Chi Xiaoyi asked me what happened later, which caused me to be with Fu Chaohuan, I think it is particularly ridiculous, doesn't he know how I was with Fu Chaohuan back then, didn't he single-handedly cause it in the more than ten years I missed with him, how could he ask me so calmly and confidently at this moment

The past swept over like a tidal wave. I thought of the dusk in my sophomore year of high school, when Chi Xiaoyi and Zhou Xue were in the library**, and that day I asked Chi Xiaoyi with my last fantasy, how is the difference between me and Zhou Xue, and he replied that Zhou Xue is his girlfriend and I am my sister.

On the day I was going to go to college in another city, I waited for him at the airport for a whole afternoon, thinking that if he came, I wouldn't give up, but at that time, all the pictures of what he and Zhou Xue were doing came to mind, and I sat in a chair in the interrogation room. No longer looking at Chi Xiaoyi, who was looking at me on the other side, I lowered my head, and the tears that had accumulated for a long time fell down in large pieces.

I knew Chi Xiaoyi when I was more than three years old, he was almost six years old at that time, I don't remember what he looked like, but fortunately I still have photos of him at home before he was ten years old, at that time Chi Xiaoyi was more beautiful than a girl, with black hair, big and bright eyes, just like the cartoons, he looked very cute. Particularly flattering.

But Chi Xiaoyi is just more delicate in appearance, and the elders are always deceived by his skin, in fact, Chi Xiaoyi doesn't like to deal with people. The expression is always cold, which is very inconsistent with his pink and beautiful face like peach blossoms, and it has been a long time. The elders don't like this "uneducated" and withdrawn child very much.

So for more than ten years. In addition to Chi Beizhi's eldest brother, I am Chi Xiaoyi's only and best playmate, and I don't know how Chi Xiaoyi persuaded Chi Yuan and the others, when I was in the second grade of primary school, Chi Xiaoyi was demoted from the fifth grade to be my tablemate.

Compared to other bear children of the same age, Ji Xiaoyi is not a mischievous trickster, he sleeps next to me during class, and I occasionally turn my head sideways, and I can see his black hair and half face illuminated by the sun, quiet and docile like an angel.

Or sometimes he just sits there and reads books, all of which are works by great people in science, physics, chemistry, and so on that I don't have access to in my grade, and he doesn't listen to the teacher anyway, no matter what he is doing in class, and he asks me what homework the teacher assigns, and then asks me to help him write it.

To this day, I still remember that when I couldn't write such simple Chinese characters as "one, two, three", Chi Xiaoyi taught me how to write his name, at that time I couldn't even hold the pen steadily, and there were too many strokes of Chi Xiaoyi's name, I went to kindergarten at the age of three, and I didn't write his name until the first grade.

From this matter, Chi Xiaoyi defined me as a child with a low IQ, and I despised him for copying me every time he took an exam, the point is that sometimes he asked him to copy, but he couldn't copy it correctly, in order to prove that I was not stupid, I was a top student from elementary school to high school, and Chi Xiaoyi was naturally turned into slag by me.

The Chi family and the Ye family are separated by a long distance, but we have a driver at home to pick up and drop off when we study, and every morning Chi Xiaoyi asks the driver to go to my house first, and I take the Chi family's car to go to school with Chi Xiaoyi, but then Jiang Zhiyue does not let Chi Xiaoyi wait for me on the grounds of wasting time, or Chi Xiaoyi walks to school.

Chi Xiaoyi had a very stubborn personality when he was a child, and he preferred to work against Jiang Zhiyue, Jiang Zhiyue abused him in a different way, and he was not uncommon to take the Chi family's car, I thought he was really going to walk to school, but I didn't expect to see him standing at the door of my house as usual the next morning.

At that time, Chi Xiaoyi was ten years old, his figure was straight under the morning light, and at a glance, he could feel the kind of nobility and coldness exuded from his body, he didn't even bother to eat breakfast and came over, he said that he would take my family's car in the future, because the distance from the Chi family to the Ye family was closer than the distance from the Chi family to the school.

You see, he has been very calculating since he was a child, but in fact, even if he doesn't walk to my house, I will ask the driver to take me to Chi's house and wait for him to go to school together.

Since that day, I have not eaten breakfast at home, I have been waking up and deliberately delaying time, and in order to show that I am almost late, I hurriedly ran out with my breakfast.

Because in this way, I can avoid my mother's interrogation, and I can naturally have breakfast with Chi Xiaoyi in the car, my mother gives me warm milk in a bottle, I drink a small half, and the remaining half is given to Chi Xiaoyi.

Chi Xiaoyi doesn't like to drink, but if I threaten not to talk to me for a day, on the surface he dislikes me for chattering too much all day long, but every time I ignore him for half an hour, he will obediently listen to me, and for more than ten years, he used the same milk bottle with me every morning, and was forced to drink the rest of my milk.

That year, we played at home, and I asked Chi Xiaoyi to play the bride and I wanted to be the groom.

He was so angry that he almost broke off with me, pursed his lips and glared at me for a few seconds, when Ji Xiaoyi suddenly grabbed my hand and touched his legs.

I touched a bulge, and he asked defiantly, "I have what the groom has, do you have it, or lift your skirt and let me touch it too." ”

"I was speechless, although I was too young at that time to understand so much, but at least I knew the most fundamental difference between boys and girls, the first time I touched Chi Xiaoyi, I was curious and scared, and I was so frightened that I withdrew my hand.

Chi Xiaoyi couldn't help but lift my skirt without saying anything, but before he touched me, I kicked him in the face, watching him fall to the ground in embarrassment, I was even more aggrieved than him, crying and scolding him for being a hooligan, and I wanted to break off with him.

I panicked as soon as I cried, and it was still on the lawn in the Ye family's yard at the time, Chi Xiaoyi got up and covered my mouth with his hand, and glared at me with those big eyes, "What are you crying about, haven't I touched you yet, it's me who suffers, after all, you touched me first, and I always have to touch it back." ”

I looked at Chi Xiaoyi and cried with a whimper, tears were about to flow into a river, staining Chi Xiaoyi's hands wet.

Chi Xiaoyi really had no choice, he softened his voice and coaxed me to say, "Okay, I'll be the bride, can you be the groom?"

I immediately nodded.

Chi Xiaoyi looked at me in surprise, and after a while, his hand was taken away from my lips, and the sun in the yard was sprinkled in large areas, enveloping people in a halo, I don't know if it was my illusion, I saw Chi Xiaoyi, who had always had an ice cube face, and at this moment, his snow-white face was actually flushed crimson.

Chi Xiaoyi glanced at me, then reached out to wipe the wet tears on my face, his movements were very gentle, like treating a fragile porcelain doll, my eyelashes trembled at close range, staring at Chi Xiaoyi with moist black pupils.

Before I could react, he suddenly leaned over and kissed me on the face.

I can accept this kind of intimacy, when I was a child, I had shoulder-length short hair, and the top of my head was fixed with a beautiful pink headband, and the elders praised me for being well-behaved and sweet, like a little princess Lori, they all liked me very much, and Ye Chengji liked to pinch my face on weekdays, and occasionally kissed my forehead. Acre pit rowing.

But Chi Xiaoyi's feeling of kissing me is different from Ye Chengji, as for the difference, I can't say clearly, the only undeniable thing is that I not only reject Chi Xiaoyi kissing me, but I like it very much, so I exchanged courtesies, I also kissed Chi Xiaoyi's face, and then immediately lowered my head, embarrassed to look at Chi Xiaoyi.

Maybe Chi Xiaoyi was scared by me, or maybe he disliked me, after all, he didn't let anyone touch him on weekdays, so I didn't feel his reaction for a long time, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little abnormal, and I don't know how long it took, I raised my head and looked at Chi Xiaoyi.

I didn't expect Chi Xiaoyi to be looking at me too, but at the moment of looking at me, Chi Xiaoyi immediately looked away, the afternoon sun passed through the flowers and trees, and the mottled light and shadow were reflected on Chi Xiaoyi's face, and I saw Chi Xiaoyi's ears red again.

The reason why I remember this scene is not that I deliberately remember it, but that I have been trying to forget the past all these years, and I can clearly recall every detail of that day because it was this dream that I had after falling asleep in Qiao Ningsi's office.

It's just that in the dream, I dressed up as Chi Xiaoyi's bride, he put the braided garland on my head, more than ten years ago, Chi Xiaoyi deceived me, he told me that since I want to play home, then all the processes are completed, so Chi Xiaoyi pressed me on the lawn that day, imitating the scene of entering the cave room on TV.

He rubbed his whole body on me, the bulge made my legs hurt, and when I was about to cry again, Chi Xiaoyi got off me, lay on the grass and panted and said: "It seems that TV is all lies, how can the bride and groom enjoy it very much"

Me: ""

Fortunately, we were all young at that time, and we didn't understand the affairs of men and women, but now that I think about it, that kind of picture and Chi Xiaoyi are too obscene and shameless, which is enough to prove that Chi Xiaoyi is not only a scheming bitch since he was a child, but even playing hooligan is his nature.

Time flies, Chi Xiaoyi and I from elementary school to junior high school, and then to high school, except for the time when we go back to our respective homes, Chi Xiaoyi and I are almost inseparable outside, wherever he goes, I follow him, I am still a scholar, helping him write homework, cheating in exams, he still sleeps quietly next to me in class, or a scumbag who reads books silently.

Chi Xiaoyi and I have been the same for ten years, I thought that there was no change, until one afternoon when the cicadas were singing, when I occasionally looked sideways at the sleeping Chi Xiaoyi beside me, I was shocked that I didn't know when he started, his originally very delicate face, but now it has become clear-cut.

It was as if his facial features had been carefully crafted, his whole face was angular and resolute, and the eighteen-year-old boy looked so handsome, I remembered the gaze of those girls in the school who stopped on Chi Xiaoyi, and when talking to Chi Xiaoyi, they always lowered their heads, and their green faces were flushed.

For a moment, I suddenly felt very scared, as if something I had treasured since I was a child was shared by someone else, and I wanted to pull Ji Xiaoyi away and return to the world where we were children and only the two of us, and this sudden possessiveness confused me.

At that time, Ji Xiaoyi and I were in my first year of high school, and after I stared at Chi Xiaoyi for a long time, he opened his eyes, and the inky hairline on his forehead hung down, making him look more and more scattered.

Chi Xiaoyi looked at me quietly for dozens of seconds, and then stretched out his hand to naturally caress my face, his voice revealed the coldness of a teenager and the laziness after waking up, "What's wrong?"

I shook my head and didn't speak, and immediately turned my face away, only to feel my heart "thump".

Ji Xiaoyi's hand slid down my cheek, and he turned his head to look out the window like me, the students in the classroom were taking a nap, and the cicadas were singing from the playground.

Chi Xiaoyi suddenly asked me, "After the summer vacation, let's go on a trip abroad." Which place do you like?"

I suddenly came back to my senses, thought for a moment and said, "You can go anywhere, as long as you stay with me." ”

This is a very common sentence, after all, I am with Chi Xiaoyi on weekdays, but at this moment, after listening to it, Chi Xiaoyi suddenly laughed, and the smile was loose and disapproving, I couldn't understand what he meant.

The class bell rang at this time, and Chi Xiaoyi pulled out a book, and as soon as his slender fingers opened the page, a pink envelope fell out.

After school that afternoon, Ji Xiaoyi asked me to go back alone, and I chose to sneak behind him.

The afterglow of the setting sun spilled through the window of the staircase, and Chi Xiaoyi's tall figure stood with his back to me, and after the girl who wrote a love letter to him confessed again, Chi Xiaoyi was silent for dozens of seconds, and then reached out and hugged the blushing girl into his arms.

At that moment, a sudden heart-rending feeling swept over me.

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