178: Ye Chenghan Fanwai (2): Crush is the biggest suffering
I didn't look any further that day, I was worried that Ji Xiaoyi would kiss the girl with a flushed face next, not on the face, but on her lips. This is something I can't accept, I don't like Chi Xiaoyi to say more words with other girls, let alone kissing
I went back to the seat of Chi Xiaoyi in the classroom, took out the book, the pink envelope was still sandwiched inside, I opened the letter without panic and guilt, the girl's font was very delicate, the content was nothing more than to express her admiration for Chi Xiaoyi, she liked Chi Xiaoyi.
I laughed at this girl in my heart, what is she compared to me, her liking for Chi Xiaoyi is too superficial. But why would Chi Xiaoyi choose a girl who doesn't love him deeply. And to abandon me, who is devoted to him, out of his world
I went home alone and couldn't sleep at night and was in a daze on the terrace. It was the weekend, and it happened that Ye Chengji had also returned, and I saw that the lights were still on in his house, so I went over to chat with him.
I was pampered by all the people in my family since I was a child. Carefree like a princess in a fairy tale, if I am unhappy one day, it must be because I have an awkward quarrel with Chi Xiaoyi, so Ye Chengji guessed it at once, brought me a glass of milk, he sat on the chair on the terrace with me, touched my head and asked, "What's wrong"
Different from Chi Xiaoyi's coldness, Ye Chengyi is as warm as jade and calm, especially for my younger sister, he smiled very gently, my two arms were on the table, my chin was pillowed, and I looked up at Ye Chengyi, "Chi Xiaoyi accepted a girl today, and he started to fall in love, but why is the object not me"
Ye Chengji was stunned for a moment. He pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "This is actually quite normal. Some people may only fall in love once in their lives, while some people may have to talk about it several times, and Chi Xiaoyi should belong to the latter, so you don't have to worry, after he talks a few times, he will know what kind of woman he wants and which kind of woman is suitable for him. β
"Do you mean that he will always understand later that the person he likes is me, and I am the most suitable for him" At that time, I was only fifteen years old, but under the guidance of Ye Chengji, I quickly understood, shook my head and said to him: "Maybe I will meet someone I like in the future, and by the time Chi Xiaoyi understands his feelings again, it will be too late." β
Ye Chengji reached over and rubbed my hair, his dark eyes were full of pampering and love, which I couldn't get from Chi Xiaoyi, Ye Chengji smiled, "It's right that you can think like this." In the future, you have someone you really like, whether he regrets it or not, it has nothing to do with you, right?"
That's true, Chi Xiaoyi and I are still young, it's too early to draw conclusions, since he has met the girl he likes and has begun to fall in love, maybe it won't be long before I will experience a relationship, so what's the use of dwelling on it at the moment
However, even after comforting myself like this, I was still sullen, my fingers slid over the glass containing milk, and I couldn't help but think of Chi Xiaoyi, I changed the topic and asked Ye Chengji, "Brother, are you in love?"
"I've received a lot of love letters, but I haven't met anyone I like." Ye Chengji grabbed the collar of my coat with one hand, pulled me up from the table, and he poured milk into my mouth, "Hurry up and go to bed after drinking." How old are you, don't fall in love with me, even if you are in love, the object can only be Chi Xiaoyi. β
Everyone in the Ye family knows Chi Xiaoyi well, if it weren't for the fact that baby kissing is not popular now, it is estimated that Chi Xiaoyi and I would be able to get married when we were young, so even if I am with Chi Xiaoyi now, my eldest brother will not object, but Chi Xiaoyi's first love is not me, it seems that fate has not developed according to what I and my family expected.
Since then, Chi Xiaoyi has been in love, which also shows that he is no longer my Ye Chenghan alone, from the past inseparable, to later Chi Xiaoyi often let me alone, and then finally I consciously stayed away from him without waiting for Chi Xiaoyi to open his mouth to send me away.
Ye Chengji didn't misunderstand Chi Xiaoyi, Chi Xiaoyi is not single-minded in his relationship, or he has been looking for the girl who suits him, so in the two years from the first year of high school to the second year of high school, he has been in love many times, and he has changed many girl friends, and he has become a "playboy" in school.
However, if a person is good-looking, has excellent conduct, and has not hurt those girls too deeply, then we can't say that he is "flowery", but amorous and free, Chi Xiaoyi is this kind of person, even if he changes a girlfriend a month, those girls will not scold him for being a scumbag, but his ex-girlfriend does not complain about him, and continues to like him silently.
Those crushes and bright loves, as well as the girls who are dating Chi Xiaoyi, can form a harem, they are jealous all day long, and the fight is quite exciting, I pay more attention to Chi Xiaoyi, so from time to time I can hear who did the third party, destroyed Chi Xiaoyi and his current girlfriend, and finally succeeded in taking the position.
I laughed and sympathized with them in my heart, they were so stupid, knowing that Chi Xiaoyi was amorous, and a relationship would not last long, but they still followed Chi Xiaoyi, two years later, according to the frequency of Chi Xiaoyi's girlfriend change, I knew that no girl could easily capture Chi Xiaoyi's heart, but maybe all they cared about was a process
I didn't want to be one of them, so even then I started to like Chi Xiaoyi, I didn't express my heart to Chi Xiaoyi, I don't think I'm the woman who can stop Chi Xiaoyi, it's not that I have low self-esteem, but that Chi Xiaoyi is too affectionate and can't give me the slightest sense of security, and his affection makes me feel that I am not his end.
Compared with Chi Xiaoyi's colorful high school life, I became more and more quiet and withdrawn, and when Chi Xiaoyi dated a girl and left me alone, I sadly found that in the past ten years, I had only one friend by my side.
I used to leave everyone else out for him, but now he can rely on his outstanding looks and temperament, as well as his unrivaled family background, to make everyone revolve around him.
But because my relationship with Chi Xiaoyi is extraordinary, the girls reject me very much, especially occasionally when Chi Xiaoyi goes on a date with his girlfriend and takes me with him, Chi Xiaoyi's girlfriend shows a deep dislike for me, even if I am only Chi Xiaoyi's sister, they don't allow me to dominate Chi Xiaoyi.
I consciously quit the threesome, I'm not afraid of being hated by those girls, after all, I've been inseparable from Chi Xiao all these years, and I've long made those girls jealous and eager to replace them, and I never care what they say about me behind my back.
I just don't want Chi Xiaoyi to start disgusting me as a "follower", or rather, I'm afraid to hear him personally ask me to stay away from him, which is unacceptable to my self-esteem, and it is my posture and arrogance to take the initiative to stay away from him.
Those girls didn't like to be friends with me, and when I tried to blend in with other people, I realized that it was too late, and slowly, when I started to be alone, many boys posted up.
But I only have Chi Xiaoyi in my world and heart, and I don't like to come into contact with other men, so after a long time, I became a cold scholar in the eyes of boys.
This made me completely lonely, in the past, with Chi Xiaoyi by my side, I felt that my world was colorful enough, but since Chi Xiaoyi was also far away from me, I seemed to be an abandoned person by the whole world, and no one could understand my loneliness, hesitation, and fear and anxiety about the world in those two years.
Chi Xiaoyi, he is probably the one who doesn't understand me the most, because I am in two different extremes from his world, just like I can't understand his amorousness, he won't understand why I'm so withdrawn and don't associate with those boys who pursue me.
In my sophomore year of high school, I was still a top student, and Chi Xiaoyi was still a scumbag, but he didn't have to let me help him write homework and take notes anymore, his girlfriend had already taken the initiative to take care of these things, and there were many girls who asked him to copy them during the exam, etc., all of which began to change.
Probably the only thing that hasn't changed is that Ji Xiaoyi and I still go home together on weekends, we have been at the same table for many years, and other than that, we have less and less intersection and interaction.
This kind of change happened imperceptibly, only I noticed it, and Chi Xiaoyi began to slowly get used to such a little change, and I was the only one who didn't want to change.
In a self-study class in the second semester of my sophomore year of high school, I was concentrating on the English test questions, and Chi Xiaoyi was sleeping next to my hand as usual, and occasionally I would look at him.
The inky hairline on his forehead hung down when he slept, covering his right eyebrow and eyes, and he still looked so docile and loose, while the eyelashes cast a narrow shadow on the eyelids, and the thin lips curled into a graceful arc.
In the past two years, his eyebrows and eyes have been carved like a knife, becoming more and more sharp and tough, exuding a kind of handsomeness that belongs to a teenager, as well as a mature and calm temperament than his peers, I am infatuated with him like this, but I miss the beautiful and delicate when I was a child, like a girl.
I stared at Chi Xiaoyi like this, forgetting that he was still in the self-study class, he fell asleep and his eyebrows suddenly twisted, beads of sweat came out of his forehead, and he seemed to be very uncomfortable, I thought he had a nightmare, and I was thinking about waking him up, but I found that his legs moved.
I subconsciously looked under the table, and then the whole person was shocked, and Chi Xiaoyi actually got an erection
I'm sixteen years old, I'm in high school, and of course I understand the physiology of men and women, but after all, it's the first time I've seen it with my own eyes, so I'm stunned for two minutes.
I only felt that my face was hot, and after reacting, I hurriedly pushed Chi Xiaoyi with my elbow, but instead of waking up, he even suddenly grabbed my hand, and in my surprise and panic, Chi Xiaoyi directly pressed my hand on the bulge of his legs.
I was so scared that I almost screamed when I touched something so hot and firm, but fortunately, the other students were doing the questions seriously, and Chi Xiaoyi's position was in the corner, plus everyone's desks were piled up like the Great Wall, and when I looked down, I couldn't see anyone in the position at a glance, so my small movements with Chi Xiaoyi didn't attract anyone's attention.
Chi Xiaoyi's hand grabbed me tightly, and I couldn't pull it away, making me think that he was actually pretending to be asleep, and in order to cover up our behavior at the moment, I turned slightly sideways.
For a boy of that age, rubbing the sheets on weekdays can be satisfied, but Chi Xiaoyi held my hand and moved through his pants for more than ten minutes before he was released at once, "Hmm"
As if he was very comfortable, Ji Xiaoyi let out such an inaudible sound and let go of my hand at the same time.
I panicked so much that I immediately took my hand back, feeling that my palm was hot, wet and sticky, and I couldn't tell if it was sweat or something like Chi Xiaoyi.
I was at a loss for a few seconds, and quickly pulled out a tissue to wipe my hands, feeling that even the air smelled indescribable.
I don't know how long it took, Chi Xiaoyi probably came down from that peak, his long eyelashes trembled, and then he woke up, as if he usually opened his eyes and saw me, Chi Xiaoyi squinted his slender eyes and smiled at me, "Chenghan." β
"Hmm." I felt like I had done something wrong, I didn't dare to look at Chi Xiaoyi, my head was almost buried on the table, pretending to be doing the question, but the right hand holding the pen trembled terribly.
It wasn't until Chi Xiaoyi reached over and took my pen away that I looked up at him suddenly, my voice trembling and stammering, "What's wrong?"
Ji Xiaoyi's chin rested on one arm, the other hand on his eyebrows, he stared at me very intently with those dark eyes, and the boy's voice was hoarse and sexy after waking up, "I just had a spring dream, and I do it on weekdays." β
"But every time I can't see each other's faces, but just now I saw them." Chi Xiaoyi gave birth to a pair of particularly beautiful and charming peach blossom eyes, and when he said this, his pupils shone brightly, flashing with some kind of complicated feelings, "This time the other party is a person I didn't expect, more precisely, I don't want that person to be her." β
Originally, I was terrified in my heart, but after hearing Chi Xiaoyi's words, my heart suddenly cooled, and then bitterness and self-deprecation spread.
He meant that he never wanted me to be his girlfriend, and in his heart, maybe I was just a sister-like existence, and he felt that it was a blasphemy of the brother-sister relationship between us, so he woke up and regretted it.
I ignored Chi Xiaoyi, and Chi Xiaoyi suddenly noticed something at this time, stared at me in surprise, and said, "Ye Chenghan, you have changed." β
"I haven't changed." I replied lightly to Chi Xiaoyi, and at this moment the whole person became extremely sober and calm.
I really haven't changed, I only had Chi Xiaoyi in the past, and after Chi Xiaoyi threw me out of his world, I was in this state, but it was a full two years late that Chi Xiaoyi noticed this.
"Is it" Chi Xiaoyi sat up straight, opened the drawer and saw the chocolate that someone had put in at some point, and he habitually handed it to me.
I took it and threw it in my drawer.
Chi Xiaoyi looked at it and said, "You even quit your favorite chocolate."
"Hmm." Actually, I didn't quit chocolate, I was just trying to get used to Ji Xiaoyi's attitude and heart towards me now.
When I was a child, my mother didn't allow me to eat so many sweets, so Chi Xiaoyi always gave me carefully packaged chocolates or bought cakes for me to eat.
Later, when my mother took me to the dentist, I cried and cried out to break up with Chi Xiaoyi, so Chi Xiaoyi gave me chocolates less often, but at least in the past years, he would still give them, and after he had a girlfriend, he would not give them to me, but occasionally gave me all the gifts or snacks that the girl secretly put in his drawer.
I never accepted it, and when he filled my drawer, I threw away all the gifts, and Ji Xiaoyi definitely didn't understand my feelings, so I chose to remain silent and not explain.
Chi Xiaoyi didn't speak for a long time, his eyes were lowered, his thick eyelashes covered the emotions inside, and I saw his hand on the table clenched into a fist, he should not be able to adapt to my transformation
Ji Xiaoyi took out the book and looked down without saying a word, but he didn't notice that his book was actually taken down, and I reached over to correct him.
Who knew that he suddenly grabbed my hand, "Chenghan." β
I don't know why I'm so calm at this moment, if we had a little touch in the past, I would have been a deer in my heart, and my face was flushed and I didn't dare to look at him directly, but at this moment I met his eyes coldly and silently asked him what he was doing
"I'm sorry." He held my hand tightly, as if he was worried that I would pull away, Ji Xiaoyi pursed his lips, and his words were full of hardship, "I don't really like any girls, they are not suitable for me." β
I nodded, I understood very well what Chi Xiaoyi was saying, maybe men are so selfish, Chi Xiaoyi doesn't want to lose my "sister", just like a married man who wants a wife and family, and wants to enjoy his lover and those benefits that he can't get from his wife, Chi Xiaoyi He thinks of me as something
Doesn't he know that this world has always been a fish and a bear's paw, if he chooses to continue to resume his previous relationship with me, then he will have to cut off everything with other girls, but he is willing to be amorous
I stared into Ji Xiaoyi's eyes, "So what?"
"So" Chi Xiaoyi was speechless, let go of my hand slightly, and suddenly clenched it again, he asked me rhetorically: "I don't understand, why can't you tolerate other people Ye Chenghan, you have to know that there can't be only you in my world, and I can't revolve around you every day." β
"There's nothing wrong with me getting a girlfriend, but I didn't abandon you because of it, I tried to pull you into my circle, but you didn't want to, and you didn't even give me face every time, which embarrassed me."
In fact, there is only one reason why Chi Xiaoyi can't understand it, that is, I like him, and I have a relationship with him, so in this case, how generous am I to tolerate his girlfriend
He thinks I'm being vexatious, it's because he doesn't understand my feelings for him, maybe until now he thinks that I'm just like him, just brother and sister to each other, and I, as a sister, should bless him and get along with his girlfriend, but how is it possible
That's all wishful thinking on the part of Chi Xiaoyi.
I finally pulled my hand back and asked Ji Xiaoyi jumpingly, "How deep have you developed with those girls I saw you holding hands, hugging, and kissing, and I wanted to know how many girls you had slept with." β
"I" Chi Xiaoyi's handsome face suddenly turned pale and turned crimson, he didn't start, and replied to me disdainfully, "Why should I tell you"
I nodded, indicating that I understood.
I'm not someone from Chi Xiaoyi, even as a younger sister, I can't ask about such a **, so Chi Xiaoyi has a reason not to tell me, but has he forgotten that we used to be close enough to touch each other
Chi Xiaoyi turned around again and looked at me in surprise, he opened his mouth, probably trying to explain what to redeem, but in the end I waited for a long time, he didn't say anything, but took the book, pursed his lips and flipped it without saying a word.
I glanced out the window, there were white lights in every classroom at night, this light made my heart suddenly sad and lonely, I felt suffocated and couldn't breathe, closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I didn't look at Chi Xiaoyi, "I want to change my seat." β
Chi Xiaoyi's fingers on the page paused suddenly, and I said to him in a light tone: "We have been sitting by the window for the past few years, the angle is not very good, and I am about to enter the third year of high school, I want the teacher to transfer me to a position with a good line of sight, and he should not refuse." β
Chi Xiaoyi is a smart person, he suddenly understood what I meant, his face suddenly became gloomy, and he put down the book in his hand with a "bang", regardless of other people reading it, Chi Xiaoyi's eyes locked on me, and asked sneeringly: "Why make so many excuses, in fact, you just don't want to be at the same table with me, right?"
"Since you know it in your heart, don't say it again, so as not to expose it and embarrass the other party."
Chi Xiaoyi was so dumbfounded by me, after a short dead silence, he stood up from his seat and didn't say anything, after passing a few people, in the surprised eyes of his classmates, Chi Xiaoyi strode out.
The aura that was different from ordinary people shook the whole classroom quiet, and there was no sound of even brushing and writing, and it was in this atmosphere that Chi Xiaoyi slammed the door.
I closed my eyes hard, my hands clenched together, my nails pinched my palms painfully, and the sounds of my classmates rang in my ears.
The next day, I successfully switched seats, and I began to associate with a group of top students in the class, of course, they only saw study, although they were friendly to me, unlike other girls who rejected me, but I didn't have much interaction with them except for studying.
That is, from that day on, Chi Xiaoyi began to be late for class, from the first few minutes to more than 20 minutes after class, he was late, and finally he simply skipped class by class, and did not come to school or enter the classroom at all, for which Chi Xiaoyi was often called to the teaching office, if it weren't for the relationship of the Chi family, he would have been dropped out of school a long time ago.
The head teacher knew that Chi Xiaoyi and I were like brother and sister, and when he couldn't find Chi Xiaoyi, he would occasionally call me over to ask, revealing to me that Chi Xiaoyi was mixing on the road, and he was in a rebellious period, but he must not go astray.
I didn't know what to say, but when I came out of the office, I happened to run into Chi Xiaoyi, who was about to enter.
He didn't even wear a school uniform, a random deep shirt on his body, a tie at the neckline, ink-colored hairline, picturesque eyebrows and eyes, the whole person looked slender and handsome, and his temperament was very good.
I stopped, was silent for a few seconds, and said to Chi Xiaoyi: "Your eldest brother was sent to the army by your father, the purpose is to train him, in two years, is it your turn, in fact, Chi Xiaoyi, if you really don't want to study, then just drop out of school Anyway, you are an illegitimate child, and the Chi family does not attach so much importance to it"
Before I finished speaking, Chi Xiaoyi suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed my neck at once, he stepped forward and pressed me against the wall in half a step, staring at me with those burning angry eyes, Chi Xiaoyi pressed against my ear, and his tone was cruel and evil, "You dare to say Ye Chenghan again, believe it or not, I really strangled you." β
"I believe it." Chi Xiaoyi's fingers continued to exert force, and I had no doubt that he would do what he said.
His self-esteem is very strong, when he was a child, whenever others scolded him for being a wild seed, he had to fight with others, and every time I treated his injuries and smeared medicine, during which tears fell down, and I told him that I must be a doctor when I grow up.
Later, when Chi Xiaoyi grew up, his temperament was somewhat restrained, at least he knew how to suffer if he was hard, he learned to hold grudges, and take revenge on the other party at the appropriate time in the future, this kind of behavior has been verified in the next ten years, those who have been overshadowed by Chi Xiaoyi.
I felt suffocated, but I didn't beg for mercy from Chi Xiaoyi.
After not seeing each other for so many days, Chi Xiaoyi's whole person has stood up a lot, and the coldness of a teenager slowly fades between his eyebrows, adding a bit of a man's mature charm, exuding a masculine and wild atmosphere.
This kind of Chi Xiaoyi can make people sink at a glance, and it is no wonder that even if he rarely comes to school, there are more and more girls who are obsessed with him, and I have to admit that I can't resist such a Chi Xiaoyi, when his fingers are forced, I give up struggling and close my eyes in despair.
But in the next second, Chi Xiaoyi suddenly kissed me on the lips, with full aggression and punishment, I suddenly opened my eyes and stared at Chi Xiaoyi in disbelief, "Hmm"
Chi Xiaoyi let go of me, took a few steps back, he stood there and wiped his lips with his hand, as if I was dirty, he said with disgust: "If you dare to provoke me again, Ye Chenghan, you will see if I will ruin you." β
I was pinched by him and slid down the wall and sat on the ground, my two arms supported my body, raised my head and looked at Chi Xiaoyi coldly, I also sneered and contemptuous tone, "Don't look like girls all over the world will stick to you, you are liked by many people, you are not called charm, but abusive." β
Actually, I haven't said anything more ugly, but this is enough to shock Chi Xiaoyi, he probably never thought that me, who had been docile and soft in the past ten years, would suddenly become the hedgehog in front of him.
Ji Xiaoyi slashed at me with knife-like eyes, his face gloomy and he didn't know what he was thinking, and finally he sneered, passed by me, and walked into the office.
I sat there, my lips still lingering with the heat and breath of Chi Xiaoyi, which had not dissipated for a long time, I tilted my head and smiled, and then tears suddenly slipped out of my eyes.
Probably my words worked, and the next day Ji Xiaoyi came to class as usual, although every time I looked back, he was sleeping quietly on the table, and only his hairy head shrouded in the sun could be seen, but at least he didn't skip class anymore.
In March, the kapok in the school was in full bloom, Fu Chaohuan transferred at this time, he was in the third year of high school, although I didn't see him at that time, but his arrival caused a sensation, Fu Chaohuan was assisting the police in handling the case when he was young, and it is said that he came here because of the relationship of the director.
Since then, Fu Chaohuan has divided half of Chi Xiaoyi's popularity, but even so, my focus is still on Chi Xiaoyi's body, recently he fell in love with Zhou Xue, the school's school flower, Zhou Xue's family also has a considerable background, I heard Ye Chengji say that the Zhou family was black and white at that time.
Chi Xiaoyi and Zhou Xue's relationship can not only bring great benefits to Chi Xiaoyi, maybe in the near future, Chi Xiaoyi will be the overlord of the underworld, and Jiang Zhiyue is also happy to see it, originally the relationship between the two Chi Zhou families was average, knowing that Chi Xiaoyi was in love with Zhou Xue, Jiang Zhiyue immediately began to envelop the Zhou family.
"Hey, Mrs. Chi is really too much" My mother didn't want to say anything ugly, but sighed, she gave me the dish with chopsticks, and observed my face by the way, my mother's tone was full of worry and caution, "I looked very good when Chi Xiaoyi was a child, but when he grew up, he completely changed." β
"Chenghan, don't get so close to him, otherwise he will bring you badly. Doesn't the Chi family still have a daughter, Mrs. Chi often tells me that Chi Man mixes with people in society all day long, and every time Mrs. Chi disciplines her, Chi Xiaoyi especially protects this sister, so that Chi Man is now becoming more and more lawless in the Chi family. β
I didn't speak because my mother and I had different opinions.
As the illegitimate son of Chi Yuan, it was already difficult for Chi Xiaoyi to gain a foothold in the Chi family, and Jiang Zhiyue even intensified her bullying of Chi Xiaoyi and Chi Man, I don't know how difficult Chi Xiaoyi's situation is over the years, but he has never complained to me.
Because in his opinion, if there is time to complain, it is better to find ways to make himself stronger, he has swallowed all the grievances and shames over the years, advocating revenge for a gentleman, ten years is not too late, so I think he and Zhou Xue are together, in addition to Zhou Xue's beauty and temperament, it is also related to Zhou Xue's family background.
I can't tell if Chi Xiaoyi and Zhou Xue will be dating for a long time, the only thing I can know is that I will never be Chi Xiaoyi's girlfriend, our relationship is becoming more and more estranged, we don't seem to be people in the same world anymore, we are so far apart.
After school at noon the next day, the rest of the students left the classroom one after another, and I got up and looked back as usual.
Chi Xiaoyi probably didn't hear the bell, and when the others were finished, he was still lying motionless on the table.
I went over and knocked on his desk.
He didn't fall asleep, he looked up at me, his face was frighteningly pale, beads of sweat rolled down on his forehead, and Chi Xiaoyi's voice sounded so weak, "What to do?"
"Go eat." I was going to teach him a lesson about what my mother mentioned yesterday, but seeing how he looked half-dead at the moment, I immediately changed my mind. Wood maruka.
I swept my gaze down and found that Chi Xiaoyi's right hand was pressing on the left lower abdomen, and I frowned and moved closer.
Chi Xiaoyi looked like you are sick, what do you care about me, he didn't bother to talk to me at all, he buried his face in the crook of his arm again, and I saw that his thin shoulders were trembling, and he seemed to be trying his best to endure something.
Probably sensing that I hadn't left yet, he got up from his chair and pushed me away from blocking the aisle, and Chi Xiaoyi strode out.
And I fell on the table, making a "bang" sound, I looked at the back of Chi Xiaoyi leaving, bit my lip and shouted in pain.
I just had a little expectation, but I didn't expect Chi Xiaoyi to pause, then turned around and strode over, stretched out his hand to grab me, "It's just a fall, how can you be so squeamish"
Having said that, I still saw the panic and worry in his expression, the gesture was obviously to take me to the infirmary, I was dragged by Chi Xiaoyi's wrist, and stumbled all the way down the stairs to the infirmary, but the person who fainted on the ground in the end was Chi Xiaoyi.
He is now slender and straight, I can't move him as a girl, seeing the blood on his abdomen soaking the deep shirt, I was so anxious that I was about to shed tears, fortunately Fu Chaohuan happened to pass by here, after seeing this situation, he quickly helped Chi Xiaoyi up, and then sent him to the infirmary.
Chi Xiaoyi's abdomen was inserted last night, and he originally needed to be hospitalized, but I don't know why this scumbag has been so much in love with school recently, and he insisted on taking a few classes, and he didn't even have the strength to stand up after school.
Fu Chaohuan was by my side, comforting me in a low voice, and then the class started, Chi Xiaoyi hadn't woken up yet, I asked Fu Chaohuan to go back first, and then I sat on the chair next to the bed, holding Chi Xiaoyi's hand tightly, bowing my head and shedding tears, while looking at the infusion tube.
Half an hour later, Chi Xiaoyi woke up, and when he saw that my eyes were red and swollen and my face was stained with tears, he was stunned for a moment, and then stretched out his other hand to touch my face, helping me wipe my tears like when I was a child, he smiled very contentedly, "Don't cry if you scare you, I'm fine." β
Chi Xiaoyi's fingers were white and slender, his face was impeccable, and even his hands were so beautiful, I sat there without moving, feeling the tenderness between his movements.
It wasn't until he wiped away my tears and pinned my hair to my ears with his fingers that I grabbed his arm and asked, "Why did the person you hurt have a deep grudge against you before he got you to death?" β
The knife almost killed Chi Xiaoyi, but Chi Xiaoyi shook his head and said disapprehantly: "It's nothing, he has the courage to stab me today, and one day I will chop him into meat puree and dumplings." β
Me: ""
Seeing that I was dumbfounded, Chi Xiaoyi raised his hand and pinched my face, and said with a smile: "I scared you again"
In the past few years, he has become more and more good-looking, especially when he laughs, there is really a feeling of turning people upside down, but he rarely laughs, and the sudden intimacy at this moment makes my heart beat faster, staring straight at Chi Xiaoyi, I saw two little selves in his dark pupils.
The sunset spilled from the window, the orange halo shrouded me and Chi Xiaoyi, everything seemed so quiet and peaceful, giving birth to a little ambiguity, Chi Xiaoyi's hand on my face slowly tightened, holding half of my face instead, and his eyes became deeper and deeper.
A few seconds later, he suddenly lowered my head and leaned over from the bed to kiss me, when I closed my eyes.
At this moment, the knock on the door came from outside, followed by a gentle and polite greeting from the woman, and Chi Xiaoyi seemed to suddenly come back to his senses and immediately put his hand back.
The girl who came in was Zhou Xue, although I didn't talk to her, but I was no stranger to the people in the school, Zhou Xue was the focus of everyone's discussion and attention.
I got up from my chair and greeted Zhou Xue.
Zhou Xue was wearing a skirt, the lady with long hair fluttering was gentle, very in line with the image of the goddess in the hearts of boys at that time, she nodded to me, walked over and sat quietly at the head of the bed, Zhou Xue greeted me with a smile, "You are Ah Yi's sister"
As soon as I heard Zhou Xue's words, I knew that this girl was quite virtuous, in the past, Chi Xiaoyi's girlfriends asked me provocatively, you are Chi Xiaoyi's childhood sweetheart, and Zhou Xue defined my identity as Chi Xiaoyi's sister, and her attitude towards me was also very friendly.
I nodded, and then explained to Zhou Xue why Chi Xiaoyi was here, in order to avoid Zhou Xue's misunderstanding.
Zhou Xue thanked me, turned around and touched Chi Xiaoyi's face with her hand, the tears in her eyes fell, and she blamed herself and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, it's all because of me that you were hurt." β
At this time, I should have left with interest, but it seems that Zhou Xue deliberately said it to me, and then turned around and apologized to me, and then I knew that Chi Xiaoyi was stabbed by Zhou Xue's ex-boyfriend.
However, Zhou Xue's statement is that she has never dated that man, and it has always been the other party's wishful thinking that she likes her, and now that she knows that she is with Chi Xiaoyi, that man will come to take revenge on Chi Xiaoyi.
I sneered in my heart after hearing this, I don't know if I have too many ideas, or if Zhou Xue's scheming is too deep, how do I think that man may have been deliberately found by Zhou Xue to test Chi Xiaoyi's feelings for her
Of course, I don't need to remind Chi Xiaoyi, Chi Xiaoyi is smarter than me, otherwise he wouldn't be injured and lie here.
In my calm high school life, at this moment I suddenly knew what kind of thrilling and secret fighting Chi Xiaoyi was had, he was only nineteen years old, in order to survive and be strong, he was no longer an ordinary high school student, he began to participate in the intrigue of society and the rules of adults.
And I'm still so naΓ―ve, I don't want Chi Xiaoyi to lick blood from the tip of the knife every day, and live in the underworld in the fight and killing, I don't want to see him break the law and commit crimes in the future, and get stained with bad things, and he can't get his hands covered with blood and become a murderer.
So I glanced at Chi Xiaoyi, my heart was surging, and I said quietly to Zhou Xue: "I have been determined to be a policeman who has eliminated harm for the people since I was a child, and now it is a legal society. β γ Fast updates
Zhou Xue's own family is already related to the underworld, isn't it the person who arrested her when she called the police Her face turned white, and she responded to me perfunctorily, "You're right, don't worry, Ah Yi and I will take care of it." β
Zhou Xue emphasized her relationship with Chi Xiaoyi in every sentence, intentionally or unintentionally, and I didn't say anything more, I said hello and left the infirmary, but when I closed the door, I saw Zhou Xue bow her head and kiss Chi Xiaoyi.
I snapped my eyes shut.
I finally got in touch with Chi Beizhi and told him about Chi Xiaoyi's situation now, so I later heard from my mother that Chi Xiaoyi was called back by Chi Yuan that day, Chi Yuan locked Chi Xiaoyi in the study and whipped Chi Xiaoyi, Chi Beizhi and Chi Yuan let Chi Xiaoyi know what to do and what should not be touched.
Chi Xiaoyi lay on his stomach in the hospital bed for a week, and on the weekend I took my mother's stewed chicken soup to see him, lifted his clothes, and saw that his white back was covered with scars, and then I calmly said to him: "I sued him." β
Chi Xiaoyi must have guessed it a long time ago, and he was not surprised when he heard this, but stretched out his hand to pinch my neck.
I straightened up and hurriedly took a few steps back, and he sneered and fell back, stupid, I don't think he has much strength like that, and he still wants to fight with me
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