Chapter 52: No Remorse

Running to the gate of the city, Song Dali, who was guarding the city, knew Dongxue, waved to her from afar, and greeted: "Sister Dongxue, why are you so idle today, come to me for tea?" ”

Xu Shaoqing, who was sitting in the carriage, heard this name, his breath was choked, and then he said to the coachman in a low voice: "Excuse me, speed up after passing the level for a while." ”

"Don't worry, Childe, I've been driving for more than ten years, and my technology is first-class, so I will never miss Childe's business."

Song Dali ran to Dongxue's side, and said in a rough voice: "Let's go, there are many people here, let's go to the back to rest and rest." ”

Glancing around the crowd of people queuing up to leave the city, Dong Xue didn't say anything, followed behind Song Dali, and quietly left. It's just that when Dongxue turned around behind the wall, she grabbed Song Dali's collar and frowned and asked, "Did a handsome man pass by here just now?" ”

Song Dali was taken aback by Dong Xue's sudden change of attitude, his eyes widened, and he said, "A handsome man? There are not a hundred people passing through here every day, but there must be eighty, is there only one clue? ”

He ...... He was a scholar, very bookish, very pale, about thirty years old. He is eight feet tall and dressed ordinarily, but his hair is not messy, which makes people look like a spring breeze. ”

"Well...... Song Dali recalled carefully, and then said, "It seems that there is really no such person today." But just because I didn't see it doesn't mean he didn't pass through here. You know, there are people who like to ride in a carriage, and if he is in a carriage, we can't see it. Now that the times are peaceful and prosperous, the inspection of entering and leaving the capital is not as strict as before. After saying this, Song Dali found that Dongxue's face was very ugly, and according to the questions she just asked, she couldn't help but speculate, "What, that person owes you money?" Or, what do you have to do with it? ”

Taking a deep breath, Dongxue didn't answer Song Dali's question, beckoned him to his ear, leaned over and explained a few words in his ear. Song Dali didn't understand at first, and looked at Dongxue in confusion, as if he couldn't figure out why she did this.

Seeing that Song Dali didn't move for a long time, Dong Xue frowned, and said unhappily: "Just do what I say, do you still have any questions?" ”

This cold voice was like the coldest ice lake in winter, pouring on Song Dali's body from top to bottom, making him feel excited. After that, he looked at Dongxue's icy eyes, and hurriedly smiled: "Ouch, if I can't do such a small thing, then I don't have to stay here to guard the city gate at all, just go home and farm!" Don't worry, I'll be able to complete the task you gave me, and you'll see! With that, Song Dali returned to the city gate as if nothing had happened, and said a few words to a few small officers and soldiers under his hand, and his eyes began to linger in the crowd.

After looking at it for a while, Song Dali turned around and looked behind the wall, raised his arm with a smile, and said, "Winter Snow Girl, go slowly, I won't send it!" Next time you have time, come to me for tea! ”

When the little soldiers beside Song Dali heard this, they also looked behind the wall, and then looked at Song Dali suspiciously, and asked, "Boss, who are you talking to?" Is it the beauty just now? ”

Hearing this, Song Dali slapped the back of the little soldier's head and reprimanded: "Miss Dongxue, what can you inquire about casually?" Hurry up and do your own thing, and then dare to ask indiscriminately, be careful that I clean you up! ”

Covering the back of his head, the little soldier was quite aggrieved, but he didn't dare to refute anything, so he could only frown and hide to the side, feeling that the little daughter-in-law was being bullied.

Xu Shaoqing, who was sitting in the carriage, first breathed a sigh of relief, but then his heart was infinitely empty. He was very conflicted in his heart, he wanted to see Dongxue again, but he was afraid that after meeting, the situation would begin to be out of his control. He has endured it for so many years, just to get this peaceful life now, does he want to mess everything up with his own hands? Xu Shaoqing shook his head painfully, and did not let the coachman turn the horse's head, but continued to move forward.

Leaving the capital, Xu Shaoqing leaned against the wall of the carriage, and as the carriage bumped back and forth, his thoughts seemed to float in mid-air, ups and downs. Suddenly, the carriage that was moving suddenly stopped, causing Xu Shaoqing to lean forward and almost hit his forehead. His eyes gradually returned to clarity, Xu Shaoqing raised his voice and asked outward, "Why don't you leave?" ”

The groom's voice trembled violently, as if something terrible had happened, and he trembled and said, "Father...... Childe, I'm ...... I'm afraid I won't be able to send you anymore, let's ...... Let's settle the money right here! ”

Xu Shaoqing heard this, his mind suddenly moved, and he hurriedly opened the curtain and found a woman in front of the carriage, although he couldn't see her face, Xu Shaoqing knew who she was.

I couldn't tell what I was feeling at this moment, Xu Shaoqing slowly jumped out of the carriage, gave the coachman a few ingots of broken silver, and then picked up his package, his eyes did not fall on Dongxue, and he left straight away.

His fists were clenched, but Dong Xue still couldn't hold back, and shouted coldly: "Xu Shaoqing, you stop!" ”

The footsteps gradually stopped, Xu Shaoqing turned around, as if he had just discovered the existence of Dongxue, and smiled indifferently: "It turned out to be Dongxue, what a coincidence that I would meet you here." ”

The corners of her mouth were coldly hooked, Dong Xue looked straight at Xu Shaoqing, walked to his side, and asked in a cold voice, "Is it coincidental?" I've come to you. Xu Shaoqing, let's stop playing dumb riddles, just make things clear. What do you mean by those words you said to me yesterday? ”

"Yesterday ......" Xu Shaoqing frowned and pondered, as if he was very confused, and then asked puzzledly, "What happened yesterday?" ”

As if she had already guessed this situation, Dong Xue sneered, and then said, "Xu Shaoqing, are you so daring?" After saying those things to me, you don't have the courage to admit it, and you are pretending to be crazy and stupid here? You're getting better and better! ”

Xu Shaoqing smiled helplessly and said, "I really don't remember what I said." Yesterday, I drank a little more, and I don't remember a lot of things. I'm sorry if something offends you, and I hope you don't mind. ”

"Don't mind!?" Dong Xue's eyes widened, and she said angrily, "Xu Shaoqing, how can you say such things after doing those things to others!?" Since you don't remember, then I'll tell you! You said you regretted that you didn't take me away in the first place, and you didn't tell me everything that happened! Xu Shaoqing, what happened back then that would make you say these words? I'm also a person who has experienced things, so am I not entitled to know what is really going on? ”

There was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, but Xu Shaoqing's face was turning pale little by little. He looked at Dongxue, sketched her image with his eyes, and tried his best not to make his eyes look so eager and expressional. Although Xu Shaoqing was cold, he didn't say a word now, and his heart was dripping blood.

"I don't remember what you said, how can I answer you? And drunk people have no logic, even if they say something, they can't be serious. Why should you be serious with a drunken man? It's better to go back early and rest if you have these efforts. Yesterday's dinner must have made you very hard, wouldn't it be good to take a break? Why bother with these things that don't matter at all. ”

"How can it not be important?" The corners of his mouth slowly hooked, and Dong Xue's voice was like the last cry for help from a drowning man, pinning all his hopes on Xu Shaoqing, but the man in front of him faced himself with indifference, even if he died in front of him, there would be no emotional fluctuations.

Relieved, Dongxue said, "I have stood silently behind you for so many years, and I have never asked for anything, because we are people from two worlds, and we have no intersection. Even without your words yesterday, I wouldn't have changed my mind. It's just that since something happens, you always have to figure it out, right? Xu Shaoqing, I know very well, if it hadn't really happened, you wouldn't have said those words. What are you trying to hide? ”

Dong Xue's implicit confession shocked Xu Shaoqing, and at the same time loosened his resolute heart, and his persistence almost fell short. But at the same time as his heart was moving, Xu Shaoqing's reason was still there, he looked at Dongxue forbearingly, and cruelly said something that even he couldn't believe.

"Do you like me that much? Oh, not to mention that we are very different in age, let's just say that hobbies are good, I like dance and ink, and you like swords, guns, swords, halberds, I don't understand the poetry and songs I said, and I don't understand your martial arts moves, what kind of love will such two people have? Although my lady is a down-and-out daughter, she can read my paintings and my poems, and the two of us are a match made in heaven. I remember you were very smart, why waste your time on useless things? There are many good men in the world, and you shouldn't pay for it wrongly. ”

These words made Dongxue very embarrassed, and she fell into a cold gaze, only to feel chills from the inside out, and her body couldn't stop wanting to tremble. But she didn't want to show the slightest cowardice in front of Xu Shaoqing, especially when he said what he said just now, which would only make Xu Shaoqing think that he was wagging his tail and begging for mercy from him.

Gritting her teeth, Dongxue tried to make herself look calm, and said slowly: "I know my status very well, so I never thought that there would be any outcome with you. Xu Shaoqing, you don't have to provoke me with words, until now I just want to ask clearly, what are you hiding from me! When I know the answer, I will naturally leave and never appear in front of you again! You should know my temper, and I won't stop if I can't get there. If you want to be pure, you'd better tell me what you've lost now! ”

"Are you threatening me?" Xu Shaoqing showed an unfathomable smile, and then approached Dongxue step by step, that smile was just like last night, the smile that bewitched Dongxue's heart, and it appeared unexpectedly, "I've already said it, I don't have any feelings for you, why do you still have to stalk?" I love my lady so much that I don't even look at any other woman besides her! I know you're beautiful, even more beautiful than my lady, but I'm sorry, I'm not a superficial person who just looks good, and your set is useless to me! If you still have a little shame, please disappear from me! ”