Chapter 9 Who expected that the concentric knot could not be achieved, and the lovesick knot would be turned over.

Who would have thought that I thought that such a harmonious and harmonious relationship, I thought that we could stay together for a lifetime, even if it was not a lifetime, even if it was a part of life. It's a pity that the concentric knot can't be formed, and it will cause lovesickness in vain.

The helplessness of life is a tragedy. He is the protagonist, God is the director, and the people around him are spectators. The heart is broken, the spectators will applaud and smile in celebration, and God is calculating the direction of the next same tragedy. Maybe his role will change, but he can't escape the net woven by heartache, and he can't escape the sadness of crying and blood.

Tears are the blood that drip when the heart hurts.

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The days are still gently passing by the fingertips, and time will not stand still because of heartache.

I always write down the notes I took in professional classes on paper first, and then copy them again in neat regular script after class. I am often tired and have back pain and finger pain. Every page that was copied was stamped with the seal that my grandfather had engraved for me, as if with such care, this knowledge would belong to me. No one knows why I'm doing it. But I know it very well, because it is a good way to hide from sorrow and forget pain. People, when they are busy, always forget something.

Walking back from the library tonight, listening to a tape of Crazy English with headphones plugged in. As I walked, I noticed a couple in front of me. The sweet sight of this couple holding hands made me fall into a long river of memories.

Yu Haibin and I walked side by side. I heard the sound of a car coming from behind. He jerked me inside. "It's safer for you to walk this way!" Here's how he explained it. There were no sweet words, but I sensed his thoughts.

"Boys have to learn to protect girls."

"Who told you?" I don't think Yu Haibin, who has always been nervous, would not say that. Sure enough, a hint of an embarrassed and apologetic smile crossed the corner of his mouth: My sister Wang Qian.

"Sissi!" I know that it is the secretary of their third class, and Yu Haibin is a fellow countryman, and they are both from Fangcheng. There was a sudden sense of loss in my heart. He took a slight breath and exhaled slowly.

I don't know what to say. Although we walked together, the two of us tacitly became boyfriend and girlfriend, but I always felt that something was wrong, and I always felt that I couldn't get into his life and even more so in his heart.

I'm about to cross the street. Stopping at the beach, he smiled against the sun, and gently held my hand after a short touch. The first time the two people shook hands, they felt like an electric shock and a leisurely sweetness.

His palms are large and warm, slightly moist, giving a feeling of comfort and warmth. I am like the flowers in the small greenhouse in the palm of his hand, free, comfortable, looking up to the sun, and keeping heaven in my heart.

"Your hands are so small, they're so soft." Yu Haibin said, the expression on his face was focused, and there was an imperceptible smile on the corner of his mouth. Although they were talking to me, their eyes were shy and they didn't dare to look at me. The hand holding me trembled slightly at first, but immediately clenched hard, and the warmth of his palm was quickly transferred to mine.

"This look, could it be the first time he has held a girl's hand?" I reminisced in my heart, and at the same time secretly surprised.

"No car, run!" Before I could come to my senses, he rushed across the wide road with the speed of an arrow.

"Why are you running so fast! It's not like there aren't so many cars......" I grumbled as I looked at his flushed face, panting.

"It's fun!" At this time, he shrugged his sword eyebrows, smiled purely, and stuck out his tongue like a mischievous child.

I couldn't help but be stunned. I'll admit I like the way he looks like a big boy because he takes off everything pretending to be his true self. Although I admit that his usual mature and intelligent appearance is quite charming.

Yu Haibin saw that I was staring at him stupidly, so he hurriedly turned his head away, and said embarrassedly, "Are you ...... What to see? ”

"Look at you, you...... Very ---- handsome, oh, your face is red! Both of them were a little shy for a while.

"Why!" He strode away as he spoke. "Wait for me, Yu Haibin! Don't lose ......" before you finished speaking, hurry up and chase him.

Maybe it's because the memory is too deep, and every move at that time is deeply reflected in my mind. Later, when I dreamed back to the tear-soaked pillow in the middle of the night, there was always the resolute back of him running away and the anxious heartache that I couldn't catch up.

When I looked up, I was already downstairs in the dormitory. I remember the childlike smile when I raised my hands on the beachfront and lifted my hands upstairs.

His palms are as warm as the sun and moist as rain. I can't enjoy it anymore, only the taste of heartache. Thinking of this, tears welled up in my eyes. It turns out that tears are blood that drip when the heart hurts.

I slowly climbed up to the sixth floor. Pack up at your desk. Suddenly, the door to the dormitory was slammed open. I saw a blue figure rushing in. He fell to his knees and shouted, "Freedom!" It scared me a lot.

"Boss, what's wrong with you?" I saw Jiang Xiaohong kneeling on the ground, looking desperate and admiring. I hurriedly helped her up.

"Second child, you don't know, Shi Zheng and I went to watch the movie "Braveheart" tonight, the actor in it is so handsome...... "Seeing her nymphomaniac, I reluctantly patted her clothes." Okay, let's take off the bag first! "Suddenly I envy the boss and Lu Xue, they have shoulders to lean on when they are sad, and someone to share with when they are happy.

In the evening, all four people in the dormitory finally returned to the nest. The boss is still talking about the movies she watches. Lu Xue mysteriously came to my bedside and said, "Second child, tell you something, Susan ...... yesterday Peek at your ...... The diary, don't be angry, she read it in vain, and you didn't write anything unsightly......"

"Could it be that you have seen it too?" I was shocked. She hurriedly covered her face with her hands, "Forgive me!" We've all seen it! "My face turned pale.

"Jiang Xiaohong! Zhang Luxue! "I got angry and called their names. At this time, I saw Susan pushing open the door ghostly with a basin on her head, and a few locks of hair on her forehead were still dripping with water.

"Susan, tell me honestly, did you open my diary?" I asked, squealing.

Susan quickly threw the basin and crawled into my bed, the water still dripping from her head.

"Don't come up!" I shouted, and she scrambled down again. She stood under the bed and looked up at me, and explained pitifully: "Sister, don't be angry, I'm just curious." You know curiosity kills cats, it kills mice! Hearing this, Lu Xue and Xiaohong couldn't help laughing, I look like an interrogation, and she looks like a confession!

"I thought it would be quite challenging to untie the combination lock, but I didn't think about it, but I was too lucky, so I unlocked it. Really, I didn't peek too much, Lu Xue and the boss also read two paragraphs. Really, I'm not interested in what you write, I'm only interested in the fruit under your table. I promise, I promise I'll tell you when I steal your fruit in the future, okay? Sister, I confess, I only ate one banana from you today, so you can forgive me for being a greedy mouse! ”

Susan said as she shook her undried hair and danced with her hands. He cocked another finger and squinted slightly, indicating that he had only eaten one banana.

"You still stole my ......" but I laughed at her funny appearance. Looking at their innocent and lovely smiles, the matter of peeking at the diary was thrown out of the clouds.

"You guys, don't make an example!" I pretended to be serious.

When I saw Susan crawling on my bed again, I was shocked: "You dry your hair first!" ”

"Sister, I love you to death!"

"Haha......" was another burst of laughter. Hey, there's really nothing you can do with them! Friends, you will never be lonely on the road of youth.

I just finished reading a book "The Old Dream of the Past Love", there is a faint fragrance in the work, the fragrance of blue chrysanthemum, there is a classical elegance, turned into a quiet atmosphere, and whispered in the ear a song of love butterfly love flowers.