I sat there and listened in silence, not answering a word, the sun shining through a floor-to-ceiling window on the big bed, and on me and Tang Zhuoyao, as it was a hot June in Myanmar and there was no air conditioning in the house. However, at this moment, I felt that my heart was like a wilderness, lonely and cold.

I put my arm around my shoulder.

Of course, I know that the woman in Tang Zhuoyao's heart is definitely not Meng Yan, and when I was worried that the past would have a bad impact on Tang Zhuoyao, and I was looking for the best of both worlds, and did not tell Tang Zhuoyao the truth, Meng Yan made up a perfect story for Tang Zhuoyao.

Now that Tang Zhuoyao has lost his memory, of course he all believes in Meng Yan, and the so-called preconceived ideas, I'm afraid that at this time I will tell Tang Zhuoyao that Meng Yan is lying to him, and it is too late, with my understanding of human nature. I can imagine that maybe Meng Yan would tell Tang Zhuoyao that I was the one who lied to him. Don't trust me.

Maybe I should have known how to be flexible at the beginning, even if I didn't let Tang Zhuoyao know everything in the past, I should have made up the most beautiful story for Tang Zhuoyao, but will there be a day when lies will not be exposed? I'm afraid that other unforeseen things will happen at that time, so I don't regret that I wasn't as despicable as Meng Yan.

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" After being silent for a long time, Tang Zhuoyao looked at me with pain in his eyes.

He must have thought that I was too calm, even too cold-blooded and ruthless, but I have experienced so much over the years, hysteria and heart-rending emotions will not happen to me, I am like a water in the face of many things, and the saddest time is just like a few days and nights ago, not eating, sleeping, and being alone in a daze.

"You probably forgot what I said." I had a faint smile on my lips. The tone is so inclusive and pampering, "Whatever you want, you just do it." Whatever you like, you like. ”

"I'm not going to interfere with you, your own choice, as long as you feel good, that's fine. Even if you're wrong, I'll indulge you if you want to. ”

Tang Zhuoyao sneered when he heard this, his thin lips flushed pale. With sarcasm and self-deprecation, "Your generosity and tolerance are enough to show that you don't care about me at all, I don't care so much to you, otherwise I chose to be with Meng Yan, how could you not stop me and question me?" ”

"Did I really stop you, other than to prove that I really care about you? I won't let you be with Meng Yan. Will you listen to me, Tang Zhuoyao? I asked Tang Zhuoyao sharply, seeing his stunned and dodging in his eyes.

So I shook my head sadly, "Obviously, no matter what I say or do now, I can't change this outcome." I know the answer in my own heart, so why humiliate myself? I've never been one to be obsessed with, and I have my own posture and pride. ”

"Rather than disgusting me at the end, I'd better be a little more free. There are gains and losses, people live in this world, no matter in which aspect, they must be able to take it and let it go, right? ”

Tang Zhuoyao looked at me with a pale face, his green-brown eyes were floating with strong bloodshots, it seemed that he hadn't slept well in the past two days, his finger joints were clenched too hard and made a sound, and the light blue blood vessels on the back of his hands were bulging, as if they were about to burst, he gritted his teeth and said to me word by word: "Meng Lin, you are really cold-blooded." ”

I think it's ridiculous, human nature is like this, obviously Tang Zhuoyao gave up on me first, but he accused me in turn that I didn't care, so how can I care? I cried bitterly and showed how heartbroken and painful I was, telling Tang Zhuoyao that I couldn't live without him, begging him not to leave me, is this what he wants?

I really can't do it.

"Meng Yan told me that I was a killer in the past and killed a lot of people, and you are an Interpol who came to me to go undercover." In my silence and calm, Tang Zhuoyao's emotions also slowly eased, I didn't speak, he himself mentioned it first.

"In order to complete your task and get the evidence you want from me, you drugged me in my wine and drunk me, so we had a relationship naturally, and because of this, you broke up the two people who originally loved Meng Yan and me. And your biggest surprise is that you didn't expect that you would have real feelings for me. ”

"In order to save me, you betrayed your organization, gave up your profession and designed a fake death, so that you and I disappeared from this world, I woke up and forgot everything in the past, I don't know why I called you sister after the first time I saw you."

"And you chose to hide the truth from me, and counted me as my sister, in order to escape from the police and the public, you took me to this place in Myanmar, but soon your ex-boyfriend and colleague Liu Yuandong, and the woman I really love, Meng Yan, came over."

"Your ex-boyfriend insisted on taking you back, but you didn't want to, Liu Yuandong threatened you with me out of helplessness, and Meng Yan and I also recognized each other and got back together......"

After hearing this, I almost applauded, Meng Yan really watched too many romance dramas, her brain was so big, and the story was so twisted and bloody, I really admired her so much.

I smiled and nodded, took Tang Zhuoyao's words and said, "Now in your heart, have I become a woman who is empathetic, half-hearted and watery?" Maybe you will think that I am actually stepping on two boats, and while I like you, I also miss the old love of Liu Yuandong, so when Liu Yuandong came over, I didn't control myself, betrayed you and had a relationship with him again, but Meng Yan finally exposed my true face. (good-looking)"

"Good, good! Tang Zhuoyao, how about we write this into a script and sell it? When the time comes, I think the ratings will definitely be high. "I said jokingly on the surface, but my heart was dripping blood, and I only felt absurd and pathetic.

Sure enough, things must be reversed.

My relationship with Tang Zhuoyao came too quickly, without any trust, a bloody romance story broke me up with Tang Zhuoyao, I feel that I am really disheartened at the moment, and I no longer have any hope for this relationship between me and Tang Zhuoyao.

Let's disperse, I don't love deeply, it's me who is too wishful thinking and self-inflicted, so why bother to be reluctantly together? Tang Zhuoyao has hurt me so far, and I have no reason to convince myself to continue.

I didn't care about Tang Zhuoyao's reaction, and got up from the bed to look for my documents, but Tang Zhuoyao stretched out his arm from behind and hugged my waist.

I shuddered, and didn't move, just looked down at Tang Zhuoyao's hands locked on my lower abdomen, which were transparent by the golden sunlight.

I pursed my lips, calm to the point of numbness, "Do what?" ”

"I just want to know ......" Tang Zhuoyao tightened his arms more and more, his face buried behind my back, his voice was hoarse and dull, revealing a kind of humility that had never been before, "Meng Lin, have you ever liked me?" Or rather, in your mind, who is more important, me or Liu Yuandong? ”

Hearing this, I didn't feel any emotion, but my lips sneered, and I asked Tang Zhuoyao in a mocking tone, "What?" You also saw that Yi Siqian fell in love with me, and you are ready to abandon Meng Yan's ex-girlfriend and be with me? If that's the case, then we're really a with a scumbag, a match made in heaven. ”

Sensing Tang Zhuoyao's tremors, I even smiled in my tone, "But I'm sorry, my decided to turn back." I found out that the man I love the most is still Liu Yuandong's ex, and he is only interested in you for a while. You are rich and good-looking, and it is normal for me to be confused by you for a while. ”

"I paid a great price for my impulsiveness, not only did I lose my favorite profession and faith, but from now on I will have to hide in Tibet and follow you to the end of the world, I didn't expect you to have amnesia, you forgot me, we are sisters and brothers, what have I gained so far?"

"I'm looking for a man, not a younger brother, and I don't want to keep a mentally handicapped person for the rest of my life...... And so on, these are the reasons for my regret. I grabbed Tang Zhuoyao's arm, turned around in the crook of his arm, and looked down at him.

I said to Tang Zhuoyao in a light tone: "So Tang Zhuoyao, since the favorite in your heart is Meng Yan, I can't let go of Liu Yuandong, we were wrong from the beginning, so let's get together and disperse now." ”

I knew that these words hurt Tang Zhuoyao very much, but I still couldn't help but say it, I thought I could accept our ending calmly, but at this moment I still had a childish revenge mentality, and I will no longer admit my love for Tang Zhuoyao.

And even if it is the other way around, Tang Zhuoyao knows my feelings for him, will he give up the woman he loves subconsciously and unswervingly stay with me? No, when Meng Yan has not yet intervened between me and Tang Zhuoyao, Tang Zhuoyao does not plan to develop a male-female relationship with me.

I don't mind what I gave up and what I became, but I couldn't stand the fact that Tang Zhuoyao had never loved me.

Meng Yan is just a small contradiction between me and Tang Zhuoyao, it is just the fuse, the person in Tang Zhuoyao's heart after losing his memory is not Meng Yan, but it is definitely Qiao Ningsi, if he remembers it one day, he will still abandon me, right?

I'm tired, I really don't have the strength to continue to love, I thought about taking Tang Zhuoyao with me as a sister, I won't leave him alone in a foreign country, but just now he rejected me, so I had to choose to let go completely.

I closed my eyes hard and suppressed the rush that was about to gush out, but half a minute later, I felt hot liquid fall down my hands one by one.

I opened my eyes and looked down to see that it was not mine, but Tang Zhuoyao was crying, silently, and soon the entire back of my hand was wet.

I stood there straight and stiff without moving, the hot sun shining on my body, but I still felt that every nerve, blood vessel and skin was cold, I thought that mourning was more than death, which should describe my mood at the moment.

Tang Zhuoyao hugged my waist tightly, his head buried in my soft lower abdomen, his shoulders trembled violently, crying like a child, in fact, what is there to cry?

Since the person he loves the most in his heart is not me, even if he doesn't be with Meng Yan in the future, his choice will not be me, so now that I'm gone, what else is he reluctant to do? Is it because he also likes me a little bit, or am I like Tang Zhuoli?

It doesn't matter anymore, if he can't love me, I can only choose to quit his life.

"Meng Lin." In the end, Tang Zhuoyao finally let go of me, but when I turned around and walked to the door, Tang Zhuoyao choked up and stopped me.

I paused and stood there with my back to Tang Zhuoyao, only to hear him ask me, "Actually, the person who slept with me a few days ago was not Meng Yan, but you, right?" ”

I looked back at Tang Zhuoyao, the sun shining in his green-brown eyes, making his pupils look amber, still so beautiful, just like the day he wore a white shirt and played the piano to amaze me.

I smiled and shook my head at Tang Zhuoyao, "No, if you think it's me, then you must be hallucinating." ”

I left at noon that day, except for a few clothes in my backpack, I had nothing else, and the last thing that remained in my mind was the picture of Tang Zhuoyao sitting on the floor with his back against the bed, holding the sheet in his arms.

He, like me, curled himself up in a ball, as if abandoned by the whole world, and at that moment he was alone like a child.

I closed my eyes so hard that I couldn't cry, only tears flooded my heart.

I bought a plane ticket in the afternoon, and didn't wait for Liu Yuandong, I got on a plane and left Myanmar alone, my love with Tang Zhuoyao began here, and finally ended here, in fact, it can be regarded as complete, right?

When I returned to S City, it was already more than 11 o'clock in the evening, and I turned on my mobile phone and received countless missed calls and text messages, all of which belonged to Liu Yuandong alone.

I didn't reply, and when I saw a trash can on the side of the road, I took a few steps forward and threw my phone in, "bang", this time I really had to say goodbye to everything in the past. Macro Holy Claw Cai.

My parents have a villa in the suburbs, and I sat in a taxi in the middle of the night and drove all the way over, and as soon as I got out of the car, I heard the sound of dogs barking from the yard.

Such a loud movement naturally woke up my parents, and soon the lights in the room came on, and in the sound of the barking of dogs, a tall figure walked towards me under the not very bright light outside.

I pushed open the door and took a few steps forward, choking out, "Dad." ”

My father was shocked and froze in place, and after a few seconds of stiffness, he finally reacted, and then my father strode forward, bent his arm and hugged me, "Daughter, are you back......?"

I reached out and hugged my father's broad back, stood on tiptoe and buried my head in his shoulder, at this moment the tears that I had been holding back for a long time finally broke the embankment, and in my father's arms, I cried uncontrollably, and I responded to him silently, "Well, I'm back...... I will never go again. ”

In fact, it's not a big deal, I'm just out of love, and without Tang Zhuoyao, I can live a good life, after all, I was also a person in the past, I don't plan to return to my previous career and identity, I haven't done my filial piety for so many years, and I will be with my parents from now on.

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