190: Meng Lin Fanwai (6): I don't know the pain until I lose
When my mother heard the commotion, she also came downstairs in her home clothes, and when she saw me sitting down on the couch, she was also shocked for a few seconds, just like my father, and then staggered over to me and hugged me. The mother cried directly, "Daughter, you're finally back......"
"I'm sorry." Over the years, I have been away on assignments, and I have only come home a handful of times, and I only feel deeply sorry and indebted to my parents, and when I hugged them separately, I found that they were really old in the past few years, and at this moment the light shines on the fine lines at the corners of their eyes.
I'm starting to regret that I've neglected them all these years for the sake of work, but I now understand that they raised me and I'll always be there for them. Accompany them as they grow old.
My parents and I didn't sleep that night, and the light in the living room shone softly. The three of us sat on the same couch, and my parents asked me in great detail about my situation over the years, and I patiently told them that my mother shed a lot of tears during this time, and my father, a man of great manhood, also cried.
When it was getting dark outside the window, my mother realized that I must not have eaten, wiped a handful of tears and quickly got up and walked to the kitchen.
She rolled out the noodles with her own hands, made me a big bowl of rich chicken soup lasasagna, and after calling me to the restaurant, my mother brought the noodles to me.
She sat beside me, her eyes glistening with tears, but her lips were smiling with love and tenderness. Without saying a word, he watched me eat noodles while my father went upstairs to clean up my room.
My mother's cooking skills are very good, and it is also the taste of my nostalgia, no matter how many delicacies I have eaten over the years, it is not as good as a bowl of chicken noodle soup that my mother rolled out by hand, and I drank the soup one by one.
When I put the bowl down, my mother handed me the tissue, and she asked with a soft smile, "Didn't you say on the phone last time that you were going to bring your boyfriend back?" Why didn't you see him? Is it that he has something delayed and wants to come back after a while, or has he already come back with you. Stay at the hotel and wait until you're ready, come see us again? ”
Hearing this, I slowly paused to wipe my mouth, and the expression on my face became stiff a little, I pursed my lips, was silent for half a minute, and told my mother the truth, "The two of us have lived together for a while. found that it was not suitable for each other, so they broke up peacefully. ”
Tang Zhuoyao became an incurable wound in my heart, as long as I mentioned him, I was in great pain, immediately don't start, close my eyes hard, I tried my best to suppress the heat in my eyes, the hands on the table clenched together, and my nails hurt my palms.
My mother was stunned for a few seconds, and when she saw this, she hurriedly held my hand, "It's okay daughter, it's separated, it's separated, how can love be smooth sailing?" Don't be sad, you're so small and good, you'll find a better one in the future. Now you can live at home first, it doesn't matter if you want to live for the rest of your life, your father and I are willing to let you stay with us all the time. ”
Sure enough, the person who knows me best in this world is still my mother, she knows that I don't get emotional, and if I fall in love with someone, it's a lifetime thing, but as a result, I broke up with Tang Zhuoyao, and my mother knows how much I was hit and hurt, and she also knows the reason why I came back.
That's why my mother said let me stay in this home, never leave, no matter what happens, my parents and this home are my safe haven, my biggest support, I thought I was strong enough over the years, and even when I finally separated from Tang Zhuoyao, I didn't shed a single tear.
However, in front of my mother, I remembered the bits and pieces with Tang Zhuoyao, and the scene of our final breakup, his face buried in my lower abdomen and crying silently, he curled up on the ground and sat on the ground, holding the sheet in his arms, lonely and sad, as if abandoned by the whole world...... And so on, all of which came to mind clearly at this moment.
I kept saying that it was just a love, no big deal, but every time I thought about it, I had a feeling of pain and suffocation, and I realized that I was not a woman who could afford to take it and put it down, I was just pretending to be free and easy and didn't care about it, in fact, I couldn't let go of this relationship at all, maybe I couldn't get out of it in my life.
I suddenly turned around and hugged my mother, who stiffened and immediately put her arms around me.
My face was buried in my mother's warm embrace, like a child, and for the first time I cried hysterically, my whole body trembled violently, and I couldn't even say a complete sentence, "Mom, I ......"
I think Tang Zhuoyao.
It's just that I've just been separated for most of the day, and I'm worried about what Tang Zhuoyao will do alone, will he be like me that day, after I left, he has been sitting on the floor of the room crying? He once told me that he was not capable of self-reliance, so if I was not with him anymore, would he eat, sleep, and take care of himself on time?
Was he lying alone in my bed, as I saw yesterday morning, letting the sun shine all over his body, making him transparent and lonely? Or did he go to Meng Yan after I left, fell in love with Meng Yan from then on, and soon forgot about me again?
I don't know.
In the past, Tang Zhuoyao followed me inch by inch, I spoiled him so much and took care of him, but now I don't know any news about him, but as long as I think of a little bit about him, I have a heart-rending feeling, so uncomfortable that even breathing is a kind of torture.
"It's okay daughter, cry, it'll be fine after crying." My mother probably couldn't find any words to comfort me, she just tightened her arms again and again, and slapped one hand on my trembling back, my mother's voice choked up, her chin rested on top of my head, and in a few moments I felt tears wet my hair.
I think that's enough, I lost the man I love most in my life, but I still have my parents who love me the most, they will be with me in the days to come, I will never have to suffer from gains and losses, and the people who are most unlikely to abandon me in this world are my parents.
I stayed at my parents' house like this, and I didn't look for a job for the time being, I am talented in many ways, although I can't sell jewelry now, but I have drawn a lot of design drawings for Chi Xiaoyi in the past few months, and on the third day after I returned to my parents' house, Chi Xiaoyi sent a large amount of money to my personal account, saying in an email that this is what I deserve.
I gave all the money to my mother, who was extremely intelligent and understanding, took care of my face, and did not let me have psychological pressure, she did not push me and accepted the money directly.
On the other hand, the news of my breakup with Tang Zhuoyao and my return home did not tell Chi Xiaoyi and the others, and I cut off contact with everyone in the past and didn't want anyone to look for me.
I think even if Chi Xiaoyi and the others learned about the situation from Tang Zhuoyao, since Tang Zhuoyao gave up on me first, then they wouldn't deliberately look for me again. (Marshmallow)
Two months have passed in a blink of an eye, except for insomnia every day and all night, thinking about Tang Zhuoyao's pain, my life during this time has been peaceful.
I have a Tibetan mastiff at home, which I brought back many years ago to accompany my parents, and now that I have returned home, the Tibetan mastiff is still very close to me, I changed its name to Sugar Candy, and in just a few days, it accepted and adapted to the new name.
Of course, the fierce dog of the Tibetan mastiff can't be led out casually, so every day I either play with Tangtang on the lawn of my yard, or get Tangtang to the car, I drive the car to take Tangtang to the beach, with my parents and Tangtang's company, I slowly came out of the past relationship, and I have less and less time to think about Tang Zhuoyao.
At this time, my parents began to arrange blind dates for me, and I couldn't bear to refuse my mother and meet each other in the restaurant in my usual clothes.
My parents are both university professors, and they have been respected over the years, so the boyfriend I introduced to me will naturally not be bad, I met my father's student this time, he studied abroad a few years ago, and now he has returned to S City to open a company, involving finance and real estate, and he is worth millions at the age of thirty-five, and even his appearance is quite handsome...... All in all, the conditions are very good, and they are impeccable in every aspect.
Of course, the most critical point is that he fell in love with me at first sight, I know that although I am not the kind of amazing beauty, but I am cold and calm and good in temperament, I asked the other party since he is so good, why is he not married at the age of thirty-five, and he has to come on a blind date?
His answer was that he didn't meet the right one, and he didn't mean to go on a blind date, he just heard my parents mention that they had a daughter, and after seeing the photos, he felt that he fell in love with me at first sight, so he asked my parents to arrange a meal for the two.
"Really?" I held the teacup in both hands, stroked the wall of the cup with my fingers, raised my eyes slightly and glanced at each other casually, I asked him seriously, "Do you know why I am almost thirty years old and have not yet married?" Mr. Song, you have somewhere. Female complex? ”
He probably didn't expect me to be so straightforward, and he was a little stunned for a moment, looking at me with an embarrassed face, as if he was embarrassed to discuss this with a woman he met for the first time.
After a while, he picked up the teacup, pursed his lips and said, "It varies from person to person." Now I want to find a place. It's really hard to be a woman, and if you're not, Miss Wang, I don't think I would mind. After all, I've reached this age myself, and I've experienced several women. ”
"That's right, don't say it's a virgin now, a woman, you can find someone who gave birth to your first child, it's already good." I joked with a cold expression, put down my hand and stroked my still flat lower abdomen, I didn't raise my eyebrows, "I have a life in my belly now, if you still think we need to develop......"
I paused, raised my eyes to look at the man with a shocked face, a faint smile appeared on my lips, and I said slowly and methodically: "But I still won't accept you, I advise you to find a clean body, I have long been another man's, and the two of us are not suitable." ”
Then I got up from my chair and called the waiter to settle the bill, I didn't even eat the meal, and in the man's deep and interested gaze, I greeted me lightly, opened the door and walked out of the restaurant.
The blind date was completely messed up by me, but I didn't think that man would say anything wrong in front of my parents, and before I came, my mother repeatedly promised to let me see this one, and if I didn't have feelings for this man, she wouldn't let me go on a blind date again.
Sugar Candy obediently sat in the back of the car and waited for me, and I started the car and went to the beach.
There was no one on this beach, I sat there with my knees bent, Sugar Candy lying quietly at my feet, the sky and the sea seemed unusually vast in the afternoon, only the sound of the waves was heard in my ears, I closed my eyes slightly against the wind, and thought of Tang Zhuoyao again, there was a warm liquid flowing down my cheeks, silently.
The golden sunset shone on the entire sea, sparkling, as if sprinkled with a piece of broken gold, a man and a dog, I sat on the beach with sugar candy for more than three hours, my mother called me, I thought she was asking me about a blind date, but I didn't expect my mother to tell me that someone came to me, and now I am waiting at home.
My heart was suddenly shocked, the first person who came to mind was Tang Zhuoyao, but my mother's answer disappointed me, I smiled bitterly, got up and walked back with sugar candy.
I returned home more than 20 minutes later and saw Chi Xiaoyi and Liu Yuandong in the living room.
When I asked my mother to make dinner, and only the three of us were left, I sat down opposite Chi Xiaoyi and Liu Yuandong, glanced at Liu Yuandong coldly, and without waiting for them to explain their intentions, I said in a non-wavering tone: "Liu Yuandong, since I haven't contacted you again, then you should also know my choice." ”
"A few months ago, you thought that as long as you broke up me and Tang Zhuoyao, I would go back with you and resume my old career, but this is not the case. I have never regretted my choice, unlike what you said, it has always been Tang Zhuoyao who has dragged me down, I have become not like myself, and I have lost the meaning and value of life. ”
"Now you have also seen it, whether there is Tang Zhuoyao or not, I will never go back, and my choice will never be you, I am doing well." I said to Liu Yuandong, glancing at Chi Xiaoyi, who was always silent, "So you two don't waste time, go back early, I won't leave you for dinner." ”
Chi Xiaoyi smiled when he heard this, probably because he was immersed in the joy of being a father during this time, the contours of his face that had always been resolute looked much softer at the moment, and there was a smile in his dark eyes.
"Sure enough, it looks like your Meng Lin's style of acting. I left my wife and my soon-to-be-born child and came all the way to find it, let alone a dinner, and you didn't even pour me a cup of tea? Meng Lin, you are angry with Liu Yuandong, you won't even be angry with me, right? I'm your savior. ”
Chi Xiaoyi's hurtful kung fu has increased unabated, and of course I didn't anger Chi Xiaoyi, but because I was too familiar with Chi Xiaoyi, I didn't have to worry so much about driving people directly, after all, I didn't want to talk to Liu Yuandong, let alone let him have more contact with my parents.
I didn't pay attention to Chi Xiaoyi, and he naturally didn't care, sitting on the sofa like an uncle at home, holding a mobile phone in his hand, his head down, and his slender fingers pointing on the screen.
I can guess that he is chatting with Ye Chenghan when I look at the gentle expression on his face, he is really inseparable from his wife and children for a second now, and he shows good affection wherever he goes, without taking into account the feelings of a lovelorn person like me. (good-looking)
And Liu Yuandong looked very uncomfortable, lowered his head and didn't seem to dare to look at me, this is probably because of Chi Xiaoyi's presence, I don't know what medicine Chi Xiaoyi used on Liu Yuandong, as long as Liu Yuandong is in front of Chi Xiaoyi, he has no aura, and sometimes he is even docile like a child, which I admire Chi Xiaoyi the most.
"You don't have to hate me so much, after all, I haven't done anything hurtful, it's you and Tang Zhuoyao who have a lot of problems." After being silent for a long time, Liu Yuandong opened his mouth first, and the two hands he put on his knees were clenched into fists, and he had lost a lot of weight in the past two months.
As he spoke, he looked up at me, his lips were tightly pursed, his handsome face was a little pale, and Liu Yuandong's voice was hoarse, "I thought you wanted to calm down for a while, so I haven't contacted you for more than two months, and now I came directly to your house, not to take you back." ”
This was beyond my expectations, I frowned and stared at Liu Yuandong vigilantly, wondering if this was another trap for him, but with Chi Xiaoyi, Liu Yuandong shouldn't be able to play tricks, right?
There was still no expression on my face, and I asked Liu Yuandong lightly, "So what is the purpose of your people coming to my house so much?" ”
Liu Yuandong shook his head, I used to trust him as a colleague, but now my suspicion made a trace of injury flash in his eyes, and said with difficulty: "Actually, it's not me looking for you, but Tang Zhuoyao." Two months ago, the day after you left, Tang Zhuoyao returned. ”
"What?" My eyes widened in surprise.
I imagined countless Tang Zhuoyao's future life, but the only thing I didn't expect him to chase me back, which made me very incomprehensible, when I wanted to bring him back, he rejected me so firmly, and came back to me the next day, what does it mean?
I lowered my eyes and didn't speak, my fingers clenched little by little, and Liu Yuandong's voice sounded in my ears, "Tang Zhuoyao came back with Meng Yan, and at first he was alone looking for you in the whole T City where you can go, such as the hotel and the house where the two of you are over there. ”
"Now Tang Zhuoyao has no power and powerless, except for using money to ask the people from the detective agency to help find you, he has no other way, just like a headless fly, he has been looking for more than half a month in T City, and there is still no news from you, Tang Zhuoyao called Chi Xiaoyi and asked Chi Xiaoyi to help find you."
"Chi Xiaoyi quickly confirmed that you were not in T City, and he also checked that you had indeed returned to China, but he couldn't determine whether you traveled to various places after returning to China, or where you were in it. Later, Chi Xiaoyi found S's side, and after Tang Zhuoyao knew that your hometown was here, he also came over. ”
"It's just that Chi Xiaoyi didn't know where your parents' home was in S City, so it took a lot of time during this period, until Tang Zhuoyao couldn't wait, he called me, and I told Tang Zhuoyao the address of your home."
Speaking of this, Liu Yuandong stopped, and it could be judged from his tone that it was not so simple, knowing that Tang Zhuoyao was looking for me, would he be so kind to tell Tang Zhuoyao the address of my home? Tang Zhuoyao must have lowered his posture and begged him, or agreed to Liu Yuandong's conditions.
I raised my hand to cover my face, T City and S City are so big, looking for someone is like looking for a needle in a haystack, when I think of Tang Zhuoyao looking for me like crazy, my heart hurts terribly.
However, I thought of something more important, and in the next second, I suddenly looked up at Chi Xiaoyi and Liu Yuandong, "When did Tang Zhuoyao come to me?" Now that he knows the address of my house, he will be coming over soon, but I didn't actually see him. ”
"He's missing." At this time, Chi Xiaoyi finally raised his head, looked at me fixedly, and dropped such a bomb.
Hearing this, I was so shocked that I almost jumped up from the sofa, my complexion suddenly changed, and I looked at Chi Xiaoyi with panicked and stiff eyes, "What did you say?" ”
Ji Xiaoyi put away his phone, stood up and walked to my side, his tall figure stood in front of me, his right hand was on my shoulder, and he used some force slightly to try to control my trembling body, Chi Xiaoyi said in a low voice: "We can't contact Tang Zhuoyao." ”
"And Meng Yan has been following Tang Zhuoyao all this time, but just two days ago, after Tang Zhuoyao got the address of your house, he dumped Meng Yan, Meng Yan called him, but he turned off his phone, and he couldn't contact anyone at all."
"It wasn't until yesterday that Meng Yan was in a hurry and told me about it, so I came here today to confirm whether Tang Zhuoyao had ever come to your house, since you said that you hadn't seen him, then there is only one possibility."
I sat there stiff and cold, my reaction was a little sluggish for the first time in my life, and it took a while for my brain to work, if Tang Zhuoyao really lost contact with Chi Xiaoyi and Meng Yan, then there were actually two possibilities.
The first may be that Tang Zhuoyao has already seen me without my knowledge, and he doesn't want to be with me anymore, so he chooses to leave quietly, no matter where he goes in the future, just like me, he cut off contact with everyone and says goodbye to the past.
Moreover, Tang Zhuoyao may have had some accident, although his name was changed with the help of Liu Yuandong before, but there was no change in his face, so it is very likely that he exposed his identity, and then was arrested by the police and arrested in prison.
Maybe something else happened to Tang Zhuoyao, although he can be independent now, but after all, his mind is still not sound, and it is possible that Tang Zhuoyao has recovered his memory, he can't think about it as he did then, and is he going to be freed with death? …… And so on, countless thoughts flashed through my mind.
I felt very confused, my temples jumped suddenly, and I was about to crack as uncomfortable, I was covered in cold sweat and almost collapsed on the sofa, I raised my palm and pressed my forehead hard, I even had my lips trembling, and at this moment I began to regret the act of leaving Tang Zhuoyao alone.
Why should I be angry with him? Although he can be self-reliant, he is still a murderer after all, once his identity is exposed, what he has to face is a disaster, I obviously promised to take good care of him and protect him for a lifetime in front of Zhu Jingyun's tombstone, but in the end not only did I not fulfill my promise, but I also abandoned him.
Meng Lin, what are you doing?
"Don't worry too much, it shouldn't be as bad as you think." Chi Xiaoyi could guess my psychology at the moment from my face, he put it on my shoulder and tightened his hand, and his deep voice revealed a reassuring power, "I have already sent someone to find it, and Yuandong will also contact the police in S City to see if Tang Zhuoyao has been arrested by the police." ”
I nodded silently.
Chi Xiaoyi and Liu Yuandong didn't stay for dinner, after saying hello to me, the two of them went back to the hotel first, and my mother knew that Liu Yuandong was my colleague and knew the identity of Chi Xiaoyi's head of the Chi family, so she only thought that Liu Yuandong wanted me to go back to work, and didn't ask me anything.
My mother took the remote control and turned on the TV, she wanted to say something and stopped, probably to ask how the man I had seen at noon was, but my mother noticed that my face was not very good, she sat next to me, and when she held my hand, she was startled and asked worriedly, "Why are your hands so cold?" Is it sick, or is something happening? ”
"It's fine." I smiled and shook my head at my mother, my trance-like gaze falling on the TV screen.
At that time, knowing that Tang Zhuoyao wanted to be freed with death, I was still very calm and calm, because I was confident that I could save him, but this time I couldn't do anything except wait for the news of Chi Xiaoyi and a few others.
This made me feel flustered and frightened, I originally thought that as long as it took a long time, I would be able to let go of Tang Zhuoyao, I also thought that my heart was numb, no matter what happened, it could not stir up any waves, but the fact is that Tang Zhuoyao's whereabouts are unknown, life and death are uncertain, I still can't help but worry about him.
It turns out that my love for Tang Zhuoyao has long been unconsciously invaded into the bone marrow and flesh and blood, it is not at all that you can let go of it, if Tang Zhuoyao is not in this world, maybe just like Qiao Ningsi thought in the explosion at that time, I would not hesitate to die with Tang Zhuoyao.
"The Song family just called, saying that he is very satisfied with you, let me ask you if you have any thoughts of continuing to date." My mother still brought up the blind date.
My mind was pulled back a little, and I thought to myself that the man was really attached to me, and I told him that I was pregnant with a child, and he didn't mind being the father of other men's children.
Before I could answer my mother, there was a report on the TV, I looked at it casually, and the next second my pupils suddenly shrank, and then I got up from the sofa suddenly, and after reading the report for less than two minutes, I was stunned for a few seconds, and the heat in my eyes suddenly surged.
Then I grabbed my car keys and rushed out, without having time to say hello to my mother, without even changing my shoes, and after getting into the car, I started the car and sped away.
Sugar Candy has been following me all this time lately, and when he saw this, he ran after the car until it was drowned in the deep night, and I stepped on the gas pedal again.
On the way, Chi Xiaoyi called me and told me that he had just found where Tang Zhuoyao was, and I said that I was already on my way to the hospital, so Chi Xiaoyi hung up the phone, and ten minutes later, I saw Chi Xiaoyi at the gate of the hospital in the city center, and then I took the elevator with Chi Xiaoyi.
We quickly found Tang Zhuoyao's ward, Chi Xiaoyi took out his business card and handed it to the medical staff, Chi Beizhen is very famous in the medical world, Chi Xiaoyi is Chi Beizhi's second brother, the medical staff recognized Chi Xiaoyi at once, and asked me if I was the patient's family member, while taking us to the ward.
"I'm Don...... Duan Yu's girlfriend. I was a little flustered for a while, almost said Tang Zhuoyao's name, followed the medical staff to the hospital bed, only to see the person lying there was wrapped in gauze, only one face was exposed, and the lips were so pale that they were almost transparent, for a moment, I barely recognized who this person was.
The tears that I had been holding back for a long time flowed out all of a sudden, and my tense nerves relaxed when I saw Tang Zhuoyao, but I was so frightened by the situation in front of me that my whole body shook and almost fell down.
Fortunately, Chi Xiaoyi supported me, I pushed him away, rushed over a few steps to hold Tang Zhuoyao's hand, turned his head and asked the doctor in a choked voice, "What's going on?" ”
"It was a car accident two days ago, when Mr. Duan drank a lot of alcohol, which was a drunk driver, and he didn't have any documents on him that could prove his identity, so we had to report it on TV." The medical staff stood beside Chi Xiaoyi, looked at me and explained, "Mr. Duan has not woken up until now, we have issued two critical death notices, I hope you are mentally prepared." ”
I looked at the doctor in a daze, I didn't react for a long time, now I did find Tang Zhuoyao, I didn't lose him, I can still really touch him, but the doctor told me that Tang Zhuoyao is about to die, how can I accept this?
I only felt that my eyes were black and the sky was spinning, and I was holding Tang Zhuoyao's hand tightly in my hand, and I was about to faint, the tears in my eyes kept falling, and I turned around and clung to the doctor's white coat, I cried and begged the doctor, "Doctor, save him, don't let him die, please......"
That day, Tang Zhuoyao said that I was too cold-blooded and ruthless, and I thought that I had experienced so much over the years, no matter what I faced, I would never lose control or be hysterical, until this moment I knew that in fact, the blows I suffered in the past could not be called a blow, only Tang Zhuoyao could make me heartbroken and lose my mind.
"Don't worry, we'll do our best." The doctor was probably used to seeing family members like me, and she comforted me very calmly.
And it was the first time for Chi Xiaoyi to encounter me so depressed, he was stunned for a moment, and then stepped forward to hold my arm with his hand, and his deep voice was hoarse, "Meng Lin, calm down." Since Zhuo Yao can survive these two days, it means that he will not die easily, and he has a strong desire to seek business. Now that you are by his side, it is even more important to wake him up and encourage him. ”
Chi Xiaoyi's words had a great effect, I quickly nodded to Chi Xiaoyi, wiped the tears on my face with the back of my hand, turned my head again and held Tang Zhuoyao's cold hand, leaned over and kissed him with hot and soft lips, my voice was inaudible, and I muttered Tang Zhuoyao's name, "Zhuoyao......"
I asked Chi Xiaoyi to call my mother and tell her that my friend was injured and that I would stay in the hospital with him tonight.
I sat on the chair next to the bed and guarded Tang Zhuoyao, he slept quietly under the light, his long and thick eyelashes drooped down, and he never shook it, although his face was pale, he was still so good-looking, and the arc of his thin lips was pursed, so Tang Zhuoyao was as docile as ever, like an angel, like sleeping next to me every time.
I squeezed one of his hands hard in the palm of my hand, my soft lips kissed his fingertips in confusion, tears poured down big and big ones, and seeing that the corners of his mouth were a little chapped, I left the chair and leaned over, moistening him with my hot and wet lips.
It didn't take long for Chi Xiaoyi to return to the ward and tell me that he had arranged for the best doctor to treat Tang Zhuoyao, and that Tang Zhuoyao would not be allowed to die no matter what.
After hearing this, my heart finally calmed down, and I thanked Chi Xiaoyi with tears in my eyes, from the beginning to the present, he has really helped me and Tang Zhuoyao a lot, I don't like to owe favors in the first place, and now I don't know how to repay him.
"It's okay, they're all friends." It was rare for Chi Xiaoyi to say a serious word, he sat down on the edge of the bed, looked down at Tang Zhuoyao who was sleeping for a while, and then Chi Xiaoyi turned his face to me and said: "I have taught Liu Yuandong a lesson, after all, he is my relative, so I should compensate you instead of him." ”
"You don't have to worry about him anymore, he won't do anything to hurt you and Tang Zhuoyao in the future, and Meng Yan's behavior is something I didn't expect, Liu Yuandong will teach her well, she can't pose a threat to you."
I nodded silently, in fact, what can I do to Liu Yuandong? It's impossible for me to kill him, Chi Xiaoyi has already helped me too much, and at this moment he is still interceding for Liu Yuandong's brother, even if I don't forgive Liu Yuandong, I can't save Chi Xiaoyi's face.
After nearly half a year of contact, I know that Chi Xiaoyi is a thin heart on the surface, but in fact, he treats his friends and relatives very well, which is very similar to Chi Xiaoyi and Ye Chenghan, sometimes both of them are very righteous and emotional, which makes me feel that Chi Xiaoyi and Ye Chenghan are really a match made in heaven.
It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening, there was a light on the bedside table, the atmosphere in the ward was very quiet and warm, my mood stabilized, and I asked Chi Xiaoyi, "Is Chenghan about to give birth?" ”
"Well, in September, there are more than twenty days." When it comes to Ye Chenghan and his daughter, Chi Xiaoyi's eyebrows and eyes are full of gentleness and happiness, and he looks so charming under the dim light.
With his appearance, it is no wonder that he will attract so many peach blossoms, but Ye Chenghan is the only one in this world who can make him pour all his tenderness and affection, if he is replaced by other women, Chi Xiaoyi will definitely not show such happiness and satisfaction.
Chi Xiaoyi stayed with me in the ward for more than half an hour, and then asked me to go back to the hotel, while I sat at the head of the bed and watched Tang Zhuoyao all night.
During this period, I didn't dare to close my eyes for a second, I was so afraid that as long as I fell asleep, I would lose him forever, and my life could not bear such a loss, I was even worried that Tang Zhuoyao would cut off his breath, and kept his hand on his chest, feeling his heartbeat that was not strong. Macro anti-holy name.
Instead of crying anymore, I told him about the past between us, and I told him that he gave me the saber that day in the night market in Burma, in the brilliant lights, and then he confessed to me for the first time in the real sense of the word in the hotel, and we lingered wildly on the big bed.
Afterwards he left quietly and gave me all that he had, and he was determined to die to pay for all his sins...... I covered my eyes with my hands and felt tears pouring out uncontrollably.
A whole night passed, when the sky outside the window lit up in the morning, Tang Zhuoyao had not woken up, I cried so much that the whole person was a little confused, dizzy, and when I got up, my eyes were black and almost planted, my arm pressed on the bedside table, stared at Tang Zhuoyao for a few seconds, and then I went to the inner room to wash my face.
It didn't take long for me to hear my mobile phone ringing, I hurriedly wiped my face with a towel, and walked out quickly to pick up the phone, but when I looked up, I saw Tang Zhuoyao's gauze-wrapped hand stretching out on the bedside table, as if he wanted to hold the phone in his hand and answer the phone instead of me.
Seeing this, I was stunned for a few seconds, and then I strode forward, reached out and pressed Tang Zhuoyao's arm, and when I looked at his green-brown pupils, I choked up all of a sudden, "You lie down, I'll take it myself." ”
Tang Zhuoyao looked at me fixedly for half a minute, and then his lips hooked up a touch of arc, even those eyes were full of smiles, shining in the skylight, his delicate and picturesque eyebrows and eyes were bent into crescents, just like after losing his memory, he woke up and saw me for the first time, Tang Zhuoyao called me in a hoarse and satisfied voice, "Sister." ”
"Hmm." I nodded, uncontrollably, tears falling down my eyes.
Tang Zhuoyao called me in a panic, stretched out his hand to wipe my tears, his tone was full of distress, "Sister, don't cry, I'm sorry......"
I gently held his hand, immediately turned my face away, raised my neck hard, swallowed back my tears, raised the back of my hand and wiped it, then turned my head to Tang Zhuoyao and said, "I didn't cry, it's good that you can wake up." ”
"You're lying to me again." Tang Zhuoyao's eyebrows were locked together, staring at my eyes, and his own pupils were also floating bloodshots, "Your eyes are red and swollen." ”
I didn't speak again, I was almost desperate for a few hours, the doctor told me that Tang Zhuoyao might be dead, can I stop crying?
The tears I shed over the past 20 years have not fallen as much as last night, Tang Zhuoyao really scared me half to death, if he had any three long and two short, I myself would not live, at this moment he finally woke up, and I was no longer as grateful for the gift of fate as I was at this time.
The phone was still vibrating, I put Tang Zhuoyao's hand back carefully, took the phone to connect with my mother's phone, and told her that my friend was out of danger, she was relieved, and after telling me a few words, my mother hung up the phone.
"Meng Lin." Tang Zhuoyao looked extremely weak, but he called my name in a very clear voice, he was lying on the hospital bed, his eyebrows were more serious and astringent than just now, so he asked with difficulty, "Will we be separated in the future?" Will you leave me alone abroad again? ”
How do I answer Tong Zhuoyao? In fact, I never intended to abandon him, and when I came back, I asked him that he refused to be with me, and now he regrets it, and he came back all the way and went crazy to find me, even if he almost lost his life, but there are still so many problems between us.
I stroked Tang Zhuoyao's face and told him gently, "The way you are now, I want to leave, but I can't go, right?" Heal the wound first, and we'll talk about it later. ”
"Okay." Tang Zhuoyao responded to me, pursed his lips, as if he had a thousand words to say to me, and swallowed them all in the end.
The most important thing for him now is to recuperate, I went out and called a doctor, and when several people heard that Tang Zhuoyao had woken up, they were all very happy, and hurriedly examined and treated Tang Zhuoyao, and at the same time informed Chi Xiaoyi of the good news.
Later, all the medical staff left the ward, and I wanted to go out to buy some porridge for Tang Zhuoyao and something to make breakfast, but he held my hand and didn't let me leave half a step at all.
I had no choice but to tell the others to do it, and I was just about to close the door from the inside, when Meng Yan hurried over, pushed away me who was blocking the way, and she walked directly to Tang Zhuoyao's bedside.
I held on to the door, standing there with my back to Tang Zhuoyao and Meng Yan, and didn't move for a long time.
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