After Zheng Xichen finished roaring, he looked at the man in front of him a little panting, with a crazy and painful look in his eyes, but there was also a kind of eager paranoia. He loved that man, and he loved that man no matter what. The birthday was forgotten, missed, and he loved that man; couldn't confess anymore, missed the opportunity and mood to confess, he still loved that man.

But......

"Zheng Chenheng, how do you want me to forgive you, so that you can act as if this incident didn't happen? Am I thinking too highly of myself, it doesn't matter if I am born in Japan, and it is not only once in a lifetime? However, the reason why I value every birthday is because of you! Because you care about this holiday, you are happier than me for my birthday, so I am so happy to look forward to it. ”

"Xiao Chen, no, it's really me who is not good today! However, today I am really busy and dizzy, and that single ......" Zheng Chenheng didn't say anything about that list, he knew that no matter what the reason was, he couldn't make up for his mistakes, and he couldn't comfort Xiao Chen's sadness and disappointment. So, he shut up, he doesn't make excuses for himself.

Zheng Xichen raised his eyes and looked at him seriously, looking at him and wanting to explain, but he stopped talking, and he couldn't help but mock in his heart. What's the matter, don't you even bother to explain? Could it be that he doesn't even get a reason for him?

There was a silence, a terrible silence spread between the two, and the two tall and slender figures confronted each other wordlessly. In the eyes of the two people, there was pain and forbearance in the bright and handsome eyes.

Suddenly, there was a crisp ringing of bells, especially clear and loud in this quiet atmosphere. Zheng Xichen didn't react in the slightest, just moved his eyes down slightly, and landed in the man's slightly vibrating pocket.

Zheng Chenheng was annoyed that who was so uninteresting, and even called him in the middle of the night, didn't he see that the atmosphere was stiff now? Standing still in annoyance, he stopped after the bell rang, looked up at his son cautiously, and just wanted to say something, the bell rang persistently.

Zheng Chenheng was suddenly annoyed and irritable, looking at Xichen's scrutinizing and calm gaze, he took out his hateful mobile phone, and wanted to turn it off and throw it out, but he was afraid that Xichen would misunderstand something, so he had to press the answer button impatiently, and yelled unhappily: "Who is it, if you have something to say, say it quickly!" ”

"Zheng Chenheng, you just answered the phone! I tell you, your son is now in my hands, and I want to save ...... "back to your son!"

"Fuck off!" Zheng Chenheng didn't finish listening to what he said, he glanced at his angry son who was standing in front of him, and blurted out a curse. Hung up the phone and threw it far on the ground.

"How?" Zheng Xichen picked up the handsome and looked at him with a smile.

"It's nothing, it's just a psychopath!" Zheng Chenheng said in a cold and annoyed voice, and then looked at his son and whispered: "Xiao Chen, today's incident is my fault, I have nothing to say!" It's okay to blame me and punish me as much as you want, but it has nothing to do with whether you love a man or not! You don't, keep emphasizing that point! ”

"Does it disgust you that I love men? Did I say that I love men and make you disgusted and disgusted? Yes, I'm gay, I'm just in love with a man. You can't take it, can you? You'd love to make it a joke, right? But I just love that man. You don't want to see me, and I don't want to see you again, so let's live separately! ”

"Zheng Chenheng, I want to separate from you, and from now on, we will not get along!"

After saying this sentence with determination, and with pain in his heart, Zheng Xichen resolutely raised his feet in embarrassment, striding out of the door. Fingers grasped the doorknob, vigorously opened the door, and only then did he step out, and there were quiet and clueless words behind him.

"Do you really, love that boy?"

Do I really love that boy? Hehe, you would have known the answer, but now, you are not qualified to know!

"You don't need to know, it has nothing to do with you who I love!"

Without hesitation, he walked out, came directly to the opposite house, closed the door tightly, and isolated the figure he loved so much from another world.

There was no sound behind him, but there was no sound of the door closing on the other side, and he wondered if the man was still looking at the closed door, looking at him through it. No matter what, no matter what, he really didn't have any mind to think about it too much. Today's incident is not that he is willful, not that he is hypocritical, but that it really stimulates him deeply, or hits him.

In the dark room, only a little light outside the window faintly penetrated, and I could barely see something. Groping in the dark, stumbling forward, I went straight to the refrigerator and took out all the beers I had bought before.

The beer in his arms was piled up on the sofa, and he sat on the ground indifferently, opened a can of beer and poured it up. He drank incessantly, and soon there were many empty jars rolling on the ground, and he was not even the slightest drunk.

The brain, unusually lucid, so more aware of their heartache! No amount of alcohol could anesthetize him, it would only make the pain and loss more vivid.

In his eyes, he was red and sour, but no tears were flowing out! The person he loves is someone he shouldn't fall in love with, so it's destined to be difficult! Taking a deep breath, he poured the last bottle of wine into his stomach, swept aside the empty can beside him as if he were angry, and lay down on the ground in despair.

Eyes, closed and open! Open and close again! In the end, the sober can't come up with a sentence in the sober mind: impulsive again, irrational again!

No, he can't do that in the future, and if he keeps being so arrogant, then how can he chase him down? However, Zheng Chenheng's behavior today is really hateful! How can he not be angry, how can he not lose control?

However, this matter has not been resolved, why did I decide to move out on impulse? Alas, I really only went back to live for a few days, and I couldn't feel comfortable with myself again!

However, everything was caused by that bastard man, who dared to forget his birthday and destroy his confession? It's really uncle can bear it, but aunt can't bear it!

Zheng Xichen was a little crazy, what's going on, why are his emotions so fluctuating as soon as he meets that man? Obviously, many people are surprised that he will be so calm and calm at a young age!

Calm, steady, wise, where did you all die just now? Why, let things go to an impasse again? Alas, it seems that chasing Zheng Chenheng is really a long way to go!

Damn, I have a headache just thinking about this, I don't want to, I don't want to!