Chapter 274: Decision
Even if the man she chooses is just pleasing to her eyes, not her beloved, even if two people get together to live together, then she wants the other party to at least be the only woman in this life, otherwise, no matter how high the other party's status is, the glory and wealth are not endless, for her Fang Dongqiao, what is the point?
Truth be told, it doesn't make any sense at all. If you want to make money to live, she is living well now, and she can enjoy the glory and wealth by virtue of her own ability, why do you have to enter the Gaomen Mansion and fight to the death with those women for a rich position, that kind of life, just bound to the life of the boxy house, just like a canary made of a golden cage, without half a point of freedom, she can no longer yearn for the free and easy way of living outside, can she still be happy from now on?
The rules of the high gate, the strict family rules, what will be the result of suppressing her in the end, I am afraid that what she is waiting for is either she will die of depression, or she will collapse and go crazy.
Thinking of such a picture, the corners of Fang Dongqiao's lips couldn't help but float a touch of bitterness. Spreading out her hands immersed in the moonlight, Fang Dongqiao wanted to satirize her own weakness and timidity, but even so, she really couldn't muster the courage to face this unknown future, a future that she was almost almost sure of.
Of course, there are lovers in this world who eventually become married, and there are thousands of good pairs in the world, and there are naturally good ones.
For example, her parents, such as her sister and brother-in-law, such as Xiang'er and Rong Chaoliang, and Su Lige and the eldest princess, they are all a pair in this good relationship, Fang Dongqiao also feels that he can hope for this and embrace such happiness.
But I don't know why, when it was her turn to be alone, she felt very dazed, the road ahead was confused, and once she faced her own lifelong events, she retreated inexplicably, and she couldn't help but start panicking.
Perhaps, it was the experience of the previous life, and it was also the strict system of this life that made Fang Dongqiao have to be cautious and have to be careful.
Or rather, she really can't believe the two words of love, those two ethereal words, how many women are buried under those two words, how many women follow the foamy beautiful dream, and in the end, the cruel reality shatters the girl's dream, and in the end it can only end up with a tragic end, ruining the tragedy of a lifetime.
Therefore, even if Fang Dongqiao clearly knew that there was a good fate in the world and a good man, but for herself, she didn't dare to believe that she would be the lucky one among them.
In this way, I'm afraid that this time, she will refuse her mother's kiss, she will refuse this marriage.
Fang Dongqiao learned from the pain, thought about it carefully, and finally made such a decision.
This decision, maybe she may regret it, regret missing such a rare good relationship as Gong Tianyu, but now she, who made the decision, will never regret it, regretting that she did such a family affair that gave up so much that it may be a good fate.
Looking up at the bright moon in the sky, the night wind seemed to be a little cold, Fang Dongqiao tightened the cloak on his body, sighed lightly, and turned around to go back to the room.
At this time, she saw her eldest brother Fang Jingshu slowly coming in her direction, his white clothes fluttering, and his face was warm.
"What's wrong? Can't Joel sleep? ”
"Hmm. There are some things that need to be thought about carefully, so Qiao Er came out to breathe, distract her mind, and thinking about it, she will have an idea. Fang Dongqiao looked up at Fang Jingshu with a smile and told him without concealment.
"In this way, Jo'er seems to have already decided. What do you think? Have you decided to agree to Brother Yu'er to be so close? ”
Fang Jingshu's eyes were faint, as if he didn't care, but he clearly cared about this answer.
This Fang Dongqiao heard Fang Jingshu ask her like this, but it was rare to ask Fang Jingshu playfully.
"So how about the eldest brother give Jo'er an answer? Do you think Jo'er should agree, or shouldn't she agree? ”
Fang Jingshu didn't expect Fang Dongqiao to ask him like this, but he was stunned for a moment, and then laughed softly.
"So, the eldest brother still has the right to help Qiao'er choose?"
"Of course, the eldest brother is like a father, isn't he?" Fang Dong Qiao smiled and squinted his eyes at Fang Jingshu.
"What if the eldest brother says he shouldn't agree?" Fang Jingshu looked at Fang Dongqiao half seriously and half jokingly.
Fang Dongqiao smiled unexpectedly.
"If the eldest brother's answer is Qiao'er's answer, what will the eldest brother think?"
When Fang Jingshu heard Fang Dongqiao say this, his eyes were fixed, as if he was very surprised.
"Could it be, is Qiao Er serious?"
He seemed to feel that this answer was a little untrue, and the answer given by Joel was too unexpected for him.
If, if this person is not Gong Tianyu, then who will Qiao Er care about all these years?
Could it be that over the years, Joel has already had someone she liked?
While Fang Jingshu was thinking about a few people in his mind, Fang Dongqiao looked at Fang Jingshu with amusement.
"Okay, big brother, you don't have to guess, don't you want Qiao'er to be alone?"
"Didn't even fancy any of them?" Fang Jingshu was stunned for a moment, as if he hadn't come back to his senses.
"Is the eldest brother neglecting one of the most important things?" Fang Dongqiao suddenly raised his finger and pointed at her own nose.
"What?" Fang Jingshu was really a little confused by Fang Dongqiao's detour at this time.
Fang Dongqiao leaned over to his head, blinked his eyes and said, "Doesn't the eldest brother think that Qiao'er is too young?" ”
"Joel is ten years old. A girl's family at this age can already look at each other, and it is not too small to look at it. ”
Fang Jingshu told Fang Dongqiao that, Fang Dongqiao touched his nose boringly, shook his head, and said secretly, this is the generation gap, there is no way to say the generation gap.
In this era, a nine-year-old and ten-year-old girl can go on a blind date, fourteen or fifteen years old is the child's mother, and in the previous life, thirty-year-old leftover girls bloomed everywhere, and the difference in this age group was too big, so Fang Dongqiao often felt that she was too young and too young at this age, so small that she would not think about any lifelong events at all.
If it weren't for the fact that the Yun family had seriously mentioned that Prince Zhong and Princess Zhong came to discuss family affairs, Fang Dongqiao would not have this idea at all, or have this idea to consider making a father-in-law.
It's just that since this matter has been mentioned, then she really needs to think about this matter carefully. Therefore, she opened her mouth to ask Fang Jingshu.
"Big brother, Qiao Er has a question for Big Brother, can Big Brother tell Qiao Er the truth?"
"What? At this time, I was polite with the eldest brother, let's say, what kind of question, the eldest brother must answer Qiao'er, but don't be that kind of messy question, otherwise, the eldest brother will not answer Qiao'er. ”
Fang Jingshu was afraid that the question that Fang Dongqiao's little head came up with was too deviant, so he reminded Fang Dongqiao of this.
That Fang Dongqiao heard Fang Jingshu say this, he quite understood what Fang Jingshu was thinking, probably because he was frightened by her shocking thoughts before, so he deliberately added such a sentence at this time.
However, the question she wants to ask her eldest brother at this time will naturally not be such a boring gossip topic.
She asked Fang Jingshu a question, and when she asked, her expression was extremely serious and serious, and even Fang Jingshu began to pay attention to it.
Fang Dongqiao's question is.
"Big brother, if the eldest brother marries his sister-in-law in the future, will he be the only one in this life? It's only good for my sister-in-law, and I won't contaminate other women? For example, if there is a concubine, a maid in the room, and other women sent by the boss, will the eldest brother accept it? ”
As soon as Fang Jingshu heard Fang Dongqiao mention this issue, he had an inexplicable smile in his eyes, as if he had seen through Fang Dongqiao's careful thoughts, and looked at her straight and said, "Qiao'er told the eldest brother honestly, the reason why you refused to agree to the decision you made tonight is related to the question raised by the eldest brother at this time?" ”
Seeing Fang Jingshu ask like this, Fang Dongqiao hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.
"That's right, the reason why Qiao'er doesn't want to agree to this family affair is that she feels that as Brother Yu'er, it is difficult to be a couple with Qiao'er for the rest of her life, so for things that she is not sure of or things that have no hope at all, Qiao'er doesn't want to spend her heart and soul to treat such a family affair."
"How could Jo'er have such an idea?"
Fang Jingshu seemed to be a little shocked by Fang Dongqiao's thoughts, such an idea was really shocking to a woman.
Fang Dongqiao heard that Fang Jingshu did not reprimand her for having such thoughts, but she smiled and continued to tell Fang Jingshu what she really thought in her heart.
"Actually, the eldest brother also knows, Qiao'er's master is more special, that very beautiful sister, is one of Qiao'er's masters, she has been teaching Qiao'er, if Qiao'er wants to choose a father-in-law, he must find a person who treats himself wholeheartedly, and only lives with Qiao'er alone in this life, two people and Meimei, holding the hand of the son, and growing old with the son, so that it is not in vain to live in the world, nor is it in vain to waste the beautiful love given by the world."
When Fang Dongqiao said this, he also had a little expectation in his eyes, but such a shining light quickly sank into the depths of the two deep pools of water, without a trace.
Fang Jingshu listened to Fang Dongqiao say this, but asked Fang Dongqiao an extremely serious question.
"In this way, Qiao Er told the eldest brother honestly, if no man in the world is willing to marry Qiao Er for life, is Qiao Er ready not to marry?"
"Hmm." Fang Dongqiao nodded without hesitation.
"Qiao'er doesn't want to deceive her eldest brother, Qiao'er really thinks like this, and will do so in the future. If there is no such person, Qiao Er really doesn't want to get married. ”
"In this way, Qiao'er yelled at refusing to marry when she was a child, is this why? Qiao Er is afraid that the man will be a negative man and will not be able to be consistent with Qiao Er, right? ”
Fang Jingshu quietly looked at Fang Dongqiao's eyes and asked her.