What's terrible is that Forsythia bit his lip and suddenly fell on his chest: "I want to be your woman!" ”

Maybe because of this sentence, Feng Lixing was reluctant to let go as if he was obsessed, so he simply hugged her waist, half-coaxing and half-deceiving: "Really? ”

"Well, really!"

"No regrets?"

"No regrets!" She also gritted her teeth and said that she had been preparing for 18 years, waiting for the day when she could make herself a woman in love.

Feng Lixing looked at her watery black eyes, which were full of wild and charming that did not match her age, and her delicate lower lip was also bitten by her and slightly swollen, this appearance was really seductive, he was also confused, and he was so irresponsible to attach it to her ear, and asked softly: "Then why don't we change places?" ”

Feng Lixing was really a little dizzy by Forsythia at that time, and he also drank a little wine, six or seven points drunk, and he was playful, but he was still a little rational when he helped Forsythia out.

When the driver asked him where he was going, he hesitated at first, but Forsythia's hand circled up irregularly, and his hot body wrapped around him like a snake.

So he casually said the name of the hotel to the driver, and called a familiar reporter in the car.

After getting out of the car, Forsythia was still wrapped around him like an octopus, completely unaware of the approaching danger.

But Feng Lixing can swear that he didn't want to play so big at first.

Although he is true of his romantic nature, not just any woman can get on him, so he just wanted to teach Forsythia a lesson, engage in some ambiguity, take some photos of reporters, and make Lu Yujiang lose some face.

But the damn forsythia was completely drunk at that time, and she hid all kinds of grievances and sourness in her heart, with the same interest as a gamble, she couldn't wait to put her lips up before she got into the elevator......

Maybe there's a little goblin living in his bones.

Her kiss was obviously clumsy and urgent, and there was no skill at all, but Feng Lixing was really sucked up by her at that time, and between her lips and teeth was the taste of tequila and cherry in her mouth, so fragrant and fragrant, completely different from the women he had before, giving him different sensory stimulation.

So I have to admit that their first time was in a sense Forsythia initiative.

The memory behind is a little messy, Feng Lixing only remembers that this girl is really wild, and it almost makes him, a veteran of the love field, a little unbearable.

From the downstairs hall to the room, Feng Lixing's heart was already in chaos, closed the door and coaxed her to lie down for a while, he wanted to take a shower first, he still had some little cleanliness, but this girl actually rushed into the bathroom directly from the outside, opened the door of the shower room like a fierce lion cub and walked in.

The water from the shower poured her from head to toe, her black hair was attached to her collarbone, the skirt of the light fabric was completely finished as soon as it was dipped in water, the curves were clear, and the cheeks were full of pink steamed by water vapor and alcohol, the forsythia standing in front of Feng Lixing at that time was like a peach, delicate and enchanting, where was it still an 18-year-old girl, a complete goblin.

Feng Lixing saw that she was acting so boldly at that time, and he thought that he was very experienced, so he didn't pity the fragrance and jade in front of him, and he was very energetic, and pressed her directly against the wall of the shower room......

But when she shrunk her knees and cried out in pain, she realized that it was the first time.

But at that time, Feng Lixing couldn't bear it anymore, so he could only carry the wet forsythia to the bed......

At first, she still shouted in pain, biting her lip and shaking desperately, and kept calling Yi Yang's name in her mouth, but gradually she went crazy, and her wildness was revealed, leaving rows of tooth marks on Feng Lixing's body.

The experience in the middle of the night was like a beautiful dream for Feng Lixing.

In the dream, there was her hot temperature, soft body, and fragrant cherry smell, but it was nothing more than one more woman in his life, a woman who had given him throbbing and passionate, and even he had the pleasure of revenge when he asked for it, so when the heat dissipated, lingering, his reason gradually returned, and he mercilessly pulled away the arm that forsythia wrapped around his waist and abdomen, got out of bed and took a new shower, washing away the breath she left on him.

Get dressed again, put on your watch, and get back to looking good.

But at that time, Forsythia had slept soundly, and the flush on his cheeks gradually faded, leaving a white skin, but the eyes were wet and wet, and I don't know if it was tears or sweat.

Feng Lixing even walked over and gently twisted her lips with his fingers, she didn't wake up, so he took his coat and went out, leaving the bed with no strands of forsythia, the room was full of beauty, from the bathroom to the bedroom, all the clothes soaked in water, which had been torn to pieces by him.

A ridiculous night, he brought a little playfulness and revenge, and she was a little stubborn and angry.

After dawn, the photos of Simu's daughter and a strange man opening a room in the hotel were spread everywhere, and Feng Lixing saw it as just an affair, but who would have thought that one night would become a lifetime.

A hangover changed the trajectory of Forsythia's life, but who said that she was the only one who suffered in those five years?

Feng Lixing remembered forsythia tossing and turning under him countless times in those five years, biting his lip and crying out in pain, the soft body fragrance on his body, the greasy cherry smell in his mouth, and the lingering and bewitching that knocked on the bone and sucked the marrow, so that he never met a woman who could give him the same shaking in those five years.

But whether it is longing or greed, Feng Lixing never thought that he would leave seeds in Forsythia's body that night.

The seed sprouted, spanning five years and thousands of hatreds.

A five-year-old child stood in front of him, staring at him with eyes that looked very similar to his.

There was cuteness, timidity, longing, calmness and clarity in his eyes, but he didn't seem to need to do anything, just look so quietly, those eyes were the most cruel whipping to Feng Lixing.

"Come here." Feng Lixing slowed his breathing and sat on the bed and beckoned to An An.

An An stood still, the light above his head pouring down and a silver silhouette on him, as if shining.

Feng Lixing couldn't bear it, covered his chest and struggled to get out of bed, every step was very slow, but the forsythia next to him didn't stop it, and watched Feng Li, who had weak steps, walk in front of An An, and then squatted down panting, wrapping his palms around his little face.

Everything seems to be in slow motion, and the final frame is frozen.

This scene has never appeared in a dream, because I dare not think about it, I dare not hope for extravagance, but now it is really happening in front of my eyes.

Feng Lixing looked at the child in front of him, with the same stubbornness and coldness in his eyes as when he was a child, and wanted to say something to him, but he couldn't squeeze out a word.

"I heard Aunt Xue say, are you my father?" The first to speak was An An, the little guy's tone was very flat, and his dark eyes were not shocked.

I couldn't see any emotion fluctuating in his excitement or joy.

Feng Lixing was simply distressed, this child's temperament was exactly the same as his, and he really had no experience in communicating with children, but he suddenly came out with such a big son.

Feng Lixing was stunned for a long time, and finally only said to An An: "I'm sorry......"

What a light "I'm sorry", and what a heavy "I'm sorry".

Forsythia's heart is like a knife, and he can only cover his mouth with his hand to prevent himself from crying.

An An glanced at Forsythia, then turned to look at Feng Lixing, her eyes rolled around, but she said, "You made her cry again." ”

He still didn't want to call Forsythia "Mom", nor did he want to call Feng Lixing "Dad", but this sentence stabbed Feng Lixing's heart and began to hurt violently again, and Forsythia even covered his lips and turned his back, because he couldn't help it, but he didn't want An An to always see her crying.

Time stands still, the separation of flesh and blood and pain and grievances in the past five years, Forsythia originally thought that she had been in extreme pain and would not hurt anymore, but was completely shattered by An An's sentence "You made her cry again".

Feng Lixing listened to Forsythia's cry and hugged An An, and the guilt and guilt in his heart surged over.

An An stayed in the ward for a while, Forsythia couldn't stay any longer, and found an excuse to go out.

The early autumn night began to be a little cool, and Forsythia wore only a thin sleeveless skirt, and could not go far, so she could only sit under the wisteria trellis in the back garden and smoke.

Her mind was blank, she couldn't think about the past, she couldn't plan for the future, she could only look up in the smoke, the sky was full of stars, and the moonlight shone on the ground through the wisteria leaves.

Tomorrow should be a sunny day, Forsythia couldn't help laughing, quietly finished smoking a cigarette, pinched the cigarette butt on the stone chair, stood up and turned around, only to see Feng Lixing standing at the end of the wisteria trellis.

A white cotton T, navy blue linen pants, and a coat in his hand, he stood there in moonlight.

Forsythia's hand holding the cigarette case shook.

Now that he already knows An An's life experience, there will be this day sooner or later, and besides, it has been five years, and the account between them should also be calculated.

Forsythia didn't go over, continued to sit back on the slate chair, and took out another cigarette, but before he could light it, Feng Lixing came over and smoked the cigarette between her fingers.

"No drawing!" As he spoke, he draped the coat in his hand over Forsythia's shoulders.

Forsythia raised his head, and the moonlight shone on his side face, reflecting a deep outline and a pair of deep eyes, just because the bullet made him hurt his vitality, so his face was still a little pale, maybe because he took the stairs, so his breath was a little panting, and the original anger was a lot, but the illness and weakness made the man look even more cold.

"Why did you come down? What about An An? ”

"An An and Aunt Xue went back, I was looking for you everywhere, why did you come here alone?"

"Take a breath and smoke a cigarette." Forsythia smiled and snatched the cigarette in Feng Lixing's hand, lit it skillfully, exhaled a breath, and said with a smile: "Let's start, what are you going to ask me?" ”

Feng Lixing also laughed, but it was a bitter smile.

This woman can always maintain a calm face at critical moments, but sometimes this calmness makes others feel cruel, but what can be done? He is probably going to plant her in his hands in this life, and he really loves and hates her calm appearance.

"Shouldn't you tell me something?"

"If I wanted to say that I would have said it a long time ago, I wouldn't have waited until now." She took another puff of her cigarette, and her faint gaze swept over Feng Lixing's face, "So you ask, I'll tell you anything you want to know, but I'm sorry, I can't say it myself, because those memories are too painful." ”

Feng Lixing took a sharp breath of hatred, because the violent breathing involved the wound, and his heart was torn painfully, he covered it with his hand and asked, "Okay, then I'll ask, you answer." ”

With his hand down, he thought about it, and had thousands of questions in his heart, but the first sentence he finally spoke was: "Lu Forsythia, I want to see what your heart is made of?" How could you be so cruel to me? An An has been with me for so long, we are both married, but you have been hiding it from me, if it weren't for the fact that he was kidnapped by Yang Zhongting, when are you going to tell me? ”

"That's a good question." Forsythia smiled, "If An An hadn't had an accident, probably I wouldn't have told you in my life!" ”

"You're ......!" Feng Lixing was choked by her and was speechless for a while.

She turned to him with that emaciated face, "Do you know why?" ”

"Why?"

"Because I have resentment in my heart, this is one of the reasons why I have been divorcing you before, not only because you indirectly harmed the Lu family, but also because of An An." Forsythia was halfway through speaking, and the pain in her heart had been pressed over a little bit, she immediately took a few puffs of cigarette, and then continued after relieving herself: "An An was born with congenital heart disease, and the doctor said that it was because I ate something I shouldn't have eaten during pregnancy, hehe...... What you shouldn't eat, do you know what it is? ”

Feng Lixing's brows tightened, he knew that Forsythia had touched marijuana in France.

"I was very miserable when I first arrived in France, although Lu Yujiang arranged a school and dormitory for me, but he didn't give me living expenses, because maybe he thought that my mother was also in France, and my mother wouldn't ignore me, but he was wrong, when I first went to France, my mother didn't care about me at all, she only said that I was Lu Yujiang's daughter, and asked me not to stay in Paris, so she didn't give me any living expenses, and wanted to use this method to force me back to Yecheng, but she may have forgotten that I inherited her strong temper, Since Lu Yujiang was able to drive me out of the country so mercilessly, how could I go back again, so I gritted my teeth and settled in Paris, but I had almost no money on me, and I had to support myself......"

Forsythia took another puff of her cigarette.

In the absurd years, she recalled to Feng Lixing little by little.

"At first, it was really difficult, the first time I went abroad, the first time I left my parents, the first time I lived alone, I didn't understand the language, I was a scumbag, I learned English in a mess, let alone French, so I definitely couldn't do a regular job, but fortunately, there are Chinese all over the world." She stopped again, her eyes became very cold in the moonlight, but she was laughing again, and after laughing, she turned around and suddenly asked Feng Lixing: "Do you know the 19th arrondissement of Paris?" ”

Feng Lixing's eyes flashed: "I know, the Chinese district of Paris, I went to Paris once before when I went to Paris to participate in the event, and the law and order were very chaotic. ”

"It's not just law and order." Forsythia snorted and took another puff of his cigarette, "My first job was in District 19, where I didn't have much creativity, working as a waiter in a Chinese restaurant. The boss is from Wenzhou, he was very good to me at first, considering that I was a student and transferred me to a class, I once felt that I was lucky to go out to meet a nobleman, but in the end I was young, too naïve ......"

Forsythia took a breath and looked up to see that the moon seemed to have shifted a little direction.

"And then?"

"Later?" Forsythia smiled again, still very lightly, but Feng Lixing always felt that there was a knife hidden behind that smile, "Later, he began to coax me to eat that thing, at first it was a small pill the size of a thumb, he lied to me that it could refresh my mind, I was really tired from working during the day and at night, so I ate one, and after eating, I really felt energetic, and asked him what it was, he only said it was a good thing, and then he would give me two every week, so he coaxed me for two months, and on the day of the salary, he asked me to go to the place where he lived to get money, and by the way, I was given good food." I was so stupid at that time, I thought he wouldn't do anything to me, and I was already a little addicted, and the wonderful feeling in my body after swallowing that little pill was indescribable, so I really went, and when I went, I found that he was alone in the house, and he poured one out of the medicine bottle in the drawer for me, and the shape was different from the previous one, and I asked him why, and he said that it felt better to eat it, and I believed everything, and Baba swallowed it...... After swallowing it, the reaction came quickly, and it was really better than the previous feeling, the whole person seemed to be hollowed out, and the body was so light that it seemed to fly, and I couldn't walk, so he helped me to the bed......"

Feng Lixing could already anticipate what was going to happen next, and wanted to reach out to hug her, but Forsythia's hand holding the cigarette began to tremble, and she took a deep breath before she continued.

"I knew he had a purpose when he pressed me to the bed, but it was too late, the strength of the medicine was too great, and all the strength I had was corroded by the medicine, and I was sweating excitedly, plus I couldn't win him, so I couldn't do anything, I just remember that his hands were cold, and when he touched my body, it felt like a fire, but I was still a little sensible, and pushed him off the bed, and he pressed me against the damp floor, and his hand tried to reach in, but he touched a bloody hand......"

Forsythia couldn't speak, she hung her head, the cigarette was almost finished, and she was reluctant to throw it away.

Feng Lixing didn't even have the courage to hug her in the past, and the forsythia in despair had turned into a blade, not to mention herself.

"The fat man in Wenzhou was stunned at the time, he hasn't gotten me yet, where did the blood on my leg come from?" Halfway of speaking, Forsythia suddenly turned around and looked at Feng Lixing, "Do you know whose blood it is?" The lump of meat in my stomach, I went to Paris for three months to find out that I was pregnant, and I ran out of the fat man's house in Wenzhou with my bloody legs, and my stomach hurt so much that I wanted to die......"

When she said this, she suddenly remembered something, and her voice became a little lighter: "Oh yes, I met Xie Congliang for the first time that night......"