Chapter 8: Dusk but Rain

Someone once said, "No longer feel sad about what you don't get and what you've lost, the most important thing is to grasp the happiness you have now." But "not obtained" and "lost" came quietly in silence.

This is a kind of pain, this kind of pain that passes through tens of millions of reincarnations in previous lives, comes to this life, and is destined to run through the next life of this life in the next life.

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It was raining at dusk. The autumn rain is really stubborn, and for two days, the autumn rain hits the sycamore, and every bit of it hurts in the heart. Inexplicably, I recalled last year's autumn rainy night.

Since that exchange of gifts, we have walked together tacitly.

Yu Haibin and I each held an umbrella and walked to the dormitory area in the rainwater. I babbled on and on about my junior high school friend's worries after she ran away from home. Yu Haibin, who is usually quite eloquent, surprisingly didn't speak at this time, just walked with me.

After a while, the rain stopped, and I didn't even notice it.

"Hey, no more!" Yu Haibin reminded me.

When I put away my umbrella, I realized that there were still a few mischievous little raindrops drilling into my neck. I was thinking about opening the umbrella again, but I saw that a large umbrella above my head had held up a rainless sky for me. My heart was suddenly warm and fluttering, but I didn't know what to say.

Walking side by side with the seashore like this, enjoying his gentleness and thoughtfulness, we all gradually slowed down, and really wanted to go on like this.

Laughter suddenly sounded behind him, and when he looked back, it was Ma Jing, a fellow countryman from the foreign language department who he had just met a few days ago. I couldn't help but feel embarrassed, and subconsciously distanced myself from the seashore. Seeing Ma Jing's smiling and searching gaze sweeping over us......

Yu Haibin sent me to the door of the dormitory, raised his hands above his head, as if surrendering, and said with a childlike smile: "Bye-bye!" ”

"Bye-bye!" After I finished speaking, I hurriedly turned around and went upstairs, climbed up to the sixth floor in one breath, and looked at the rain and fog outside with my forehead against the window, but my heart was extremely happy.

Many years later, in retrospect, the youthful feeling that there was no kiss, no hug, and just a simple action that made my heart pound was love!

I dreamed back at midnight, and I dreamed of running away on the beach. Tell yourself over and over again that this happy angel does not belong to his sensitive and melancholy world, and that he should leave forever. But I still can't help but let my thoughts grow crazy in the rain of the night, even if it is only a quiet dream shadow of him, and quietly leave when he wakes up from his dream, which will not disturb him. But...... If he doesn't like it, you can't even be a shadow.

Maybe Yu Haibin and I are destined, we are destined to meet each other, but we are not destined to stay together, and we are lovesick in vain.

Unfortunately, I lost my CCB Dragon Card, but fortunately I found it while cleaning. I was so glad that Susan scolded me when she heard the news, because she had been worried about me for several days, and then she went to the bank to report the loss.

"Sister, please, don't be a careless ghost anymore!" Susan sat on the side and complained.

"Good! Sister must change her past wrongs, change her mind, not be a careless ghost, be a careless person, okay? I jokingly said.

Seeing Susan's eyebrows raised, my fist was about to strike, and I ran out of the dorm with a smile.

"Phew! You're just a ghost, and you can't be a human. Ay...... Don't forget, you invited me to dinner when I was worried for days! Susan's voice came from behind.

"Okay! I'm in for a treat, you pay! ”

"You...... Give me back! ”

"Haha......"

The autumn rain, which had been falling for two days, finally stopped, and the sky cleared. Tonight, there was an in-depth elective course on calligraphy, and after dinner, I put on my shoulder bag and walked slowly to the teaching area. The heart is idle, and the steps are slow.

The past has become a memory, and I dry it and sandwich it in the title page of my heart. Occasionally, I will remember its origin, and my heart will spring up with gratitude for life and cherishing the past.

Looking up at the sky, on the blue sky of the lake, the southwest moon eyebrows bent, faint yellow, hanging there quietly, like an elegant and simple brooch on the beautiful blue clothes, people can't help but want to touch.

The last quarter moon is lonely. Its loneliness doesn't need to be understood, it doesn't need to be asked. It is like a solitary flower blooming in the night sky, cold, although there is no fragrance, but the melancholy pale yellow is the fragrance of its soul. I was at this time.

As I walked, I listened to a familiar voice behind me. The sound was all too familiar to me. Suddenly, my heart was beating so hard that I felt like I was about to jump out of my chest.

On the beachfront, I was talking happily with my roommates a few meters behind me. I will definitely say hello when I see Li Angran and them, but I don't want to see Yu Haibin for fear of provoking heartache again.

"What should I do?" I muttered to myself, and my pace quickened. Suddenly I caught a glimpse of a green bamboo in front of me. "Yes, I'll take a detour!" I trotted fast towards the edge of the lake.

Around the green lake, the poles and bamboos are verdant, and the greenery is verdant. Although the tips of the bamboo leaves are only yellowed in autumn, there is still no withering. I walked along the stone bridge with the stone railing and walked on the winding lake bridge. Because I was worried about going to class, I quickened my pace.

Walking around the corner of the exit, my knee hit a bicycle because of the fast movement and the green bamboo blocking the view.

"Oops, it hurts me!" I squatted down and rubbed my knee with my hand, it hurt so much that I was afraid that it would bleed, so I hurriedly lifted my trouser leg to take a look, it was okay, but it was a little blue.

"Who is so ......" Before I finished speaking, I heard the other party say: "He Shuang, you are not ordinary stupid, the car doesn't hit you, you hit it yourself!" You don't have long eyes! ”

"Lin Ziqian, you wicked person sue first, who asked you to park your car here, your car hit my leg, you don't apologize but murder me, don't think that a broken car is amazing! Hum! With that, I slammed to my feet, limping forward, ignoring the pain in my knee.

"Hey! You wait! "He rode after me. Putting the car across in front of me blocked the way. Still with a look of arrogance and cold eyebrows, he said in a commanding tone: "Get in the car!" ”

"I don't need to!" I tried to get around but found that he was blocking the road. "Lin Ziqian, you are too much!" I looked at him angrily.

Lin Ziqian seemed to have succeeded, grabbed my arm, and said with a smile on his eyebrows: "Now, I want to use my 'amazing broken car' to take you to the classroom!" ”

"Who seldom sits! You go away! I shook off his hand and rubbed it up and down as I touched his arm. He finally got out of the way for me to get through.

"Is it good to get in the car, He Shuang? You deliberately took a long detour to go to class just now, and you will be late! His deep, low, magnetic voice blew into his ears with the moist evening breeze. I was shocked: Fang Cai, he saw it all? I was in a hurry and panic to hide from the seashore. I suddenly remembered his earnest admonition on the radio waves, and I couldn't bear to stalemate with him.

"Remember, my name is He Qingyin!" I looked back dissatisfied. I saw that he was snickering, and his eyebrows and eyes were just like the crescent moon in the sky.

I jumped into his car. The evening breeze is blowing, and the autumn night after the rain is slightly cool.

Lin Ziqian saw He Qingyin running away from a distance, but it was to avoid the boy who caused her heartache. Seeing her back so helpless and sad, it can be seen that she is hurt in her heart. Lin Ziqian's heart tightened, and he couldn't bear it.

"She'll be embarrassed to chase after her like this. Then wait at the exit of Huancui Lake! Lin Ziqian thought to himself.

Lin Ziqian counted a few hundred, and he was so anxious that he couldn't wait. "Dead girl, walk slower than a pig!" He scolded in his heart, and suddenly heard an "oops", "Pigs are stupid!" Lin Ziqian sighed in his heart, but he couldn't hide his joy.

The east gate of the school is rarely walked. After entering the school teaching area and riding for a while, there is a very long steep slope in front of you.

Lin Ziqian pedaled the car hard, and as soon as he got to the ground, the car walked away and shook violently. He Qingyin stretched out his hand to grab Lin Ziqian's clothes but found that they were still shaking badly, and in desperation, he reached out and wanted to hug Lin Ziqian's waist, but he paused in mid-air for a few seconds and then pulled back.

Her extremely subtle movement was captured by Lin Ziqian's keen eyes. Lin Ziqian's heart was warm, and he was a little lost.

Lin Ziqian suddenly felt that the body was light, and it turned out that He Qingyin jumped out of the car and ran behind the cart. "How? Fast? But he suddenly deliberately dragged the car badly, forcing Lin Ziqian's feet to support the ground.

"He Qingyin, -------- you" Lin Ziqian looked back and saw that the eyes that were as clear as water in the dim street lights flashed with a sly smile, and the smile on his lips was like a flower, and the pear vortex was deep. His heart flickered inexplicably.

He Qingyin giggled, and the silver bell-like voice sounded in the lonely and empty autumn night, which was particularly pleasant to the ear.

"You ------- just be happy!" Lin Ziqian said in an inaudible voice.

"Lin Ziqian, what did you say?" He Qingyin naturally didn't hear it clearly. "Certainly not a good word! Hum! ”

Lin Ziqian didn't answer, just looked at the long road in the distance with a lonely expression and said, "It's downhill, come up!" ”

All the way downhill, the speed is very fast. He Qingyin grabbed the edge of the saddle with his hand and refused to hug Lin Ziqian's waist. Lin Ziqian also quietly enjoys this kind of beauty, which can make her forget the pain for a while, and can make her smile happily.

When he arrived outside the teaching building, Lin Ziqian leaned over and locked the car. At such a close distance, I smelled the unique smell of Lin Ziqian that I had just smelled from sitting in the back of the car. There is a mint fragrance, mixed with a subtle herb fragrance, mixed together, it does not conflict but it smells good.

Lin Ziqian has always been so refreshing and clean. From the inside out. The affluent life makes him almost picky about himself, and this pickiness is afraid that it will extend to his love, just like the legend of a woman as good as Shan Ruoshui, how many men pursue, but he disdains her infatuation.

Lin Ziqian and I walked into Building B of the Teaching Building of the Literature and History Building. Sure enough, it wasn't too early, and there was no one in the hall anymore. I was just about to go to the third floor. "That...... He Shuang...... Are your legs okay? ”

"It's fine!" I was in a hurry to go to the classroom, but I ignored the concern in Lin Ziqian's eyes when he spoke. After all, how difficult it is to make "cold-faced Xiao Lang" say such a sentence!

Many years later, when I think back to the autumn night when Lin Ziqian took me to the classroom, my heart is full of emotion, regret, and nostalgia. After all, it's too late.