My closed eyes still didn't open, my teeth clenched, and tears flowed again

"Big brother, me"

Anqi's voice was full of grievances: "I don't know either"

"Who's your big brother!"

Zhuo Jing interrupted her directly in a cold voice: "Do you know how much of a blow your attitude has caused to others, it was her father who died, and she wanted her father to come back to life than you wanted!" ”

Angel Tong cried. I heard her cry and turn and run outside, the floor with her feet 'thumpping', but there was a brief silence in the room.

I felt Zhuo Jing get up directly, as if he had walked in front of someone in a few steps: "And your uncle, you disappointed me too much, you are a highly educated doctor, how can you agree with Jiaolong to do this kind of thing, let's not talk about whether this kind of thing is nonsense, Jiaolong, as an onmyoji, can you bring the dead back to life, first imprisoning this kind of thinking on her body is suppression, since you can't bring a dead person back to life, why let her do it, isn't this self-deception!" ”

"Kirin, don't get so excited, we're too"

"Uncle. You tell me how can I not be excited, if I don't come, do I still have to watch you let this Tong Anqi talk nonsense here, not only do you not know what to say wrong, but also make a loud noise, and the most deserving person is forced to break her head by you, she is a human being, she is just a little girl, she is not a god, if a person says that he is born, he says that he will live, we are all immortal, what is the use of having children, the funeral industry will directly replace it, how can you be so ignorant! ”

"Qilin, you listen to Uncle first, it's Jiaolong himself who wants to try it. We didn't push her. ”

"Huh." Carry it with a woman.

Zhuo Jing sneered twice: "Yes, you didn't force her, but when I came, didn't you still dream that people would come back to life after death, including this Tong Anqi, your attitude towards this matter is enough to disappoint me, you shouldn't let Jiaolong do these things, so many elders are here, and they don't understand the truth that people die like lights go out, you really make me feel cold." ”

"Qilin, I know you're worried about Qiao Qiao, but what happened last night really happened too suddenly, Qiao Qiao Shu she wants to try, you know her reputation as an onmyoji. So are we."

"So, what if she's an onmyoji, of course she wants to try, that's her father! But you stand in a different position from her, the more you expect, the greater the pressure on her, your invisible promise is the source of her pain, you are morally kidnapping her! ”

With Zhuo Jing's strong drink, my mother held my hand, and her voice trembled: "Qiaoqiao, my mother won't blame you, my mother knows that you did your best, and you can't have an accident." Mom is left with you, don't scare Mom, you don't know, as soon as I entered the door and saw you lying on the ground, it was all blood, how scared I was, I wanted your dad to come back to life, but I also knew that it was impossible, I seemed to hear your grandma's voice when I picked up your grandma's rank, she said let's not force you Qiaoqiao, mom is just begging you not to have anything to do now, mom will leave you alone. ”

I closed my eyes, but tears flowed violently, Zhuo Jing's words were said to my heart, I was really afraid of facing my family, especially the onmyoji hat I was still carrying, so I was really helpless with this feeling. I don't really know what to do with the results that I tell you after trying my best.

"I'm sorry, mom I'm sorry."

When I opened my eyes, I looked at my haggard mother who was almost unrecognizable, and opened my mouth directly, my mother collapsed, reached out and hugged me and cried loudly: "Qiaoqiao, it's mom who is sorry for you, mom shouldn't let you do such a thing, your dad is already in the freezer, mom shouldn't be dreaming like that, Jojo!" Mom, you're the only one left! ”

The sister-in-law covered her mouth and came over, and put her arm on her mother's shoulder: "Sister-in-law, don't be like this, our Lin family can't live with Qiaoqiao, we owe Qiaoqiao"

I turned my face sideways, looking at Zhuo Jing standing in the middle of the room with teary eyes, and my heart twitched and twisted, if he didn't come, what should I do?

My mother's mood was too sad, and finally she fainted crying, and was finally helped out by my sister-in-law and uncle, and when everyone was gone, Zhuo Jing walked to my bedside and sat down, hugged my shoulders, and said softly: "Don't do such stupid things in the future, everything has me." ”

I buried my head in his shoulder, and cried with a whimper: "Zhuo Jing, I"

I want to say a lot, I want to say that I actually made a choice, is it to be painful for a while, or to change all this, I really don't have the courage to change all this, if I let my dad come back to life and suffer from the disease, I think I will also hate my own, but these two choices, which one, are extremely painful, but I can't say it, since I have chosen, I still say this, in addition to increasing the burden on my heart, what's the use?!

"Don't say it, these will pass, don't always use the identity of an onmyoji to demand yourself, you are just an ordinary person, don't be so willful in the future, if this kind of thing happens at home, you have to call me first, with me, no one will bully you."

I sniffed and shook my head, "Thank you Zhuo Jing"

He sighed softly, "Silly, thank you, you just don't know the sky and the earth, don't be able to do it in the future, compared to your father's affairs, I think your state is more worrying." ”

I didn't speak, I didn't know how to adjust my mood for a while, and I could still see the dried blood stains that I had spit out on the floor of the table, and this result itself was self-inflicted, I wanted to ask for some kind of cruelty, but Brother Ma made me see what I seemed to be more cruel after getting rid of it, so I turned back, but the pain was still there.

Zhuo Jing said, I don't owe anyone, and don't force myself, but I feel that I was born to pay off my debts, going around and around, only when I escape from my family is the easiest, but whenever I face it, it is dull and restrictive.

Mom's state is very poor, she fainted several times and woke up, the look of the deep sunken eyes seems to be familiar, I remember, Xiaobao just left when my mother was in this state, but at that time she at least had a pillow person to accompany her, and now the pillow is gone, she can't think about not collapsing.

Although Dad's body is still in the custody of the police in the funeral home, the funeral that should be held at home still has to be done, maybe Zhuo Jing's words played a role, whether it is Uncle or Sister-in-law and Anqi, no one dares to mention that I want to bring my father back to life in the house, and the relatives who came one after another did not know this episode that happened in our family, but they knew that the causes and consequences were related to my aunt, and no one was surprised.

Because my father's age is still young, and his fifties should be the right age, so everyone thinks it's a pity, and it's still in the New Year when he should be and Lele, this kind of thing is tantamount to flying into trouble.

But grief is grief, my unfamiliar third uncle and second uncle are half buried in the loess, they are still more open to this kind of thing, after all, people are no longer there, and those who are alive still have to make very realistic plans, they began to turn the wind to my mother, and worked together to let my mother not sue my aunt, saying that this is not good for my mother, is it possible that the old and dead will not get along with each other in the future? Besides, even Chong Anqi can't do things absolutely.

Obviously, my aunt killed my dad by mistake, even if she didn't want to, but the identity of the murderer is also confirmed, my mother is naturally unwilling, because my father's relatives are not towards her, they are all surnamed Lin, so they naturally want to protect my aunt Lin Xinyun, Angel also smelled their protection, kneeling beside my mother's bed and taking a bite of an aunt, you can open the net!

In the end, some elders who were obscene in thinking actually said that my mother's purpose for letting my aunt go to prison was not for my dad, but for herself, because my dad was gone, and my aunt and my mother should be one and a half in this house, and if my aunt was fine, she would definitely have to share the house with my mother, and my mother wanted to occupy this house alone, so she didn't let go of it!

As a result, my mother was so angry that she couldn't get out of bed, the yard was black, hanging white flags, and my father's portrait was placed there, but my mother couldn't go downstairs to worship, and she seemed to be sick and hanging by a thread, as the eldest son or eldest daughter, I was busy with the funeral and couldn't take care of my mother, at this time I didn't expect my sister-in-law, she followed the relatives of the Lin family who came to persuade my mother, and said what happened to my sister-in-law, and you still bothered her because of this! Everything is waiting for my eldest brother's funeral to be over!

She is the most vocal and selfless person, because Lin Xinyun is her own sister, and my dad is her eldest brother, so she can't stand on anyone's side, so as soon as she makes a noise, these messy voices fade away.

But the funeral still has to continue, but my dad can't be cremated for the time being, my aunt's affairs are uncertain, my dad still has to freeze there, because my sister-in-law was affected by her mother-in-law's relationship to believe in Buddhism, like my father, who died like this needs to be overcrossed, otherwise I am afraid of causing trouble after entering the grave, and I am afraid that it will not be good for future generations, I can do this, but I was kowtowed by the rank at that time, wrapped in bandages, and I was not in good health with a cold, so my sister-in-law went to the temple to ask for kindness, so there was no mourning in the courtyard of my house those days, Instead, it was the voice of the monk chanting for my dad twenty-four hours a day.

Zhuo Jing has been with me, I keep vigil, he is also accompanying me, it can be said that he will not leave an inch, until the end of the three-day funeral, my mood has almost recovered, and I began to pick a tomb for my father, prepare a shroud and something into the earth, his face only slightly showed a hint of reassurance, it may be his own strong aura, no one dared to say that Zhuo Jing has been accompanying me to keep vigil is out of line, after all, we are not married, no one knows that he is my boyfriend, I only know that Zhuo Jing is a relative that I can't get along, but no one said it, and he did it naturally, but I couldn't help it.

Jiang Meiyuan did not hesitate to fly back from abroad, and she didn't even spend her vacation, and it was still the drama that made him go home because of his serious illness, but Zhuo Jing was indifferent, and even turned off the phone, forbidding my uncle to mention a word about letting him leave, I really feel that I have burdened Zhuo Jing, I was originally a man who was glamorous everywhere I went, but because of my family affairs, I was sagging my beard, and the whole person was gloomy, and there was a kind of coldness that no one should enter, but it was also because of his underlying emotion, which also indirectly protected me, All of Angel's words were swallowed in my stomach the day I woke up.

Until my dad's first seven, the courtyard was quiet again, those relatives couldn't help, to put it bluntly, the New Year, no one wants to mix with these bad things, my dad's funeral is according to the procedure, I buried some of his underwear into the tomb first, it is considered to let him recognize the way, just waiting for him to be cremated, and then put into the ground again, which is really safe.

Naturally, I can't let Zhuo Jing accompany me anymore, selfishly let him be here, firstly, it is to delay his original work, and secondly, I feel distressed when I look at it, this kind of thing, after all, it is not a day or two days to get over, it is my father who is leaving, I need to spend a long time with my mother to heal the wounds in my heart, but Zhuo Jing, there is no need to follow me to bear these potential invisible tortures.

Pulling the car door, I glanced at him: "Didn't you say it, I'm really fine, get in the car." ”

Zhuo Jing stood still, looked at me fixedly, suddenly stretched out his hand, and hugged me tightly: "I will definitely marry you this year, from now on, I swear that I will not let you be wronged again." ”

My nose began to sour again, and my face leaned on his chest: "I'm fine, it's really okay, I was too naïve to make this, it's good after a long time, don't worry." ”

"How can I not be worried, Ma Jiaolong, I am worried about you just by putting you here."

I know that he has also heard a lot of words in the past two days about relatives in the family asking my mother to give up suing my aunt, although he didn't say anything, but I know that he must have something in his heart.

"It's okay, it's all over, isn't there still a sister-in-law and a sister-in-law, you still have to be busy working, you all know that I don't make money as an onmyoji, if you don't make money, how can you raise me"

I whispered, "Go back and wait for me, and when my mother's mood is stable, I'll go back." ”

He let go of his hand and looked at me carefully: "You take your mother over to live together, and your grandfather, I will help you take care of them." ”

I shook my head: "My mother won't leave, my dad and my brother are here, she is different from me and my grandfather, don't worry about these things, hurry up and get in the car, I promise you, I will go back as soon as possible, ah." ”

Zhuo Jing didn't respond, turned his face and frowned slightly at the desolate courtyard of our house, and then looked at me again: "You stay with your mother for a while, and then I'll come back to pick you up, but remember, some people make mistakes, they must be punished, I agree with your mother to sue her, only inside, she can understand what she is wrong, otherwise, even if she comes out, she will not think that she is wrong, you know." ”

I didn't respond, this matter is a bit complicated, I don't think my mother will always insist, because sister-in-law will not really want her sister to go to jail, even if she doesn't like her sister, it is her own sister.

"I know, you get in the car, don't be upset about these things in my family, my aunt and uncle will help Zhang Luo"

Until Zhuo Jing's car gradually disappeared at the mouth of the alley, I stood in place for a long time and still couldn't return to my senses, I believe that there is a god in this world, I have seen it, but Zhuo Jing is for me, another layer of protection god.

Walking back to the house, my mother actually went downstairs, she was wearing a decent and clean dress and sat on the sofa in the living room with my sister-in-law and uncle, Anqi stood aside in a regular manner, looking at me, although there was still resentment in my eyes, but I didn't dare to speak, because Zhuo Jing's foreshadowing was in front, and she targeted me again, whether it was my mother, sister-in-law, or uncle, she would be angry, which was tantamount to asking for her own hardship.

"Qiaoqiao, Xiaojing sent away?"

I nodded and glanced at my sister-in-law, "He's going back." ”

The atmosphere was a little stiff, and the sister-in-law nodded: "He has to go back, and my sister-in-law is also very sick." ”

The little uncle waved his hand, motioned for her not to say this, and looked at me: "Qiaoqiao, your mother said that your father came back tonight and wanted to see him." ”

My mother, who had been speechless, looked up at me at this time: "Qiaoqiao, please help me meet your father, my mother has something to ask him." ”

As she spoke, her mother bit her lip and glanced at Angel with resentment: "I want to ask him if he can let his eldest sister go so easily, it was his eldest sister who killed him!" ”