Chapter 7 It's Just Last Autumn, How Do You Want to Cry?

Chapter 7 is just last fall, how to cry?

Don't think about the past for the moon, and also know how to reduce every year.

If a lost weeping angel falls in love with an angel living in a different world from himself, what kind of pain, what kind of hatred, what kind of haunting dream should it be? Because:

He was the first boy to walk into my heart, into my dreams, in the late nineteenth and early twentieth years, when I walked out of the flowering and rainy seasons.

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Time flies, and a year after I met Yu Haibin. 10 October 2003. It's golden autumn again, and the moon is full. Today is my 20th birthday.

After self-study, Yuehua is just right. After talking to Susan, he walked around the teaching area alone. The chrysanthemums on the campus are blooming, golden, white, red, clusters, clusters, decorating the autumn mood.

A large piece of wood hibiscus in the southwest of the campus has also opened, pink and white, and it is very beautiful.

The beautiful scenery is like this, clustered and clustered, and I don't want to enjoy it.

The mood is like weaving, relying on the willows, and also breaking people's intestines.

I really want to hear Yu Haibin say to me in person: "Happy birthday!" "But no. Maybe he's forgotten my birthday a long time ago. But every word he said stayed in my mind!

I remember last year's golden autumn. After Lu Xue recovered from her injury, she invited a total of eight people from our two dormitories to dinner, and our two dormitories became completely acquainted. It is also common to exchange gifts.

In the elective class, the teacher finished the lecture and showed us a movie.

"Let me tell you, the mountain we climbed yesterday in our dormitory is really good, no money, and the scenery is very good...... You don't know ...... on the mountain" Yu Haibin is worthy of being a Kanjia, talking endlessly, his eyebrows dancing.

"Oh, look, give you this necklace!" I took it, a string of crystal necklaces, not worth much. But in the gap between the movies in the classroom, under the flickering big screen, there was a glowing blue light, which was amazing.

"Give it to me, thank you! I have something for you too! It's been in my pocket for days! "I took it out, and it was a CD, Brian. HereAm I by Adams.

He looked at it and smiled, shyly, in amazement, in the half-dim light, he was as lovely as a child. After a while, Meiyu smiled, his black sword eyebrows curled slightly, and he returned to his heroic manly nature.

"I also have a plate of the same, you give it, I will take it!" When he had finished speaking, he looked back, and he didn't know what he looked like. I also hurriedly looked away, afraid that I would be trapped in it and not be able to get out.

At that time, the bright moon, Yiyi Suying, where did it fly from? Thinking about the past, cherishing the flow, it is easy to become hurt.

Lin Ziqian saw He Qingyin's sad appearance again, wandering alone. The moonlight shone on her, blurring the layers of sadness.

Is it difficult to fall out of love and still can't think about it? It's been half a year, and I'm still alive. followed her all the way, but saw her return to the dormitory safely.

"Huh" Lin Ziqian breathed a long sigh ----of relief and looked at the full moon like a white jade plate in the sky, this was the first full moon night after the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Lin Ziqian fell into deep thought. I don't know if what I did was right. I knew that today, should I not have ...... in the first place? Lin Ziqian, who never regretted his decision, also doubted himself at this time.

"This sensitive girl, the heartache still has to be healed by herself!" Lin Ziqian sighed silently in his heart.

"Tomorrow is Saturday, and I have to go to Professor Jin to catch up on the microeconomics course I missed, it's not easy to get a double degree after all, and I have to go to the radio station tonight." Lin Ziqian muttered quietly.

Lin Ziqian's figure quietly disappeared into the dissolving moonlight. Tonight, the moon rises in the east, and the moon shines like water.

"Hello, everyone, I'm everyone's old friend Bai Yu." Strange,Today's radio is still tuned to the frequency I was familiar with.,Maybe I haven't listened to it for a long time.,Coastal Radio has a new person.,But,The sound is very magnetic.,It's very good.,It's much better than the original female voice.。

"Welcome everyone to continue to listen to our broadcast, this is FM77.8 is still your favorite program 'Listening to the Heart'." At this time, a piece of music is Teresa Teng's "When is the Bright Moon" "When is the bright moon, ask the wine to ...... the sky"

"I hope that people will last a long time, thousands of miles together. May all those who listen to the radio be safe and sound, for a long time, I am Bai Yu, what do you want to transmit through the airwaves, what songs do you want to share with you, welcome to call the column hotline 4455888......" A string of thick and magnetic sounds blew into the ears with the autumn wind, making people's hearts tremble, like drinking alcohol, some slightly intoxicated in it, some slightly sweet in the heart.

The hotline came in and clicked a few songs when I was drowsy. But in a daze, I heard the host Bai Yu say: "I have a friend, she has been out of love for half a year, and she hasn't come out of it yet, and then I will play a song she likes------ Cai Guoquan's "Don't Decorate Your Dreams", hoping that she can forget her sadness and cheer up again." ”

Music plays. I finally knew that Bai Yu was Lin Ziqian, no wonder the voice was so familiar and ironing. How does he know that I have loved listening to this song since I fell out of love and love it to death, singing it every day, listening to it every day?

"Be willing to have a painful heart, don't decorate your dreams, don't tease my heart repeatedly...... Don't break my heart anymore, it's so bad, it's like ice shattering, it's hollow...... Let every sigh disappear in your dreams, let every little laughter sound in your dreams......" I listened to the whole song again.

At the end of the song, the sycamore outside the window is still swaying, and the moon shadow is sifting through the dredging tree, vaguely reflected.

"The bright moon decorates your windows, and you decorate other people's dreams. I would like to send you a bright moon, so that you can have a sweet dream, and there will be no more sorrow in the dream. Friend, I hope you can get out of your heartache, be a happy bird, not be imprisoned in the net of heartbreak, do not decorate the scenery in other people's dreams, and be free and happy! "I didn't expect that Lin Ziqian, who would only mock and ridicule me after meeting, also had a gentle and earnest side. The heart lake suddenly crossed the waves.

"Thank you, Lin Ziqian!" I thanked me in my heart, but I felt lonely for no reason.

"Ring......" The dormitory phone rang, and I turned off the radio and stood up from my desk to answer the phone. Feed? "He Qingyin?" "Hmm!" "Yes...... I! "I hear that!" How can I not hear it, Yu Haibin, your voice often rings in my dreams.

"Sister Qian has a treat tonight, and Susan said that she would accompany you for your birthday and left after eating for a while. I just knew it was your birthday. That...... Happy birthday to you! ”

Last winter, he said that he would spend my birthday with me this year, but he forgot it so quickly, maybe he really never put me at ease. Still not dead? Listening to his phone call, he was still very happy, you should despise yourself, He Qingyin. Meditate in your heart.

"Thank you, and ...... Remember to call. I hung up and said nothing more.

If it weren't for Susan's reminder, I am afraid that I would not even have a phone call. If people have no heart, they will naturally forget.

The dust of the past is like smoke, and the past is like the sea, and it suddenly hits my heart. Hung up the phone, speechless tears flowed first.

However, it was only last autumn, how to cry?