Chapter 220: Tears for Him

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Early on Sunday morning, Qin Shijin drove Lu Zhanyan to the airport.

At the airport in London, the two are about to separate.

Lu Zhanyan looked at him and told him a lot, "Qin Shijin, call me if you have anything, don't just forget to eat because of your work, you will never take care of yourself." Auntie, don't worry too much, it's going to be fine, it's going to be fine. It's cold, you don't wear so little, it's always right to wear more, eat well and sleep well......"

Lu Zhanyan never knew that one day, he could be so wordy.

She said for a long time, and she only had to tell him what to eat for three meals a day.

Then there was a sudden silence, and suddenly there was no sound.

Qin Shijin said, "Let's go to the security check." ”>

Lu Zhanyan nodded, but did not move.

Qin Shijin said again, "The situation here is more stable, I'll go back." ”

Lu Zhanyan nodded again, still not moving.

In the crowded airport hall, the two of them just stood like this, and neither of them would go first. The world is in the north and the earth, the cape is the end of the world, no matter where it is, it doesn't matter, it's just good to be around this person. Lu Zhanyan thought so in his heart at this time. But these words are unspeakable, and the situation is not allowed.

"Go ahead, I'm going to the company again." He urged.

Only then did she make a move, carrying her luggage and turning around silently.

Security, boarding, take-off.

The plane was flying at an altitude of nine thousand meters, and those white clouds were close at hand.

Lu Zhanyan's heart seemed to stay in this foreign city with him.

……

Lu Zhanyan, who returned to Hong Kong City, was picked up by Xiao Mobai.

You don't have to think about it, you know that it was arranged by Qin Shijin.

At this time, it was about ten o'clock in the evening, and Xiao Mobai knew that Lu Zhanyan had just gotten off the plane and must not have eaten yet, so he took her to Jingfuxuan.

Ordered a small bag, and only the two of them were more than enough.

Lu Zhanyan made a phone call and reported his safety to Qin Shijin.

Xiao Mobai took the menu and ordered the dishes, he reported the names of the dishes one by one, and asked again, "I heard that you like to eat these, right?" ”

Lu Zhanyan nodded, there is indeed nothing wrong, these are all her preferences.

Qin Shijin's carefulness is really to the point of being insignificant.

Then the dishes came up one by one, Lu Zhanyan held the bowl with chopsticks, and ate slowly.

Xiao Mobai had already eaten it, and he was completely an escort.

Lu Zhanyan took two bites, but he had no appetite, and said softly, "Auntie's situation is not very good." ”

"I've heard that." Xiao Mobai had already received the news, so he had a general understanding.

"Xiao Mobai, I want you to ask you something." Lu Zhanyan turned his head, put down the dishes and chopsticks and said.

Xiao Mobai said, "What's the matter?" ”

"I want to know what Qin Shijin is because of it, I feel that I owe the Qin family. I also want to know why my aunt didn't go back to China. Lu Zhanyan said softly.

The usual smile on Xiao Mobai's face faded a little and became more rigorous. It seems that this matter is a taboo, "These are two things." ”

"No, it's one thing." Lu Zhanyan believes that there must be a connection between this.

Xiao Mobai was embarrassed, obviously he didn't want to say, "You better eat, I'll send you back." ”

Lu Zhanyan knew that he was embarrassed, but she must know, "Xiao Mobai, if you don't tell me, it doesn't matter." I always have a way to know. I can ask Tong An, Guan Feifei, Qin Duyun, and even Qin Yihuai. If they don't say it, it's a big deal to ask Chairman Qin directly. Anyway, I just want to know. ”

"Don't ......" Xiao Mobai hurriedly stopped her when he heard what she said.

Lu Zhanyan didn't chase him for answers, just looked at him and waited for the following.

But it was Xiao Mobai who was defeated.

"The first time I saw Qin Shijin was in the Qin family's villa......" I really wanted to talk about it, but Xiao Mobai also found that he didn't know how to start.

It's just that everything seems to start from the first side.

That was the first time Xiao Mobai saw Qin Shijin.

They are all fifteen or sixteen years old, so they can naturally get close. Xiao Mobai has never seen such a withdrawn teenager. Just stand to the side and don't speak. More often than not, the silence is surprising, he's just air. Obviously, Qin Duyun and Qin Yihuai were not happy to be too friendly with him.

Especially Qin Yihuai.

Xiao Mobai narrowed his eyes slightly, trying to make it clear, but as soon as he opened his mouth, it was only a few simple words, "Qin Shijin's mother is in love with Uncle Qin, but Grandpa Qin is against it. I think you should also know that Qin Shijin is actually an illegitimate child. Later, the aunt came back with Qin Shijin, and Uncle Qin wanted to recognize them into the Qin family. Grandpa Qin objected, the child could enter the Qin family, but the aunt definitely couldn't. ”

"Qin Shijin temporarily stayed in the Qin family."

But one day, he ran out of the blue. Later, everyone began to look for him, and heard that he was going back to Los Angeles. Then Uncle Qin was going to drive to Los Angeles overnight, and Uncle Guan was not at ease, so he went with him. Xiao Mobai paused and stopped.

Lu Zhanyan answered, "Uncle Guan, Guan Feifei's father." ”

"Yes." Xiao Mobai replied, and then continued, "As a result, that day, there was an accident. On the high-speed road around the mountain, when turning too fast, in order to avoid the big truck coming from the opposite side, the car and people fell down the mountain. No one survived, and by the time they were found, they were already dead. ”

No one survived, and by the time they were found, they were already dead.

He's running back to Los Angeles.

L.a..

No one survived.

Lu Zhanyan's heart seemed to have suffered another heavy blow, so sad that he couldn't even make a sound. It took a long time to find his own voice, broken and hoarse, "Therefore, he kept blaming himself, thinking that it was his own reason that killed them." ”

"Make amends for your sins." Xiao Mobai said lightly, "He can give everything for Guan Feifei, for Qin Er, for Qin San, and for the Qin family." He must not have told you that after the accident, he had been autistic for three years and had not spoken. ”

"Everybody said he was a murderer."

"Even my aunt didn't forgive him at that time. Later, she went abroad and did not come back, and Grandpa Qin did not allow her to return to China. Xiao Mobai smiled, but the smile was only melancholy.

Lu Zhanyan's eyes were hazy, and he only felt that his heart seemed to be missing a gap, and suddenly it was cut open by a knife, and blood flowed.

I can't stand it anymore.

Tears fell down with a snap.

At this time, the waiter knocked on the door and came in, bringing hot soup.

I was also surprised to see her crying, but I didn't speak, put down the soup and went out.

"Lu Zhanyan, don't ......" Xiao Mobai saw her crying, and he was also at a loss now, "Don't cry!" ”

God knows, he is most afraid of women crying!

But Lu Zhanyan was so sad that he stretched out his hand to cover his face and cried even more fiercely. Her crying was suppressed, but she cried for Qin Shijin. I couldn't stop it, and the tears kept falling. It's as if the suppressed emotions these days, along with the sadness in my heart, have to be vented together, just crying vigorously. All those tears will be poured out at this moment.

Two lives, a run away from home that shouldn't be, a lifetime of burden, and eternal regrets.

It's not a murderer, it's not.

Why do you say this about him, and why do you want him to bear it alone? Where there is so much to owe, he is just a child.

Just a kid who wants to go home.

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After a tossing and turning in the UK, Lu Zhanyan contacted Mr. Geng again and asked to see Qin Yaozong again. Something had to be done for him, even if it was insignificant.

Uncle Geng said on the phone, "The chairman will be fishing at the pier at two o'clock this afternoon. ”

Lu Zhanyan's vacation has ended, but her affairs have not been completed, and she has not returned to the company. Instead, he contacted Tang Renxiu, "I'm sorry, Mr. Tang, my business hasn't been done, so I can't go back to the company for the time being." On the Shun An side, please find someone to replace me. ”>

Tang Renxiu didn't ask much, just said, "I won't find someone to replace me, but I will send someone to take over on my behalf, when you finish solving your own affairs, then why not reinstate." ”

Lu Zhanyan didn't know how to express his emotions, so he could only say, "Thank you." ”

The port city is not as good as London, but the weather is very good.

It's just a pier in winter, although the sun is warm, the sea breeze is cold.

In the area ahead, there are old people in twos and threes, gathered together.

Farther on, at the farthest end of the pier, a lonely figure sat alone on a small bench, fishing with a fishing rod.

Lu Zhanyan saw him and walked towards him slowly.

"Hello." Lu Zhanyan opened his mouth to greet.

Qin Yaozong didn't look at her, just stared at the sea, and asked, "You are going to meet today, what do you want to say to me?" ”

"I can leave Qin Shijin and leave Port City." Lu Zhanyan was silent for a long time, and then spoke.

It's just that her opening made Qin Yaozong slightly stunned.

It seems that she did not expect that she would suddenly say such words, willing to retreat.

"But you have to promise me one condition." Lu Zhanyan said again, her expression was very calm.

Qin Yaozong's eyes narrowed slightly, and he snorted coldly and said, "I know that there is no such good thing, let's say, how much money do you want." ”

"I don't want money." Lu Zhanyan said softly, she felt that her breathing was a little suffocated.

"And what are your conditions?" Qin Yaozong frowned and asked.

"Aunt Lin is critically ill, she is in the UK, I hope you can allow her to return to China and allow her to live with Qin Shijin." Lu Zhanyan had already thought about it and said.

Qin Yaozong was obviously unhappy, "Look at you, a very smart girl, and your work ability is quite strong, but at this time, you are so stupid." What does that woman have to do with you if she doesn't return to China? Don't want good money, you want her to return to China, I won't agree to this condition, you better change it! ”

"I have no other conditions, only this one!" Lu Zhanyan was extremely resolute and never wavered, "If Chairman Qin doesn't agree, then I will never leave him again in my life!" I will definitely be with him, I will not care if others know my background and my family! I don't care! ”

"You!" Qin Yaozong snorted and stared at her deadly.

The two looked at each other like this, but it was Qin Yaozong who took the lead in lowering his eyes, as if he had softened, but he sneered, "Don't think that this is good for him, you don't understand anything at all!" ”

"Yes, Qin Shijin has always told me that I don't understand anything." Lu Zhanyan looked at Qin Yaozong and asked word by word, "I really don't understand!" I don't understand why the blame for an accident should be placed on a child who is only fifteen or sixteen years old! I don't understand what's wrong with him! I don't understand that he has done so much for the Qin family, are you all indifferent! Don't you see his intentions? Won't you be moved at all! He is also your grandson, and he is also a child of the Qin family, isn't he! ”

"Shut up!" Qin Yaozong's eyes were red, and he stood up and scolded.

Lu Zhanyan was still questioning, or asking for him, "Have you never recognized him?" You may not know that he has been living in pain every day for so many years! Did you compliment him? Or do you think that he should take all this for granted? I'm sorry, I just want to tell you that he doesn't owe the Qin family, and he doesn't owe you anything!

"You know what! If it weren't for him, would they have died! Qin Yaozong was angered by her questioning and spoke sharply.

"Yes!" Lu Zhanyan responded, gritted his teeth and said, "Maybe every day, he will ask himself this sentence!" If it weren't for him, would they have died! ”

"Every day lives in the shadows, and he does everything he can to make up for it. But why, you are so indifferent to him! He has the same blood in his body as you! Lu Zhanyan said, his voice a little hoarse, "Maybe you never thought about it, he is just a child......

"He just wants to go home, just a child who wants to go home......" Lu Zhanyan's eyes turned red, perhaps red by the sea breeze.

Just because of this sentence, Qin Yaozong's originally angry face showed a touch of confusion.

"I'm sorry, the sea breeze was too strong, and my eyes got into the sand." Lu Zhanyan felt that tears were about to flow out, she hurriedly raised her hand to wipe them away, her voice was hoarse, and she choked up, "I don't know a lot, but I know that he hopes you can forgive him, he needs someone to forgive him so much." ”

"If ......" Lu Zhanyan swallowed the sourness, and there was a blur in front of him, "If you still can't, then please don't be indifferent to him like this, please be kind to him." ”

"He and I grew up together in the Lu family when we were young, and then separated. He didn't like to talk when he was a child, and even his aunt said he had a bad temper. That's probably because there are so few people to talk to him, he doesn't know how to get close to people, and he doesn't know what way to do it. I always thought that everything I did was right, and I didn't need to say too much, just do it, thinking that in this way, someone would understand him. ”

"Actually, he was wrong, and if he didn't say it, no one would know." Lu Zhanyan's voice was very astringent, and his throat was so dry that he couldn't do it, "Maybe I can't represent him, but I still want to tell you on his behalf, he didn't want that accident, and he didn't want such a result." That's his father, and his uncle, but he doesn't know how to get along with you or how to get along with you. ”

"Please forgive him and forgive him." Lu Zhanyan bowed to Qin Yaozong and bent down.

Her tears fell like this.

It fell to the ground and dried quickly.

Lu Zhanyan blinked away his tears vigorously, raised his head again, looked at Qin Yaozong and said, "Also, he doesn't know how to take care of himself." When you are alone, you will definitely not eat on time, and you will not go to bed on time. In case you didn't know, he's a workaholic, just like a robot. Although he is usually very good, he is actually very picky about eating, and he is always not delicious this or that. ”

"If you can, please let him go back to Qin's house more, I think the food at home must be better than outside." Lu Zhanyan smiled, not wanting to look too embarrassed, "Also, on your birthday that day, I went to the upstairs room to take a look, his room is quite large, and it is more spacious than the outside." No matter if it's hot or cold, someone will help him take care of it. You also know that now it's winter, and he always wears a little bit as if he is not afraid of the cold. ”

Lu Zhanyan kept talking like this, but he didn't know what the meaning of what he was talking about, but he was sprinkled with a lot of it. No matter how big or small, from daily life, to diet and clothing, even the brand of coffee beans he likes to drink, he said it in detail like a fool.

In the end, I couldn't say it anymore.

Lu Zhanyan stopped, his eyes were a little melancholy, "These are not conditions but requests, if you can, please look at him more and love him more." Think of him as a child and don't be too him. I'm sorry, look at what I've said so much, and I've also bumped into you, I hope you will forgive me for my recklessness. ”

"Nothing else, that's all." Lu Zhanyan muttered to himself, "That's it." ”

The sea breeze was blowing, and I heard the sound of the waves, whistling, and there was a feeling of pain.

Qin Yaozong was silent for a while, and too much emotion was revealed on his face, which flashed quickly. After a long time, he turned sideways, looked out at the sea, and asked, "When are you leaving?" ”

He is a family. "As soon as my aunt returns to China, I will leave." Lu Zhanyan said.

"Get out of here in three days, I'll let her go back tomorrow, and before he comes back, you have to go." Qin Yaozong said in a deep voice, the crutches in his hand were clenched tightly.

Get out of here in three days.

You have to go before he returns.

Lu Zhanyan originally wanted to see Qin Shijin for the last time, but at this moment, she gritted her teeth and said, "Okay, I believe in you." ”

"Excuse me, goodbye." Lu Zhanyan bowed slightly at him and said softly.

She took a step forward, walked past Qin Yaozong's side, and walked to the other end of the dock.

At this moment, it felt as if something had been done for him, albeit very little. She won't regret it, and she can't regret it.

The sea water lapped against the reef, and Uncle Geng came to Qin Yaozong's side after Lu Zhanyan left.

As soon as he approached, I saw him burst into tears.

He took out a handkerchief and handed it to him, "Chairman." ”

Qin Yaozong took the handkerchief and wiped his tears, "The sea breeze is too strong, and my eyes have entered the sand." ”

The sea breeze, it's really too big.

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