Chapter 57: The Bright Moon Was There, and the Clouds Returned (2)

The scenery in my heart is blooming all the way, you have never seen it. The clouds in my heart are colorful and gorgeous, and you have never raised your head.

I am the bright moon, the moon is full of moon, the lack of the moon is because I hurt you and you are thin, and the moon is full because I think you are full of heart.

I thought I was going to forget, I was going to let go, but why did tears flow in my eyes when I saw your back?

My words, if you do not understand, I will answer them in silence; My heart, if you don't know, I'll reveal it with my back.

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His hands were soaked in cold water and he seemed to be numb. "He doesn't care, he really doesn't care! Don't bring shame on yourself! "I secretly admonished myself in my heart.

"Sister, it's so late, you're still washing Yu Haibin's clothes, he will be moved to death if he knows it! I'll tell him tomorrow...... "Susan walked past me and went straight to the bathroom."

"Susan! Don't ......" "I told you to ask your own heart, and cherish what you get!" I can't hold it back when I go to the toilet! The words came out of Susan's mouth, and she rushed into the toilet with a puff of smoke.

I smiled miserably: Yes, I once got that Lin Ziqian accompanied me through that period of gloomy heartbreak and gave me the courage to move forward; I've got, I've been with me all winter on the beach, giving me the warmth of his hands...... What else could you ask for, at least, once had.

When I think about it, I'm relieved. Talk to Lin Ziqian another day about which school to apply for. No matter what happens to two people, there is always one person who wants to take the first step to reconcile. A person like Lin Ziqian, who thinks highly of himself, will naturally not bow his head. The pace of laundry suddenly became much lighter.

The next morning, when I was endorsing by the lake in the three provinces, I found Susan coming from the flowers and willows. I wanted to deliberately trick her, so I hid behind the many rockeries by the lake. When I looked at half of my face, there was not only Susan, but also a person, look closely, ah, it turned out to be Li Angran.

Although they were talking quietly from a distance, I could clearly see Lee's lips close to Susan's...... What the! Are they kissing? Make no mistake, I patted my head, it was indeed my head, it hurt soberly. Hiding behind the rockery, I felt like I had discovered a big secret, and my heart was beating hard. No wonder I asked Susan and me to review my homework together, but she didn't agree, it turns out that this heart belongs to her, and she can't help herself!

Not daring to look any further, I slipped back to the library like a gopher sticking to the rockery. Patronized and ran, and forgot to turn on the water. I hurriedly grabbed the kettle and went downstairs again to fetch water.

In the stairwell, Lin Ziqian passed by me, but I didn't see him, and when the familiar smell of his body wafted in, I turned back suddenly: "Lin Ziqian!" "Lin Ziqian, hurry up!" It turned out to be a girl's voice that overshadowed my shout, and Lin Ziqian hurried upstairs. "Am I going to keep looking at his back? …… That's fine, maybe it's the best arrangement in heaven! "I went downstairs slowly.

At noon, head back to the dormitory. This has entered the countdown to the college entrance exam, and there are still many people watching the TV series "Blood Romance" next to the TV, and everyone is obsessed with the actor Zhong Yuemin played by Liu Ye, a man with quite a personality who has come out of the ** era.

I also followed Lu Xue for a while, after all, I didn't go on continuously, so I went to the restaurant to finish eating, I lay on the bed and read a book absentmindedly, why didn't Susan come back? Don't do anything with two people...... But in broad daylight! I don't dare to think about it.

Finally, Susan is back. I threw the book on Lu Xue's bed opposite, fell on the bed all of a sudden, and said loudly: "Ah, I have three times a day, when will I meet my lover?" What did we talk about? Where will you not be found next time we meet? ”

Hearing me say this, the old and small rainbow who was eating knife-cut noodles squirted out a mouthful of noodles......

"Neurotic, He Qingyin!" Susan glanced at me.

"You're just crazy, Susan, you be sober, twilight love is a taboo in school! It's about to take the college entrance exam, I don't want you to waste time to ......" I was interrupted by Susan's laughter before I could finish my sentence, "I just want to love for once, no mistake!" What about me, aren't you and Yu Haibin rekindling their old relationship? Isn't it twilight love, is it morning love? ”

"I ...... Things are not what you think! "I was in a hurry to argue.

"What's that like? What about Lin Ziqian? Is it fun to play cat and mouse? I told you to ask your own heart! ”

"Then have you asked Li Angran's heart if he has completely expelled Yan Xiaoni to leave a place for you!"

"He doesn't need it, I don't need it, I will slowly make me an indispensable presence in his heart!" Ten years later, I still remember Susan's rhetoric, but what is the price to pay? In order to get closer to her beloved, the mermaid lost her tail that could return to the sea, lost her beautiful singing voice, and finally turned into foam......

"Alright, you two stop arguing! Is it okay to go to bed first? "The Boss wants to reconcile. I was angry and covered my head with a quilt. Susan also collapsed on the bed without saying a word.

The days are always passing. Slowly, I also accepted the reality that Li Angran and Susan were in love. However, I was worried that Susan, who was so immersed in love, would forget herself.

In the blink of an eye, Yu Haibin and I have been reviewing our homework for half a month. I also gradually learned that he had fallen too far behind in his original homework, and he usually had to fail the exam and then make up for it. It is almost impossible to make up for what has fallen in these forty or fifty days, and I can't pass the exam of real gun combat in the end. I'm anxious for him.

But sometimes the emperor is not in a hurry, and the eunuch is in a hurry. It's been days since I noticed that he always sneaks out. Today, Yu Haibin has been sitting for less than ten minutes in the morning and has not seen anyone, and he has not seen his shadow all morning. When I looked at my watch, it was 11 o'clock. I went to the computer room of the school on the first floor of the library to look for him, and everyone looked for him thousands of times, and he was really there.

I walked over and patted him on the shoulder, giving him the most charming smile. He was playing a CS game, froze there awkwardly.

"You, close the computer and come out!" I called him out and walked to an empty corner outside the computer room. I suddenly turned around and pumped my fist and gave him an arm. He clutched his arms in pain, his complexion flushed. There was a strange look in the eyes, as if the person floating on the surface of the sea had finally found a life-saving plank. Soon his eyes turned to disdain. "You have to take care of it!" Hearing him say this, I couldn't get angry.

"Regardless of you, are you going to play the game until dark? You're not going to take the test anymore? Will you be able to find a job after graduating from college, or have you already figured out what to do in the future? My tone was full of anger that hated iron and steel. Seeing him standing there and looking indifferent, I swung my fist at him again, and said with tears in my eyes: "I haven't given up on you, have you given up on yourself?" ”

My arm was grabbed by him, and the punch didn't hit him. He dragged me into his arms, "You still care about me, don't you?" One of my hands was gripped tightly by him, his other around my waist, and his warm breath was getting closer and closer. My heart was racing, but I didn't answer. I jerked my way away from his embrace and ran up the stairs.

Day after day, I face each other with Yu Haibin day by day, and sometimes when I am tired of learning, I raise my head and look at the man opposite who I have been obsessed with for nearly three years, still like an eagle spreading its wings with a pair of sword eyebrows, eyebrows like swords, cutting flowers. The girls who stayed with him didn't last long. He was still alone. Is he still the high-spirited, witty, gentle and shy young man I knew at the beginning, with a lot of talk, jumping steps, and striding like the wind? Time is ruthless, but he is still him, but he is no longer the Yu Haibin I knew at the beginning.

"What's wrong?" He raised his head suddenly, and I handed him the materials I had printed: "I printed a copy of the real questions of last year's modern Chinese exam, you can take a look, you can ask me if you know it!" "Oh!" The moment he took it, we touched hands, and my hand was about to retract, but he held it tightly. The temperature of his palm came from between his fingers, and it turned out that this feeling had not been felt for a long time. His eyes rolled, his eyebrows were gentle, and his smile deepened......

I was suddenly at a loss and panicked. Glancing at the people around him, he saw that everyone lowered their heads and didn't see it. I quickly got up and excused myself to go to the toilet and leave. "No, He Qingyin, if you continue like this, you will fall into it, although you used to be so eager for his gentle treatment and daily reciprocity, but, you two ...... It's better to stay away! "In the end, reason triumphs over emotion.

For the next three or four days, I met with Yu Haibin and left as soon as I explained the review plan.

On this day, Yu Haibin found He Qingyin who was reciting loudly on the lake of the three provinces outside the library.

"He Qingyin, why have you always avoided me for the past two days?" Yu Haibin asked first, looking a little annoyed.

"Where is the ......"

"So you sit all morning, if you don't want to sit with me, I can go somewhere else!"

I put down the English word book in my hand, looked at the lake like a mirror and the rippling blue waves for a while, turned my head away, and said with a smile: "You think too much!" I just think it's just the right spring here, and I can still endorse it and breathe fresh air before it comes out! I jumped up from the ground and patted the dirt on my buttocks, "Let's go, go to study with the prince, my companion is quite competent!" He walked straight back to the library and didn't look at him again. I'm afraid that if I watch too much, my heart will be out of control.

But every day that followed was like an ordeal. "He Qingyin, are you so useless! The exam is the most important thing at the moment, do you think you have a way out? Think about your future and your parents' expectations. Yu Haibin, do you know, I work so hard, every time I try my best to be able to stand side by side with you, you don't let me down, I'm waiting for you, I'm waiting for us in another city to start again,

I'm waiting for you to say you love me, and you're going to marry me! ”

I promised Yu Haibin to review with me, I originally wanted to see Lin Ziqian's reaction. But it was as if he had disappeared, and all I could see was his back. Countless times I walked past the card phone, hesitated to dial, and always hung up the phone before the number was dialed and gave up. Lin Ziqian, fly! Don't be burdened, I know that the dragon is not a thing in the pool. Wishing you all the best.

I scooped the wontons in the bowl with a spoon and was distracted. Once upon a time, Lin Ziqian was still sitting opposite me arguing. "Lin Ziqian, you really have you, the first time you invite me to dinner, you will eat a bowl of wontons?"

"Oh, one bowl is not enough, another bowl?"

"Forget it, anyway, if you pay for it, I'll eat it for nothing."

"You're quite self-aware, you're idiot enough, your brain is too chaotic, eat some wontons to make up for it.

............ "Is this your girlfriend?" ”

"Sister-in-law Feng, do you think I'll find such an ugly girlfriend!" ……

The night at Lin Ziqian's house in the provincial capital suddenly appeared in front of me, watching him sit up straight like that, elegantly holding chopsticks and stuttering noodles. His brow furrowed slightly. "How? Isn't it delicious? I'm not a good cook......"

"It's rare for you to be so humble! Don't say anything about eating, wait until I'm done! "I'll admit, the way he smiles is really good-looking...... I shook my head, Lin Ziqian, let me keep these in my mind and treasure them!

"Xiao He, is today's wonton not the right appetite? Why don't you eat it yet? ”

"No, Sister-in-law Feng, it's as good as before, I'll wait for it to get cold before eating!"

"Okay, then you eat slowly, don't burn!" Sister-in-law Feng turned around and went busily.

"Sister-in-law Feng, Lin Ziqian ......" I wanted to ask Lin Ziqian if he had come recently, but suddenly I felt that it was unnecessary.

"What?" There were so many people that Sister-in-law Feng didn't hear what I said.

"When is Xiaobao going to have surgery? I remember you said it would be after National Day. ”

"yes, that's the initial plan!" Sister-in-law Feng said while cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks on the other tables. I ate my wonton and touched a bulging plastic bag in my backpack.

A month later.

"Little Brother Lin, I've finally waited for you!" Sister-in-law Feng saw Lin Ziqian and hurriedly greeted him.

"Brother Feng, is there anything wrong with Sister-in-law Feng? Or a bowl of ravioli! I'll sit and wait! ”

"Hey, don't worry, you can help me return this to Sister He!" Lin Ziqian took it and looked at it, it was an envelope with the words: I wish Xiaobao a speedy recovery!

It is He Qingyin's handwriting, graceful and lovely, with a clear and beautiful Xiaokai, which is more elegant and charming than the handwriting he hid in his wallet. Her handwriting has clearly improved a lot.

When I opened it, it was a wad of money. Lin Ziqian's mind came to mind the figure of He Qingyin standing in the cold wind of Qilin Square, the charming appearance of her wearing a kimono and smiling at people in the crowded Sanlian shopping mall, and the busy figure in the KFC store...... He had stood in front of the KFC store for a long time, and he wanted to go in and explain to her, and wanted to confess to her, but he still avoided it. saw her riding a bicycle on a sparsely populated road, and her figure was lonely...... His heart will hurt.

He finally knew why she was working so hard, it was her last wish before she left Marina City. And he had better fulfill her.

"Look at it, I turned around and couldn't see it, so she gave it to me, put it in a bag and said it was a snack for Xiaobao, I didn't open it, and I didn't see this until I got home. I also forgot what department she belonged to, and I didn't have a place to inquire about such a big school......"

"Sister-in-law Feng, you can accept it, this is a little bit of her heart, as long as Xiaobao's surgery goes well, her wish will be forgotten!" Lin Ziqian handed the envelope back to Sister-in-law Feng.

Sister-in-law Feng hurriedly waved her hand: "You have taken good care of us, we can't do this anymore, this money is enough for her tuition for the next year!" Give it back to her! ”

Lin Ziqian stuffed the envelope into Sister-in-law Feng's money box, turned around and ran away: "Remember to call me when Xiaobao has surgery, He Qingyin and I will go to see him!" ”

"Your ravioli, little brother Lin!" Brother Feng came back and shouted at Lin Ziqian. Lin Ziqian's figure has disappeared around the corner of the market.

On the horizon, the crescent moon bends and hangs on the willow tops.