, "How can this opportunity be suitable for the opportunity given by others." ”

"If he does things like this, sooner or later there will be such a day, when foreigners are as easy to fool as domestic people, and kill themselves." Guo Zhengxiong said.

"Listening to your tone, it seems to have an opinion on me." I said it with a smile.

Guo Zhengxiong took the wine glass, leaned forward slightly, put his mouth to my ear, and whispered: "Cheng Zi, I have a very good opinion of you, there must be a deep feud between you and Qiao Ren." Otherwise, why not be so ruthless. Doing business is all about the point, you get what you want, the profit is obtained, and the fame is also obtained, it can be described as fame and fortune, why do you not let go of Qiao Ren at this time. You probably don't know it, but it's really hard for me. And, I feel, you're not you. ”

As he spoke, he slowly straightened up, looking at me with a nonchalant smile on his lips.

My heart chuckled for a moment, and his eyes were so strange that there was something in his words.

"I'm not me, who else can I be? Guo Shao, you've watched too many sci-fi movies. I didn't move my eyebrows, and I spoke calmly.

"It shouldn't be that I've watched too much sci-fi, but I've seen too much of rebirth, crossing, and those." Guo Zhengxiong said again.

I was a little flustered, and I couldn't help but wonder if he knew something, and looked at him with a little hesitation.

At this moment, someone patted Guo Zhengxiong on the shoulder from far to near, and the person who came was Shen Mo.

I had seen it as he approached, and suddenly I felt a little dazed, not knowing whether I should excuse myself and walk away, or if I should stand here and pretend that nothing happened.

"Guo Shao, what are you talking about, so happy?" Shen Mo asked.

I smiled bitterly in my heart, Shen Mo came to give me steps, but he was a little blunt to find this step. None of the words I said to Guo Zhengxiong just now were happy, and the expressions of both of them were tense.

"Happy?" Guo Zhengxiong asked rhetorically.

However, he didn't wait for Shen Mo to answer, and said directly: "We are talking about Cheng Zi's growth when she was a child, and she actually remembers a lot. ”

Shen Mo raised his eyebrows, glanced at me in disbelief, and then immediately understood that Guo Zhengxiong was lying, so he said: "This joke is boring, she almost forgot what happened when she was a child, the last time her father talked to her, she forgot everything." How could I take the initiative to talk to you about this. ”

Guo Zhengxiong didn't look at Shen Mo, his eyes still fell on me: "There are people who can make up stories." ”

Shen Mo knew my bottom line, and when he heard Guo Zhengxiong's words, his eyes immediately became sharp, like a knife. At this moment, I suddenly realized that Shen Mo was not as gentle as jade as he seemed on the surface.

"Make up a story? Guo Shao, don't be joking. Shen Mo pinched the wine glass and said word by word.

The atmosphere between the three of us tensed up all of a sudden, and I thought that there would be a more difficult situation to deal with next, but I didn't expect Guo Zhengxiong to laugh at this time and say: "Okay, don't make this kind of joke, I just think that Cheng Zi has changed a lot compared to when he just came back." Actually, if you think about it, there's nothing wrong with it, people always grow up slowly. ”

Guo Zhengxiong's last sentence is very playful.

I didn't say anything, watched him clink glasses with Shen Mo, and then started chatting with other people around me. He stopped talking to me, but the string in my heart didn't loosen.

The people around him had their own small circle, and Shen Mo originally had one, but in order to come over and relieve me, he took the initiative to withdraw from that small circle.

The two of us looked at each other, neither of us had the courage to look directly at the other, and our eyes were panicked and we avoided each other.

"Stay away from him in the future, I think he seems to know something!" After Shen Mo finished speaking, he took the wine glass and walked away.

One night, I didn't even know what I was doing.

I was like a person standing outside the field, looking at the bustle and prosperity of others, just when I felt that I was a little redundant and came wrong, Cheng Mo didn't know where to come out, he patted me on the shoulder behind me and said, "What are you doing, in a daze!" ”

"It's okay, can I go?" I looked back at him and said.

"You're not happy, did you meet Shen Mo?" He could tell at a glance that I was in a bad mood, "I saw him just now, I thought you were completely disappointed in him, but I didn't expect you to give up yet." ”

Shen Mo came here, he knew.

"You asked me to come, just to see if I have a dead heart for Shen Mo?" I asked.

Cheng Mo didn't speak, but pointed in a direction to me and said, "Look over there, Shen Mo is here with a female companion." ”

I didn't believe what he said, and my heart was drained of my mind, and I wouldn't turn my head to look in the direction he was pointing.

"Don't you dare to look at it?" Cheng Mo leaned into my ear and said, "Cheng Zi, you recognize the reality, Shen Mo is nothing more than this to you, but you are still dead set on people, stupid or not!" ”

"I don't believe it!" I say.

Before the words fell, my chin was pinched by Cheng Mo, and he twisted my head with force, forcing me to look in the direction he was pointing.

I reluctantly saw a woman standing next to Shen Mo. Hair coiled high, a custom cheongsam embroidered with black silk, a delicate set of pearl and diamond jewelry.

She is a head shorter than Shen Mo, with a delicate figure, gentle eyebrows and eyes, and a noble and elegant temperament. On such occasions, she was dressed appropriately, unlike me in professional attire, black boat shoes, and an anachronistic outfit.

When I looked over, Shen Mo was talking to her with his head slightly bowed, and their expressions were very soft. I don't know what Shen Mo said, the woman smiled slightly, very amorous. I obviously saw that Shen Mo was stunned by her laughter.

The eye contact between them was intimate, and there was a sweetness like no one else.

I felt like my blood was drained from all over my body, my brain was empty, and everything in front of me had faded in color......

"Wake up, it's time to go back." When Cheng Mo woke me up, my eyes refocused and I found that the shadows of Shen Mo and the woman were no longer visible in the original position.

"Let's go." I swallowed hard and said in a dry voice.

Cheng Mo didn't sneer at me this time, and kept quiet uncharacteristically. I followed him into the car, sat down, fastened my seatbelt, and closed my eyes.

I thought I could fall asleep, but I didn't expect that after closing my eyes, my eyes were full of Shen Mo and the woman who had just bowed their heads and talked. The way he looked at the woman made me panic.

However, even if I feel uncomfortable, what is the point, everything about him now has nothing to do with me. He was with that woman, and I saw it long after he proposed to break up, so what does that prove?

"It's home." Cheng Mo said softly.

I opened my eyes and gave him a strange look. How could he let go of such a great opportunity to squeeze me.

"Thank you for being so quiet today." I said to Shen Mo.

He smiled: "What's polite, it's just to give you some time to recognize what your current identity is and what position you stand for." ”

I nodded, unable to utter a word.

How do you want me to answer this kind of words, say to him: Yes, I know, I shouldn't have illusions about Shen Mo, I should be ruthless to the end?

I can't say such things, and adults can't say them.

Pull the car door, I got out of the car, picked up my bag and walked home, three or four steps later, I was grabbed by Cheng Mo's arm, he forced me to look at him, and then said word by word: "Cheng Zi, you have nothing to do with Shen Mo, don't be stupid!" ”

I glanced at him, nodded and said, "I know, is there anything else to say?" ”

He suddenly got angry, shook off my hand and said, "Lin Jingyan, can you not treat emotion as love, Shen Mo has no feelings for you at all, can you not have to him, in this society, who is separated can't live?" ”

"I know that I will have nothing to do with him in the future." I looked at him with a determined look in my eyes.

He was helpless and asked suspiciously: "Really fake, promised so quickly?" ”

"Really." I laughed, "Don't worry, I'm an adult and will take responsibility for my actions." ”

Hearing me say this, he didn't continue to ask, and let go of the hand that was holding my arm tightly.

It's easy to forget how easy it is to be alone, I don't know how I want to face Shen Mo, I feel unwilling after thinking about it for a few days, and I can't help but call Shen Mo.

The phone rang and hung up automatically, but there was still no one answering there.

I thought about it for a while, and called the manager of Nameless Residence, he heard my voice and asked me what was the matter, and I said, "I'm looking for Shen Mo, is he in the store?" ”

He seemed a little hesitant and said, "Yes, but I've been too busy lately, and I have to accompany his friends." ”

"It's a girlfriend." I asked rhetorically. From his tone, I could hear his tangle and hesitation. Indeed, the relationship between me and Shen Mo, basically everyone close to me knows that it is not news that we have broken up now, and it is news that Shen Mo has a new girlfriend after the breakup.