Chapter 12 There is no way to compensate
Zheng Xichen seemed to be using the warmth of this moment to offset the coldness and pain in his heart, and he kissed harder and deeper.
So much so that he didn't hear the sound of the door opening and closing, until there was a bright light in the room and a crisp sound of a key falling to the ground, which woke him up.
Turning his head slightly, he couldn't hide his surprise on the face of the man standing at the door. His heart was frightened and tangled, but he didn't immediately push away the people around him, but just stopped kissing very quietly and calmly looked at the stunned man.
Lin Yuan noticed this, turned his head and saw the tall and handsome man, with a panicked and incredulous expression. Lin Yuan stood up quickly, his hands were entangled, but he didn't know what to say, he could only look at the man at the door in embarrassment, and then looked at Xi Chen who was still sitting on the sofa in a panic.
"Xichen, I'm ......" Lin Yuan was worried, he could feel that Xichen's mood was even worse, although his face was very calm. IāI'll go back first! ā
Zheng Xichen stood up, didn't look at the man's inquiring gaze, took Lin Yuan's hand, and pulled him towards the door. "Xiao Yuan, this is the key to the door opposite, you go there and wait for me!"
"No, no, I'd better go back! I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me! Lin Yuan hurriedly waved his hand, although it was very late, this place was really not something he could stay. Not to mention what will happen to Xi Chen's confession tonight, just because of the man's gloomy face, he doesn't dare to continue to stay.
Because of Lin Yuan's insistence, Xichen didn't force himself, perhaps, he really should talk to such a man. Sent Lin Yuan out of the room and told him that he must pay attention to safety, and then slowly walked into the room.
The stiff man still had a gloomy and stiff face, and Zheng Xichen passed directly past him without reacting, but he grabbed his arm vigorously.
"Zheng Xichen, what the hell are you doing, what happened just now? That person, who is he? Zheng Chenheng gritted his teeth and said, he really didn't expect such a scene, even now that he thinks about it, he still feels cold, and his hairs stand up.
"Kiss, don't you see it? That person is Lin Yuan, my friend! Such a simple and boring question, please don't ask it again in the future! Zheng Xichen sneered lightly and said indifferently.
"Kissing? But he's a man? How can you do that kind of thing? Zheng Chenheng can't accept his indifferent attitude, is it normal for two men to kiss? Why, he would say it as a matter of course.
"That kind of thing? What kind of thing? It's just kissing, what's so strange, I still love men! Zheng Xichen snorted coldly and said disdainfully.
Zheng Chenheng was really angry, this kid was so irritating to him, how could such a thing happen? A face was iron-blue, and he didn't know what he was angry about. However, Xiao Chen likes men, which he absolutely does not allow.
"Xichen, I hope you can be clear about what you're talking about? In the future, you are not allowed to associate with that man! ā
"Why? Do you have a position to say such things now? Zheng Xichen sneered, disdainful of the opposition of the man in front of him.
Zheng Chenheng was obviously angry, seeing such an amazing scene, how could he calm down. I was thinking about the majesty of the tree and discussing this serious issue with my son, but my eyes stopped at the dining table that I accidentally swept by.
The dining table was filled with sumptuous meals, including open bottles of red wine and cakes with candles. On the exquisite candlestick, there were three red candles that had burned to the roots, and the candlelight was very faint, and it was faltering and trying to extinguish.
Seeing this, Zheng Chenheng understood how long the candlelight had been burning, and what kind of mistake he had made. didn't have time to worry about Fang Cai's affairs, Zheng Chenheng looked at Xi Chen with a panicked and apologetic expression, and said with some self-reproach: "Xiao Chen, I'm sorry!" I'm really sorry I was negligent! ā
Zheng Xichen turned a deaf ear, just looked at the man quietly. Zheng Chenheng was apprehensive by his gaze, and secretly scolded himself for being confused, and came to his son's side with a flattering face, coaxing as if compensating, "Xiao Chen, I haven't lit a candle yet!" Come, Daddy will light a candle for you, and make a wish! ā
"It's late, my birthday has passed!" Zheng Xichen said expressionlessly, the time has passed twelve o'clock now, and his birthday has passed in the quarrel just now.
Zheng Chenheng raised his eyes and looked at his watch a little disdainfully, he really missed it, and it was too late to redeem it. There was self-blame and chagrin on his face, but he understood his son's temperament, and he couldn't make up for the past. Everything, for him, no longer makes sense.
Zheng Chenheng's face was full of embarrassment and irritability, and in the face of his son, he knew that he was wrong, so he could only admit his mistake calmly. "Xiao Chen, your birthday has been missed, I can't turn back time, I'm sorry. I understand that you are angry, and I am also angry with myself, how do you want me to compensate, you say, Daddy will do it! ā
Zheng Xichen raised his eyes to look at the man, and his words gave him a hint of expectation and light in his heart. Will you give me whatever I want? Then I want you, I want you to love me, do you promise too? No, I love you, and my love for you cannot be profaned. I want you to love me, but I don't get it that way.
"There's no way to make up for it, you know! Zheng Chenheng, I never knew that anything could be more important than me? What is it that made you forget my birthday and not come back until now? Zheng Xichen said sadly, his eyes were sore, red and swollen, and he could only lower his head to hide the wetness in his eyes.
"Xiao Chen......"
"You just blamed me, did you feel disgusted to see me kissing a man? I said I love men, are you surprised and disappointed in me? However, it is men that I love! ā
"You don't have to look at me like that, it's weird that I love men, isn't it? But I just love him, I love him so much! Zheng Xichen said angrily and demonstratively, and the pain and fragility in his words were well concealed by him.
"Zheng Chenheng, I love men, today you finally know, right! Whether you accept it or not, whether you feel disgusting or not, I love him! ā
"Zheng Chenheng, I hate you, I hate you so much! Why did you forget my birthday, because of something that made you ignore me! I'm waiting for you like that, I'm waiting for you to celebrate my birthday together. But you're late, and you're late for no reason! ā
Zheng Xichen sneered and yelled, the pain in his heart and the pain he suppressed almost suffocated. If he doesn't vent, if he doesn't vent loudly, maybe he will really be sad to death!