Chapter 58 May it be the southwest wind and pass away into the arms of the king.

In my beautiful vision, without your gentle smile, it would be a cripple.

In my gray world, if it were not for your sunshine, it would be silence.

In my future life, if I don't have your company day and night, it will be a grave.

May it be the southwest wind and pass away into the arms of the king.

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Lin Ziqian deliberately passed by the corner of the library study room this time. He knew that the boy sitting opposite He Shuang was Yu Haibin, and he had used his own means to make He Shuang sad and cut off the boy's hesitation. Because he was afraid that Yu Haihai would hurt her......

However, when he wanted to get close but didn't dare to get closer, they sat together. Perhaps, this is the best ending, Yu Haibin will cherish He Qingyin, Lin Ziqian closed his eyes and thought.

From a distance, he saw that He Qingyin was still studying hard, and saw that she bit the pen in her hand with her teeth from time to time, and then turned the pen around after a while. He laughed in his heart: This He Qingyin, really, stupid pig, has learned all the bad habits of his classmates in high school, and he can't change them well for so many years, I really want to slap her hand and let her correct it......

Walking and walking, getting closer, I saw He Qingyin holding his head with his left hand and seemed to be meditating. She was wearing a beige long-sleeved slim shirt, revealing the outline of her upper body, Lin Ziqian looked away, thinking: Yu Haibin can be seen every day when he sits opposite her like this...... An inexplicable anger mixed with astringency suddenly rose in his heart. Eat one's heart out! When he remembered the word, he couldn't help but quicken his pace and hurried away.

"Bang!" He kicked something. It turned out to be a school bag. "Oh, I'm sorry!" "It's okay, Senior Lin!" The girl said that she was a student in the journalism department. Although the two of them didn't speak loudly, they also attracted the attention of the people around them. Lin Ziqian glanced back, and his eyes were facing He Qingyin's puzzled gaze...... He hurried away. It's like being found and running away......

He Qingyin looked at Lin Ziqian's figure leaving in a hurry, and his heart felt sour.

Out of the library, a gust of wind blew, blowing away Lin Ziqian's frowning brows, blowing off his black windbreaker jacket, revealing his handsome and slender figure like a green pine...... May it be the southwest wind and pass away into the arms of the king.

The post-secondary exam arrived as scheduled. Except for the old and small rainbows who reported to the T University in the provincial capital, most of the others reported to the school.

The last day of revision in the library. I calmly packed up my things, and Yu Haibin was also a little silent. Since the last time I deliberately avoided him for a few days, he has always adhered to the boundaries, we get along peacefully, and sometimes he goes out to play games and comes back very quickly, which seems to be quite well-behaved, so well-behaved that I am a little uncomfortable.

When I put away the things on the table and looked down, Yu Haibin was still busy cleaning up, his hands were a little trembling, but the more he cleaned up, the more messy it became. The books, handouts, and pens on the table were a mess. "Boom!" He knocked over the glass again, but luckily the water in the cup was gone.

I smiled helplessly, took his school bag, and said, "I'd better come!" I packed his things into his schoolbag in different categories, and said, "Brother Yilei has booked the train ticket for us." What do you think? Are you confident about the exam in two days? ”

"Confidence, you've been with me for 42 days, and I can't pass the exam with you urging me!" My heart chuckled, did he remember every day here...... Yu Haibin, I've been turning on the water for you for 42 days, you know?

Time flies. It turns out that although those beautiful pasts are dusty, but after ten years, they are opened again, and after wiping them, the people and things in their memories are still so vivid, so vivid that they were not aware of it at the time, and they were shocked later.

Graduation is approaching, everyone is in a hurry, busy. Some students are busy upgrading to higher education, while others are busy looking for jobs. It was a fulfilling and happy time to think about. Fulfillment is because there is something to do, and happiness is because there is him by your side......

The next day, many of us left Marina City by train to go to our respective post-secondary exam centers. Yu Haibin and I both applied to our school, but the headquarters was in H City, which is 100 miles away from Binhai City.

"Your sister...... Wang Qian, she also applied for this school, when will she leave? Not with us? "Waiting for the train at the station, I asked Yu Haibin.

"She, she and You Yingying went to H City yesterday, saying that they were taking a good rest and adapting to the environment, but in fact, they were just going to have fun!" Originally, I just wanted to ask You Yingying, but he told him about it. "Oh!" I replied lightly. Seeing that his eyes were always glued to the console screen, I stopped talking.

Seeing Susan and Li Angran not far away together, intimately you feed me and I feed you a mouthful of food, my heart is hot, fortunately, Susan does not have such concerns, I wish she what she wants.

"By the way, at the beginning, I heard Lu Xue say that my brother ------ Li Angran, and he didn't want to take the entrance exam? Why did you sign up again? ”

"Oh...... It's over! He looked down and played the game, and he was hooked.

"Yu Haibin, let me ask you, can you concentrate! It's so disrespectful! I said dissatisfied.

"I listen, I don't want to be with Yan Xiaoni, I went to Q City, where Xiaoni's house is located, and I didn't get the heart of a beauty, and I didn't find a suitable job, so I came back, and I didn't review for a few days, and I couldn't pass the exam!"

I have a deep worry in my heart: he can't pass the test, so my Susan and him ...... Does he have Susan in his heart? Don't be angry and have fun...... If so, I won't be able to spare him.

At this time, the most lonely is Shi Zheng. He knew that he couldn't get into the school Xiaohong wanted to go to. Xiaohong has always been firmly on the first throne in the department, and no one has surpassed it so far. This girl has learned to grow up in loneliness, and perhaps it will be the joy of learning that will make her forget the pain of life. The two people are not applying for the same school, and they are destined to be separated. I walked over and sat with Shi Zheng for a while, and said some words of encouragement, when I heard the announcement that the train was about to enter the station, and we all went to check the tickets.

Along the way, several of the boys were playing cards to kill the time in the car. I talked a lot with Susan on the train, and she didn't seem to care at all. "It doesn't matter if he can pass the test or not, we still have to be together!" Brave Susan has a lot of open-mindedness, so I won't say more.

Finally arrived in H City. We also found the closest place to the school, and once we were settled, Susan and I couldn't wait to get around. It's really natural for girls to love shopping!

By the evening, Susan had already gone to her lover, and I was left alone in the house to be bored. I wanted to go to see what Yu Haibin was doing, but I saw the room where they were and General Tie guarded the door. I had no choice but to sit on the big bluestone at the mouth of the alley and look at the sky in a daze.

The blue sky, the night is quietly falling, the stars are twinkling, it seems that they have not yet woken up, blinking with lazy tiredness. At this time, the East Street of D University is still lively. The voices of people, cars, neon lights, and the shadows of dogs running all over the ground are mixed together, and people are not quiet at all.

When I'm lonely, I always want to have someone by my side, but when I really have someone by my side, I like the taste of loneliness.

"Look up to the sky!" It seemed that a voice reminded me that the voice in my memory was as clear as the sound of a jade jingling bell, as pleasant as the murmuring of a stream. "Lin Ziqian, I have lived up to your expectations, believe me, when you leave abroad, I will still live well and live for my heart!"

"Hey, what are you doing sitting here? Have you had dinner? "It's Yu Haibin and they came back together.

"I've eaten it." I smiled awkwardly, not wanting him to see that I was lonely.

"Let's go back! It's a mess here, you're alone outside......" He never finished speaking. Maybe it's because they remembered what happened to me, kindly reminded me, and feared that I would be too careful.

"Good!" I followed them into the alley. When I saw a few of them open the door, I was embarrassed to follow them into the house. I turned around and went to the second floor where Susan and I were in the room. Susan still hasn't returned. I don't know what to do. As soon as I raised my eyes and saw the bananas and apples I had just bought while shopping, I thought: Send some to Yu Haibin, the boy's heart is not so fine, and he will definitely not think of buying fruit to eat.

When I stood five meters away from their guest room with a plastic bag, and heard the laughter of girls coming from inside, I really suspected that there was something wrong with my ears, but my eyes did not deceive me, through the light in the room I saw Yu Haibin talking and laughing with a few beautiful girls, his expression was happy, with a little joy and self-satisfaction.

At this time, I was very embarrassed and in a dilemma. Let's go in, I'm afraid it will ruin the warm atmosphere of chatting with the girls, go back, but these fruits can't be brought back...... I was 120,000 unhappy to see him like this.

I walked in generously. Under the puzzled eyes of the girls, he put the fruit on the table. Seeing that Yu Haihai's expression was not so natural, he was more restrained and shy. I then deliberately sat down next to him and took his left hand around my head and grabbed my shoulder, and I leaned against his chest and heard his pounding heartbeat. Sure enough, without me saying anything, the girls who lived in another school next door to them made excuses to go back: "I took a nap!" "Let's go, go back and review!" Tomorrow's exam is coming! ”

Seeing that they were all gone, I got together, and Yu Haihai's hand immediately slipped off my shoulder.

As I walked, I said, "You're really good at peach blossoms!" "He Qingyin!" He suddenly stopped me, "Are you jealous?" You still care about me! Seeing that I didn't answer, I still walked outside the house, Yu Haibin snorted coldly and said, "You are really good!" ”

My steps stopped abruptly, and I seemed to understand something. The moment of the calcium carbide fire, I remembered the note that asked me to come out on that rainy day. The corners of his lips hooked, and he turned back with a wry smile and gave him a bright smile: "Once, not as good as someone!" ”

The moment I turned around, tears were dripping hot down my cheeks, and I knew that he and I, separated by suspicion and distrust, separated by deception and hurt, were afraid that we would never go back......

I staggered back to my lodgings, feeling uncomfortable, my stomach was tumbling, I went to the bathroom and vomited for a while, feeling better. But I was weak, so I had to take out the review materials to look at them, hoping that tomorrow would be better and I would have the strength to take the exam.

There was a knock at the door. I thought it was Susan coming back, and I was wondering what the knock meant when the door was unlocked. "He Qingyin! Is Susan there? "It turned out to be Li Angran." In! The door is unlocked! "I was so weak that I didn't get out of bed.

Li Angran hurried in like a gust of wind and shouted at me: "Susan, have you seen her, tell me quickly!" "What's wrong?" "I couldn't find her anywhere, we had a fight, I was afraid of her...... It's so late and unfamiliar! ”

My heart was so anxious that anger rose up, and I stood up on the bed, always soft-spoken, and threw the handout in my hand violently, and in the white that flew in the sky, I shouted hysterically: "Go find me!" If I can't find her, I'll kill you!" "I was lying in bed with messy hair, and I looked more like a ghost. Li Angran didn't say a word, and ran away in fear. My eyes went black and I lay on my back on the bed......

When I woke up, I found that my hand was a little sore, and it turned out that it was on a drip. Susan was crying profusely. Yu Haibin and Li Angran sat on the bench in a daze.

"It's good that you're awake! Thanks to the seaside, I went to find you faint and carried you to the health center. Susan said. You're back! I closed my eyes and didn't want to speak again.

"I'm sorry! Qingyin, next time I will definitely not run around and worry you! Susan said, clasping my other hand. Seeing that I didn't speak, she cried even more. I frowned, so I had to comfort her softly: "Okay, I don't care if you come back safely, the next time you have a conflict, you must tell me, at least let me know where you are!" Okay, don't cry, you and Li Angran go back first, I have something to say to Yu Haibin! ”

When they were far away, Yu Haibin moved a stool and sat over. "Thank you! Trouble you to carry me again! I spoke first, breaking the silence.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said something like that to make you angry! Lu Yaoyao said I won't believe her how you are, I know you care about me......" I interrupted him, "Haibin! ”

I hadn't called him that for a long time, and he was stunned for a moment, and I continued, "We can't go back...... Just be friends, I'm greedy, I don't want to be a stranger with you! With tears welling up in my eyes, I closed my eyes and let the bitterness flow freely. Suddenly I felt something warm on my cheeks.

After waiting for three years, I finally waited for his kiss, not on the lips but on the cheek, without love, more apologetic. At this time, love and non-love have become a thing of the past, and I cry loudly when the wind passes...... He got up and stood by the window, and he kept me company all night until he saw me back to my lodgings, and he never said a word.

The next day's exam, I persevered. In the evening, I sat on the big bluestone and watched the sky.

"Oh, He Qingyin has been waiting for you! She's been watching you! Shi Zheng said. Yu Haibin hit a shot on the side of the billiards case, and the ball scattered, but it didn't hit. He glanced at He Qingyin, sighed, and said, "Where is she looking at me, she is looking at the sky!" ”

Yu Haibin didn't know that at this time, there was a moth eyebrow in the sky, like Lin Ziqian's eyebrows and eyes.

He Qingyin glanced at Yu Haibin, this man once took her hand and strode across the road, giving her the shyness in love without reservation. She loves his wanton flying, eloquent, confident and chic. She used to love him, and for his little goodness, she carried a year's heartache; In order to get the warmth he gave, he didn't wear gloves when he got sores on his hands...... What he gave her was like the snow in his palm at that time, and the warm time was the time to wake up from a dream.

Yu Haibin put his coat on He Qingyin and said to her, "Go back, it's cold to sit on the stone." "In the middle of spring, the wind is still cooler at night. He Qingyin got up and smiled slightly, and walked back side by side with him obediently.

"In the future, you smile more, you laugh more...... It's beautiful! Yu Haibin whispered. The first time I heard him say "good-looking", I actually felt that these two words were the most beautiful words in the world.

"Hmm!" He Qingyin felt that this was very good, two people could still walk together very intimately, and it was much better to talk than to be speechless. I gave him my coat back and said, "Thank you!" Have a good exam tomorrow! ”

"You...... Do you want to go home the day after tomorrow? You go back with us, you know, the train will come to our Fangcheng after passing through your Qingcheng Station! Yu Haibin said, I know, the "we" he said includes You Yingying and Wang Qian, what a distant word "you" is.

"No, I'll go home tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon after the exam!"

"Then you're coming home late......" Seeing that my eyebrows were tight, he said, "Oh, that'...... Good bye! "Goodbye!" The moment they turned around, Yu Haibin couldn't bear it in his heart, and He Qingyin's heart was sour.

A gust of wind blew, carrying the spring cold. On the seashore, when the south wind rises, I would like to turn into the southwest wind, pass away into the arms of the king, and absorb your warmth......

It's me who is greedy.